Moving

10 Nov 2024

Dream

my daughter, her father and i all went to work with him. he works as a housekeeper. this is our first time going to work with him. when we got there, he took us in one of the rooms. He had to clean and let us sit on the couch and watch movies while he worked. we watched a whole movie and he stayed in the back rooms cleaning. he came out and said somebody was about to come in. I asked him if we needed to get up and leave so he could do his job and he said no it’s OK. Stay here. They’re just gonna be moving their things in. as we watched TV I could hear people at the door coming to move their things into the hotel room. it was a woman and two baby girls who were around three and four years old. the woman went to the back room to load her things into the closet. for some reason, I understood it was a hotel room, but she was taking my things out of my closet. her father, my fiancé spent some time in one of the rooms back there while she was loading the closet. then her father came in and told me that there was bad news and we had to move. for some reason, I was devastated as if we had to leave our actual home, almost like I forgot it was a hotel room at his job that he was cleaning. I started to get up and pack things out of the kitchen. then he said never mind. It’s OK we can stay. when I saw the lady I smiled and said hi. I also saw her kids and told them they were so cute. my fiancé said our daughter and I are OK to sit down on the couch again, and watch movies. the other kids gravitated to the couch as well. then, eventually, my fiancé, a.k.a. my daughter’s dad came and sat sit on the couch too. I noticed he pulled out his gaming system and started playing games on the TV from his PlayStation and got super confused. I asked him how are you allowed to play your games right now when you are working. he said no, it’s fine. I’m done with this room just waiting for my next and then we will move. I walked towards the kitchen, and the lady came into the kitchen to start cooking something for her kids and I looked over and told her her hair was pretty. she gave me a dirty look and I said do you do hair, I need my hair done. she said no very rudely and walked off. I looked at my fiancé, confused and walked back over to the couch with him, my daughter, and her kids just waiting to leave the hotel room at this point . I could see in a mirror where the lady was in one of the rooms, and saw her plop on the bed. her kids ran back there with her and jumped on their bed to be with their mommy. as I sat on this couch of a hotel room at my husband’s work with my child, waiting for his next room to come available for him to clean, her kids ran back in the living room and started hugging my fiancé. my fiancé gave them hugs kiss them on their forehead like they were his kids. at that point I was like what the actual fuck is going on. he looked at me and said I thought it would work. I said what the fuck do you mean you thought it would work. at that point, it dawned on me that he had a second life and tried to bring us together. I was pissed. I immediately started balling my eyes out and getting me and my daughters things together to leave. he stayed on the couch, playing his game with a small smirk, and an attitude like oh well. me and my daughter started leaving and walking down the stairs at the hotel as I’m crying and everybody in the hotel was leaving at that point. my fiancé, the woman, and her kids were walking far behind us to go to a car I imagine. I just bawled my eyes out, crying, walking towards my car with my daughter. and then I woke up.

10 Nov 2024

Dream

I was at my grandmother‘s house. It was fall time, and I was raking leaves from around my pool to clean up the space my space. The other portion of my dream was Star Wars themed. I was in a big space shift learning how to use the force and to move objects around. The room I was trading in had objects with four colors, red blue, green and yellow each object represented energy, moving a specific direction, upwards, downwards, left, right.

9 Nov 2024

Dream

I was hiking with friends when someone fell on me and I broke my arm. My crush was there to help. We then moved in together.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

“Moving, Puppies, and Playpens” Dream 26 Oct 2024 Overall context/tone: moving and puppies Song: “I’m So Excited” playing in the background We’re in the process of moving. Tibs (my black Labrador) made friends with another puppy who’s half his size and they’re sharing a toy in a playpen in mom’s office (where IRL there used to be a playpen when Tibs was a puppy). Talk of moving the dogs back to the other room so the movers can get in here, but [more logistics talk].

22 Oct 2024

Dream

I dreamt about me helping a friend moving out. He was from another country and he was leaving the place he was living in. I helped him to move some of his staff and to organize things for his departure. He had a son that in real life was my student. He told me that he struggled with the mother of her son at the beginning so he is a single father. In my dream I saw notebooks of the kid ,paintings belonging to this friend, a basketball and groceries that I helped to move to another place. At the end I invited my mom to see if she could take the lease of this friend apartment, I was worried about my mom being so critical since she is like that in real life. Of course she did, she looked at my friend very weird, however, I took some pictures with my mom where I was pretending that I was dancing with a lot of money, and I look happy in the pictures but my mom didn’t look good in the pics. He returned the staff we took for the pictures and my mom didn’t finalize the deal of taking my friend lease.

