Leader

9 Sep 2024

Dream

there was some kind of sickness taking over. We were all in college or some kind of boarding school. The man I was dating seemed like the bad guy until we realized he was hiding away and sneaking around because he was trying to find an antidote. There was some kind of underground bunker underneath my father’s house. It wasn’t my dad (cam) but someone with a lot of power. He had a lot of money. If I told him to buy me a watch he would, and he did. I would arrange for me and my friends and my boyfriend to meet underneath the bunker. We started forming ways to see people that are sick, and figure out how to cure them. I began forming ways of a quick antidote so we wouldn’t have to drag everyone to the bunker every time. I don’t know if it was rival kingdoms or politics, but there was another powerful man who would frequently stop by the school. I think he was the one getting everyone sick. It wasn’t just like a mini sickness, it was like black, seeps into your system and kills you kind of sickness. I also remember it seemed like my boyfriend was trying to flirt with my best friend when we were all voting for someone to become the leader of something for school.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in a musical scene. I was wearing my black gothic dress with fishnets and Doc martens and I was in a grand white mansion with gothic architecture. I was surrounded by outcasts, weirdos and misfits and they were all singing ‘One Normal Night’ from the Addams Family musical. I was singing a bit too but I looked like the leader of this get together and I stood tall on the main balcony with stairs as people were dancing on tables and swinging on chandeliers. It felt strangely good.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

It was a nice overcast day at the house i grew up in. I was outside in the ally-way and There was a group of people looking for a place to practice their music. They were dressed like a mix of differnt music style but all of them were nice. I remember leaning into "the leader" and hold him they can practice in the ally-way on the side of the property. "My mom dosnt come out very much" he agreed and they were setting up. I walked away with my purse and keys in hand towards a car.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m in Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint, a super meta webnovel that takes place in the apocalyptic Korea where some extraterrestrial beings have taken over, leans heavily into a lot of the tropes present in other Korean/Chinese/Japanese webnovels I’m in an underground tunnel/pathway that connects stations or whatever, following the leader of the group I decided to stick with(the one with Kim Dokja, the protag with all the knowledge about the world building of the novel and the system of the whole death game that the extraterrestrials have set up for their entertainment and nourishment to watch) There’s rats, dingy wetness, carcasses and bloodstains on the wall Once we get out to the ground level we’re basically going about on some kind of a traditional courtyard thing with bushs and trees of azaleas, camellias, Sharon’s Roses, baloon flowers, etc.(many plants native to China, Korea and/or Japan) Looks a bit like the Imparial Palace of Kyoto and other historical villas and gardens in the city We see three beautiful and busty women naked by one of the bushes, caressing each other’s butts and such in a rather sexual manner One is abashed, the other one caressing the first one’s ass seems rather lecherous about it, the third is caressing the second woman lightly and sort of eyeing the first two down lustily Obviously the people in my group are either weirded out, flustered or just enjoying the view while keeping a low profile I’m just sort of lusting over them without showing much external reaction The men in my group are curious or weirded out by my silence Kim Dokja is too buzy strategizing or just unemotionally nodding in approval

1 Aug 2024

Dream

Going on a hike around the hills/mountains of cherry blossoms and Chinese fantastical marshland that looks similar to the ones from Genshin Impact(Dihua marsh) It also looks a bit temperate-tropical like Izu/Itou People from my 5, 6-7th grade classes moving in friend groups and cliques I’m walking mostly alone or am congersing with one-two individuals Mists and clouds making the scenery immaculate, the whole area looks a bit like origami paper craft(Tengami-esque, another game with focus on ambience that I like) One of which being Mayuka, a close friend I spent a lot of time with once Fumié from the previous dream moved school and went out of picture We’re talking abt how she operates as a politician/leader of a country in a conference, or just how she would interact in general with other leaders She’s basically talking shit about all the ways she could shut them down by using her perceived meekness/naïveté when it comes to lingo/etiquettes/faux pas in the world of politics and diplomacy She makes comments about Le Penn and a few other French, German, English or American politicians like Nanci Pelosi, Macron, Boris Johnson, etc. Talking about how she would shut them down when they’d start talking in this patronizing way or once they assume that she doesn’t know better ‘Those fascist pigs’ she calls them(she’s always been a rather passionate, honest speaker but I never rly heard her talk abt politics irl)

31 Jul 2024

Dream

Last night I had the most amazing dream. 1 was at work, but not work as it is today in the new office as a contractor, but in the old office building like when I was a salaried employee, who was a part of the EY family, with my own personal space, (this was the version of my job where I was the happiest). I wasn't doing anything, just going about my work, when I was approached by one of the managing partners, apparently they had read something I'd written or heard something I'd said during a meeting they wanted me to explain it further in a companywide conference call. 1 had something to do with Dietrich Bonhoeffer bringing together my seminary training with my real world work experience. It turned out this partner was part of the Bonhoeffer Society which probably explains why they understood the significance of what I had said. And now they asked me to be a part of an online discussion and explain my thoughts with staff from other offices. I went to my tube and sat down I was surrounded by laptops open with screens showing people from different offices, but not only this a group had gathered around my cube to hear this meeting as well. did my best to get through my thoughts with the man interviewing me from the main screen. He was a black man with a salt and pepper afro and a roundish pleasant face. I remember adjusting the screen and switching monitors so people could see and hear me properly as I shared my thoughts. There were constant questions from people standing around the cube, so I couldn't honestly tell you if I ever finished what I was trying to say in the interview, but they were all such good question coming from people who were truly engaged with my ideas. I knew that nobody was disappointed, least of all me. After this meeting an older woman approached me and asked if we could speak somewhere more private I said yes, and took her into the tax processing/reprographics room that is at the center of the office, the door is very close to my old desk. Less people walk through there. The first question out of her mouth is "if you could do anything you wanted and time and money were not an issue, what would that be?" I moved our location a couple of times, so I we could hear each other better, because I knew something amazing was about to happen and I wanted to hear what she was saying fully and wanted her to be able to hear me, 1 knew this was important, 1 was about to get some amazing lifechanging offer. All of my thoughts and ideas which I've had but never realized came flooding to my mind. She explained that I had never been a leader before, until now, but all of that was about to change, and I would have people who cared about my ideas helping me to make them happen because they believe in them and they believe in me. This dream is a picture of my ideal life, where 1 am seen, heard, understood, and respected. Where people think 1 matter - it is the exact opposite of my waking reality. I woke up feeling euphoric, wondering if life could ever be that good, and how long 1 could enjoy this feeling before the afterglow of my dream is sapped by the realities of my everyday existence.

