Passing

14 Jun 2024

Dream

I don’t live in a place where it snows so I assume I was on vacation. Me and my two uncles were playing in snow, I was around 8 or 9 when I had this dream. One of the uncles in the dream I had not seen in a while as he’s in the army and lives across the country the other was my 15 year old uncle that passed away when I was 7. It was a very sentimental dream I ended up having twice.

26 May 2024

Dream

I kept passing out then getting up feeling dizzy, it was a never ending cycle of passing out and getting up. The thing is I have never passed out in real life yet this dream felt so real. And when I would wake up it would feel like I actually passed in in real life.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in some suburban/city area and I walked down the road and I passed there two girls and I kept going but I kept passing them even though I was walking straight. It just kept happening over and over and I couldn’t get any further

2 Apr 2024

Dream

I went to the grocery store to get ice cream sandwiches. I got to the grocery store and started walking down the frozen section. As I was walking down the aisle I started to see the ice cream and just window shopped for a moment. Every door was passing the ice cream started looking more amazing then I started to see the ice cream sandwiches so I started window shopping that. Each door I pass by started changing to what looked like an ice cream store, bucket of ice cream just in the window. Everything is different swirls of colors, then when I looked around I was no longer in the grocery store I was just in a place surrounded by different types of ice cream sandwiches.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

There I was. Impaled through my stomach and out by back by one of the needles that was sitting at the bottom of this abyss I was knocked into that now has my blood dripping on it covering it in my blood. My limbs are twitching as I'm stuck around the needle point as my body is unable to go further down towards the bottom. My eyes pour blood the same time my mouth is throwing it up. I saw from a different perspective this time. This time I'm looking up at myself. But as bad as it is it couldn't possibly get any worse. That was a lie. Sooner than later I see a train falling right above me. And at the right moment, I woke up. I rose up quickly dripping in sweat and tears looking like I just been baptized. I found myself clenching my pajama shirt in between my stomach and my chest where there was excruciating pain. But it was only a nightmare. So why am I having this pain? This feeling was familiar to me… could this be another one of my prophetic dreams? If it was than I need to figure out what it means. Quickly. I laid back down questioning myself. How did I end up in that situation? Well let me tell you. I'm standing in front of an abyss. In between this large rigid train track that goes across this petrifying hole that leads to another side. I tried to run to the other side of this abyss but I gave up to the thought that it wasn't going to end. I closed my eyes and I somehow ended up in the same spot to begin with. “this place seems scarcely familiar..” I whispered to myself afraid that I would attract unwanted attention. I examine the place trying to look for certain things that could possibly ring a bell so that I can remember where I am and how to escape. And this is what I see. I looked in front of me and there is a train track that has no support holding it up above or below. I looked down and I saw a corpse lying on the train track where its ‘used to be’ head was. When I looked over to where the rest of its rotted head has been scattered to, I get startled to the sight and jerked backwards falling having tripped on the boards of the track. My hands start to shake like they were having a seizure and my heart was already starting to beat up against my ribs trying to escape and leave me making my breathing pattern irregular. Soon I get up and back away quickly from it and turn around ready to run away from this place like a headless chicken. But alas I am stopped by a brick wall that was infinity high. I immediately run to get around it but the deeper I got thee more ominous that place got. I started to feel my tear ducks fill with salty water as I become frustrated and terrified I was with this place. I close my eyes to release the tears and found myself right back in the middle of the train tracks. I continued to keep looking around and I eventually see an old abandoned gas station with one street light flickering and shining over a figure that would sometimes appear under the light and a sign written in blood, ‘Only the true special ones make it home this way’. I tensed up at the sign as another dead corpse lying on the side of the sign. I felt offended by the sign saying ‘only the special ones’ due to my narcissistic side. It was like it was taunting me saying I wasn't. But I am special! “What makes me different from the people that survived?” the next thing I knew, I see a train coming right for me on the tracks right when I began to start hoping on the boards. Still on land I watch as the train speeds my way as I stood there as numb as a block of wood. But right as it seemed it was about to hit me, I stupidly cross my arms in front my face and lower myself into a stance ready to accept my fate. My eyes teared at the thought, ‘Maybe I'm not special…?’. I closed my eyes tight enough it felt like my eyes were being pushed in by the lids of them. I stood there and opened my eyes hesitantly expecting a harsh impact, I felt nothing but strong wind. I stayed in that position for another half a second before fully opening my eyes with confusion. I could see the train around me as I went through it. “ghost train..?” I asked quietly before falling to my knees as the winds stopped holding me up. After another second I stand up again from my knees regaining my confidence despite this ungodly place and ignoring the fact that something was waiting for me on the other side. I begin hoping on the boards risking my life with each hop. It wasn't until I get to the middle of the huge abyss where I missed a step and fell in between the boards. I immediate reflex was to hold on to something so I don't fall in. I grasped onto one of the boards that was thankfully not far away. I couldn't bring myself back up due to the many trains that were passing by and possibly knocking me off the track, so I had to reach to the next board like I was playing on monkey bars. Once I finally reached the end of the abyss, I climbed up onto the land and unlike the other side I felt grass in the ground so I knew I was making ok progress. Still being the darkest, gloomiest and most ominous place I've ever seen in my life, I am still cautious to this new sight. I stood up facing a forest with very tall thin grayish brown trees with dull grass. As I stood up as silent as a white rabbit hiding from its prey, I observed the forest regretting having gone over here. Until I heard a faint whisper and rustling leaves behind me. I ran. I ran as fast as I could. I tuned around to see if I've gotten far from whatever that was, but it turned out I didn't get far at all. I stopped trying to run and stood looking behind me. Nothing. I figured I could continue finding my way through this forest but as soon as I turned around I meet this thing with a safe for a head wrapped in thorns and an apron covered in dirt and blood along with its hammer covered in mud blood and other disgusting fluids you could ever think of. It already had its weapon held up high as I stood there and before I could process the moment, he swung his hammer and I fell in the abyss. I'm falling and paralyzed and afraid. This is where I've met my wits end. Even though I can not move or scream and cry bloody murder for help, I can still feel this pain that has impacted me. It felt like someone dropped a wreaking ball wrapped in sharp wires cutting open my skin while releasing its disease through my sore body. It felt like someone injected a poison in me that also had small crystals inside of the killing substance just to tear me apart on the inside as much as it is on the outside. As I'm falling the river of tears, blood, and a black tar like substance flow out of my eyes, nose and mouth. I see all the lost souls, dead bodies, blood, and organs spread out everywhere. My perspective changed in this dream changed so that I could see myself falling from a distance. I see that as I fall I managed to turn over facing the ground. The perspective changed again and now I see that my face has gone pale and I could feel my heart giving up and my eyes changing to a cloudy gray. And there I was. Impaled through my stomach and out by back by one of the sharpest infectious needles that was sitting at the bottom of this abyss I was knocked into. My limbs are twitching as I'm stuck around the needle point as my body is unable to go further down towards the bottom. My eyes pour blood the same time my mouth is throwing it up. I could still see from a different perspective this time. This time I'm looking up at myself and the train falling right over me behind me. The fastest second went by and the train finally fell on me. Scattering my insides out. Squirting all the fluids out my body. And splitting me in half due to the pressure put on my body while still on the needle like a kebab.

