Beans

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream i was at like an event with my sister and we were on stage and cheering - then like P-Diddy came on stage and everyone went quiet and my sister was like sighing or whatever, anyways. The event went weird and P-Diddy ended up pulling a gun, then me and my sister started running downstairs and he started following us. He was shooting at my sister and my sister was shooting back, anyways we ended up losing him because i found a back route. We ended up walking out and blending into the crowd, but then my friend Zarine called and she was telling me about my ex - JOSH! saying they met and she had sex with him! saying she loves him and all that. I was pretending to be happy for her but deep down it hurt, it felt so real. I was like “oh—“ saying she went to his house and they were happy. I was like ah, must be nice. It hurt. Then me and my sister went to a restaurant and then the family was rude to us and we were served Sausage Roll and chips and beans - we didn’t eat any because we were talking. But yeah that’s what happened.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at work and breakfast was finishing up. It was 10am and this woman with her 2 kids asked if she could have anything and the waitress said no breakfast finishes at 10am so you can't have anything. It was buffet style she had paid with her room but the staff told her no. Her kid started crying saying he was starving and the staff said tough. I then walked into the back kitchen and my old boss was like why are you standing there get to work. I was confused what I was meant to be doing. He started to yell at me(he has never done this in real life) I went back outside and one of the staff had put the leftovers on the counter for.the family to get hasbrowns and beans. They sat on the table eating it while people started to come in for lunch. I felt sorry for them. I went to the changing rooms and my face was bright red.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

A man brings a dog by the house asking if it is ours. He isn’t so we look at his collar and try to figure out who it belongs to. All of a sudden a different dog comes up and I pick it up to hold because it is small. A man comes up in a car and stops because the other dog is his and he has been looking for it. His wife walks up too and I ask them if the smaller dog I am holding is also theirs. Just then the small dog pees on me getting my shirt all wet. The lady says the dog is not hers. All this time my husband is on the phone not paying attention to what is happening. The lady says her dog is much bigger. A large black dog walk up and it a breed I have never seen. The dog is the size of an elephant. The face is different and does not have a trunk. The smaller dog that peed on me gets scared by the big dog and barks at it. I try to move the small dog away so it doesn’t get hurt. I try to get my husbands attention to look at the big dog. I ask the lady what type of dog it is and she says I should know. I tell her I w seen pictures of them in a museum but cannot remember. The large dog tries to get my husbands attention and bumps him. My husband finally looks up and is surprised. The large dog says something to my husband and they shake hands. In a different dream, I am sleeping sitting up in my room when my mom walks in asking me about a shirt. The shirt is not actually a shirt but a pillowcase. I get up so I can help my mom find a shirt and ask my mother why her walker is so far away. I ask her if she is hungry so I can fix her something to eat and she says she is heating up some green beans. She has the green beans directly on the burner not in a pan. I tell her the beans will burn that way and she says they will be fine. The beans start to get black and they are too hot to pick up to remove. She manages to get a few then shows me they are burned. She puts a few in her mouth.

21 May 2024

Dream

I was attending elementary school as an adult. I was out on the playground when this kid wouldn’t leave me and my friend alone. So I suggested we act as weird as fucking possible so that he would fuck off. My friend asked how we were gonna do that (and also said that could backfire), and I told her to watch me. Then I said “Okay, we’re playing supermarket now. I’m gonna be a can of beans.” Then I T-posed and shouted “BEANS, BEANS, BEANS, BEANS, BEANS!” Then I woke up.

21 Mar 2024

Dream

exploring a really dark basement and seeing how haunted everything is, hearing yells and screams from the very bottom floor and seeing things creep out, “see they want to be heard.” I saw exit signs, security cameras and 3 layers of doors. It looked like an old performance building but I kept ignoring everything scary trying to get my attention and made it to a different floor where it was light and filled with sun and there was a woman who was painting palomino horses and there was real live ones and it felt so peaceful and then I went past a bean pasture and made it to another level completely submerged into sunlight

