Ending

26 May 2024

Dream

I kept passing out then getting up feeling dizzy, it was a never ending cycle of passing out and getting up. The thing is I have never passed out in real life yet this dream felt so real. And when I would wake up it would feel like I actually passed in in real life.

15 Apr 2024

Dream

Sleeping with an ex lover, been caught by their lover and ending things.

5 Apr 2024

Dream

Me and another man were sent to another country by a rich guy to rent an apartment and find a million dollars hidden there. While we were looking, I enjoyed drawing on the walls. I painted a beautiful city, and then got scared when I remembered that the apartment isn't mine. But luckily, I then noticed that there's a glass on the wall, and I'll be able to wash it later. I was relieved. We had to decipher weird symbols, do calculations of the cipher, and look for the money everywhere. I also got a prophecy that the boss will catch me and kill me, and I was scared. Finallyz we found the money. We decided to pretend that we're still looking for it, and then flee the country. We were packing our staff, hiding our traces, hiding the symbols, hiding the money, etc. The boss found out that we found the money, and was about to get here soon. We needed to hurry up. It was scary. I woke up before the ending.

4 Apr 2024

Dream

My dream was about, we was at dad's place back in township and all of a sudden we see something moving in the sky so fast light faster than the speed of logjy and the stars was moving and it.was so.cool. like something from the future then they said we can travel like that but there is a chance we can die. There was this place where you can use a certain place where you can call your past self and apparently I was a Spanish person. The first time my soul was born and its a never ending cycle of being reborn and they figured out how to get in contact woth our future and our past. So cool

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I was at a dance class, with Thai girls and guys I was the only one who wasn't Thai, we had to dance in these high heels and pretty outfits, but I had a hard time with the high heels, and I fell a couple of times, and the end of the heels were slippery, which made it extra easy for me to fall. As I was clinging onto a railing in the middle of the dance class holding on for dear life not to fall, everyone else looked so serious and so professional, they were dancing so pretty. As i was trying to have my balance back, I saw a bird, it was relatively big, but not too big for me to hold, he had these sharp wings at the end, and he looked so pretty because he was almost colorful. He also as a facial features he looked like a Phoenix. The bird was flying over us (the dancing people) and the dance master got able to catch him, as he watched him I was so afraid the dance master would harm the bird or kick him outside as it seemed he had nobody, he was all alone. I begged the dance master to give me the bird, while struggling to move with the high heels. I wobbled over to the dance master and said please give him to me, and he did. I was so happy but the bird was fierce and wanted to fly out of my hands. He was so soft and cute. I brought him into the backstage, where people change their clothes. I held him there and stroked him, he was calm with me. My two twin friends came and saw the bird, me and them fed the bird. We were so happy that he was doing fine. We fed the bird too much, that he ended up passing away. I started crying, I tried to do CPR on him, but to no avail. The birds soul was already gone. I made him a nest where i could lay him in his last resting place, still feeling guilty for not being able to take care of this animal. I looked at him one last time, I was sure he wasn't dead. I couldn't imagine that he died. As I looked at him, he looked dead. I went home with my mom, in the car I was crying out to my mom how the bird died and how incapable I am of taking care of such a little animal. Guilt and pain was taking over me, as I cried as if someone of my family members died. It was that deep, the bird meant so much to me, and he was gone. And I was the reason for that. It hurt me, the pain of the bird leaving the world so early hit me like a truck, even more than the guilt that was washing up of me. I loved that bird. He was my companion and my best friend, even though we had just met. He meant a lot to me. And I was the reason for his ending. I just wanted to feed him because I thought he was hungry. And we overfed him until he passed. I feel horrible the pain is unbearable.

