Abuse

21 Apr 2024

Dream

I dreamed about a young woman being physically abused and was being hunted by her husband; he murdered two cops and injured another one just to get to her. She ended up escaping and he was caught in the end and my dream ended with her eating in a high school cafeteria with students and the cafeteria was a part of a private Christian high school.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

My husband, my two children and myself moved into a really fancy nee apartment. I couldn't stay awake at first. But when I woke up I realized I was dreaming and I told my husband I was dreaming, he thought I was crazy. I went to sleep in my dream, but I was aware I was still dreaming. I was pulled out of bed by this horrific creature and I could t get it off me. Eventually I got up and just wanted the dream to be over, so I jumped out the window. I woke up in the same dream again, without ever waking up in real life. Then I was sexually abused by some friends my husband had over, my husband did t seem to worried about it so I jumped out the window again. I woke up in my dream a third time, this time I just ran for the balcony because I knew I was still dreaming and I wanted it to be over. I felt my body hit the ground and I could feel the sun/moon rotations above me for what felt like weeks. Then I finally woke up for real.

2 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream about a little girl as an orphan and she was abused along with all the other orphans. All of the girls at the orphanage we slaughtered and she escaped and was the only one to live and she promised to get revenge and killed the caregivers of the orphanage

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I was playing this game that was set in California. It started with you walking into a hotel, there were lots of scorpions and wildcats outside. I did a few rounds before I realized the only way to win was not to get out of the hostage situation and to play through it. It had something to do with the drug trade. There was a guy who was a super dynamic actor, he kind of looked like Barry Pepper. But his name was something weird, like Glumor. I looked him up online and saw that he was only a couple years older than me, homeless, a traveler and known for being a little weird. But he also was in the same town I was staying in, so I decided to go look for him. He was trying to get work at this old lady’s house. She said no so he started walking away. I followed him and started asking him questions. He finally turned around and asked if I want to be with him. I hesitantly said yes. I assured him that I wasn’t trying to get him and that I would be nice to him. He was still cute but somewhat jealous and intimidating. Eventually he turned downright cruel, stole my favorite stuffed animal and buried it under water, mud and eventually tons of goose feathers. I managed to dig it up but I knew I couldn’t take it to the airport. So I brought it to a lawyer I trust, and she agreed to keep it safe. There was a battle on the water, he apparently had water superpowers. He died but I felt conflicted about the whole thing, I still kind of liked him. They wrote a bunch of news articles about it but they also were weirdly nonchalant about the abuse and water powers, because they apparently were huge fans of the stuffed animal company who wanted to downplay it. Mom wouldn’t quit bothering me about the details, I started trying to write things down, and I told her she was making things worse. They asked if I had cheated with Sterling even emotionally. I explained that he’s dead.

27 Mar 2024

Dream

I was running for my life in a video game, but it was very realistic. Everything kept changing so fast it was hard to keep track of how to play the game, what team I was on, how to win the game, etc. I felt panicked and like I was being rushed. I was trying to learn the basics of a complicated and nuanced game during a boss fight. I ended up being chased and attacked by a young woman around my age that had the vibe of my boyfriends sister if she was evil. I was trying to run and hide while also avoiding the dangerous beasts that were all over. They would change shape and hover, try to bite me if they saw me even for a moment. I didn’t know what the point of the game even was. There were small fires every few yards illuminating the area. Then I became Molly, the abuse victim I related to from the TV show I watched last night. Suddenly there were a bunch of young adults like me making out and having steamy passionate sex all around me. I was being seduced by a young woman while we were hiding behind the corner of a small wooden building. I was watching for someone who was looking for me. It was a man, someone I love. I didn’t recognize them, but they felt like a father figure, caregiver or life partner. They found me half dressed, vulnerable and intoxicated from the stress and the sex. They comforted me, hugged me, and wanted me to know they were just glad I was safe.

25 Mar 2024

Dream

Last night, I had a dream that I was working at my job, but we sold different things and a man came in wanting to buy something but it was too high up on the shelf and it was just me and another short girl working so we said that we couldn’t sell it to that and he was with a wife and like two or three children and he started yelling at me and threatening me and I told him if you don’t get out of my store I’m gonna call the the police he started getting more mad but wanted to stay in the store so he calmed down then the wife and him were wanting to buy something else. The wife came up to me and I noticed that she had been severely abused had a hole in her face as well as a problem with her, and I was trying to tell her something, but then she kissed me out of nowhere and I I felt so violated, I felt bad for her though because I could see that she was being taken advantage of. They finally left the store when I woke up.

22 Mar 2024

Dream

I had gotten a new parakeet after I abused the last one. The parakeet was the same color as my last one. Yellow. I kept it in a cage on the right side of my bed on a small nightstand. I'd forgotten to feed my parakeet for days until one day I was on my bed on the phone with someone and the parakeet made some noise while flaunting it's wings. That's when I realized I haven't fed the parakeet. And I didn't attempt to feed it at all.

21 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in bed saying I was not crazy and not wanting to be abused anymore. I was sitting there alone but I was yelling that abusing me wasn’t ok I was crying and mad about it too

20 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in my mom’s house in the kitchen talking to some girl in my dream and she wasn’t listening to me and kept talking over me. I said can we talk like adults because she was trying to hit me and grabbed at me to try and hit me. I grabbed her hands before she could abuse me and pushed her away. I said you demand respect and want to be heard but you are not hearing me and you’re just getting defensive. I protected myself from violence and stood up for myself. I told her I care to hear you and listen but you do not give the same respect to me so therefore there is not point to continuing the conversation. At another point in my dream my dad was in a room with a microphone like we were going to record vocals. At one point I climbed a tree to say hello to the eagle and then there was a cat. So I talked to the cat. It climbed down so I climbed down only to discover a mama cat and kittens. One of the kittens was nursing from the momma It was very cute

19 Mar 2024

Dream

My cousin was ordering food without me because she was mad. I expressed I was upset about it. My sister tried to offer me some and explain. I said you can’t offer someone else’s stuff because you don’t buy these things. My cousin reached out and touched my head to pray and I yelled don’t touch me I don’t know what you’re praying about or who you’re praying to. It’s obvious you don’t like me. Then the story moved into something else. A young girl by the name of Malachi Rose was being sexually abused by her father. He had warned her that if she ever told anyone that he would kill her. One day she gathered the courage to scream out in front of a group of people that she was being sexually abused and then she ran off. She was in an apartment building, old style, looked like projects. She wasn't able to run out the front door, she thought. So she ran down to the basement where she heard there was other access to get outside. When she reached the basement, there was a door that did access the outside. She went out that door, but that side of the building was gated. She jumped the gate in hopes that she could reach the other side of the building, hoping that there was a way to get out. When she reached the other side of the building, she did see that the gate had a latch and she was able to exit and she would be able to leave. However, she had her cell phone with her and it was about to die, so she kneeled to plug it in to an outlet seen on the side of the house. As she crouched down to plug in the phone, her father sneakily walked up behind her and said, I told you I would find you, walked in front of her and began to spread out a piece of plastic. then I woke up.

14 Mar 2024

Dream

I was being abused by a stranger and it kept playing the same parts over and over until I woke up

11 Mar 2024

Dream

It was a dream within a dream and the dream but it was during a nap. All I remember is inside dream more. It was about the the feelings I felt during the abuse I went through with Evan. It was like I was reliving the abuse all over again.