Entering

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a weird dream where I had to enter a witch mansion with a companion. I don't remember the exact reason but it seems like i vonluntarily entered it to get some kind of information. The companion's identity also changed over time. When I start entering the mansion, it's like a labyrith. This witch is a blind witch as she had her eyes separated from her body and hanged somewhere in the house for supervision. So when I and the companion navigated ourselves through the house, i always felt like there are a pair of eyes watching us. At certain point, we heard an annoucement that the witch is not here, we needed to find her at my aunt's house. I knew the way there but I didn't know where we were. There was a large open window leading to a rice field. When we tried to see whether we can jump down, the companion who was now a close male cousin said that it was too high that we may hurt ourselves tried to jump down. We then remembered that there was a cherry blossom garden in this mansion that we knew how to get back from. We then went to a spa with a lot of girls, this spa seems to connect to the garden. At first, the spa looks very relaxing and enjoyable. I befriended with a girl and ask for a way out, she said she knew a way which was through two supermarkets connecting to each others. One was for citizens of these mansion only and the other was for normal people. She said we could pretend to return a specific drink and sneak out that way. I spoke to my companion - who was now my best friend and she said we should rather climb out to the cherry blossom garden as per our plan. We then went up to the make up section of the spa where we sees other girls but they seems a lot more vain and competitive. This make up section has windows where we can climbed out to the garden. I found an old friend, haven't met her for a long time but from my memory, she always made very irrational decisions, like some of the worst decisions i could think of. She had turned herself into a moiturising bubble machine. I was horrified, this is a kind of body horror. When I spoke to her, she can only see the bubble patterns to confirm her reaction. I could imagine what she thinks when she made that decision, that she would be the most modern and perfect beauty in this competitive catty environment. But her technology is now out-dated and she was put under a make up table. I spoke really gently to her at first but one of the catty competitors told me that the old friemd didn't recognise me. So i spoke harshly to her like i did once long time ago in the past. I felt guilt and woke up.

3 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in the countryside on a farm and all kinds of new animals were added. First there were all mini horses. They were adult horses but as small as a dog. There was also an old tiger, which they had once taken in as a stray. The staff wanted to buy lions for the farm. But the farmer's wife told me that this would be very stupid. She said that when people had a drink on a Friday afternoon they did strange things. That they would then no longer see the dangers of the lions and would push the boundaries. And she said that could have deadly consequences. At one point, so many animals were added to the farm that it became a zoo. But the zoo was built into the air, so animals were also in cages above each other. So it was kind of like a skyscraper zoo. Then suddenly I was in Amsterdam, I lived at Waterkant, a cafe in the city. Here I lived in a large industrial building with blue details. There had been some kind of protest and street boys had taken power in Amsterdam. They had destroyed the entire city. The electricity and everything was broken, and my building was also in their hands. I no longer dared to enter my own building and always had to take shelter. The street boys kept scolding me and running after me. I lived on the eighth floor, but the elevator didn't go there, so I had to go to the seventh floor and another floor by stairs. I kept entering through strange side entrances to avoid those guys. I entered through the basement with a blue gate, but at the top of the stairs I heard the boys looking for me and swearing at me. There was a guy with me named Brian who was also wanted.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

The main characters of my dream, who were doing an interview on a balcony, heard noises and went up to see what was happening. A killer ,who was unknown, secretly got into a room of two people that he wanted to kill. It was a personal matter to him. Someone else put themselves in front of the victim, who he was holding, to protect them. He told her to shoot herself in the mouth. And she did. Nevertheless, he still killed the other victim and didn’t stand on his word. Afterwards we found ourselves outside. But this other person who I was with right now wanted to check out what had happened due to their conscientiousness. I don’t remember who this was. It was either my sister or a friend. So we try to get inside of this building. By entering through the neighbouring building and going up with the lift. On our way, we saw two people coming from the opposite way. But we don’t say anything and go on. We keep everything a secret. On the last minute, when this person I am with (either my sister or another friend, I don’t know) goes to go up the last set of stairs and turn around to the said corridor where murder took place, I shut down. I don’t come up with her and actually want to tell her not to go. Since this is obviously a dangerous situation. But I can’t say anything out of fear the killer might still linger around and hear. And he does. The unknown person (sister or friend) goes up and asks something about what’s happening. The killer is very cold-blooded and gives off a thousand lies on what he’s doing up there and doesn’t even stutter. I didn’t see him. I was just anxiously waiting at the begginning of the stairs and not even on his level. But I was just scared that something might happen anytime soon. The killers lies, that I knew were curated, gave me the shivers and that’s when I woke up.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

