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25 Nov 2024

Dream

i had three scenes tonight. one scene i couldn’t remember. the second scene is in my old school where i am attached to a really tall guy and showing public display of affection. always gazing at him and higging him and i can’t see his face most of the time cause he is too tall. i have to look up. some how a guy i know from real life his name is Massine shows up which I have a crush on him but he is with another girl who he seems not into but she is also short. he staring at us so I make sure that everything I do is to tease him and make him jealous. I have another scene and this one is a recurring dream that’s why I someohow knew my way around the elements cause I have been there before. its a game also in my old school and you have to win valuable items mainly rare fashion pieces through mind games. some of the games, i was good at and some I couldn’t figure it out so I with searching for the item anyways. I had my sister as my partner in one of the scenes and she said out loud show me what you got and what you stole and I got so pissed cause there was other people around and she sould be careful. & it happened again, my unconscious/subconcious self remembered that I didn’t tell her in real life that we should use codes hence its unfair that she would do it here. I have a scene where one of the games where to look at someones body and based on what you see it will decide what level are you to win this game. its blank but you should see some shadows and you color them to have a final image. each person can probably see only one image and mostly will be the common one but I could see multiple i could see half zig zag abd half empty. i could see full black. i could see full black with shapes like a square flower and a triangle. the more i focus the more I see it and its flickering. i call the judge and try to explain but he ignores me and leave. another scene where I go to a room i know from my previous recurrent dream that they put unnoticed items there for people as they say (if they know, they know.) and I collect them all they were mainly Chanel items. another scene it was about who has the bigges citygirl balenciaga bag and I am digging in the floor to find one hidden somewhere but I couldn’t find it.

25 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a terrible dream. Plane crash. A loved one on the plane but she survived as did many of the passengers. Likely sustained minor and non threatening injuries. I watched as the flight took off and went quite vertically upwards before instantly crashing on the ground. It must’ve only reached a few 100 feet off the ground before it crashed on the runway. There wasn’t a major explosion. I remember feeling frightened, shocked and dumbstruck. Too many emotions bursting at the same time. I did see my love done absolutely safe and sound but the worse imagination in that moment, in the dream, scared me. I could feel myself sinking. Here’s how the feeling can be best described - imagine laying on a floaty in the pool and it slowly starts to release the air. The feeling of being sucked in starts slow before it escalates and speeds up the process. Holding my breath as i felt myself sinking into the bed. My body weight pulling me.

24 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was a goth girl dating a guy on the football team and we were keeping it a secret as we didn't want my bf to get bullied. We were 9n the bus traveling to an away game I was sitting in a seat by myself and he was sitting behind me also by myself and I turn around and see he's playing on his DS so I lean over the seat and ask what he's playing and he ignored me. Seeing that I was talking to my boyfriend one of his friend, a blonde jock on the team, came and sat with him looking at me weird so I turned around and listened as the blonde told my bf to move to the back with him so that my bf wouldn't be bothered by me. Before they move I hear someone reading my diary out loud and I look back in horror as the team captain, clearly the meanest man on the team reads out. My boyfriend asked me if I wrote about him and I said nothing specific he then goes yo the back of the bus to join them as they read out my diary talking about how I have a crush on someone on the team and laughing at me trying to figure out who. My boyfriend and I make eye contact and he looks away sadly. I sigh and go to turn around but notice a small girl about three sitting by herself and pouting , I grow concerned because why is there a toddler on a highschoolers bus to the away team football game. I go sit by her and ask her how shes doing. And notice she's upset and a bit hungry, I let's the bus driver know that there's a little kid on the bus. And the team captain seeing me interact with her calls me a creep for talking to a child and says it's his sister. It was clear he wasn't paying attention to her so I don't understand the sudden care he's showing now. I yell at him that I'm a daycare worker and insult him before going back to attending to the child. I ask if she's hunger and she says she wants strawberries. So I ask if anyone had strawberries and her brother the team captain said no no give her this. And handed me aa few cookies on interlocking metal skewers and I look at him like hes crazy and she won't possibly know how to eat it. It told me to just give it to her so I did and she was confused as to how to eat so I told her to hold on a second and take the cookies off the skewers for her, dropping some chocolate on the floor as I did. I handed her the cookies and the blonde friend who sat my my bf earlier came to sit with us but I told him to wait because there was a bit of a mess and I wipe down the seat and the floor of the chocolate that spilled while the toddler was eating. He said thank you but went back to the back of the bus whispering to my boyfriend that he felt bad for making fun of me because I was clearly a good person and I did my best to take care of others, my boyfriend nodded in understanding. I went back to tending to the toddler and she got up and wandered a Lil bit and I kept an eye on here. The buss crosses over into a dense fog that you can't see more than a few feet ahead of you. The bus slows down to not cause any accidents while pulling up to the rival school and I have the girl sit down next to me while people start to trickle off the bus.

