Body

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I once had a dream that I woke up with a penis… I’m a woman, when I looked down at myself in the dream and I have the body of a man. No breasts, and male genetalia. But, I didn’t feel dysphoria about it. It felt right, just like being a woman feels right.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I was walking with the Appstles and offered Matthew a fidget spinner since he showed signs of autism and needing something to focus on doing with his hands. At first he seemed dubious but settled once I showed him how it worked. When Mary Magdalene got her period, I showed her how to use a menstrual cup and offered her scented soap to wash with. The others seemed uneasy I was spending time with a menstruating woman and not menstruating myself, but I ignored them. Since she was taller than me, I motioned for Mary to bend down so I could kiss her cheek. This was made difficult by the fact I did not speak Hebrew or the Apostles, English. I mostly communicated with a kind of pidgin sign language. Jesus was the only one who understood me when I spoke. I encouraged Him to take better care of His body since He could not complete His mission if His physical form failed.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt about having gem armor that covered my body. Ruby, it would turn from rubies, citrine, diamond, emerald. It would have a chest plate, leg armor, shoulder armor, a helmet. It was beautiful. And then that's all I can remember is having this chest armor and this just this beautiful armor and having to collect it. I don't remember where I was collecting it from.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I was watching a video on Instagram sent to me by a friend. It was a bull fight type of event with a bunch of people in the crowd. The bull ran towards a man and his horns stuck around his neck but then the bull backed up and speared the man through his mouth. It was slow but the horn went through and out the top of his head. The crowd started screaming. The person was still filming. The bull carried the man towards the camera. He was dead and his skin started to fall off his body while people tried to get him off of the bull.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

I was a bodyguard for Joe and Jill Biden as they attended events at a mall and a school. A young woman kept trying to kidnap Joe Biden and he commented that he only wanted me as his bodyguard as I would do whatever was needed to save his life.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt of snail eggs being on my body , 2 of them , one on my shoulder and one on my bottom

19 Jun 2024

Dream

In a house that feels familiar but I'm not sure why, look to the side and see a closet with the door shut. Feel like I know what's in there, don't want to see it. Feel frozen, don't want to be there. Don't open the door, but have this sense of knowing what's behind it, a body wrapped in a dry cleaning bag. The feeling of fear wakes me up.

12 Jun 2024

Dream

I was talking about how my pregnancy with my son changed my body. There was a pregnant mom talking about her insecurities and I told her all of the wild things I learned that my body could do to nurture a life.

19 May 2024

Dream

I have a lucid dream where I find myself laying naked in the bed where I was raped as a young boy. My body is covered in scars and marks. Hands that look like the hands of my perpatrator pin me down. The bed is surrounded by cameras which look like the camera my rapist used to film himself raping me. Strange men who I do not know, but who may have viewed the recordings also surround the bed. At the end of the bed stands my rapist, he is also naked. It looks like the direct aftermath of the rape. Both of us are covered in sweat. There is blood on the bed and sheets. The hands pinning me down lossen. I sit up right and ask him why he did that to me. He looks down. I ask him again, he replies that he "doesn't know". The hands loosen even more and I sit upright even more. I ask him a third time and he says "I loved you and I wanted you to stay young forever". I raise my voice and tell him that I was 11 and that he was in his 40s he replies by saying "I am sorry I really am". He leans forward and places his hands on my body, healing the scars and marks. Then he walks off into the distance.

13 May 2024

Dream

i had a dream that it was the beginning of the year for my football team but the school looked slightly different and so did the field and i killed someone and had to hide the body so i hid it in the basement where all the other dead body’s were so my coach wouldn’t find out

10 May 2024

Dream

I have a reoccurring dream that I’m Driving on a highway when all Of a sudden my body goes limp and I fall over spinning the steering wheel as I fall. I can feel the car spinning and I’m desperately trying to gain my strength back to grab the wheel. The car continues to spin but never crashes.

7 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream that in was in my moms old apartment as if I was a kid, I was looking though her bedroom looking for clothes or bras, she came home and i remember seeing 8-9 black mirrors hanging on the wall then my mom was yelling at me in the living room telling me she was going to spank my and to take my pants off I yelled no and she proceeded to tell me how my dad isn’t my actual dad she just needed a body