The main characters of my dream, who were doing an interview on a balcony, heard noises and went up to see what was happening. A killer ,who was unknown, secretly got into a room of two people that he wanted to kill. It was a personal matter to him. Someone else put themselves in front of the victim, who he was holding, to protect them. He told her to shoot herself in the mouth. And she did. Nevertheless, he still killed the other victim and didn’t stand on his word. Afterwards we found ourselves outside. But this other person who I was with right now wanted to check out what had happened due to their conscientiousness. I don’t remember who this was. It was either my sister or a friend. So we try to get inside of this building. By entering through the neighbouring building and going up with the lift. On our way, we saw two people coming from the opposite way. But we don’t say anything and go on. We keep everything a secret. On the last minute, when this person I am with (either my sister or another friend, I don’t know) goes to go up the last set of stairs and turn around to the said corridor where murder took place, I shut down. I don’t come up with her and actually want to tell her not to go. Since this is obviously a dangerous situation. But I can’t say anything out of fear the killer might still linger around and hear. And he does. The unknown person (sister or friend) goes up and asks something about what’s happening. The killer is very cold-blooded and gives off a thousand lies on what he’s doing up there and doesn’t even stutter. I didn’t see him. I was just anxiously waiting at the begginning of the stairs and not even on his level. But I was just scared that something might happen anytime soon. The killers lies, that I knew were curated, gave me the shivers and that’s when I woke up.

25 Mar 2024

Dream

I was running through a known yard with multiple mercenary’s shooting at me, I had an injured comrade on my shoulder an I was shooting back while running for a trench/ ditch once I got to it I tossed my buddy into it for cover an I immediately turned around an saw 5 of the mercenary’s damn near in spitting distance an I saw the muzzle of there guns could flashing as they let out their battle cry an I knew this was it an so I pulled the trigger hip fireing my weapon spraying them down with lead while giving my rebel yell I keep up the fighting even as I felt their bullets entering my chest I shot dead 2 of the mercenary but it was obvious that the amount of bullets shot into me would have to kill me an realizing that I woke up immediately before death. I felt strangely at peace when I awoke

20 Mar 2024

Dream

I had two individuals from a work team in my living room. One of the individuals was a leader - she ended up confessing how difficult things had been and started crying. The other individual wanted to take a nap, but was too big to fit on my couch, so he ended up sleeping on my kitchen counter. My brother also ended up showing up to take a nap as well. We took up our own space on the couch and tried to share a blanket that wasn't long enough for both of us. Then I was entering my ex's apartment to harass him, but he was receiving a delivery of an abstract painting of me called "The Angry Angela." I felt humiliated and left. Then I was being chased through an abandoned storefront by some men. They wanted to hurt me. I made it out of the storefront into an alley, where I started climbing fences and brick walls to evade them. I made it into another adjacent property, but they had a friend that owned it so they were able to come inside. They wanted to sacrifice me to an orisha. They had a paper form outlinining their names and wishes for the sacrifice. I prayed to a different orisha to keep me safe. They ended up not being able to see me, and I didn't get hurt by them.

