Banana

10 Jul 2024

Dream

In my dream I was involved in a finder binder with a city worker. I was on the phone when it happened. When I got out, I looked at the front of my vehicle to see if there was any damage. There was no damage. When I walked over to the city worker to check on them to see if they were okay, the vehicle they were in, which was a truck, was laying on its side. I asked them, are you okay? And they said yes and they got out the vehicle. The city worker was very nice and I remember thinking we have to wait for the police. Well, while we were waiting, there was a store right there for us to go inside. So we went into the store and I was thinking I was hungry. So I wanted to order or I wanted to get something to eat. They didn't have very much food in there for us to order food. I did notice that the store looks like a home, like someone's home and it was very clean. However, they had bananas and you can order a peanut butter toast with bananas. I ordered the peanut butter toast with bananas and This city worker that was involved in a crash with me also ordered peanut butter toast with bananas. I also noticed that the city worker was very friendly and social. Well, he knew the worker in the store also because he knew the area. We were getting ready to leave out the store and somehow I dropped my peanut butter toast with bananas. I had to go back and reorder another peanut butter toast with bananas. So I sat there and I reordered another peanut butter toast with bananas, but for some reason it took the lady a little longer to make it. Like it wasn't cooking fast enough or it didn't soften fast enough. And while I was waiting, the lady decided to tell me that she was over the age of 75 and didn't experience menopause and when I looked at her her face was very smooth and clear and she looked healthy for being over the age of 75 and she was basically telling me that she was a part of a group of women who also didn't experience menopause or suffer through menopause and wanted to give me some health tips.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was of a soccer match where Italy was playing England in Italy. The game was going back-and-forth, the Italian friends were chanting like crazy but the game ended up in a tie. Either way the but fans seemed to enjoy the game. After the game finished, there was a finale performance, the stadium transformed into a tall house and me and many of the other fans were in this big living room. as the performance was going on there was a point where the the lady performing turned into this big gorilla that had a bunch of bananas and selected me to be the special guest by putting a banana in my mouth. as the banana was in my mouth, the gorilla/performer was asking me questions that I wasn’t able to answer because the bananas in my mouth and so I would just be making noises and everyone would be laughing and I was fine with that. Gradually, the questions again began to become more serious, asking me personal questions about my relationship with myself. They were asking me questions about if I was holding anything back from myself. Anything that I was keeping inside myself that I wasn’t allowing to be expressed outwardly, and honestly I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I have anything that I’m holding within me that I should be releasing out. The performing gorilla asked me if there’s anything scary about myself that I found that I want to share and yet again, I honestly couldn’t find anything. dream transition to me looking at myself in the mirror. As I begin looking at myself in the mirror, I started to split from myself, so it was as the awareness of myself removed itself from my body and what was left was that awareness looking at my body in the reflection. My awareness was being touched by my physical body, and then my physical body trying to attack my awareness by sucking itself into me. I was stronger than my physical body and pinned my physical body down my. in the dream I was confused because I didn’t know which part of me was the good Jantzen. The good Jantzen which was the awareness or was it the body I was pinning down. I was conflicted and I didn’t like having to fight myself.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was of a soccer match where Italy was playing England in Italy. The game was going back-and-forth, the Italian friends were chanting like crazy but the game ended up in a tie. Either way the but fans seemed to enjoy the game. After the game finished, there was a finale performance, the stadium transformed into a tall house and me and many of the other fans were in this big living room. as the performance was going on there was a point where the the lady performing turned into this big gorilla that had a bunch of bananas and selected me to be the special guest by putting a banana in my mouth. as the banana was in my mouth, the gorilla/performer was asking me questions that I wasn’t able to answer because the bananas in my mouth and so I would just be making noises and everyone would be laughing and I was fine with that. Gradually, the questions again began to become more serious, asking me personal questions about my relationship with myself. They were asking me questions about if I was holding anything back from myself. Anything that I was keeping inside myself that I wasn’t allowing to be expressed outwardly, and honestly I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I have anything that I’m holding within me that I should be releasing out. The performing gorilla asked me if there’s anything scary about myself that I found that I want to share and yet again, I honestly couldn’t find anything. dream transition to me looking at myself in the mirror. As I begin looking at myself in the mirror, I started to split from myself, so it was as the awareness of myself removed itself from my body and what was left was that awareness looking at my body in the reflection. My awareness was being touched by my physical body, and then my physical body trying to attack my awareness by sucking itself into me. I was stronger than my physical body and pinned my physical body down my. in the dream I was confused because I didn’t know which part of me was the good Jantzen. The good Jantzen which was the awareness or was it the body I was pinning down. I was conflicted and I didn’t like having to fight myself.