28 Jul 2024

Dream

Barbie movie but make the casts the world leaders and favorite characters????

4 Jul 2024

Dream

i dreamed i was taken from a school, and woke up at a school with people who had powers. i knew some of the people there. after a bit, were brought to the middle of the wild to survive. the thing is there’s this really big bird who will target us. so while we tried to survive, there was this dude who was also a student who was like a lady who’s really importants son basically lead us. At one point, the bird came close to our area so everyone was panicking because the bird could get us from our base. because of this, i tore the wire from some of the walls and ran towards a section of the base and started wrapping it to try and make a roof, everyone also tried to help but i lt didn’t work. me and the son of the important leader started to both kinda take control of things even though he wasn’t happy about it and ignored me. i decided to take the wires (again) and use a rock to forge them together and create a axe. i asked who wanted to cute down a tree and the important leaders son raised his and and smirked and said “me.” so i tossed it to him. I woke up after this but im pretty sure me and him were gonna fall in love.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

Dreamed I was in a group of people playing some kind of game. Something happened to our lock picker, who instantly died. One of the other people got sick and needed to brush their teeth. One of the others was being rude and keeping then from brushing their teeth and were threatening the other person when I, wanting to avoid confrontation, quickly made a makeshift brush. The person thanked me and brushed their teeth. With guidance from a leader we made it to the next section of the game. We were to gather the right items. They called for a friend's boyfriend named Copper. She was about to step forward when a different leader was going to teach us something. One of the players said something really rude to him. He got so angry he left for a different group of people and started torturing them. I could hear cries fro help and screams. As this was happening our leader was getting us all out of the area. I was visably shaking and crying in fear, but my leader said "Its okay Julia, Ive got you, we're headed home." And led me to a group of pipes we were all climbing. I woke up.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

In a group of like 20 people and we’re supposed to go skydiving. I’m terrified they’re looking for other group leaders but no, I don’t even know if I’m going to be able to do this. At the same time, Steve Schwartz is talking about Kenna who just died at the college. Announcing her memorial and some other People I don’t know who they are, but they’re doing this nice thing about all our kin and native languages.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

okay I had a dream that I was on a port ship and I was looking ahead in the corner of my eye to my right I saw Lucutus so when I seen Lucutus he was he seemed like he was at war with himself like some kind of internal struggle I don't know how to explain it but it was just you just kind of feel that vibe for some reason anyhow I went back into some kind of pod where we regenerate and I for some reason let out this cry that sounded like a kitty cat and then howling like I was a puppy dog I don't know why but then afterwards I thought I woke up and I saw that there was a war zone and some guy came over towards my left shoulder and he seemed like he was a leader of some kind of resistance. Come on let's go let's go we ain't got time wake up let's go let's go grab your gun grab your stuff let's go so I went with him and he told me and our group to stay and for some reason I looked over the bunch of rocks with the pigs like very far back like I think about a half a mile back but anyhow I saw like some kind of machine that just had like these tentacles and they hooked on to them and I never heard a man screaming so much pain and agony everybody just flinched I wanted to run but people were just there's like a bunch of hands laying down it was just weird then I woke up again and I was on the Enterprise I was staring myself in the mirror and it was like I saw myself and there was some kind of thing that looked like a zit and it grew into my stomach and it was I was just almost about to explode into two then I woke up I was on this table and I was about to run look like some kind of cave I was trying to run and run but this guy he looked like you was really huge bald head piercing blue eyes came up with flying to me and and he had like dark skin for like a Hispanic but he had some black features as well but anyhow I woke up and he told me I was I was having those reoccurring nightmares again he said don't worry I'm I'm not here to hurt you or anything so I woke up from this table that's like I guess it was supposed to be a bed so I went with him and for some reason my gut instinct was telling me he's armless so I did follow him and I sat on some kind of concrete like couch it was nothing fancy but I guess the Easter Island so we just sit there we shut the breeze

27 May 2024

Dream

I'm a school, shouting everyone to shut up. I'm a leader of that class. It's my childhood school. It's a place ( nalo, boto tree) doing wizard stuffs. It's aunty ( sebeti aata) house, I saw the watch and it's 2.40 pm, I'm in hurry cause I have a meeting with madam at 3. Said to someone drop off me at bus stand. Subham called me because Rashmi didn't picked up. I called, picked and Said I'm in conference chamber, she saw me through video call, it was very empty. No one there.