18 Mar 2024

Dream

I then entered the dream but watched myself in third person I was going to grab a bag that I set down in the condo and the barefoot man leaves the party or crowd to grab a weapon I said to myself I didn't have time to go back and get the bag so I turned to leave and the man shot into the crowd people were screaming. Then the lady in the mauve suite showed up and we went to go outside and chase the man outside was like a large party and football field the mauve suit lady turned into a white woman short and overweight with red hair and she dragged me by my arm across the field and said to walk up to the crowd and grab Tamika Teasly she was in front of the group of people there were two people on each side of her and they stood on almost a traignle stance. Tamika had a purple hoody with braids purple and silver hair she was a short black girl next to her left side was my old close friend she was a little confused she had on glasses and a hoody I grabbed Tamika Teasly and told her to come with me .l dragged her violently across the field just as the whit lady did me before I grabbed her I had make sure it was her so I kept askeing her to confirm her name but the white lady insisted it was her anyway I grabbed the girl and dragged her away my old close friend said to me Mother and I turned around and shot her a bird and said Fucker and laughed it was very mean the scene shocked me and I was a little bothered by my response I take the Tamika girl where she was supposed to go and then o attempt to go back to field to enter the condo crowds of people were entering the condo like the club and I ran into antihero person I knew and that person knew my old friend I asked her name to confirm it was her and she says yeah it me C MF H and I said okay bitch well tell my old friend ok sorry I didn't mean to do that but o had to I was instructed to so she left and went to tell her I saw the lady with the suit again and woke up.

13 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in a house, there was talk about the racist killing that had happened yeas ago as we prepared for a display. We were in a house we were young and the kid and I were talking about a child that had been killed and buried under the shack style home we were in. Later that night while Standing near the stairs out reached this hand that at first scared me but then it dawned on me that this was the kid who was killed. After jumping back and being afraid, the hands opened and it was two gold coins that had eyes impressed on them. They were shaped like footballs. The young boy had been killed for being black. Years had passed and Next there was a nun, a man and myself entering a building with racist men sitting at a table in a large room. We were in a huge church. We were all guided to our sleeping quarters and while walking one night I saw the nun dancing with something and moving about strangely. Then, I relive the life of the young boy and the story of the eyes. He was in the house with his mom when his father tried to leave. The young boy confused blocked the way of the truck his dad was in I felt the boys emotions and it wasn’t happy nor sad. He seemed to not want his father to leave.

29 Feb 2024

Dream

I was on vacation with my family, not sure where we were going or where we were at. The dream started with us entering these huge elevators. I knew almost everyone in this dream in some capacity whether through passing or I had/have some relationship with (family, friends, past co-workers, social media friends, acquaintances, etc). As we were waiting for the first elevator I noticed that the numbers didn’t go in order and our family was directed to go to the 12th floor, but instead of the numbers going 1-12 for each floor, the 12th floor was at the bottom with the button for that floor being black, then there was a red button for a number smaller than 12. I thought that to be odd, but it didn’t phase me. So once the elevator doors opened, my family and I entered in and it was SO spacious inside, however the capacity limit was only for up to 6 people at a time, again really odd, because usually capacity is by weight and not the number of people on the elevator and the size of the elevator you could essentially fit at least 50 people on. So now my family has to split up in order for us to get to our floor (what I’m assuming is our hotel floor). I wasn’t related to anyone in my elevator ride, however I knew most of the people on the elevator, I asked each one of them which floors they were on and everyone that I knew said “12th floor,” again, I thought no way we’re all going to the same floor. The elevator itself was really bright and everything was white, there were no windows or anything, but it was almost too bright. It was a stark contrast between the waiting area for the elevator and the elevator itself. Once we exited off the elevator the 12th floor was a bit darker, in color and in mood, I don’t even remember getting reunited with my family or even going to my room, the dream switched to me being kidnapped and taken underground to work as a slave. I’m not sure how long I was gone for. I noticed that everyone working underground as “slaves” were people of color and the people in charge of us were not. I was so confused when I got there until I started talking to the slaves, their stories on how they got there was similar to mine, they were on vacation with their families and were staying (or supposed to be) on the 12th floor until they were kidnapped right after getting off the elevator or them exploring the hotel/cruise ship. I was baffled, there were thousands of us underground digging, we were supposedly trying to find certain hidden artifacts in Africa, so a company would attract people from all over the world to stay at their resort or cruise line for a cheap or free price just to kidnap and make them slaves in some way until they found everything they were looking for. Once I learned this I started trying to escape, I learned the higher or closer to the surface you work the more valuable the slave owners saw you and the more privileges you received when connecting with family and friends. So that’s what I did, I would make friends with the people over the slaves and then get promoted up, I’d also put in a good word for the slaves that helped me and were nice so they could get closer to the surface too. Along the way I met and were reunited with so many people, no one in my dream had passed away, in reality all of these people to my knowledge are still alive. I’m not sure how much time had passed but I was able to make it to the surface, the surface was enclosed, it looked like a SAMS or Costco store and there were hundreds of people in it, mostly white, there were very few people of color. Everyone was in these long lines, so I joined a line and because the wait was for hours I became fast friends with the people in front of me. Not sure if we ever exchanged names, but it was 2 girls in their 20s and a boy around their age. I asked what the line was for and they said to check in for your floor. I asked if they already knew their floor number and they said last time they got the red floor, but they’re not sure about this time and they’ll find out when they get to the desk. I then asked if someone had a phone I needed to check to see if my grandma made it or if she was in line, so one of the girls handed me her cell phone, the phone looked like an early 2000s brick phone. Every time I tried to make a call, the call never went through but each time the girl made a call or text on her phone the call or message went through perfectly fine. I ended up staying in line with these people, getting to know this hotel through them since they’ve previously been here. They were all so nice but I still didn’t trust them with the information I knew about that was going on underneath the building. Once we finally made it to the front of the line, I bid them farewell and headed to the elevators, this time taking a different set and allowing the person in front of me choose their floor and hoping on with them. In this elevator it was still bright like the other but more people could be on at once and they had a back window that showed the outside. The window faced a Chik fil A lot. I knew 2 girls and a guy on the elevator with me. The 2 girls (one was a friend of a friend and the other was an old co worker) and the guy I’ve known all my childhood through school and we’re Facebook friends. The two girls were people of color, one being Asian and the other Latina. The guy is white, when I asked about their floor number, they looked at me crazy and said the orange floor. Once we made it to the orange floor and I stepped off the elevator I woke up from the dream.