15 Jun 2024

Dream

Bananas lots of them wating each other

7 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night about making a fried banana and peanut butter sandwich to eat. I was also in paralysis I couldn’t move when I was trying to wake up. I didn’t eat the sandwiches but I was definitely preparing it. I kept hearing something that’s why I was trying to wake up. I kept hearing like some kind of repetitive noise. I’m not sure what it was, but some kind of repetitive noise to wake me up.

11 Apr 2024

Dream

Me and my ex were having sex at his apartment and we got caught by his best friend/roomate and his roomates friends were there and one of them was carving a banana and then we talked about the garden in the backyard and there was a lake view

12 Mar 2024

Dream

It was dismissal at school but a bunch of people had become zombies. Nani, papi, mom, dad, kenndal, Quinton, and I were all walking while avoiding the zombies towards the front gate. One of the nice cleaning ladies (Diana's grandma) was chasing me as a zombie. We all went to through the front gate and locked out the zombies. People had gotten through and formed lines to get "tickets" to leave the school. Mom had gotten the tickets and left with q and Nani, so I told papi, dad, and kenndal to follow me and that we already got tickets because they were still in line. We left and I woke up. I went back to sleep and resumed the dream (not on purpose) but it started a little differently this time. I was grabbing something at the front gate and some guy bumped into me on purpose and I yelled at him. I called him out in front of everyone and he just walked away. Papi yelled at him and I walked over to mom and she said my dress looked different. I was wearing my purple dress. I got sad and started crying so I folded and wrapped my r-card around my mouth. We went inside a cafeteria or gym that didn't look like it was from my school. A lot of kids were there with no adults so it was only Nani, Mrs. Swim, mom, dad, and papi who were adults. They all went to the one door that was open and stayed there watching for zombies. I was sitting there with my backpack and mom stuffed a lot of those oatmeal banana chocolate chip rounds in my backpack for later (because she wanted some and it was the apocalypse). I smiled and we both laughed and Mrs. Swim asked mom what she was doing and she said she tripped. Mrs. Swim talked about how her students always tried to sneak food from there and we all smiled. There were two kids that walked past the cafeteria and I asked Nani what happened to Mr. Joe. Nani said he was being mean to her and mom got mad and looked at me and said "don't ask that." I said I was sorry and mom said something and I started crying. I told her not to talk to me like that so we both made up. While all of this was happening the kids were eating, drinking and covering up with blankets, wearing comfies and on their phones. They were sitting at cafeteria tables with their backpacks on, minding their business. I walked over to them and just watched them for a bit like a babysitter. A zombie got in and the adults didn't kill it. I started telling the kids directions to move and to run because I didn't want them to get bit. It was a kid zombie. I told them to go to specific spots to avoid the zombie and they all listened. One little girl with a comfy on lagged behind and the zombie started coming towards me and her so we both jumped over a table and started rolling and crawling along the tables so the zombie wouldn't get or see us. (Everything we were doing looked like an action movie it seemed cool after I woke up) It eventually caught up to us and caught the little girl. It didn't bite her, it just said that it wanted the "snuggie". I started talking softly to it saying "oh you want her snuggie, okay" and telling the little girl "can he have your snuggie? he wants to have a snuggie?" The zombie said "no its okay I want a big one." The little girl was small so she had a comfy that was really small. I told him okay and he let the little girl go. I talked to him softly and said "what color do you want?" He said he wanted a blue one that was big and started telling me a story about his mom and how they were in the house when everything started. He said that some guys came in and she was attacked. Meanwhile I was looking for a big blue comfy for him. I was looking in some sort of play house and he went inside. He kept on telling the story and I listened while looking fir a comfy. A commercial started playing on a TV outside the playhouse. It was one of those box tvs but it was a little small like the size of out toaster. I turned around and all the adults were carrying a humongous comfy that could barely fit through the door. I talked softly to the zombie saying "look they found a big blue comfy for you." I sounded really happy. He went inside the comfy and then I was about to ask what are you gonna do with all this room when suddenly the comfy turned into the size of mine. The zombie turned into one if those spongebob jellyfish and then four more appeared. One for the mom, one for the dad, one for the zombie, and two for siblings. Then the comfy zapped like one of the spongebob jellyfish and it fell out of an adult's hands. Suddenly one of the kids turned into a zombie. I started telling the kids where to go again and then everything started going wrong. I was running everywhere to avoid running into zombies because a lot of the kids were just turning into them, no bite, nothing. I was so sad and scared. I felt that i was responsible for all of the kids so I felt like it was my fault and I was so sad they were all turning. So eventually I stopped yelling directions and tried avoiding all of the zombies. All of the adults and kenndal and Quinton made it out except for Mrs. Swim. I left with the backpack full of food and water and we went into the school parking lot. Nani, q, and mom all got in a car to leave. Me, papi. Kenndal, and dad all went to another car to leave. There was a huge scratch on the top of the car. It looked like a slash from one of the wolverine movies. Papi said "ooh look at that scratch mamas. Your dad isn't gonna like that." Then something flashed in my mind, it was a fake drawn or painted on scratch to look cool. Then I woke up again.

