Bedroom

3 May 2024

Dream

I’m in my bedroom with the television on and curtains drawn in the middle of the day. My sister comes in and complains that the television is too loud. She opens the curtains and there is a new family moving into the house opposite ours. There is a lot of commotion in the street then i notice some noise from inside my house. I walk downstairs and my mother is talking about Ram Dass my greatest spiritual teacher who has been dead many years. She says she invited him in although i’m not sure if they know each other. I walk back up stairs and see laid on my parent’s bed many spiritual trinkets, hanuman statues, wooden ganesha idols, rosary beads. The sun is beaming through the window and I see Ram Dass in the door frame. I repeat the name of ‘Ram’ a few times and he smiles. I run over to him and give him a big hug and say ‘Ram Dass you wouldn’t believe the journey I’ve been on! Oh boy, oh boy.’ We lie down on the bed together and I’m staring into his face. He is talking to me in between his voice before the stroke and after it. A medium pace to his words with a slight bit of youth, he talks about the feeling of homecoming within spirituality and there are subtitles when he speaks. He struggles for the next word and I see in the subtitles it says ‘nostalgia’ so I say it as if I came up with it. He agrees that that is the word and doesn’t seem to notice that I read it from the subtitles and showing he can’t read my mind unlike big Gurus like Neem Karoli Baba. Ram Dass continues talking as I wake up out of the dream.

17 Apr 2024

Dream

One minute I was in a bedroom that is not mine and then all of a sudden I was on a spaceship in space. I could see the stars. Then I went to a mall that I don’t recognize. I bought one warm strawberry milk and one cold strawberry milk. I ate freeze dried strawberries. They tasted real. I didn’t know I was dreaming at the time. Then I walked into a restaurant that is located inside the mall. I looked at the menu. Everything was hundreds of dollars. I did not order any food.

15 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at my parents house in the bedroom where my daughter was sleeping. My late brother-in-law came in and sat next to me, I didn’t think it was real so I grabbed his arm and said, “is it really you are you really here” with tears in my eyes. He said “yes I’m really here” I asked him where his next stop was and he said “Barnum”. And then my daughter woke up and he hurried out of the room while saying, “I have to go I don’t want to scare her.” After that my father-in-law came in and I asked him where Barnum was and if it meant anything to Steve. He said, “well yeah, he played football and won the playoffs there”. But Steve never played football and we don’t have a connection to Barnum.

15 Nov 2023

Dream

I remember having a dream where I would wake up, but I would still be in a dream. In the dream I would wake up and see my bedroom exactly how it would look like, and I would feel awake, but then I kept waking up. It felt like a cycle was repeating.