Material

18 May 2024

Dream

Time travel/loop story basically Naruto and Sasuke Basically it’s the big battle part but make it merge with some modern melodrama I also get fucked i think Idk It was all abt preventing this one massacre that might’ve led up to the occurrence of the event We all go around Japan sleeping in hotel rooms and such i think Cut scene to…. Similar thing but this time it’s That one kid, me and one another adult(Japanese, a bit cowardly but composed; think Satsuki and May’s dad) There’s this scroll of 鬼神 that’s basically like an invocation talisman of said entity that the kid has to return to a certain modern-looking small temple in Tokyo or do smth abt We do the attempts like three times with only the first one(that we remember of; apparently there has been many more attempts before but it wasn’t noteworthy enough/we didn’t get to the important parts before we messed) being successful by the nick of time and spark of luck(small factors adding up) Other two we either rushed(i did) and lacked a material that needed to be there(some golden resin of sorts; frankincense but make it magical? Or were they just gold pellets) or we just straight up got locked out and reality became blurry and a mush before we could do anything abt it

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in the car with my fiance. We were going down a road we've never been on. I said something about wanting to get a dog. He said that there would be a dog for me on the next road. There was this man walking a big great Dane. I could hear the great Dane talking. I don't remember what he said. I got out of the car to see the next dog. It was a little light brown bulldog. He ran up to me and said "I love you! Are you my new mom?". I said "yes I am, now let's go for a walk up this mountain ". I look down and I made a leash appear. We start walking up the mountain and I start getting an uneasy feeling. The mountain is steep and I keep looking over at the man with the great Dane. I heard the big dog say that he thought me and my dog were competition. He starts running faster, but his owners hold on his leash stopped him from running. I look at the owners face and notice his eyes change from red to black. I look down and were almost past the steep part of the walk. I notice holes in the ground. I can see inside and see this really big machine. I ask the man with the dog what is down there. He said "there's lots of dead bodies down there. Keep walking so you don't fall through.". We finally get to the top of the mountain. There's this store, and I go in. Instead of the normal conveyer belt at the cashier, there's cups. If your items didn't fit in your cup, then you couldn't buy it. I look around and see a lady who was meant to be a manager. I heard her thoughts. She was thinking about my performance as a shopper. I notice a paper in her hand, grading every worker and shoppers performance. If you didn't get a high enough score, then she fired you, even if you were just a shopper. I walk out and I'm in someone's house. I look around and think I'm supposed to be decorating. I'm at the kitchen sink and I look at the table. There's 3 unlit candles. I look back and notice the kitchen got messy in that time I took to look at the table. I look back again and notice the candles are lit now. I look back at the counter again and I saw sparks flying. The cabinet caught on fire. I use the hose setting on the sink to put out the flames. I'm trying to call the owner of the house, but I keep getting voice mails. I look around and notice the 3 candles turned into 3 people sitting at the table. I decide to join the conversation so I sit down. (I recognize one woman from other dreams I've had. I don't know this woman in real life, but I know her name is kelsey). A man was talking about how your eyes can change colors, so you can tell what psychic powers they have. I ask him about the man with red and black eyes. He said "that means fire powers. He also has super strength". Kelsey asks "My eyes are normally green but sometimes they change to blue and purple, what does that mean?" The man said "this means you can communicate with the earth and earth's materials like gems, metal, plants". I notice I appear at the kitchen sink again, so now there is 2 of me. The me at the kitchen sink says "well mine are normally green, but they change to a bone color. Almost white". The guy laughed and said "that's nothing. You don't have any ability". Then me at the table says "well we know white is the color of light when all the colors come together, like a prism. So would it be possible that she has every ability?". The guy said "you know what, I think you're right." He turns around to correct himself, then the me that was at the kitchen sink dissappears. I get up to find a bathroom and I notice that the shower is above the toilet. I decide to get a shower. As I'm getting a shower, I notice the drain looked like the holes in the ground I saw earlier, with the machine and dead bodies.