24 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I had new countertops in my kitchen, which is nice and I like them. They were white with gold flex instead of the ugly brown that I have now. However, they were still laminate, like the kind I have now, which is cheap, Therefore the new countertops were not stone or granite or marble like I would like to have, however it was a slight upgrade .

24 Nov 2024

Dream

I dreamt of, what I believe to be a gorilla. It stood on its two hind legs. Its hair was orange. It jumped, did a 360 forward tuck and landed on its feet. It seemed very proud of its accomplishment.

24 Nov 2024

Dream

I was assigned a job to make sure this old lady in the middle of the country gets put on a rolling bed and lathered with silky blankets. I was having a hard time understanding the instructions until my crush showed me the right way to do it and why we do it. We do it to clean her house while the old lady comfortable in her bed. I watched more people do things like this in a TV series, my crush and coworker said I should watch it all, and that I'll love the ending. but in the last episode the old lady died and I am crying through the end of the dream. My crush is confused why I'm so upset by the ending. And I did like the fact that I felt emotions even if I was sad

24 Nov 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was in this beautiful city of tall buildings. It felt like I was possibly in Spain. But my family and I needed to come up with a plan to save the people in this city. I remember that at one point we blew up one of the tall buildings as a way to save the town. I then had to tell the town’s mayor about it to start evacuating everyone to safety.

24 Nov 2024

Dream

i had a dream i was attending a wedding of my old coworker but it took place somewhere by a train tracks. and the married couple said that it represents their journey.

24 Nov 2024

Dream

There was a homeless guy I met this man in waking life but in my dream he was homeless. His name is Brian. He was homeless and trying to steal my food at gun point and I said I know you Brian. I told him I work at this big building next to the white one and that he could come see me and I would buy him food and give him a bed. He started crying. I went to my job and he showed up with two boxes of stuff while I was talking to some girls. One was singing Meg the stallions song mamushi talking bout how she was a star. I sung it in Japanese. Then Brian showed up and I was like this is Brian. The wrinkles there noses cuz he smelled but I didn’t car he’s homeless when did he have a place to shower. And then we ate but I think Brian brought me some gifts

24 Nov 2024

Dream

I was at my high school and for some reason, kids from my childhood school (and are now older) came to visit except for the one I'm still in contact with. One of my best friends I ended up following all day and got to hug her and then the dream ended and I woke up crying. Also during the dream, I was rushing around trying to find my drivers permit because I left it, and that's what lead me to see a bunch of kids I used to know.

24 Nov 2024

Dream

I was at a big party with other adults, but I was there with my daughter, and I felt like everyone was drinking, and somehow I wondered if it was okay that my daughter could have an alcoholic drink, but she was only her current age which is 11, and I wrestled with the decision and didn’t know if it was right and wondered if I should let her because it was a special occasion. I had poured her some kind of apple pie flavored alcohol and was looking to people to tell me what was right in this situation, as if a complete stranger could make that kind of parental, personal decision for me.

24 Nov 2024

Dream

in my dream last night me and my two brothers stole a 15 million dollar book. I don’t remember how but after we stole the book from the old family only me and alden my brother made it out. the old people were fighting back spraying us with a hose trying to catch up. i end up locking all of them in a room. As we were leaving we kept making wrong turns into the neighborhood because i didn’t know where we were. Once we made it to the highway there was an announcement on the radio that they were looking for a silver volvo which is what I was driving. So me and my brother alden decided the best thing was to go get a rental car. we easily got a rental car and started to drive around the city looking for my younger brother elliot. somehow we found our parents and our mom started driving. she kept asking where elliot was but didn’t expect an answer it was odd. eventually we got a text from him saying he was on a bus. we found the bus he was on but he didn’t get off the first stop so we had to follow the bus farther. finally he got off and into the car. then that night we went to sleep somewhere but i woke up and in the bed next to me my first kiss and his bestfriend were in the bed. once everyone was awake we went to breakfast where we sat next to someone on a canadian hockey team who my brother elliot knew. he was telling us about how his sponsorship allowed him early access to books. then once we were done we went to return the car, my mom parked parallel on a hill. a kid was parking in front of her and tapped her front and it somehow pushed us down the hill and we went flying down. i was yelling at my mom to use the emergency break but she kept saying no we were going to ride it out. then when we finally come to a stop my mom drives back up and parks behind the kid this time she starts to talk to him and i get out to take a picture of the sunrise because it so weird it’s like all yellow hew over the water. as i’m taking the picture my ring falls off onto the ground and so i start looking everywhere. eventually everyone leaves and it’s just me looking for the ring. but then my brother alden comes back and finds the ring. then this is the first time i realize we are in new york my mom says let’s go to times square before we leave on a plane. and that’s the last thing i remember