7 Mar 2024

Dream

Drempt of fruits, yellow mango, yellow bananas and red apples on the floor of my house was going to pick up but I woke up

12 Feb 2024

Dream

I was in the Everglades, studying the different types of animals, I was in a raft going down stream and I get out to study some snakes, asking my mentor how to not upset them, then one of them bites me in my upper back, my mentor shows me how to get him off, then I'm in a car with three men, one was short, blonde and very energetic, with fair skin. The other was tall with jet black hair, a cool and gentle nature, and fair skinned as well. The last one was around my height but a few inches taller, had dark brown dreadlocks with blonde tips, and was sweet, spicy and emotional. We travel a long way in my mom's car to a shopping Bodega filled with all these major stores, that I never heard of but it did look familiar, I park the car in one of spaces that the blonde one saved for me, the other go off somewhere, while me and the blonde one go get smoothies, I get strawberry banana one and I share it with the blonde and hold his arm as we go into the really big store, I was thinking in my mind this looks like idea and costco had a baby. We wait for the other two and finish the smoothie, we realize they were in the store already and we go in with them. The tall one pushes the cart and I start shopping in the pet food section, we make some jokes about how expensive the pet food is, we go farther in the aisle, I notice the maple syrup and put it up the one with dreadlocks, makes a flirty joke about he wants to pour the syrup on me and eat me, as he grabs my waist pulling me closer to him, as I laugh to his flirting and say "Jamie stop" the other two looked mad/jealous at Jamie, and push the cart into him. I woke after.

2 Jan 2024

Dream

I was at home my mom and kids was there but my wife was somewhere else and I was trying to talk to her on the phone with a lot of interruptions in my my mind and out loud I was saying I miss you so much when are you coming home and was almost like I was rushed off the phone because I had to get ready for work and I also dreamed of me and my kids make banana pudding and some cakes and in every dream I was getting ready for work I was trying to get my hair together but couldn’t I was getting frustrated and threw on a wig and I have dreads so it was kind of hard to do however the frustration went and on and I just woke up

1 Jan 2024

Dream

Drinks were $60 - $50 they were changing like flights. I ordered a vodka tonic with strawberry sweeter and coconut milk. I went into a complex where instead of taking my id they scanned my face from an ominous spot in the sky. There was a spot call “the social skills” and I just left without my drink instead. A house full of young men falls to ruins when they all are found dead. The father of the house has turning into a banana shaped tower of mop. One man was very upset with me because I would go to the bar next door instead of at his bar. I ended up ordering the vodka tonic drink two more times, driving it in my car to meet banner Whitfield. We were going to an amusement park, water park?