24 Mar 2024

Dream

I was on a boat with 3 other people who were my friends. We would get to shore but had to be careful because there were packs of deer who would attack us and bite us. One almost bit me and I was very afraid how it’d hurt but it actually didn’t hurt that much. Then the dream switched to me in my childhood home at night. I see one of my friends from the boat outside my window but there are police cars behind her with their lights. I was afraid the police would hurt me and my family, but they weren’t there for me. It turns out that the two other friends one the boat were pedophiles & Nazis so they were going to jail. They also lived in my neighborhood so when people found out the truth about them they were thankful because they were worried about their own kids. A woman who was my neighbor came up to us with her dog named Bernard and thanked me and my friend for telling the police about them since she had a 10 year old son who could have been a victim. The night was so beautiful in my neighborhood with all the lamp lights and stars. It was a nice ending

23 Mar 2024

Dream

kind of about eric ig in another universe. briefly shows me / "toni" (short for tonisha i think) meeting and flirting with him for the first time in a theater esque situation at 15. similar shit goes down and i just don't see him after being reprimanded a few months before my 18th things haven't really improved. i'm in a sort of wayward teens program and we're on a field trip. i have a rambunctious beast friend similar to kayla who takes her daily meds but still acts weird. i've mastered the art of not taking i think we're visiting a hospital or living facility of sorts, and i'm aimlessly wandering until i see a familiar name somewhere. i realize he's staying there and don't really tell bff but try to but she's busy talking with one of the male wayward teens she likes. it's kind of a race to evade both building staff and the crew watching the teens but i make it shortly after some religious folks leave the room. i'm panicked thinking he's in hospice but slowly walk in. just by my heels he goes "toni?" i think he's "quenton" in this dream but we sort of awkwardly look at each other before he smiles and we catch up and gossip and he's fine i think just staying in an exclusive residential suite bc he wants to "find himself" and i guess can afford to. at some point things get hot and flirty and kind of weird in the you're still so beautiful but all grown up way but its so sexy to me lol. in the dream some actually ?? stuff happens and bff is there and i think i was just very in real life horny lmao so my dream had a porn like scene anyways it gets back to some sense of reality when again in the dream he leaves halfway through ~activities saying he'll be back and me and best friend cry like wtf but a more normal scene in this hellscape would be i fall asleep after and he says something i can't really decipher and when i wake up he's gone and the alarms are going off in the hospital again my dream gets crazy and there's an action sequence and the hospital explodes ?? but let's say i and some other patients from either program / facility escape without jumping out of a tall ass building. bff somehow makes it out too and she's pissed at me first bc her crush didn't make it out or got bright back to the state custody but we eventually shrug and kind of become street urchins idk if i have family or she does but we spend the next few weeks kind of making the city outside of the "dishonorable youth" program. initially im trying to find him but there are no leads and bff convinces me to give up. it hurts and i wander one more night in a shady alley that's somehow relevant (lmao i think its a college bar area near where he claimed to live during the catching up scene, suggestive / creepy comments and all) and these two east asian guys ask me what a sign says and i'm like "black cherry?" (it looks like a bar) they laugh and speak another language so i walk away and decide that's it, he's gone xmas eve comes, the day before im assuming my / toni's 18th birthday and there's a sliver of hope that there will be a Christmas miracle but im starting to wake up at this point so the last actual dream part was me standing in what was kind of like central park of ny all lit up and i was looking at this really tall light post that's bulb was super bright and i pretended it was a shooting star before bff is like let's get wasted my own ending i think is that i wake up hungover as shit with this guy snapping and going "hello?" and i think he's my shooting star come true on my birthday morning so im like "quin"?? and he says "who?" as the sleepiness leaves my eyes and he's just some college guy from a bar we went to. i blink before smiling and replying "ah, nobody" other parts in the dream that were probably "in order" before my own ending but i couldn't make sense of it in a linear manner include coming back to the hospital that's now in good condition with better security and we make a joke to the receptionists about the incident months prior which makes them confused first then surprised. i think we go the equivalent of jk, oh can we get these drinks? i also think i made note of not seeing his name on the visiting sheet as an option or something so it could have been during the "where's pedo" montage alternative ending i get some sort of real closure? it's been years of no contact atp and i think nye following my 21st and i see him at the event and he sees me. i don't feel the same butterflies and anxiety but just.. weird so i go somewhere less crowded to drink water and this time he followed me. vague small talk, some awkward silences, and then we both say im sorry. and he's like why are u sorry and while i feel like i have a reason i stop and frown and i just don't know. he goes you aren't because you don't need to be and talks about the regret of ruining my adolescence and that's why he ran bc while the night was fun and thrilling it wasn't right and wouldn't end in good for anyone. like how i'm on track in community college after getting my ged (which i mentioned during small talk) and he's in therapy and trying to talk to ppl his age *awkward pained but genuine laughter* we nod and look away nervously while ppl filter in and out of what's probably someone's penthouse kitchen. the ball drop is soon and he says my name and i instinctively look despite feeling ashamed be almost a dog on call, following every command. he says something goofy to lighten the mood but i interrupt and kiss him as the countdown starts. its brief but passionate and at five i go "goodbye, quenton" and run off to the glass/window walls as one approaches. bff is there with u troubled youth boy toy who's turned it around and she grabs my hand and i squeeze back as it's the new year. there's celebration and cheer and yelling and we hug and bff asks "so what's your first resolution" looking her in the eye with a smile and refusing to acknowledge the confused but all too familiar set of eyes i'm sure is on my back "to never look back" toast, cheers, etc noises as she looks confused momentarily but shrugs and smiles bc she may not get it but she /gets it/ and i do too, finally

