Crying

8 Sep 2024

Dream

My husband and I were with our two best friends in a Vegas-y looking place. It was 9:00am. We decided to go back home or to a hotel or somewhere to change. His best friend was in a gift shop so we were going in to talk to him about when we were going to meet up again because our other friend--who I don't know in real life--didn't want to have dinner until 1900 and we weren't going to wait that long to come back and hang out. While they were talking I looked over at the wall across the room and saw cool looking clocks and my favorite cigarettes. I knew i wasn't going to buy anything but I went over to look. For some reason at that point I was naked waist up. I started walking back to them when a man walked up to me, held a gun to me, and said if you scream I'll kill you. He started dragging me off. I was screaming for my husband at the top of my lungs but he couldn't hear me. The guy tried to hit me with the gun and reiterated if I made noise he'd kill me. I figured wherever he was taking me would be worse than dying so I kept screaming. I bit his shoulder as hard as i could and took the gun. I tried to shoot him but it was jammed so I started running as fast as i could in the direction my husband and our friends went. I tried to ask passerbys for help but everyone kept saying no and not wanting to get involved until i got to a fountain of female protestors. They shoved me behind them and told him to go away and he did. I fell to my knees sobbing, and then woke up

7 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream was about my parents. I was a bit younger at the time, 12-13 maybe? They were on the news and everything because apparently they had a client. The client needed a train of some sort—it was black, metal, a little rusted. But then.. the train went off track, and ended killing everyone in the station, along with the people in the train. Fortunately, not that many people new.. but soon they would. My dad and my mom agreed they would take responsibility and they would agree to be arrested, and that made me cry. My mother hugged me and I started to cry even harder as she hugged me. Soon, they went to jail, but they planned to hire a professional lawyer. Me and my sister were sent to another person’s house, possibly one of my parents’ friends. Then the scene changed to this game, but it wasn’t a game. I was helping my mom do a TikTok and suddenly we were warped into this game and it was dark and I got scared because we were near the stairs and then this cut scene appeared, it was like a dark hallway and the mother went downstairs and she screamed a blood curdling scream that make my skin crawl and she died. Then I woke up

6 Sep 2024

Dream

Dark. Quiet. Empty. Crying echoing, screams of loss and despair. My person, always in the distance, no matter how hard I run to him. He turns away, not acknowledging I am there. Cold. Alone. Him calling my name, and I am unable to answer.

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I just wake up because it’s raining in my dream. I was playing with some people and I knew some of them. We were playing kind of game with the plastic gun and water attacking each other. Some point I’ve been arrested and somebody’s really picking on me too make me with that plastic gun , nature pray between heels somebody called and told me that there is someone who needs me so to know who is that person? They told me that person it’s your help when I got in the house all the doors in the house has been locked from behind take me and start beating me up. It wasn’t that painful but I turned and saw that person who that person is my friends husband I was in shock why he’s beating me up a lot, different things always shows me respect me that much and she hates me. He put me on the ground sitting on my back and hitting me and shouting like a small child. I was very surprised by his actions so he couldn’t do anything I was paralysed and then when he hates me enough, he left me alone there and gone. I didn’t know what should I do? What? What just happened and why so in between the other friend of mine who I helped them a lot, also they invited us for gathering and having food together. They just moved to the new place and wanted to decorate the new home was helping her to decorate and where it could be better but I still was in shock from the happening in between the other friend, wife of that man who has beat me up came as well, she was seems like didn’t know anything. My heart was very heavy and full of cry so in between I saw other ladies who also is my friend but she’s kind of herself for a while and I haven’t talked to her. She was there and she was explaining about her situation and why she hide on what is her plan for future But she couldn’t concentrate on her because I was thinking what happened and sinking in my thoughts, Ola sudden I stand I went out I couldn’t be to sit there and listen to her anymore. The friend of mine who has the wife of that man who has beat me up came to me and Tolk very nice and smiling but I always feel that she’s just playing a role and nothing is really give me lots of respect but I feel is fake and then I couldn’t handle that anymore and I shouted on her and I said don’t you really know what your husband did and she said no I don’t what my has done I told her about crying when I told her the other people came around then I was crying what happened and then I came back and summer and it was something I don’t really remember what was that but I feel it was part that has been broken in that fight when he was beating me up so I put his number and burn it down and it was Bernie it was some candles around too. They were burning to put them in the fire and they were burning too at the fire and at the same time very deep I cried a lot until that wake me up I could sense my tears

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I kept dreaming and I had a nightmare I woked up and ran to my sister and I was crying because I saw a shadow looking at me but then I found out that it was a dream inside of a dream and I kept waking up in dream then my mom actually woked me up from the endless cycle of dreams