17 Mar 2024

Dream

There was a spirited contest at mom’s college, where there were 6 elderly people to an outdoor table and each person had to construct an Easter egg puzzle made of dirt and cookies. I waited for each person to try their own and then I suggested that we all work together on one puzzle at a time; that this had worked for me in the past. As we started to team up, I went to the buffet to get food for our table before the food ran out. I tried to grab the containers of baked beans, but the lids were loose, and beans were oozing out. It was such a mess, that I had trouble grabbing the cookie supplies too. And then the 6 containers multiplied and I had to return some. The cashier was nice but not helpful. I took my bagged items and walked by a table where my deceased friend, PattiJo was working solo earlier, and her puzzle was there, but she was gone. I didn’t worry, I figured I’d find her later. When I finally got back to our table, an official told me I took more than two minutes getting food, and implied I lost before I could even begin. And all I was trying to do was to be helpful. I also had a meeting to get data from someone at the school. They hadn’t provided it since 2017 and said they would someday. I threatened to take it up with the Monsignor, with whom I am friends. Then I saw him laughing and happy, working in the church.

17 Mar 2024

Dream

At the park with mom went to pay light bill at corner store She took mai and she walked on the way there Grandma called her and wanted something to eat Something from firehouse subs I offered hunan wok Mom called me and was upset because she left her wallet home I told her to use Apple Pay Meanwhile I’m at a park with bean n jr talking to some girl who seemed slightly cool Make it to a living room Saw Ms Jackie she had a silk press hairdue and was having conversation in the living room that I can’t clearly make out I believe I saw white truck don’t quote me but something in my mind said white truck Middle of a street haul ass We get there after and are distraught Me & Josh at the crib Next thing I know he gears hears a knock at the door He’s apprehensive about it Says it’s police I told him no worries let’s open it we I stood near They asked if they could come in we said no our babies are asleep They said ok It went from 3 police to us having a garage full of individuals Felt like a news conference was happening right in our garage with the garage up Was walking and guy with a black shirt lowcut with hair a mustache that connected stopped me while walking and said “white” something about $10 worth of gas I believe And hinted at about 6 individuals

2 Mar 2024

Dream

I was at work as a barista and when i arrived to my shift I saw that instead of just one kind of coffee beans for our espresso we had one bag of every blend our supplier carries. Even though i asked my supervisor why, she seemed confused as to why i was confused and acted as if that were typical. we would be mixing blends when the grinder ran out and i thought the espresso would be gross, but no one else cared.

17 Feb 2024

Dream

i went to this bean bag toss game i guess? at another school and i seen three of the same person but it was my best friend. i made a 1000 dollar bet with some girl because she was talking crazy to me and then she cheated to "win" at first i didnt care but then she started talking crazy again so i started to fist fight her and i started to beat her ass cause i wanted my money after a good minute of her getting her ass beat she gave me my money and then the next day i texted my friend and asked where he was and i went to him he was smoking weed with a teacher and another student and i asked if i actually beat that girl up or was it in my dream

2 Feb 2024

Dream

I dreamt about making food. I was in the kitchen making spring rolls. As I made spring rolls, I was told to be careful with bean sprouts and scallions. The root of the scallions can cause Listeria. I was told to be sure to wash the vegetables before adding them to the dish.

