Doctor

1 Nov 2024

Dream

I was working as a doctor in a new clinic. My hair was pretty and I was wearing a doctors coat. I felt confident and capable. I was prescribing medicine and noting which viruses I needed to write down on a lab request to test my patients for them, like Epstein Barr virus and CMV. I saw a new colleague walk by. He was tall dark and handsome. I wanted to interact with him, maybe I could date him. But I only said hello and kept going with my list. I would love to marry someone who’s a doctor too. Talk dark and handsome is my type. I recently applied for a new position as a freelance doctor focused on prescribing medication. I really want this job, so badly I prayed to God for it and wished on a start for it. In my dream at times I felt I was doing that job, that I got the position and had a great start while keeping my current job and excelling at both. It’s been a few weeks and I haven’t heard back from the company yet. I feel like I did not get the job otherwise I would have heard from them sooner.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

I trapped in this area, by some train tracks on a train station. I managed to remove myself from that life threatening position, and I was trying to make an exit but there were policemen who wouldn’t let me and for some reason wouldn’t tell me why. Instead they referred me to go elsewhere to get someone to help me leave, I came across a lady who looked like a doctor or veterinarian I asked for her help.

15 Oct 2024

Dream

I was outside. There was like a block party of some kind because there was music and people were dancing, talking and hanging out In the street and on people's porches. I was on one them porches just looking out and enjoying people I recognize dance and have fun. I was enjoying myself. There was this guy to my right sitting on the porch with some of his friends but I could tell he was watching me every so often. And there was this other guy who was inside the home who's porch I was sitting on and he was busy working or something but something was pushing me to go in. And it felt like as soon as the party started it was ending there was a slew of commotion and people were leaving. I took it as a sign to go inside the home. But the guy who was sitting on the porch beside me decided to speak but to only tell me to go home. Not to go inside the house. Buy I didn't listen. I went inside the house. Butbi felt like I had to because part of the commotion was this man was acting erratic and I didn't trust him at all. He kept walking towards me like he specifically looking for me. So I went into the house where the other man was. When I approached him je was sitting on a stool and had a white doctors coat on. He gave an aura of I can trust you and made me feel sage. But I could hear and see the man outside from the windows go around and around til I heard him enter somewhere in another building that was connected to the home. I realize now we were in some type of office tht was connected to some type of hospital or Doctors office because it smell like one and through the blinds it resembled a Doctors office. Somehow that erratic man came through another opening and was in the Doctors office. I was hiding at this point behind a sort of a counter top and I had this bad feeling come over. And I was hoping he wouldn't find an entrance to where we were. This whole while I was panicking the man on the stool was just smiling like everything was alright like he couldn't sense our immediate danger. But alas, the erratic man found entry and came in. At this point thought the man on the stool got up as If to greet the man or something, but then the erratic man skip the other man and straight for me. But for some reason I had a knife in my hand and before he can even touch me I stabbed and sliced his stomach open thin his neck. I had killed him. The other man was just a smiling. But he beckon me to come with him. And I did. He lead me outside back on the porch and again another man swiftly walked up on me and before I can even think I still had the knife in my and stabbed and sliced him up as well. I felt satisfied and relieved after killing both of them. I felt that the danger was clear and I can breath. But then the other in man in the white coat was briskly walking and he was talking to me but I don't remember what he said. But he lead me to a big window where he opened it from the bottom and stepped aside so I could go first. And I did. When I got through the window on the other side there was thick glass and it came down but left like a couple inches of the ground when I tried to slide through only my legs got through and it stopped at my butt. I couldn't fit under the glass. And as I was doing this the man never followed me through the glass. He slid it down with a bang and was smiling at me. I scrambled to the window trying to get it open but I couldn't. I was surrounded by glass in front of me in the back of me and on the sides. He's face changed. Something like he was pleased that he's plan worked or something. I fell straight into his trap. And then he was gone. Then it dawned on me that I was stuck in a glass box with noone to come rescue me. I was going to starve to death and that exactly what he wanted. He wanted me to kill those men but something told me those men was not the danger. he was. I did he's bidding for him. With everything inside me I starred banging on the glass and til finally it did shatter. But what I mistaken as snow was white painted metal covering the window like vines. It had the same thing on the window to the back of me. when I finally realized I was not getting out I woke up.

9 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was Doctor Gregory House and I was showing a video of me debating an atheist to my family. In this dream where I was Dr. House I was also a Christian. I was very excited to show this video.

