Dream About Murder And Secrets

in my dream there was my boy friend (luke), a boy i used to talk to but it didnt go anywhere (josh) and this girl (grace) who used to be my friend but not anymore, a couple of my other friends and then my mum. in the first dream i don’t remember at all but it woke me up in the night and i noted it down quickly and fell back asleep. i think luke had drunk some alkali and then he turned all weird. when i fell back asleep the other dream started and this was one of those dreams where you dont know that you’re dreaming and it feels very real. i was having a party at my house, all the people i listed all came over for it. i introduced everyone to each other as the day went on, everyone was mainly hanging out in my garden, drinking. josh had come over to me and kept trying to touch me ant flirt with me and i kept pushing him away but hadn’t said i had a boyfriend. i could see luke in the corner of my eye looking over and i went over to sit with him and reassure him. it was getting late and my mum was complaining so people started to leave, a couple of my friends left and decided to go over the road and start cleaning windows, which left me, josh, luke and grace. oh and my mum but she went up to bed. i could see grace flirting with luke and in real life grace used to fancy luke and doesn’t like me anymore because hes my boyfriend now. i went over and made it clear he’s mine. we were all back in the garden talking, drinking then josh was getting touchy with me again. luke got involved this and they started shouting at eachother, i interviened, calmed luke down and made josh leave. my mum told us to be quiet and we all went back into the house. i asked grace how she is getting home and she told me she was being picked up. as for luke, he was staying over. we went upstairs to my bedroom i was just tidying a few things away before we got into bed, i heard grace say her ride was here and she was leaving through my bathroom window apparently. i didnt care what she was doing so i ignored it, i didnt even she asked luke to come into the toilet with her. i was then laying in my bed waiting for luke thinking he was just using the bathroom when my mum shouted why are the lights still on, go to bed! i got up, turned out the lights and slowly opened my bathroom door. luke and grace were asleep in my bathtub with a blanket on them. i felt my blood boiling inside as i attacked them both and shouted at them, grace was saying he still liked her and that i was not good enough whilst luke was begging me saying its not true. thats when i decided to gauge graces eyes out and get scissors to stab and cut her open. i was about to murder luke too but he pleaded me and said he would help hide the body. now i hadnt murdered anyone before so me and luke had no idea what we were doing. so at first we ran from my house for a while then stopped and spoke about what we should do. so we turned back. i asked my mum for advice, she said id we handed ourselves in now we would get about 4 years or something. and she said she would take care of it but we had to wash the tub and burn the clothes. we managed to hide it but pretty soon grace being missing became a problem. a police investigation was being held, we were questioned and i kept it together saying she had left my place using a cab service. luke and my mum said the same thing. a week later i was at some sort of meeting/party, josh was there, lots of rich people and a big banquet of food. josh was apparently a big deal since people were coming to interview him, thats when the police arrived to interview him too. thats when i received a voice recording from an unknown person, saying how they knew what i had done and to open the attached file. it was a video of me murdering grace in the bathroom. i immediately left, told luke (in person) and went home. i searched my bathroom for cameras until i found a little one right under my sink (and in real life i have a fear of there being cameras everywhere and constantly being watched). i recieved another message shortly after saying they would murder luke then me if we didnt hand ourselves in. and i was freaking out, i knew there were cameras everywhere i was right. the following day i went to work (at the preschool) but we were in a white woods doing a biscuit decorating activity, i felt funny being there and trying to act normally was hard. thats when a blue popped balloon fell down from one of the trees, luke was up there trying to signal to me. i walked over asking what he was doing and he said he was receiving death threats from lots of people he didnt know. then my coworkers noticed and came over to ask what was going on. i acted as if i had no idea of course. but thats all i remember, it then just ended.