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I don’t remember my dream last night. I remember someone offering me a book, or at least asking if I wanted it, but that’s it. I woke up sad, I didn’t know what to do with myself, and I was crying on the way to work today.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt about my old boss. We had a shared friend and they wanted to have dinner but wanted me there as a buffer to keep the conversation going. My friend made me stop at their house first to help her get ready, then insisted we drive over together. The dinner itself went okay, we just hung out at his house. Then she started getting kind of crazy. Making side comments and twitching. I think she threw something of mine in his room and I was forced to go get it, and I found a weird ring buried in the carpet by the wall. I dug it out and brought it back to him. It looked feminine but I wasn't sure so I just handed it to him. He handed it to our friend, who hadn't been in his room, and it clicked for me that they had slept together before. She started freaking out because he didn't say it out loud. Like, CRAZY freaking out. Mascara running down her face crying, messing up her already super short hair, throwing and breaking things, screaming. Because she wanted something serious and he didn't. I tried to stay calm, but she brought up some stuff to me about how she got an ex of mine to cheat with her and tried with another that turned her down. How guys had crushes on me and she would sleep with them to get them to ignore me again, like she had with this boss. On and on about all this awful stuff she did. Eventually my calmness wasn't getting through and I snapped. My boss had already told her to get out of his house and she wasn't listening and her blatant disrespect flipped a switch in me. I started yelling back, but not uncontrollable screaming. It was a deep commanding voice that I'd never used on her and she wavered, but still wouldn't leave without me since we'd come together. I tricked her into thinking I was going, and then shut and locked the door on her. It was awkward for my ex-boss and I since she was still pounding on the door screaming and I was now locked in his house with him after she confessed he liked me, but I wasn't going anywhere near her. He called the cops to arrest her for trespassing and destruction of property. It was really cold out but I had to walk back to my car. He offered me a ride and I declined, so he walked with me instead. It was kind of nice to talk with him like that on the way home.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

My ex best friend Vivian and her parents and twin brother moved into a huge house and their parents offered to help me with my son and I cried and they said they knew I don’t get a lot of help and knew what I was going through was rough and then I got to hang out with my ex best friend and her twin along with her older brother. My grandma was trying to stap me with a knife while on a walk around Vivian’s neighborhood and eventually I got killed by a YouTuber my grandma hired that used to be a YouTuber I watched as a child

4 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at a trip with Akasha and the group, she was being nice but I could tell her energy was off. I tried to keep my distance but keep the peace. I almost bought something with everybody else. Then some guy in the group stopped me. He called her out and we left. Some others also followed. I could tell Akasha was upset, I pointed out to her she likes to act like she knows everything and doesn’t like it when someone reads her even when she reads everybody. I told Akasha it was a shame that she was so beautiful but had an ugly aura. After leaving I met up with my mom. There was women everywhere, some family some not. We were just hanging out and then all of a sudden my mom makes out with a kid. The kids is crying and I start screaming. Screaming at my mom screaming at everyone around because for whatever reason no one saw a problem. Me and the guy from before are enraged and upset. And as we’re leaving I tell my mother I never want to speak to her again. My mom tries to plead with me. But we start leaving. One of the women there tries to call to speak to me and all it is, is to cuss me out, and I started cussing her out. I don’t even really here what she said but I told her she’s fucking disgusting and hang up. I’m just crying now, everyone is crying and sobbing. Somehow I end up in a room with my mom and she tries to plead with me. She all of a sudden says watch what happens in that closet and you’ll see it’s haunted. She throws me in and locks it. I start screaming for her to let me out banging on the door. It felt dark in there and I didn’t even bother turning around. I just kept banging until the door opened. When it opened it wasn’t my mother it was this tall skinny lady who almost looks like a nun, and she tries to stab me with a pointy stick, and I start running, I open the next door and it happens again.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

Snuck into a gang hideout, was kidnapped and tortured for a bit, then they tried to rape me, but they realized I liked it cuz I’m gay, spent the rest of the time there naked and being fucked, a couple of times they let me out but threatened bad things if I ran, most of the guys started being more friendly to me eventually but the least kept his distance, somehow one day I snuck over the green hill field next to us and saw a memorial for fallen veterans, I started bawling uncontrollably and one of the dudes took me back to the hide out, when they questioned me I reavers k was best friends with all of those dudes, but when I found out I was gay I distanced myself from them, they found out years later and where mad at me cuz they still considered me a friend, we were going to try to recconect when they got back but they never did, the leader finally looking at me duduces the real reason I’m here and never ran away is because I’m homeless and I confirm it, I tell them at least here I’m safe from the cold and get fed, I saw another guy lose his toe cuz it was so cold, they finally give me my clothes back.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I got news my boyfriend passed away and I spent most of the dream crying and feeling this emotional pain in my chest. I remember thinking that theres nothing left for me now. We lost our son August 8th he was stillborn and so to lose my boyfriend not long after losting our son.....I will never be the same person. I cant lose my boyfriend we have been throughout so much already I need him.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

My girlfriend and I were having a big argument and i was saying some really mean and hurtful things. Then she just busted out in tears sobbing and says that she just really wants the little bit of time we have left to be spent loving each other instead of fighting. So i was like what the fuck do you mean littleb bit of time we have left are you gonna leave me or what? Shes still very emotional and says shes sorry she didn't know how to tell me after my mother died but she has cancer and only has a couple months left to live. Then i woke up to myself crying and having a panic attack