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16 Jan 2025

Dream

A group of bad guys like a militia took a lot of males including my dad and brother. The males they took were on their knees and they started to kill them using machetes, directly into their necks. My mom and I were observing all these crazy act from a high building. I yelled at my mom to please let me go to the police. I knew I could make it to the police station to save my brother and dad. I was so frustrated because she didn’t let me go . She was afraid I might get captured and killed. So I went to the roof of the building to see if I could access the police station but the darkness of the night didn’t allow me to see forward. At the end they all got killed and the people that were on the top of the building didn’t allow me either to go to the police. They put traps or say things for Me not to go. So we all can survive .

16 Jan 2025

Dream

My dream started off, it seemed like I was in kind of like a parallel world, one of the houses that I grew up in, like a log cabin, and each room I would go in would be different than it was when I was little, and there were like more beds in there, like maybe more people or more siblings or something, and then I kind of jumped to being in a room with who I thought were my kids, I didn't see their faces, but they were being really rambunctious and like broke this plant, like they were very careless, and then I went to carry the plant down the stairs, and the stairs were the stairs that I got pushed down, yeah basically pushed down when I was a child, anyway, the dirt fell down the stairs, and then my grandmother, well we kind of jumped in the dream, and then my grandmother went sliding down the stairs, fell, and then I called for my husband to come out, and he was kind of being grumpy about it, but finally came and helped, and then like I saw her like slumped over at the bottom of the stairs, and then the dream jumped to me and my husband living in California in some random house on a hill, and then we watched some either like alien ship launch or rocket or something, while we were out there, we, I don't know, went to take the garbage out, there were, he had brought the mattress out to the side of the street, and then while we were talking, and this face would start changing, like into like people that I knew, or I don't know, like scarier faces, I guess, and what was face changed into some face, I don't remember recognizing, and then I just woke up to this feeling of, of, it's almost like grabbing my throat, someone grabbing my throat, or pinning me down, but it was like I felt this really big don't touch me in the throat area of peace, and then I woke up very panicked.

16 Jan 2025

Dream

First it was animal crossing and I was being chased by scorpions so i when into villager’s house to hide, then sometimes i would lay on their bed and they would lay onto of me making me unable to leave the bed. But when I came out of their house the scorpion was still there. I tried a different strat of catching them carring a flashlight, it didn’t work. Then I started looking for them in the rain and they got smart and would bring another big with their claws, release it when I’m about to swing my net and I capture that instead then the scorpion stings me. Then the dream switches. I’m about to get tattoos one on my arm of a lion and the other one of me and my cat. But the one of my cat requires them to break every bone in my arm. I sketch of where I want the rainbow lion tattoo, only realizing I drew it too low on my arm. I go to the bathroom to clean it off. After I’m done I think of shower then my mom starts knocking on the door saying there’s no time. I go out and quickly grab my bag, my phone charger and my winter jacket. I get in the car only realizing have way that I forgot my glasses. Then on my jacket I see a case of my spare glasses, “Oh I’m fine I found my spare glasses, I forgot I left them in the car haha.” Then when I get to the destination it was my choir group having dinner at a place similar to Apple Bees. I sat in the middle of the booth next to my friends, and I thought to myself “Gosh I feel stinky, did I even put on deodorant? My hair looks greasy doesn’t it…” Then my mom and my sister were also there and my mom started talking for a toast. In the middle of it I just angrily say “Oh shut up!”. I get scolded by my dad of not treating mommy that way then I get upset and lock myself in the bathroom forgot I took a burrito with me instead of leaving it on the table. I take a bite of it then remember I’m not supposed to eat in bathrooms. So I wrapped it in its wrapping the best I could and shoved it in my pocket. Then my mom knocks on the door saying she’s sorry and we need to talk to my sister cuz she’s crying. I wash my face and I’m like “fineee”. Me and mom mom go into her room, she’s on her bed crying with her cat ontop of her. She turns around and says “This was supposed to be Lee’s special day… And you had to go around and ruin it.” I say nothing as my mom taking over the conversation, she tries to explain her actions, there was a little back and forth. Then my sister says “See that’s your problem!” Then the dream switches and I’m a deer specialist Bambi and other people that are always baby animals. We are behind some bushes and a scientist tells us to duck all the way to the floor and cover our ears. Then the ground opens and out comes out a giant dish then it has some square holes on the size of the cylinder under the dish. “Test one!” The scientist says. The dish rotates a little and a giant pink boom wave comes out of it, I could feel it on my chest and the tree would shake from the released pressure. I say “omg that’s so loud that’s scary.”, someone else says “Don’t stand up or you’ll be cut in half.” “o-oh” I say. “Test two and this one goes ove the whole country!”.. the same boom happens. And now we are free to go, they show us up how the dish works, then one of the workers tripped over wires and shut the whole thing down “Oop! My bad” he says then turn is on again. Then a bird crashes into the dish’s and doesn’t the boom again. “You might want to see a real scientist.” I say. Her “Oh I plan too”. Then she goes and meets a professor that looks like Einstein. “Let me introduce you to my daughter” they both say at the same time. Then they realize their daughters already know each other and are a mirror image of each other. The look at the giant coins that are the size of their bodies, they have the same last name, “oh that’s kinda creepy” he says. “Any way I was planning on analyzing this thing tho know what’s wrong” she says. “No no you got it all wrong, analyzing is when you already know that problem” the professor says. Then the dream switches and I’m on my bed, I think I woke up, it was still dark outside so I thought it was probably 5am. I looked at my hand and there was a tiny scorpion on my middle finger I scream, I proceed to slap my hand against the wall. I look at it again and it’s still there I scream again then I accidentally wake up.