28 Mar 2024

Dream

It started off as a shooting game with not real guns but watery paint. So im shooting everyone I’m winning big time finding the best spots and shooting before anyone else does. Then I get towards the last two people left and some mean girl pulls out my phone and says “your sister has been blowing u up what kind of sister are u” and I pushed her and the teacher came and told me she can take me home and I asked about the game and she said there’s nothing she can do. When I got in the car I seen the last two ppl I was supposed to be shooting passing by in a different car taking their siblings home. So either way I wouldn’t have been able to shoot them. I get home and jojo was not okay she was worried about me for one. And she couldn’t breathe so me and her ran out back to go to the hospital and when we got there the drs looked at me like I was crazy I told them she couldn’t breathe and they took her and told me I had to wait. As time goes by they end up releasing her she’s fine and we go home. Well when trying to leave they were asking me why was I leaving I got scared because I wasn’t even there for me. So we ran. Then apparently I get mixed up with sum bad ppl and they telling me they gone shoot me but I told them I could get them gold from ward Cameron. The guy ends up letting me go but is still expecting me to hold up my deal. I run off and I ended up back at the hospital with a scary doctor. I tried to run and escape so many times that I had to be watched so I finally started complying with the girl dr because she was nice. I went to the bathroom to try and change and shower and the scary guy dr was watching me through the mirror so I went to close the door and he busted in and kept looking out and in the door to make sure no one was coming and I kept screaming help!! But nothing felt like it was coming out. But I kept screaming so that maybe they could hear it. Then the lady dr did and told the scary guy dr to get out and let her take care of it. She tells me same thing happened to her and we need to write a statement right now. So we went to the room to right one and she was hella scared that he was going to bust in and as I’m writing everything down I started waking up. The only number I remember are 48 and 6.

