Medicine

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a store and me and my mom and brother were shopping and basically for the whole time I was dreaming we were shopping but it was a really long time and my mom got medicine out of a bag and I kept seeing minion popsicles

20 Jun 2024

Dream

⁃ We were in a school…a warped version of my middle school and the main hall from Albert Einstein High School. ⁃ Climbing stairs to different floors ⁃ TwistedDisaster (Michie) was there? With a promise and coloring character designs ⁃ Someone in a wrap similar to an Arabian Woman but the wrap was fully colored in Gradient rainbow was being drawn. Even outside the lines ⁃ Mrs. Walsh & Mrs. Harris were there as I did this— ⁃ Michie eventually turned me away for any more drawing ⁃ Both art teachers were giving me medicine(?) through my wrist—needles? ⁃ At sole point I started being able to jump floors and stories and land safely with no broke bones and legs ⁃ After awhile I was sent to Mrs Harris again and she gave me another shot ⁃ I was no longer masking. Unable to mask what I’m thinking or feeling, and unable to hold either back. ⁃ At this discovery from saying what was on my mind, I found Mrs. Harris. And she asked, “How do you feel?” ⁃ I let her have it. Explaining how saying what the Fuck I thought all the time was dangerous, how it contributed to my bruises, cuts, and majority of my physical and mental abuse by my mother. I was angry at Mrs. Harris. ⁃ Thoroughly explaining also why I was terrified to speak my mind, as I’m now only way to speak. As it’s caused me to be I betrayed and ousted by several communities ⁃ I see someone in the distance. I chase them like they’re the White Rabbit in Wonderland. He’s been evasive and even managing to trick me and a few others byby disguising himself as a cop. ⁃ The cop was in his normal clothes but I had a “Wait a minute” moment ⁃ Looked behind him and saw the person I was chasing with his hoodie or strung up shirt wrapped around his body like a harness running away as I chased him—hot on his tail again ⁃ He goes one way and I suggest to two others to cut him off at the exit but the longer way. And to be quick about it. ⁃ A white dog with black spots—A Samoyed? Or a very floofy bear dog, I also gently commanded with urgency to pursue the running Individual. ⁃ I also start running. I wake up to David’s dark tabby male cat Lister purrs and loud audio in my headphones. Both are taken care of.

21 May 2024

Dream

It was weird. I dreamed that my best friend and my ex husband were here at my moms house. She was having them test and bring up all the old appliances. There was no room for anything. It was like our old kitchen was superimposed over the refinished kitchen. There was a little pan with my kids stuff on the old stove that someone accidentally turned on and cooked their stuff. There was no room to walk. My sister. Her boyfriend and my ex all went tho the store with me and my kids. But I kept losing my shoes. My sisters shoes were outside on the porch. When we got back she was trying to give me her medicine but I didn’t want it. Then we had dinner. It was beef or steak. I didn’t eat. Instead I was trying to clean. My daughters outfit ripped so I turned it into a cute dress. We all had music on our phones but none of it was the same. My best friend asked if I was okay. I asked why and she just looked at me. Then I woke up.

26 Apr 2024

Dream

Once again at my moms house My dad and my grandpa were there. They are both dead. My grandpa was up in the attic but seemed ill as he had slumped over so I went to Walmart to find him medicine and get a few other things for all the people that were at my mom's house. It was pouring rain and when I got to Walmart it turned to a mall that had a psychiatric unit.

22 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in a phone call over night with Corey. In my dream I can't remember the beginning too much. I was lying in bed with with Corey. We were soundly asleep. I vaguely remember hearing a cat call out. Couldn't tell if it was his in the dream. His in the waking world. Or my sister's cat in the next room in the waking world. Considering how loud the cat was, I believe it was Corey's cat. She is a vocal kitty. But towards the end I was prescribed a new medicine and I had to wait at the pharmacy while the pharmacist filled it. I woke up while still waiting.