8 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a nightmare about having a difficult and near-impossible patient encounter in the middle of a test. Normally in med school we have 14 minutes inside the room with a patient, and then another 14 minutes to type up our note about the encounter, and we’re graded on both elements (how we did in the room and how we did on our note). In my dream I was standing in a hallway waiting for clearance to go into the patient’s room. I got a thicker-than-normal door chart to work with, but before I knocked on the door to go in, one of our faculty members stopped me and told me that I had the wrong program up on my computer. She then switched me to an exceptionally complex-looking webpage that I’d never used before that was full of clunky, scattered blue-highlighted boxes with tiny labels that were hard to parse through (which contrasts sharply compared to the normal webpage that only has 4 boxes on it). I thanked her but noticed my time was still ticking down, and then I had to go into the patient’s room but was stopped again by my friend, Delaney, who got out of her OSCE and was holding up a sign that said “If you don’t know something, don’t document ‘didn’t do this,’ instead, document: “unable to assess.” I thanked her and rushed into the room with only 8 minutes left. Inside I saw a patient who appeared to have a white coat, tie, and glasses on (he looked like a doctor). I introduced myself as Student Doctor Matt Coyne, and asked him what was going on. I then realized that I didn’t open the thick door chart and that I should probably take a look at that. But instead of talk, the patient started scribbling on the bed that he was sitting on. He wrote 6 things and I was reading along. The patient wrote: “Need a birth certificate to prove to my professor;” “Balantosis,” and a few other things that I couldn’t remember. He appeared normal but wouldn’t say anything. Then the director of clinical skills came into my encounter, and sat down in the corner of the room, scribbling notes on a clipboard, and watching a timer closely that I couldn’t see. I tried to continue my patient encounter and then my friend, Delaney comes into the room. She starts talking to the patient and doing a physical exam, so I stand back and wonder “Holy shit, I’m going to fail, am I allowed to use Delaney’s physical exam, or am I expected to do my own?” I walked over to the director and asked: “Hey, so does this count towards my time?” She nodded, indicated back to the patient and said “You have to leave as SOON as Ultrasound gets here (because for some reason the first years were having an ultrasound demonstration in the room that my test was scheduled in). So I thought “Oh no…how much time do I have left?” I ran back over to the patient and Delaney and said “Okay, I need to do this NOW. Can you sit up for me?” The patient sat up and then started wandering around the room. Delaney gave me a “you shouldn’t have done that,” look, and I went “Sir, can you PLEASE let me do this?! I don’t have much time left!!” He refused to sit down and the overhead announcement came over: “Time is up.” I had to exit the room and start my note. As soon as I stepped outside the scene changed to an outdoor patio overlooking a relatively peaceful green grass-covered field. I had to type up my note on a tiny laptop screen with a keyboard that was falling apart, and I spent all of the 14 minutes trying to locate the right section to type in. I eventually found a few of the correct boxes but realized that I got next to no history, didn’t do a physical exam, didn’t give a diagnosis, didn’t get through a plan, so I barely typed anything. I remember thinking “I’m about to go before a committee and get dismissed from medical school again. How the hell did this happen in my BEST subject?!” And the dream ended.

24 Sep 2024

Dream

I had like a growth growing in my mouth and someone that I kind of knew I was like hi Hannah how are you? The guy I was something like Patrick but not, he was like yeah can I have a hug? It was a guy from the school I went to in 6th-8th grade irl. And high school. But I was never friends with him. He was always nice tho. I hugged him and he was like I hope you’re feeling better . And I was like, yeah, I am … I had something in my mouth that made it hard to talk. I needed to push it to the right side in order to talk. And then I like, noticed that the thing in my mouth was only attached by a little thread and then I like moved it all the way to the left and it broke off and then there was a bit of blood inside my mouth I could taste. and then I couldn’t talk much because I was trying to be like so much better and everything is good now (vs back in 2019 when I got sick and then fired irl) and I didn’t want him to see that I was bleeding. I Kind of like just couldn’t talk much and I just had to go and I wandered off I feel like we were walking where we used to live irl - at lasalle drive in judson heights. Irl it’s a rich place where my dad bought land before the area was developed, he hired contractors built our family house. And my mom divorced him years later and left that house. He was really broken and devastated and died not soon after. That’s all irl. And then put it (the thing that came from my mouth- that felt like a growth or like skin) in a jar. I wanted to show my doctor. I had spit it out on my bed and it was kind of moving by itself, a little bit- just a turn, but I wasn’t sure. When I put it in a jar, I got the feeling that it was trying to break out and that it couldn’t breathe. It was kind of like an amoeba shape, but there was two of them, and it was encased in like some gel. But it was like kind of two dimensional. It was just a shape and it was like red, inside some clear like yellowish chill. It spread out like liquid in the jar.