16 Jan 2025

Dream

I had 3 interesting dreams last night. In the first one, I was with my old coworkers at my house. It all just felt weird to me, like I was the odd one out. One of them, Janiqua, who was my closest friend at the time, explained to me that she’s sorry because they have inside jokes and lore that I’m not aware of. The house was a mess and nobody helped me clean up. In the second one, I was in an airport. This random man was pushing a stroller with I think two kids, but I only remember one. He asked me for directions to his gate. We got to his gate and he was handling something on his phone so I watched the stroller. The child was really really small with kind of a big head. I assumed maybe she was born prematurely. His gate number wasn’t for an airplane though, it was for a boat. The man boarded first without the stroller and the baby. The platform was swaying badly and the stroller nearly fell out the door but I caught it. I was stressed and scared and kept thinking that this has to be the wrong gate because of the danger. In the third one, I was in a classroom with Jack, the UK guy that broke my heart, and Cam, his friend, along with random other guys. My sister Teri was there, on a table, acting strangely. She was on all fours and acting really sexual. Of course the guys enjoyed it, but I pulled her aside and asked “what’s wrong with you?”. The dream suddenly warped to seeing this character Neal Caffrey from a TV show I’ve been watching starting acting strangely as well. In the show, he’s never killed anyone. But in my dream, it was as if he had a breakdown. He started shooting people dead in front of me. He tried to hurt me but somehow I managed to get into a room and close and lock the door long enough to call 911. It was the first time I used a phone in a dream. It took forever to type in 911 because I kept messing up, but eventually I did it, to Neal”s dismay. I tell the officers “you need to come to my address, there’s a guy, Neal Caffrey, and he’s already killed multiple people, he’s trying to hurt me, get here quickly!” This is how I found out I was back at my own house even though the interior looked nothing like it. Neal runs outside and to the right down the street, in the east direction. I contemplate chasing after him to keep track of him, but I see the lights of the police coming down from north to my house, so I take one last glance at Caffrey and stay to tell approaching officers he’s on foot. I don’t remember anything else after that except being scared out of my mind.

16 Jan 2025

Dream

I had a dream where I was watching some people play basketball, I guess, and there was this one guy that I thought was cute, and we started talking, and then we started kind of seeing each other off and on, and I invited him over to like my place and whatnot. She was not happy about it, and she was kind of like trying to stop me a little bit and find out where I lived. She ended up coming to my house as a party or whatever, and tried to find out if he was with me, and like cheating on him, or cheating on her with me, which he wasn't, because they were separated, and there were times that she would just kind of like try and go over to my house, and she wanted me to go over to like their place, because it was really weird and kind of complicated, but they like still kind of got along. She seemed to be a little bit more accepting of the fact that their relationship was over and that he's kind of moving on, and he and I seemed to be really compatible, and everything seems to be working out, and right before the dream ended, I was at their sort of like penthouse mansion in a city. It was weird. I was like on top of their roof while the two of them like argued. I watched both of them argue about everything, and it was just really, really strange.

16 Jan 2025

Dream

I was traveling in Bariloche, Patagonia, Argentina with my mom and sister, and we found out through a guy I knew who was also traveling Patagonia that there was a big hurricane coming and that he was leaving the next day to get out of its path. We had no idea that a hurricane was coming. After searching the news we realized that indeed a hurricane was coming to Argentina and Brazil and then moving up to Central America and North America. It was getting late and the hurricane was coming the next day so My mom, my sister, and I brainstormed about what we were going to do to avoid the hurricane. To fly or drive out of its path.

16 Jan 2025

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was in a school with its own museum. Everyone was speaking Spanish. There was a focus on Egyptian artifacts.