5 Apr 2024

Dream

This dream was very different. I had this dream 2 to 3 years ago but I still remember it as clear as day. I see myself floating in a white void with gray smoke like swirls being the only thing in the void, besides me. I'm just slowly drifting while in a deep sleep, but I can feel that I'm at peace. Sensing myself at peace, it was the greatest feeling. While still dreaming I suddenly start to hear someone call my it sounds like whisper is at first but then it starts to get louder and louder. eventually this makes me open my eyes so I can find who it is calling after the third time my name gets called everything goes black then I started the first blink was nothing but a bright light and blurred visions, second blink the light is brighter and the blurred vision start shaping like people. the third blank was when I started hearing the voice calling my name but it was very muffled. Before I got to the 4th blank The voice started becoming more clear and when I opened my eyes to faces started to appear. I wake up and what looks like a surgical room with two mercenaries trying to wake me up and guided me through a mental wake up. well they were doing that all of these doctors and scientists were around me unplugging neuro plugs from my skull and spineI making sure my vital signs were okay. One of the mercenaries was just messing with me which kept pissing me off while the other one was making sure he didn't have to step up and do something since he thought my Powers were out of control, even though I still didn't know what they were. After I get cleared from recovery I get sent to bed with a group of people and we walk to our one room that was filled with military like bunkers. We all get to bed and I keep getting questioned with what happened while I was in my simulation that needed so many extra mercenaries around me. but I just tell them I don't know, roll over throw the blankets over my head and go to sleep. the next morning at 0500 hours, a hurricane alarm goes off and we all started getting up making our beds getting dressed. A tall fit Asian man starts playing music from his clock radio to get everyone excited for the day. We're almost done getting ready all together then a woman wearing a white medicine jacket with a clipboard starts calling out our names to make sure no one's missing. After she's done doing a roll call we have to put these metal electronic collars around our own necks then we line up single file and go to the cafeteria to eat breakfast. When I get to the cafeteria there's a whole bunch of adults and children there but only from the ages of 6 years old too 34 years old but we were all divided by different categories. After we finished our breakfast me and the people that are sitting with me got brought to a room that looked like it was set up like one of those chairs from The matrix. Asian man that was playing music in the morning to wake everyone up sat in the chair and all these people gather around and started attending to him. I then go with the woman in the doctors jacket and get taken to an examination room. I'm wearing a white gown sitting in a chair while I'm getting poked and prodded at quite different scientists. They are trying to get me to activate my Powers but I was having a difficult time doing that. I'm doing a physical exam and due to boredom I look out in the hallway, but to my surprise I see a group of children that look like they're around the age of seven and nine being led by men with guns. That's the last time that I ever see those kids. It's the next thing in the dream I start getting into an argument with the lady in the white doctors jacket telling her that we need to stop what we're doing because this is becoming excessively wrong, but she just ignores me. The next day in the dream I noticed that the bunk beds in the rooms are becoming more and more empty and in that morning of breakfast time I'm talking to a tall muscular Asian man named jet, a blonde Russian girl named Anaya, you're handsome but scruffy brunette man named Jackson, and my cousin Tony, trying to convince them that we need to get out of here and take the kids with us and without hesitation they were in with the plan. The next day in the dream we're doing our usual stuff and I notice these twins that are new to the groups. One twin is a girl and the other twin is a boy and the girl carries around a gray rabbit with her at all times. When I saw these twins I started feeling worried and angry. When our scheduled examinations were over I had a conversation with jet, Anaya, Jackson and Tony and we planned to leave that night. Thing skip forward to that night and we're all running down a pitch black alleyway with the kids we tried to escape with. The female twin with the bunny rabbit trips and falls from trying to keep up with us. Jet sees her fall and immediately runs back to try to go get her. Jackson is losing his mind Aunt jet when he turned around to get the girl because we were in a very specific territory that we were not supposed to be in. this area was worse than the place that we were running awat from. I keep trying to tell Jackson to calm down and to make sure the other kids hide at least while jet gets the girl but as soon as Jet got within arms reach of the girl these Bright lights like there were multiple cars lit up at the little girl and Jet. This weird gang of super mutants came out from the lights and almost killed the girl and jet. I got scared worried and heartbroken because of anything happened to those two I would have been lost. I hear guns finishing loading and saw them aiming at jet and the little girl I screamed out loud to make it stop then everything went pitch Black. We were still in the alleyway because I heard jet running towards me with the girl and he whispered in my ear thanks for saving me. Now that we got rid of this crazy gang we all made a run for it we're trying to go to the ocean but at the nick of time we get caught by the people who were trying to experiment on us. Helicopters and military grade everything just started popping up out of thin air surrounding all of us. They take us down one by one and make sure that we couldn't speak or touch anyone. They had us locked up as if we were the most dangerous beings on the face of the Earth. The next day I am so angry that I'm just screaming and yelling and fighting with every person that is a part of this facility to the point where they had to put a specific collar on me that continuously injects me with a sedative. When Anaya saw this she was not happy about it at all and kept finding a way to stop the collar from activating but when the white jackets found out they killed Anaya and locked me in a water tank with an oxygen mask and a straight jacket. I can see through the glass as if I'm looking through a window and I noticed that they were going to take the twins. And when I saw that they were going to take them my eyes turned white with fury, I break the tank that I'm in and then I start to absorb every ounce of water within a 10 mi radius formed it into a 87 foottallbody and start attacking everyone while I was slowly walking to the city. At that point I had lost full control over myself because I was full of sadness and rage. The last thing I remember seeing this dream was the government response teams pointing every weapon they owned at me firing them at me and watching all the bullets tanks and missiles turn into dust as they try to hit the water body that I had stuffed myself into