22 Sep 2024

Dream

A known female doctor talking to me about a better opportunity of job, she was asking me if I was ok with my actual position, then, there was my father drinking alcohol and breaking a cup.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream was about me auditioning for a small part in a live tv show. I was getting ready for the part and then I realized some of my scalp was showing so I tried to hide it with the rest of my hair, it worked for the most part. You see I have a hair disease and no one knows where it came from, my doctors are still trying to figure it out. So I was just about to head out when I heard yelling, both of the actors who play the main characters were yelling at each other, you see they were dating in real life and on tv, but it looked like they were going to break up. The girl named Bridget but in the show is named gale, ran out and told one of the stage helpers to let the produce know she’s not coming back. I sort of opened the door and walked by the boy, his name is Tyler but in the show he’s Bryan, I walked a little fast and he looked at me strange. I went out on stage and saw the guy whisper in the producers ear about “gale” gone, he was really angry and freaking out. Then he noticed me and asked why I was there and I said for the auditions and that I wanted to be one of the extras in the show, then he noticed my hair which everyone always does and asked one of the makeup artists to put a wig on me so he could see me better, he put a black wig on when I’m a brunette. I asked him why but he didn’t answer, he gave me a scoot and told me to try it out, it went well. The producer was thinking and whispering to the other judges, he smiled and said I was going to be the new “gale” which I freaked out because that’s a main role and I’m not so great at being in front of the tv all of the time. I told him that and he said that I wasn’t going to be gale cause I didn’t look anything like her but that I was going to become Bryan’s new friend/girlfriend instead and that we were going to let Tyler know now. They took my wig off and he was shocked and didn’t like the plan at all, he didn’t like how I looked at all and that he didn’t even know me at all either. The producer gave us a week to get to know each other more and Tyler still didn’t like the idea and he went with it. A couple days later he told me that he might know a way to fix my hair but wasn’t sure if it would work and if he was allowed to use it. Turns out his father has this cream that he uses to make sure his hair doesn’t fall out since he’s getting old. He brought me to his house and introduced me to his mom and she was astounded that he brought a girl home, turns out he never brought Bridget to his house before, right away she thought that I was his girlfriend. I hid behind him cause I got really shy and embarrassed when she said that, Tyler explained to her what the situation was and asked where his dad was. His mother told him he’s in his den like always, turns out his father was a scientist and loved to make things that weren’t invented yet. We went down there and I asked Tyler if it was ok to be in his den, he said hopefully he doesn’t get mad about it. I saw him and his things I was shocked they were so cool, Tyler asked his dad about the cream while I hid behind him again then he told me to show him my predicament and then let us try and use it, Tyler’s father let us know that it should work in a couple hours. Tyler and I just hung out around the house talking and I was fidgeting the whole time cause I was shy and his house was really big. After a couple hours I was told to go wash my hair and see if it worked. It truly did work and I was so excited I accidentally hugged Tyler and his father which made me blush completely, the mother was freaking out excited because I hugged Tyler and she whispered in Tyler’s dads ear and then Tyler’s ear. Tyler started to blush and said that he didn’t know me very much yet, I grabbed his arm and asked him what they were talking about but he said to mind my own business so I let go and went to look in the mirror again. The next couple days before the first show I was going to be in I was having panic attacks and my mom was worried about me so she said maybe I shouldn’t do it but I had already said yes and I need to try and get out of my shell. I went to Tyler’s house everyday and we talked a lot and told each other things about ourselves which helped each other laugh. Behind us was Tyler’s parents just smiling and hoping we would get together because turns out Tyler hasn’t been this way in a long time, Tyler’s parents told me that and I then kind of hoped he would ask me out. We did our first show I kind of messed up a little bit where I stopped to think about my next line but managed to get through the whole show. Tyler lifted me up and said that I was great and he said he was surprised that I did good on the first day. The producer came over and said he was happy and asked if I could do it now for the rest of the show and I said yes. When we went back to our makeup rooms Tyler and I were giggling then he stopped for some reason, he hugged me really tight and it was surprising because it was usually me who hugged him first. He offered to take me back to his place again because I guess it was a fancy dinner night. After food he showed something I hadn’t seen yet and it was on a balcony which I’m not good with heights so I was kind of scared, he asked me to take his hand and then showed me the coolest thing ever which I was like crying. I turned around to say thank you and he then asked me if I’d be his girlfriend which then my mouth was like to the ground shocked because I thought he was just getting to know me cause the producer told him too cause at first he didn’t like me at all. I said sure that would be nice and then he kissed me.