23 Mar 2024

Dream

I dreamt about Easton. We were making up a dance together side by side and then somehow we ended up slow dancing together. Then I ended up almost falling asleep. My mom walks in and interrupted. Easton ended up leaving and I went to the beach where my whole family was. Easton came infront of the fam and gave me a card it was in French and in English CAnt remember what it said. But one part it’s said I was his truest friend. I got disappointed but then he said wait there’s more and then I woke myself up from the dream. In fact I knew that it was going to end happy but I woke myself up because I knew it wasn’t real. It was just in this dream. I couldn’t let myself see the happy ending.

22 Mar 2024

Dream

I was at work attending a training workshop. My colleague was given a presentation. He was talking about his belief on alien life and inteligent life before mankind. I wanted to participate and answer the questions but my boss looked at me and gave me the eye like I should not participate or ask any question. I remember at the end of the presentation as the workshop was ending, we stayed around and one of the College vice presidents was talking to me. We were walking together to go to Subway which was in the next building on the campus. As we were walking he told me he makes a six digit figure salary and he is depressed. He went on to say that his depression is not from everyday life, he believed his depression started in his mother's womb because of her lifestyle and because she was depressed. I just listen I was very surprised that he was sharing such personal information with me. I wanted to share with him some information but I never got a chance to do so. After we entered the building I just ordered an iced tea even though I was somewhat hungry. I grab the cup for the iced tea and I almost grabbed this lady's pizza and then I realized I didn't actually order pizza. Then another friend of mine came over and said, hey that is my pizza. she actually ordered the special cheese on her Pizza just like she saw me order the last time we had lunch together. I went over to the beverage dispenser to fill my cup with iced tea and then my boss came over and was asking me what I knew about the next phase of our project. As she was talking to me I was not paying attention to filling my cup and the tea over flowed and spilled into the floor. My boss wanted me to tell her what I knew about our project as I was starting to cleaning up the iced tea. She went to go grab some napkins. There were napkins next to the beverage dispenser right by me so I begin using them to clean up the tea. She was getting a little impatient as I was cleaning up the iced tea. I finished cleaning it up anyway as I was telling her about phase two of the project. She said no I don't want you to tell me, I want you to tell the president and the vice president. I look over to my left and the vice presidents for the college and the president were sitting on the floor, on a red rug with their legs crossed Indian style. They were waiting patiently little kids waiting for the teacher to read a story book. I looked their way and started talking to them and explaining to them what I knew about the phases of the project and what each phase would accomplish.