16 Jan 2025

Dream

I am in a maze of hallways running away from a giant white horse with pitch black eyes that I know is there to help me, but terrifies me. Every time I turn a corner, the horse is there. Staring at me.

15 Jan 2025

Dream

This one is difficult to remember the beginning, but a seemingly trustworthy ambiguously european instructor was guiding our group of predominantly friends and acquaintances through a seminar of unclear focus. It seemed to be normal enough, taking place in perhaps a conference room of a hotel, but quickly escalated when he started showing me pictures and tiktoks on his phone. The first seemed normal, the second appeared to be a disguised, suggestive nude that appears on tiktok in attempt to guide users to an only fans account or porn site. He quickly said, “what is that?” like he couldn’t tell, and swiped past it. The next was straight hentai and he did the same thing, “what’s this?” then swipe. The next was a half naked photo of the woman I just entered a relationship with, tastefully shot. He panicked a little more and swiped quickly saying, “I don’t know what that is.” The final picture was him, the woman i’m in a relationship with, a couple identifiable faces, and a few unidentifiable faces engaged in a seemingly post group sex type scenario, relaxed and smoking a chemical substance from a crack pipe. Accompanying this slideshow experience was a growing, dissonant and crass score as from a film, peaking only when the final picture was accidentally shown. The music climaxed and I immediately woke from my sleep.

15 Jan 2025

Dream

Chuck (my boyfriend), Bella (our friend Los’ girlfriend) and I were sharing a bed. I got up to use the bathroom and when I come back, Chuck has his hand on her ass. So I drag her out the bed and start beating the shit out of her and she’s just begging for me to not fuck her face up because she has a photoshoot coming up. She starts blaming me for letting it happen because it made her really uncomfortable. She said she even texted Los, her boyfriend, about how uncomfortable it made her. Yet she just laid there and let it happen. So I call Los and tell him how much of a whore his girlfriend is. Chuck is just deflecting and downplaying the whole situation claiming he thought it was me in bed still which is just impossible so I’m still telling and trying to fight her. We’re not in a bedroom for some reason and theres other people there. We’re all getting food, theres other people there with us and The whole time I’m talking shit to him like “how could you do that and not feel bad?” We get to the dining table and she has the audacity to sit next to Chuck again and I lose my shit. She then scoots one chair over and I snap saying “you can’t sit next to me either!” Everyone seems like they’re on her side then I end at the counter trying to get napkins or condiments and I see pastries that I try to grab but then I see you have to pay extra for them so I don’t grab any. I don’t remember what happened after that

15 Jan 2025

Dream

I drove down to the Wellington Ferry and I walked on the boat and the boat took off and I realized I forgot my car and we were going up and down in waves and I couldn't find the bar anywhere. So then the boat re-docked into the ferry and I went to get my car and as I came back to the ferry, the ferry had taken off without me so I missed the boat. So I went for a walk outside and I realized I was dreaming, now I was conscious. So I started walking around consciously. I decided to fly but I was quite heavy and I realized that my energy was quite low. So I sat down, crossed my legs and started to meditate and I was running energy up my spine and this guy kept trying to distract me and I just kept meditating. After a while, I gave up, I got up and I walked into a building and I kept saying clarity now, clarity now and I came across all these pool tables and people playing pool. So I started talking to the people and it didn't feel like I was in a dream, it felt like I was in another dimension but I wasn't totally sure and as I was talking to these people, I was like, are we in heaven? And these people were like, we are in heaven, we can do whatever we want and I was like, is this really heaven or is this just another dream, another different dimension? And they were believing that it was heaven and I was thinking the opposite, that we were in another dimension or another dream and they kept changing their appearance from being hot chicks to not so good looking chicks and then from being black people to white people where they were playing pool and I wanted to play pool on a table but I didn't get a chance to have a game and my vision started going blurry and then I would go dark and I had to anchor myself to the reality so I had to say clarity now, clarity now, clarity now and my vision would come back after a while and I was hanging out with a character that looked like Josh so I was getting him to guide me a bit and then I was following him through corridors and then I tried to talk to some dead people so I tried to invite Sam but I don't think it was Sam, I think it was another version of Sam because he was giving me heaps of shit and I thought about my grandparents but then I didn't know where I was so I gave up, I gave up trying to talk to Sam and then I was just walking through corridors and this corridor started getting smaller and smaller and smaller and it was forcing me to crouch down but I just started to stand up and just keep walking and the corridor made itself as large as me and then I gave up so I was like back to my body, back to my body and then I went into the dream body and I woke up in a dream and I was sitting in this lazy plastic buoy and other people woke up like we're all astral predicting and then I started waking up in my bed

15 Jan 2025

Dream

A very graphic and gory naval battle on a river in 1917 between Americans and Russians. There was a lot of death.