27 Feb 2024

Dream

I was dreaming about babies, females. I had to change their nappies, there were a few of them. Then at the end of the dream, there was a nun,a broken window, and a fear of dread about entering the property with the broken window. The nun went in, I fiddled about and saw that I had a key. I opened the door but didn't proceed all the way in. The next thing I was in a different room with a different baby which needed their nappy changing again. Then I awoke.

21 Feb 2024

Dream

I dreamt a lot of things out of any real order last night. Here is what I remember. I dreamt I woke up and didn’t go to work because I had it in my head it was Friday and I already worked 32 hours but actually it’s Wednesday. I dreamt that I was talking to my dad about a time I took my daughter out to dinner here and what she ordered. Aged beef. I don’t eat meat. I dreamt about a momma cow chasing her calves down the road that were being taken away from her. I dreamt that I was a waitress taking orders in a restaurant and someone ordered something and I didn’t know the menu yet so I had to read the description to know what to ask them and they were irritated with me. I dreamt that Ivanka Trump announced that she has had it with her dad and with old men running the world and she was entering the presidential race as an independent. Conspiracy theories abounded. Here are some things happening in my real life right now: my kids are in college, my dads in Florida. There was an election yesterday but I didn’t vote because the primary is already decided and I’ve been so busy I didn’t know what else was on the ballot. I usually vote in every election. I didn’t see any “I voted” stickers on social media yesterday like I usually do. I’m pretty far in the interview process for a job in communications that is very different from my current job as a children’s librarian. I love working with the kids but financially I’m struggling and I can’t work two jobs anymore. I was victimized in an attempted carjacking in October and I am still suffering with physical and emotional pain.

18 Feb 2024

Dream

This dream took place in a hospital or a place that seemed like it could've been. I don't remember much but I do remember going into like a small bathroom/room and there was a dark brown beatiful girl wearing a green outfit. When I opened the door she pulled me in and asked me something that I can't remember but I do remember us in an a hugging position with me rubbing her booty and while in or embrace i backed up towards the wall ans almost fell into as it had a hole in the wall but was covered. Also, it was another girl in the dream and me and her actually kissed in the dream but as her and another guy was leaving...they were already outside and it was dark and i was entering the building she just looked at me and shook her head no or either she mouthed it I'm not sure