21 Mar 2024

Dream

I was at a resort for some type of work conference. My baby sister Tomia from Milwaukee made a video call to me. I wasn't able to answer the video call so I did not answer the call. She called right back with a regular call and I was able to answer my cell phone. I talk to her and her daughter on the phone. We were having a good conversation catching up, learning about what she was doing in school, etc. Then we got disconnected, so she had to call me back. When she called back, it was a much better connection . Then there' was a guy that was in the eating area with me trying to clean. I had to work around that guy and then there was noise in the background so I put on my bluetooth earbuds to try to hear her better. For some reason her voice was coming through on the guy's iPhone. I had to disconnect the Bluetooth on his phone to hear her. I had a pretty good conversation with my 10 year old niece catching up on what she was doing in school and things like that. I had to get back to the conference. A young boy asked us to come and see the big stingray fish his dad caught. My colleague and I followedbhim and tried to enter the dad's press conference late. The dad's press conference was jammed packed. As we got there it was just ending. The lady in charge said no more questions even though we're trying to ask one question. We were disappointed we couldn't ask the question. the lady who was in charge of the conference asked me which sessions did I like the best. I had not attended any of the conference sessions the first two days. Instead I just enjoyed the resort activities. I watched some high school kids play and game the was a combination of softball, dodge ball and hide and seek. They played on a muddy surface and hid in an area that was densely populated with trees and bushes. I sat down and start looking at which sessions I wanted to attend on day 3 and day 4. I had to scan the QR code for each session I wanted to attend. Most of the good sessions were already full.

14 Mar 2024

Dream

This dream takes place in some kind of hotel. Me and my dad are upstairs, watching people in the streets through the windows. They are rioting everywhere due to religion. In the street, there is some kind of message carved into the road with religious symbols carved in as well. Me and my dad are convinced it is the end of the world due to how crazy everything is. We try to joke about the situation and are even somewhat dismissive. I try to take a picture of the message twice and find out later, that it got deleted in my camera roll. I also end up with a bruise on my arm. My and my dad think that it was a protest from jesus. Later on, we find out that other people experienced the same thing when they tried to take pictures. The dream then transitions into the next scene. The next part of the dream takes place in a town or city. Me and my family along with many other people are in some kind of carriage on a ride. It is Christmas time and I make a joke that it will be the last Christmas as the world is ending. There is an old woman sitting next to my sister. I think that it was nice of her to be able to experience life to the fullest. I personally feel sad that me and my sister will die young. I then start to feel like this reality isn’t real and I hop out of the wagon to go to the bathroom. As I investigate, the setting changes to be in some kind of dimly lit house. My vision is blurry and I am trying to find the door to the bathroom. I then find a door that I intuitively know is to the living room/kitchen but I walk through anyway. The setting I see I notice is a place I’ve seen in a dream before. It is a well lit area, contrasting what I was seeing before. There is a table with some food on it. As I’m investigating, I turn around and there are suddenly people at the table that I don’t know. They are very happy and friendly and don’t seem to notice that I am a stranger. I go over to the table to get some food. The food in particular is cake. As I’m trying to get a piece, I am having trouble putting it on my plate. One person there then helps me. I quickly start to feel like this reality also isn’t real. The next part of the dream is strangely enough me waking up inside the dream. I am in my normal house again. I go downstairs to tell my dad about the dream as I think it is significant and some kind of paranormal message about the end of the world. My dad is strangely enough interested in what I have to say. I then try to tell my mom, who weirdly enough already knows. It turns out I was actually telling my mom instead of my dad the whole time. When I legitimately try to tell my dad, he said that he knows already because he was listening to our conversation. I then try to tell my sister who is also strangely enthusiastic to hear about my dream. After I tell her, there is a strange person that suddenly enters our house. He is fat and very short. He comes over to me and tries to assault me. I yell for my dad and he comes over to get him off of me. He kicks him outside and I investigate to see how he had gotten in. It turns out the doors were not locked properly. (in real life my dad has a habit of not locking doors) I am angry and also fearful and lock all the doors in the house. Suddenly, I hear the knob turning to the garage door. It’s as if the strange man is trying to enter the house again. I go outside out of fear thinking that I need to get away. I notice very quickly that the the entrance to the garage is open. I then go to my car which for whatever reason, is sandwiched between two other cars that I don’t recognize. As I’m about to leave and drive away, all of the dream sequences end.

6 Mar 2024

Dream

Once I had a dream that I was in a never ending building. I was lost searching for something throughout the rooms. I didnt know what i was looking for. Every room was fully furnished but all of the colors of everything were muted and grey. It was also very quiet. I woke up feeling very scared.