21 Oct 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was moving house and it was a very chaotic time.

9 Oct 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I went to my best friends house that was a mansion but it turned out to be a commune that fostered community and they held an elaborate party. Then my friend left and her boyfriend loved her so much and I went to go to work on a bus and thought I was late but realized I was 2 hours early. Then I called someone I had been seeing and got distracted with work and called back. He wanted me to move in the next day and including because I worked all week but he was adamant about us

25 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in this old Victorian building that was completely round. It was one big room with doors that led no where. When I opened one door there was a massive dark theater room. It had to be at least 100,000 square foot. Instead of theater chairs there were beds. I got into one but couldn’t see the theater screen so I moved to another for a better view but for some reason left the theater room and went back into the Victorian building. When I went back into the theater all the beds were gonna and there were millions of chairs filled with people who all turned and looked at me, it was still pretty dark in there. It made me anxious so I walked back out. Suddenly the Victorian building was moving. I couldn’t tell if it was a rocking motion or a shaking motion,but there was this person near this massive book shelf and when the building started moving all of the books fell off the shelf and brutally crushed the person

24 Sep 2024

Dream

I had like a growth growing in my mouth and someone that I kind of knew I was like hi Hannah how are you? The guy I was something like Patrick but not, he was like yeah can I have a hug? It was a guy from the school I went to in 6th-8th grade irl. And high school. But I was never friends with him. He was always nice tho. I hugged him and he was like I hope you’re feeling better . And I was like, yeah, I am … I had something in my mouth that made it hard to talk. I needed to push it to the right side in order to talk. And then I like, noticed that the thing in my mouth was only attached by a little thread and then I like moved it all the way to the left and it broke off and then there was a bit of blood inside my mouth I could taste. and then I couldn’t talk much because I was trying to be like so much better and everything is good now (vs back in 2019 when I got sick and then fired irl) and I didn’t want him to see that I was bleeding. I Kind of like just couldn’t talk much and I just had to go and I wandered off I feel like we were walking where we used to live irl - at lasalle drive in judson heights. Irl it’s a rich place where my dad bought land before the area was developed, he hired contractors built our family house. And my mom divorced him years later and left that house. He was really broken and devastated and died not soon after. That’s all irl. And then put it (the thing that came from my mouth- that felt like a growth or like skin) in a jar. I wanted to show my doctor. I had spit it out on my bed and it was kind of moving by itself, a little bit- just a turn, but I wasn’t sure. When I put it in a jar, I got the feeling that it was trying to break out and that it couldn’t breathe. It was kind of like an amoeba shape, but there was two of them, and it was encased in like some gel. But it was like kind of two dimensional. It was just a shape and it was like red, inside some clear like yellowish chill. It spread out like liquid in the jar.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in the processing of moving. I was living in this old Victorian style house and the people who bought it from my landlord wanted us out. I had to leave a lot of stuff behind including a lot of stuffed animals. My friends helped me move and that helped me stay on task but I kept feeling sad at the objects I was leaning behind. Eventually everything was packed I used the bathroom before leaving and moved on.

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in charge of taking care of either kittens or young children - some kind of symbol of helplessness - and Michael Estwanik, who has long been a villainous figure in my life, was trying to steal one of them, which was maybe Pixie in this dream. I had to take great pains to make sure that he didn’t get his hands on them and it caused me a great deal of stress. We were supposed to be transporting them into a new home along with some adults, and the process of moving so many things was frustrating and tiresome. I ended up not being able to transport a lot of my own things because of the distraction of trying to save Pixie, and realized towards the end of the dream that I didn’t have a lot of important things I needed. The setting felt very distinctly European, like a very old city; in the first half of the dream it was more like a hostel but then it became a fancy resort. In the second part of the dream, we were at a resort floating down a lazy river, and Joaquin Phoenix was part of our group. I complimented him on the recent video of him saying something very professional and polite, and he told me about some upcoming theatre projects he had. He was very laidback and friendly. I reached out to a couple of friends who were excited to hear about these things. I had a hard time finding all of my folders and binders because of the moving fiasco, but I found a series of printouts of the developing Joaquin Pheonix and added a new page to it.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was pregnant and I was with mom and we got in a huge fight I don’t remember what about but some guy got me pregnant and I was like no way can I have this baby and then we were talking about getting an abortion and we were in line at some fast food restaurant and in front of us was one of moms coworkers and she was really nice but was saying her and her family are moving to Indiana. There was a lot more that happened I think but I can’t really remember it all