28 Jan 2024

Dream

I had sex with Musiq Soulchild. But, First I ended up at my grandmothers house with my mother. Little did I know she was leading me into a trap, my siblings were already in there. I got to door my uncle was standing there with is van blaring music. Like a movie soundtrack. He told me that “the other kids didn’t make it, I know you want but here you go” he opens the door and I get sucked into house. The stairs were long and creaking, I made it to the top and was greeted with the smell of: bake chicken, greens, cornbread, cake, green beans, and potato salad. My grandmother was just like stuck cooking but didn’t seem bothered by it. I said “hey” and she just started making my plate. Even tho the rest of house was a never ending trap. One of the side rooms had people sick strapped to the bed wanted to get out, the living room people was watching tv and rambling. And other craziness, I got my plate and went to the back porch and saw soooooo many parked cars. I took a chance in going downstairs letting my food on the steps. The food look so good but my body was GOING OFF telling me not to eat it. I go downstairs and is welcomed in this larger church setting, crème walls and red pews. All filled up with people I know, people I don’t know, famous artist and extended family. Everyone is talking and mingling like they don’t know about the chaos upstairs. My mom was surprised to see me and darted towards me but was stopped by the pastor starting. The pastor starts saying “Secrets are no more, come up to sing” my body alarms told me that it was after in the Chior stand than in the audience, I listen, now viewing the congregation. It’s much larger now but secrets started to come out as we are singing “songs” we were just singing peoples secrets. A couple of my deep secrets came out and i stood there and admitting because I wasn’t afraid anymore. People apart of my secrets, especially my mother, followed me outside of the church wanting deeper answers. Now we are back in my grandmothers backyard with all the cars. This limo pulls up, I get in trying to avoid the questions and my mother, a drag queen and my siblings all get in this limo with me. My mother tries to be scary and demanding about shaming me for dating this Drag Queen. I tell her OFF and everyone I that limo OFF besides the drag queen. I get out and realize we didn’t leave the backyard. The. That’s when Musiq Soulchild comes out and offers me to take me away from this hell. He was towing cara as a side job and one of his cars was underground. The opening was full of rust and barnacles, I was about to drop down until he seen a car that was the perfect size to get away. Throughout this ordeal, we did share eye contact and during that eye contact memories of our past, with one another, started to come up. It was like we were old lovers and saw each other again for the first time. We got in the SUV and people came after us. Running trying to stop the car from leaving, being broken out of a trance. He stayed calm and we dashed out of there, as soon as we left the parking lot it was like we were already on the highway entering Maryland. That whole ride we talked, laugh and caught up. I got to a house that I remember vividly, it was his home. I was so elated to be back in his house and safe. He picked me up over the treshhold and carried me all the way to the bedroom. Were we had some of the most nastiest, fantastic sex people dream of. Then I woke up .-.

27 Jan 2024

Dream

In the dream I was very little like four or five years old. The house that I was in looked like a previous foster care home that I had been in the house looks so familiar and I remember me being in that home by myself but this time in my dream my two sisters were there and in the bedroom I remember us having some type of argument but when I finally came into the dream it was over already and I was just feeling very upset and sad and I stormed into the living room as they both slammed the door in my face I plopped on the couch it's TV had a blue light on it it was on but it wasn't playing anything I sat on the couch crossing my arms feeling very upset and all of a sudden I hear a knock on the screen door and the back door had no curtains so I can automatically see who was there a tall man and an old black suit with a hat tapped on the glass I felt really scared I didn't notice this before but the back door had been unlocked and he immediately just came in and grab me covered my mouth and shoved me into a bag I tried to yell out for my sister's but it seems that they couldn't hear me I don't know if they fell asleep because I had been an hour before the man came at least that's what I think the time is so blurry in my dreams it felt like an hour though. Finally after a few steps and me struggling in the bag he grabbed me out by my collar and didn't say anything else besides lifted up the trunk and I saw other kids inside and he threw me in the trunk with the rest of the kids before he slammed that shot there was another guy that came out of the car unlike the tall man that had no expression on his face with an all black suit the other guy seems so kind he was at least 5 ft shorter than him he had red wavy hair and gray eyes he talked to me softly and said everything was going to be okay he also gave me a lollipop to calm down. The tall guy left to go in the driver's seat and the short guy closed the trunk carefully and we sped off from my house. It felt like forever, but the car finally stopped and the trunk opened the other kids were just as confused as me we all walked up to the front door as The Tall Man knocked on it who opened the door was a very call Lady she was light skin and had very long black hair that was swished to the side of her face she had dark purple eyes and a dark purple very long dress she had the warm smile of a caring mother she spoke in a very soft voice it seems like around me all the kids were just immediately dazzled by her because she speaks in such a way that a mother would speak to their child very calm and soft. I was still scared but I went in last with the rest of the kids The Tall Man took me downstairs and immediately I recognized the house almost instantly the inside had been my childhood home from when I was about three or four and inside one the rooms was the woman sitting on a bean bag reading a story to a group of kids while the rest of them played around the house it was kind of odd seeing all these kids here it was like she had about more than 25 so much more, I was still scared I came in to the woman reading a story but after a few hours it seemed I was already playing with the other kids hide and seek tag any childhood game you name it for me when I sleep these dreams seem to go on forever and then when I wake up I want to continue them cuz they're interesting this dream was interesting to me I don't know what it means but I want to find out