19 Mar 2024

Dream

i dont really remember this dream but it was really interesting and long. so it took place in thailand but we were speaking english. and there was these two boys that lived in a house with each other and they were taking care of this girl but on of them, the main boy, didnt know that the girl was like a all knowing child and people were coming from all over trying to kill them. and then i teleported or something and i was in the dream. i was in the car with my dad and then these three boys on motercycles started rapping and singing. my dad started dancing and i looked over and saw my friend sophia recording. my dad was like wow shes always recording. which is funny because she actually is always recording. thwn we teleported again and the was this guy in an eighteen wheeler and another guy that was jumping from buildings trying to kill the guy in the truck. the truck blew up but both guys were still alive. then the guy jumping from buildings killed the other guy and took his dove? then it teleported again back to the boys and the child and the guy jumping from buildings was at their door and walked in while one of the boys was hiding because people were targeting him but the other was talking to the guy about why the other guy only got 300ml of medicine

13 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream where my two ex's Matt and Andrew became one person and I was staying at their place. I was having trouble getting my medicine and asked my mom to bring them toe, but while I waited for my bag of everyday medication I had some left in my pill container, which I took instead of the ones offered by my ex. As I continued to dream huge spiders (about the size of your fist) with yellow and black coloring began to crawl around on the ceiling, trying to come down on me or my ex. My ex started killing them, but eventually one got close to me, I turned on the overhead fan to no avail. It fell on the floor and climbed up my leg. I knew it wanted to eat my flesh, but mostly my brain. Just as it was about to bite me with its pincer mouth I woke up.

29 Feb 2024

Dream

I dreamed I was with a healer. For sister umoja ivi collaborating with Elder umoja ivi. Soon he said that there is medicine, I will put it on your hand, then you will look at your palm, after a while you will see someone and then you will order him to come and talk to him. He put the medicine in my palm and then I looked, I could not see anything. After a while, when Grandpa came together, it seemed that he was very expert in these matters. Iko was preparing some things so that we could continue with our exercise, she was preparing the pot and growing as she cut it, I was just as excited as the house was shaking. Soon he said that I will put this Daya in the palm of your hand and then watch if you see someone there, then he will become a monster, tell him to run and come out here, let's talk to him. I said ok and he had to give medicine and then I looked at the palm for a long time and I saw signs like someone wanted to happen but he couldn't happen. Again, I felt fear. After that, MY brother came and he was explaining his experiences there, he talked about things that made me more and more worried until I couldn't continue doing the exercise. He used to say that one day I put this medicine on my palm and then I saw someone and I told him to come out and let's talk here. He appeared, but we were just as we were. Another time there were many monsters surrounding us, tall and scary looking, then when I was talking to the monster that I called, I saw him grow bright. I entered my body and then I found myself back where I grew up. After that, I was filled with anxiety until my sister saw that I was starting to feel fear. He said there is another good way to call them and be quick, you will not feel fear. He had to direct me and I told you that you are looking into my eyes when you see that I am changing and becoming an old man. He started talking to me, I looked into his eyes and soon I saw that he was changing and becoming an old man in his eyes and then I started talking to him and told him all my problems. But from then on, I don't remember what I talked to him about.

28 Feb 2024

Dream

I was arguing with my husband, then I got on a transit bus, and was riding to his work, a woman on the bus was stealing peoples things, I looked down and I gave her what money I had and some food, and when she got off the bus, she stole my medicine, I had no idea where I was, but I stayed at her house, and insisted she give me my meds back, the cop came that I called, and when he got there he lied, and raped me, and when I tried to leave, he had taken my car apart, and I couldn’t leave, when I finally got so far, there were cops waiting on me, they arrested me and put me in a hospital for months, and he contacted my husband with my phone and told him I was dead, and continued to rape me at the hospital, until one day, I strangled him, and the hospital staff helped me escape, and I got into a strangers car where they took me as far as they good and I woke up.