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at the dermontologost trying to get my warts treated. The nurse didn’t seem to understand the OTC solution she was suggesting was more damaging to the healthy skin around the warts than the warts themselves. They did suggest I get a blood test to determine if it was a viral infection. A woman at the office was trying to get her mother treatment, and the office workers kept mixing our paperwork up.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I was pregnant. I was with Carson and we were talking about what the name would be, I got to choose if it was a girl, he got to choose if it was a boy. I didn't like the name he picked out, and since we already had one kid (from a previous dream) that was a boy, and if this was a boy, maybe I would get to choose. He reluctantly agreed. I went into labor so we went to the hospital. The doctors were clearing out a special room for me but no one would tell me why, but the doctor said it was so they could fit more people in there so they could watch. When I finally got to the room, they were taking out the normal bed and replaced it with an archaic wooden table with straps. I asked the doctor what was going on. He said I didn't have a cervix and that was rare and he wanted people to watch. I was freaking out because I didn't like the wooden table. My mom showed up and tried to calm me down. I kept freaking out because I didn't know what was going on. Finally, a female doctor came in to see what was wrong and I told her I didn't want to give birth like this. After a few minutes of discussion, she decided she was going to take over instead of the other doctor, and she brought in a normal hospital bed and took out the wooden one. I was laying on the bed and asking the doctor questions (it was established that we've been acquaintances since elementary school). I asked her if I was gonna be able to push out the baby without a cervix. She said we'll figure it out. My mom wasn't happy with that answer, but I told my mom I trusted this doctor. The doctor told me that it's good I have a second kid now because the first one wasn't getting stimulated enough. (From a previous dream, I had someone else watch him and as far as I knew, he only stayed in one room of the house. I realized I hadn't seen him in so long and I was questioning if I was good enough to even have another kid) I gave birth fairly easily, but after a few moments of crying, the baby stopped and he couldn't breathe. They tried clearing his airways and I asked my doctor if this was my fault. She told me no and that this is just a complication that happens sometimes.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was being taught by a famous doctor about how to become a doctor myself. There was a boy there that was in a wheel chair and no one took him seriously because they thought he wouldn’t be fast enough. Then there were these other guys that just interrupted our class and said that we all were coming with him and if we don’t there’ll be bad consequences. They brought us to a small hospital in a small town where there was barely any people in. There was a really rich guy who was sick and no one at all could figure out what was wrong with him at all. Our doctor teacher told us we needed to give him some ideas on what it could be. But then two crazy people came out of nowhere, one that could run really fast like the flash, and the other who was strong and can fly like superman. Everyone else in the class was running around crazy while I and the boy in the wheelchair helped our teacher look for what made him so sick and then I figured it out and gave it to our teacher, he was very greatful and said I was his favourite. We super duper put some stuff in the rich guys body and started running away from the super evil guys that were trying to stop us from saving the rich guy. We found some bikes and all of us tried to get on them together but some of us just had to run. The boy in the wheelchair couldn’t run like we were because of the mud on the ground cause it just stopped raining. I ended up falling of the bike because I had troubles holding on properly, the boy in the wheelchair saved me in the nick of time before the evil superman got me, I don’t know how he got me so fast and it was still muddy I thought he couldn’t go through it. He said to me that he found some better wheels that had more grip on them and wanted to catch up on us to be with us. I said thanks for saving me and he kinda blushed and said no problem. So I went to hop off and start running again to catch up with everyone but he said to stay on his lap and he could get us there, but I was worried I’d be too heavy for him to go fast with his wheelchair. He said that I wasn’t bothering him and he said he had strong arm muscles, winked at me and started to move again. When we caught up our teacher was so relieved that I was ok and that he was worrying about me. To me he felt like a father figure. After managing to get out of the town and losing the evil guys the mini hospital called our teacher and said thank u for saving his life we got rid of the weird ones and put them in a cell that they can never get out of. I told my friends what the boy in the wheelchair did for me and I think that I kind of have a crush on him now. Everyone was surprised how he managed to get here with us and apologized for laughing at him in the classroom. The righ guy told his team to come pick us up and bring us home.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in out apartment with vance. He was getting our the shower and his chest was peeling. He applied some lotion it, the condition improved. The next day he was peeling even more down his arm. And chest now. I told him to apply cortisone on it. I said, we can scrub off ass much of the dead skin as possible but you need a steroid as this could just he a skin fungus or yeast getting out of hand. You may need to do it for several days. He wouldn’t listen. I explained this happened to me before on top of my eye. The doctor gave me a strong steroid for a few days then recommended cortisone if it returned before it gets bad. Vance wouldnt listen and his entire chest and arms were pealing