24 Mar 2024

Dream

I was on the elevator at work trying to get to my floor but the buttons were not working. The doors closed and I wad stuck. I kept pressing any buttons to get somewhere, or to get the doors to reopen but the only floors I could get them to go to are the executive level and the janitorial floors. The doors opened on the executive level, and I was nervous, not wanting to get in trouble le for being on the wrong floor. The doors opened just wide enough for me to see someone behind a desk, whim I nodded at before allowing them to close again. I pressed the emergency call Hutton and got an operator as I frantically kept pushing buttons. The next level that it allowed me to access was a floor called Radiance Lounge. As I explain all of this to the operator she tells me I'm going to need to talk to the building engineer, whose name is Joe. "What floor are you heading to?" She asks. I tell her the name of the floor is Radiance, and the door open - she says "he's on this floor" and tells me to "run" so I can catch him. I bolt off the elevator realizing I don't know where to find him, or what he looks like - my run slows to a pace as I keep going towards the opposite side of the building hoping I see him. I pass through the large Radiance lounge area passing a man seated at a table having lunch. He grabs me and will not let me pass. He does not think I belong here. He will not let me explain. Suddenly a man sitting at a table next to him starts to choke on something he ate. I rush to assist him and dislodge the thing choking him. I. Sit down while he is recovering and see myself for the first time. I'm dressed up in goth clothing, a black Misfits band t shirt and wearing the same skull makeup. I start to explain to the two men who I'm looking for. They re now on mu side and we are a team. I am someone different now though and I am in a costume that is half goth and half farm Boy. I explain that this will help me meet more people's expectations if im able to be two different things and we all head out in search of the engineer, Joe.

19 Mar 2024

Dream

In my dream I was walking aling a pier. Suddenly I was attacked. I saw a man sitting on a street lamp. He turned into friend. I was approached by few hostile people like zombies. I jumped in the air. I was floating in the air or more like I was positioned in the air. I looked down and then I moved towards the sky. I was at the roof my house with two family members. We jumped in the air just like before I looked down and then I decided to go different realm. I quickly moved towards sky. Seemed like things were moving at light speed. Suddenly I I dived in the layers of gasses one after another. While passing by I also saw a black hole. In the back of my mind I mind I was thinking this place has been created by memories, No not just my memories our collective memories. I remember I was in a spaceship

19 Mar 2024

Dream

I dreamt of seeing my sister in law that had passed last month she died of cancer , but in the dream I dreamt that she was passing infront me looking so healthy , and I said she doesn't even look sick at all😔

19 Mar 2024

Dream

I was sweeping some grass I got a section of some thick grass and swept the broom across it and then a whole bunch of bees came up in the air. They all got angry and Proceeded to sting me. I ended up passing out in the parking lot near that patch of grass. I woke up to an ambulance loading someone else into the van. A couple said next time keep ur phone near you and ran from the bees that got angry for trying to help me. The ambulance workers didn't even aknowlege I needed medical attention or that i was even there. They left me covered in angry bees still stinging me and i died

16 Mar 2024

Dream

I ran through a wooded area, most likely during the fall. I had to get back home to a cave of sorts, but I knew I'd be passing the hideout of dangerous people while doing it. I hired a man with a three wheel scooter to drive me past as quickly as possible, but he didn't understand what I was saying very well and the people followed me to my own hideout in the cave. They carried torches and weapons while wearing post apocalyptic attire. I managed to fight off a lot, but they kept coming. Then, one giant person appeared with an axe the size of a house and started messing the place up. Something told me the only way to survive was if I defeated this person, so I did. It took a long time of hitting the axe over and over until it cracked. Once it did, I used a piece of the handle to get rid of the others who were attacking before placing the handle in front of the opening as if it was a door.

13 Mar 2024

Dream

i was at my cousins ‘house’, it wasn’t their actual house but in the dream it was. i was hanging out with my youngest cousin, and we were just chilling on our phones talking. i don’t remember what we were talking about. we were both charging our phones and ipad though, and we had to share one power strip to charge our phones. he didn’t have a phone charger so i let him borrow mine. the power strip kept moving from by the wall, to under the closed door. the walls of the room were white, and the floor was a light brown wooden floor. it almost looked like a beach house. anyways the sky turns dark like it was nighttime in the middle of the day. i jump up and run to the window and say “omg i forgot about it! the lunar eclipse!” and my cousin says “you’re really recording this huh” and i said “yeah why not! this is a once every 20 years or so event. might as well”. the time was 3:14 when it happened, and i believe the date it was in the dream was 3/14. there was 2 windows in the bedroom, the one i was recording out of was a view of the city, the house we were at was on a mountain. and when it turned light outside again, i went over to the other window to finish recording and i said “man i completely forgot about this window, this would’ve been a cooler shot.”. the other window had a view of a mountain with snow on it, and kinda behind it on the side was a little village, it was so cute. the sky was so pretty when it turned dark, you could clearly see all of the stars in the black sky, and you could see orange hints of the clouds that were passing by. it was beautiful.