24 Mar 2024

Dream

In this dream I was a magical friendly librarian witch. I had a library that had cds and books and I remember Sting the musican was there along with other students. I was excited I got a new batch of material and showed off vinyl to the group and he was looking for his album when he was single performer, and I showed him his area and then ended up being pleased. Then we had a runway where myself and a few others were judging some outfits of students and I was encouraging all students outfits, even though some where not well put together than others. I wanted the students to feel proud of their work. Then I made friends with another librarian. She was darker skin and had curly hair, and I’ve never met her before in real life. But she carried herself very professionally and cautious but she was nice to me at first. We worked together in another library what was also a kitchen. I myself was very friendly, outgoing and a little zany, which made us opposites but we still worked together. When I left work and came back I noticed the hard work we did was all gone, and empty. All the students and people where not there. I flew up (l can levitate and fly) to look around and she wasn’t there and also everyone too. Then I flew to these fancy doors where one student was dressed up and she guarded the door. She didn’t want me in, and I used my powers to use telekinesis on her and move her to the side. It was difficult but it worked and I opened the door. There was everyone there, all dressed up preparing tables and the rest of the restaurant. From there I was angry that I was left out of the event, bc everyone knew and I didn’t. Students mouth dropped knowing and unknowing what was going on. I moved students with my telekinesis powers to the side as I flew to find out where the other chef librarian was. I slammed the doors open to the kitchen and I see her dressed up in a purple gown with her hair up. Some students where siding with me while others stayed quiet and didn’t participated and just followed the other librarians orders. I was angry and asked her why she left me out, why she didn’t tell me ahead of time so I can help and she didn’t want me to be there simply bc we had different views. But I knew that bc we were different it made us more stronger but she didn’t budge. She wanted to fight me physically but my light was stronger and I worked on my magic unlike her. I walked with other students who supported my and I used my magic to change my outfit. I was wearing a white, sparkling long gown and I had long, blonde hair with a silver and gold tiara with spring blossoms on my head. I asked if I looked okay to the students. I used my aura of strength, beauty, and power to make a statement.

18 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream in which a strange alien virus caused non-organic material to duplicate, but once it reached humans it caused them to grow in horrific ways, this spread across the world and I eventually found sanctuary on a moon base as I began flying over the rest of the world, Peoples faces becoming painful horrific smiles as their teeth became like skyscrapers, their eyes became flatlands, their mouths into chasms too deep to see the bottom of, the earth becoming irrevocably damaged

10 Mar 2024

Dream

I was watching rats in a huge rat cage with 4 levels. It had blue floors. I shrunk down to the size of a rat and played with the rats in the cage. I communicated with them and they told me they accept me as part of their family. I look around and the rats and cage are gone and I'm sitting in sort of an Indian reservation. I go up to the school and there's 15 students including me. The teacher told us to get into groups for a project. I get in a group with 4 other girls and my fiance. I look around and there's a group of 5 girls and a group of 2 boys. Then there was a group where a boy was alone. My fiance and the boy that was alone go to the group with 2 boys in it. The teacher came up to my group and asked to see our outfits. The 4 girls all had on dresses made of a see-through mesh with a flower pattern. I look down and see my dress is made of a soft frilly material with a strawberry design. I felt out of place with my dress being different than theirs.

12 Feb 2024

Dream

We were on another planet. There were people I didn't know and my friends on board. I was the captain. The planet was like in the Subnautica game, entirely covered in water. We had to gather materials, build the equipment, etc to study it. It was hard. Nevertheless, we managed to build several safe ships and even decorate them from the inside, turning them into cozy homes. I was getting stuck and didn't know how to proceed — what else to gather and build. But I eventually figured it out. Suddenly, it started to get colder. I figured that the planet was getting away from the Sun, and we had to prepare. Temperatures dropped, and water disappeared, leaving the planet with an entirely different appearance. We found things that were hidden underwater this entire time. My crew asked me to fly away, but I said that we need to explore and study these new things. So, we found a way to keep ourselves warm, and continued the adventure.

9 Feb 2024

Dream

In the dream, I find myself in my room. There's my passed away cat walking on my bed. From somewhere another, black, cat appears and she and my deceased white cat goes to lay on my pillow (the pillow case was made of a dark green satin-like material). I think to myself, that I can't let cats lay there, but then I guess, I am interrupted by my mother, who was taking my toys (I think it was lego, lego figures). I beg her not to take them away but she just left without turning back. At some point the cats have turned into my two female friends (dark brown and blonde haired). Then, I start to throw guns into the corridor trash bin (the guns were all black but different types). On top of them, in the trash bin, I put black dresses. Then, in the dream, kind of instead of me was a tall guy, who had a platinum white hair and bright blue eyes. He said to my friends to put on the black dresses and that then he would eat them. My blonde friend started screaming at him, but I don't know what. All the guy did was roll his eyes and then he stepped into my room and closed the doors.

6 Feb 2024

Dream

I was working on two projects. One was this stretchy clothing material making a variety of circle sizes, very unique and abstract and the other project I forgot but I was chatting with someone while working on these projects and it was a happy laughing helpful chat, they were helping on the project in some way

2 Feb 2024

Dream

We were in a video game-like setting. Someone took our kids and we had to rescue them. I could see the map to see where we needed to go to get them, so my husband and I were gathering our materials, healing items, weapons, etc. I could hear my kids rough housing on the monitor I had on them in the building they were being kept in, and was afraid they would wake the bad guys and make them angry. So I whispered "mommy is coming shhhh" and as my husband and I started our trek toward the bad guys base I heard my oldest son screaming. It sounded so real that I woke in the real world and checked my baby monitor to see if he had actually woken up but he was still sleeping.