23 Jan 2024

Dream

I had a dream that me and my husband were talking and his brother came into town. I asked if Lauren was with him and he said yes. Next thing I know she walks in and ask how I was doing. My husband dad comes in and switches trucks with Timmy giving his younger brothers truck and takes back his. He announces that he finally quit that previous job and got the new one finally. We were all excited, but I was having a hard time catching .up with what was all going on and my husband tells me again while I was driving his brother's truck. Me make it home and while we were settled down I was doing laundry and my husband was still talking to his dad. His dad goes off telling us this story (along with my mother) and explains to us this evil spirit that came in once. There was only one recorded death and one witness in the whole world. While he is telling the story I watch a young again woman trying to take care of a wound on her hand and right when she tries to and sword appears in her hand and the she slices her throat. She tries to tell her husband as soon as he walks in the door but couldn't. I come back and started talking to his Dad and asking questions about it. My daughter comes running up and shows me her hand that she was bleeding there. I went to try to put a bandaid on it, but something told me not to. Then I heard a deepalicious voice warning me that if I put a bandaid on her or any of the other girls there that he would take them. I got scared and told my husband and his dad. He ignored it and told me that it will be ok its just a story. So the whole day I had to fight with my daughter avoiding treating her in any way including when she complained about her stomach hurting. I saw the medicine, but told her I can acknowledge it or treat it. I couldn't even tell her why, cause she would end up dead. At some point I grabbed a bandaid and pretended to put a bandaid on her and then all was fine afterwards. Then fast forward I'm heading in to grab my clothes and realize my husband set a side out for me. I get them on and head outside where I come across my sister and some other family members. They were all getting together and talking outside, but then my sister kept getting asked about her propane tank by a friend of mine Tommy. Not sure why he kept asking her, but simply got into the conversation about where he could find one and comparing the costs. We were under this huge metal canopy attached to the house. I start to walk away and saw there were plants growing on the ground and I became curious about what it was. Tommy told me it was delayed growing lettuce, but I could have sworn it looked like sugar cane. I pick one and proceeded to look at it then one of the girls came forward and separated it revealing it to be sugar cane. She then explains we will have to get rid of it because if others would find out they would take the babies and then not grow them properly. Which wouldn't be good to the ones currently growing. I understood and then I felt this pull in my chest. This excited feeling and knew who was just about to be here. The girls asks me what's wrong and I explained to her that someone I loved very much was coming and I never got the opportunity to be with him until now. Justin was his name and I told her about how happy I am here compared to where I was with my husband. That it wasn't like I didn't love him, but was not happy and was mistreated a lot. Then everybody starts packing up to leave and next thing I know I'm sitting with a red headed man on the larger side inside what looked like a bath on the road. He wanted me to shave him and clean him up, but at some point while shaving him I cut his arm and while grabbing a towel to stop the bleeding realized I had cut him twice. Then I woke up.

4 Jan 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my brother and I were living with my mom and her husband, so in this dream she was straight, and she had married my friend Jordan's stepdad, or whatever, anyway, his name was Sean, and he's a bit of a jerk. The last time I saw him, I was making donations at a Goodwill, and he was the attendant, and he saw me, and I was dressed a little strange, and he looked at me like I was a crazy person. Anyway, my friend Brianne was visiting me, and I hadn't seen her in years, but Sean decided to take me and my brother on a drive to Colorado without telling us where we were going or what we were doing, and I was like, hey, my friend is in town, and I haven't seen her in years, like, where are we going, and he was like, I'm not, I'm not telling you, and by the time we got back, Brianne had left, and she wasn't responding to texts, which like, I did send her a text in real life on New Year's, and she didn't respond, so I'm sure it has something to do with that anyway, but I decided to get back onto Facebook so that people would actually respond to me, but when I did get back on Facebook, I saw that most people weren't going by their real names, and most of them looked different, and just about every page was like a product or something unrelated, or it wasn't about the person anymore, it was about the person's values, or morals, or what they stood for, so it was really hard to identify who was who, but yeah, my husband, like, connected with me, and it showed that he was my husband, so that was nice, and I can't remember anything else, like, other than the fact that, yeah, I was like, friending people, oh, I was waiting in line at the bank with my mom for something, but it wasn't really a bank, like, I think they gave us some dog treats, or some kind of herbal medicine or something, but it was still a bank, and oh, and I was like, my job I had listed as a financial analyst, even though I was working as a data analyst, but like, I guess my jobs were in the realm of finance, so that's why I was calling it that.