Leaving

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I had two seperate dreams. But the main theme of both was stress. In the second dream, I was catching a flight back to Texas with my dad after shortly arriving home. We had two hours to go and I was still packing and running around the place looking for clothes. I was so stresssed and my vision was blurry. This also all took place at my moms house though my parents don’t live together. I kept looking for my legging and shoes specifically and couldn’t find them. My dad was stressing me out and I was very upset with how poorly he had timed it. We ended up leaving for the airport with an hour left.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I saw a dream of me an my best friend in our old school talking about our old friend who had left the school years ago.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that my dead mom slapped me on my face so I turned the other cheek for her to slap and I said in my mind I will never come back to the hometown ever again

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in this house and literally there was a man killing/stabbing men and these men happened to end up outside our house. So one day I put 2 and 2 together and was telling my brother to be careful bc there is a man who is out there stabbing other men and killing them at night. It was crazy cuz he was only doing it when they would go outside at night. There was a total or 4/5 men. I started to get paranoid and wondering what was going on around that time so I started peeking out the window at night and I seen a man lurking around the windows. So then, as I am watching one night this man approaches the door with morgue materials to help with some “practice” or sumn when I comes to seeing the bodies around the house. That’s when I realized he was the owner of the house and he was the killer. It was a moment where he tried to kill me in broad daylight but im intuition was kicking in. So I ended up leaving.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I was living in this unfamiliar shack-like house with my abusive ex-boyfriend. There was this unfamiliar friend or neighbor with whom we were friends. It seemed like he was primarily a friend of mine, and my ex tolerated him. One day money was really tight, and my friend had a safe with a few dollars that my friend gave me access to. One day, while my friend was out of town, I took some cash from my friend’s safe cause I needed the money for something urgent. I think it was to pay some bills, and I was low on cash. Sometime later, one million dollars was deposited into my account somehow. I don't know how or why, but it seemed like a blessing. My abusive ex knew about the money deposit before me. It was like he had access to my money somehow, which gave me this feeling of our waking life relationship where he didn't have manual access to my accounts but, towards the end of the relationship, pressured me to get a joint account with him, which thankfully I left him before we ever got that account. Whenever I got paid, he saw it as we got paid. He manipulative forced me to use my money to support and take care of him throughout our entire relationship. In the dream, I was still the breadwinner, and my ex was still financially taking advantage of me. Anywho, after I learned of the one million deposit, I checked with the bank to let them know I didn't deposit the money and what would be the repercussions if I used it, and they assured me if it wasn't meant for me, their insurance would take care of it. When I returned to the house, this unfamiliar friend came over and told me he needed help. My ex had my wallet for some reason, but I told him to give him money; I repaid him for what I used from his safe and plenty more in his time of need. My ex sneered at him and thought of him as a user while he handed him the money. But I wanted to help my friend, especially after using some of the money from the safe. I felt good after I gave him the money, and he was very thankful. Later on, I started packing up to leave. I didn't have much to pack, just one bag and a few things. While I was packing, I knew I wasn’t going to come back. My ex didn’t realize it and thought I was leaving for a little bit. But with this new money in my account, I felt more empowered and free; I was officially getting out of there. My ex was building something around the house while I was packing up my belongings. I remember the house being very broken down and only having one room. It was like shack-like. When I was ready to go, I went to my ex, who told me to give me my wallet. He handed over half of my wallet. I told him to give me all my wallet, including my debit card with the money in it. He handed it over, and I remember that he looked very despondent. I grabbed my wallet and checked that I had everything before I left. I don't remember seeing me leaving, but somehow, I knew that I did and that I would never return to this broken-down house or back with my abusive ex.

3 Jul 2024

Dream

My situationship blocked me on everything because I found out he was talking to other girls and his mom didn’t care neither did my parents my dad just told me too clean my room and get over it so I left idrk where I went but it didn’t feel good

18 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that me and the current person I’m talking to went out with a group of people and she was neglecting my feelings so someone had came up to me and was like if you want to sit with me their group that I can and it would be so much fun and then fast forward we all got on this bus and took us somewhere I believe got kicked off and had to work and at the end it showed me someone was leaving while I was at my grandparents house but they had to come back for something that’s when I work up

17 Jun 2024

Dream

I feel everyone is leaving me but God That i have left that i went home

16 Jun 2024

Dream

I am in the oddest situation from my past. Im staying at a hotel with my mother and a convention is happening with people from the church i grew up in. all the boys i once dated or fancied while i was growing up are in this dream. I realize that im not just staying at a hotel but at where most of them live. Because of this the place isnt really clean. i run into one of my old flames, elliot, and we talk about why everyone is staying in these very cramped and dirty quarters. He explains that actually most people must move soon. Especially since hes of a certain age. Some of his siblings will be better off when moving because they a trust fund because they attended college worth a few thousand dollars. Enouggh to face the initial disruption of having to move so suddenly. Him and others are upset and nervous by this because they dont have access to money like this. The conversation brings us closer an she share a steamy kiss. We know that under the circumstances this intimacy is taboo but we agree we should meet later and privately. As i go my own way i realize the walls are thin and i hearing the circumstances of everyone staring at the property. The bathroom is so dirty. My mom explain that 10 people have used it before me. We feel doooed that this is not a hotel and no one is song to clean it. I try and find another bathroom and go to sleep. During the nighttime i hear elliot and his family arguing. I feel almost guilty that im leaving them behind. I know meeting up with him and sharing another moment of intimacy would have been a nice distraction but it was so sadly chaotic that i was just ready to leave. I tell my mom what has been going on with the residents. Shes sad about it. Once her church event is over we leave

14 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I was going on an adventure in my honor. It was with people around me, but one or two of them I know at work. One gave me an oxen to ride on. There were also ponies and horses as it will be a long adventure. We were about to leave until I woke up

5 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was canoodling with someone with a blurry face, kissing and flirting while my boyfriend blew up my phone and was actually outside looking into glass where I was . I came outside and saw that he knew what was going on, and said yeah it’s time to go and he was already ready to leave. This is the first dream I ever had where I did the cheating, usually I have nightmares about my partner cheating on me.

30 May 2024

Dream

I was up north helping a friend with something music related. Was staying at his friend's place which was a big house where many others were staying at the time. We all drove to another person's house which, at parts, reminded me of my mom's house. I was sitting around a l shaped table with a group of ppl planning some show or music video or something and I was kinda on the far side by myself. I would pitch ideas and the boss guy would keep getting upset with me so I just stopped and went downstairs to pack my stuff and leave. I had stuff at their place though so I wasn't sure how I'd vet my stuff without waiting for them. I heard a noise and then they all came downstairs to get their stuff and leave. They shot the dude that they were working with and I was like you shoot him? all casually. I had my stuff ready and we walked out and we went to get into a truck pulling a trailer. I had forgotten that we came in that vehicle pulling a big trailer but then they said we're gonna take the tesla which was nearby. Then the alarm woke me up from the dream.