30 Dec 2023

Dream

I was hanging out with my family and Dena, my older sister was there. She was in her first trimester of her pregnancy and I felt happy I was there with all of my sisters. We were walking around and window shopping. It seems like I’ve been to this shopping area before. Dena and I seperate from our younger sisters and mom for a bit and go into one store. It seems like I want to take my time shopping but Dena then suddenly leaves the store, crosses the street, and is walking off without me. I get frustrated and it’s as if I won’t ever catch up behind her. I’m weaving through people, calling out her name. The streets clear and at one point I can see her. I start yelling at her, cussing her out and saying how rude it was to leave me behind like that. All the sudden I see grandpa Joe across the street just hovering… he had an empty looking face but you can tell he was surprised that Dena and I would even talk to each other like that. He then disappears but Mom, and my stepdad Kyle reappear with our younger siblings and our mom starts berating us on why we would make a fool of ourselves in front of other people and family, more specifically Dena for leaving me behind. At this point I completely start defending Dena. I laugh it off like it was some “sister” thing we do. We argue all the time but we always find our way back to each other. Kyle also then states his dissatisfaction too. Me and Dena then wonder off into an art museum. Dena wonders off again but with Genna this time. And Maria and I look around this tucked away home in the city. It looked small on the outside but on the inside it’s HUGE!! Carefully picked out and functional art in every room that’s beautiful. Maria encourages me to talk to new people and even leaves me alone at some points to talk to this new guy I meet. I started changing the way he looked with my mind somehow to someone I’d be more attracted to. We started to connect and really bond but then something happens to where the home/ art museum is disrupted and everyone starts disappearing. I closed my eyes and I pop back up in a different part of this world with Maria and Genna. We’re gliding over these beautiful waters across a lake to this huge and beautiful building. It’s overgrown with plants, the sky looks so blue… the glass windows are just shining and reflecting the sun. I blink and then end up at the rooftop of the building with Genna and Maria. We walk into the building and it seems like we aren’t supposed to be there since everyone is staring at us…. Everyone in the building is quiet, looking at us instead of the art. My sisters and I walk around and we’re having fun, all of us just taking in the art we’re seeing. It’s like a furniture store but every single room is a beautifully designed and unique room that had furniture out of this world. I kept thinking to myself “I wish Dena were here, she’d love to look at all of these designs”. We open a door that eventually leads to the exit of that building. We’re still all in awe of everything we just saw. Up ahead there’s tucked away cafes, restaurants. Everything from the outside looks like a ghost town until you enter each building to find it full of life with unique foods, or decor. My sisters and I state how we’re really hungry so we head over to this bakery I somehow know is there. Again, it’s like I’ve been to this world before and I’m slowly remembering everything. People around us overhear me talking to my sisters about how good this place is. They have different flavored puddings, mini cakes, pancakes, the coolest desserts you could think of. I remember checking my bank account on my phone to make sure I had enough money to cover my sisters and I. I do, or I at least think I do but when we head into the store I’m greeted warmly with a “welcome back!” It was a young white woman with a red cap on. It didn’t have a store brand or anything but she started going over the sample board I could buy of all their desserts. Mini pancakes with all different flavors and banana pudding. I go to pay but my wallet and my phone are not in my pockets. I nervously step aside and I say I’ll come back in just a moment. I start looking through my pockets again and I get disappointed that I won’t be able to get us any sweet treats. Maria suddenly pops up behind me with the sweet treats sample board and says “here, let’s snack on these until you find yours” I’m unfortunately not able to find my phone or money to get myself something or them more things, but we leave the shop and bump into Mom and Dena again. The end