31 Jan 2024

Dream

I was walking to a skating rink with my friend from my home town who I haven’t been close with in years. We were both holding our skates and talking. We got to the skating rink but the ice was made out of a rubbery material and we both fell. When we fell we fell right through the ice and into a different dimension. We were now sitting on a bench with a bunch of other skaters in the back of a Russian thrift store in Russia. A woman dressed head to toe in furs can up to us and in a strong Russian accent said “oh good you are all here. Take these boxes and take whatever you want from these discount racks right here” and she passed out cardboard boxes. I took my box and decided to go around the entire store taking things and just pretend I got them from the discount racks. The store was a massive maze and I got lost. I took a long sleeved white shirt with blue writing on it. When I finally found my way back, everyone was gone except my old friend and she was very upset. She said “we have to get out of here. The US launched the nukes on Russia.” For some reason I knew exactly what we needed to do. So I grabbed her hand and we started running through the store maze and out of the store. It was on a lakefront. The sky was on fire and I said we needed to jump in the lake to survive. We jumped in and got separated just as the bombs hit. I managed to swim underneath a dock on the other side of the lake. I looked up through the slats of the dock, and saw a bear looking down at me. It was the biggest bear I’ve ever see. It reached down and ripped me out of the water. Then the rest of the dream was me having a fist fight with the giant Russian bear while nukes went off around us. It was like that scene in family guy where Peter griffin fights the giant chicken.

23 Jan 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I had married a very good man, with a big sense of relief at having found him at last. He was very supportive and took over many of the tasks. We moved to an old but beautiful apartment that I had lived in when I was younger, and I was in a state of great releasing - releasing pressure and stress and to-do lists to him, and he was not at all burdened or upset, he was very matter of fact about it all. His attitude was "Of course I will take on these burdens for you, we are partners." I was decorating the apartment, making it more beautiful. I then found a forgotten cupboard near the entrance that I remembered I had previously used to store unimportant items like paper bags and packaging materials. I called out to him to tell him about the cupboard, that he could use it and might need to clear out the old unimportant contents when he got time. He came to me and we opened it, and instead of it being mostly empty, it was full of shoes: beautiful expensive shoes I hadn't worn yet, beautiful older shoes that had been my favourites but that I thought I had lost, even my children's old baby and childhood shoes - all in excellent condition! My heart just swelled with love and joy and this unexpected hidden treasure-trove of shoes. I was so happy and relieved. My husband and children were all delighted too.

19 Jan 2024

Dream

I had to overcome obstacles to complete an important task. I had to do my nails. I don't know why it was so important, but it was and it was like everything was at stake. There was a hidden compartment inside of an older hippy van that lead to a secret room. In that room we were supposed to talk about the objective. I don't remember who was in there. I remember my first few attempts with following someone else's plan was a failure. No one knew what they were supposed to do. Peoples roles were not defined and the objective was unclear. No one a doing their part and I was also supposed to be training someone as well. Finally I got sick of the whole situation being a waste of my time. I yelled at the leader and finally realized I needed to put on a full set of acrylic nails. I gave one final attempt to work as a team and tried to discuss and idea with the leader. It didn't work, and I was ignored. I took the new recruit with me. We left the room and went searching for the location where materials were. The entire process there were obstacles. Every path was covered with debris, which we would slowly and methodically clear. I was resentful that we had a whole team but they were useless and unsupportive. I was glad the new recruit was with me because I could al least teach them self reliance. I was still angry at how slow and unnecessarily difficult a simple task was. We finally get to the work station and the brush is hard with old acrylic. Nothing is clean and ready to use. In my frustration I refused to clean the equipment. I explained to the new recruit the issue and how the equipment should be cleaned first but instead were going to work with what we have so we can make some traction and how it'll get easier. I put the brush in acetone a which immediately started breaking up the acrylic. I got through 2 nails when some other people started approaching. I think they were the enemy. A war broke put around us. I was so resentful because I knew we were alone and no one would help us. I resolved myself with the fact I also have to fight, along with complete every other role in this objective. My team came out of no where and started fighting. The leader came by and said something with would have been a moment shared between us, where I should feel like everything is ok and I'm not alone. Instead, I judged him. He sounded like an idiot. The team was still disorganized and not effective at combat. At best they were a distraction to the enemy.