Music

11 Nov 2024

Dream

I’m not sure where we were but I know the dream started when I could hear the music where I fell asleep. The song “Just Got Started Lovin’ You” by James Otto. Suddenly I see myself and I look like I did at 19. I was a healthy weight but the same age I am now, wearing the clothes I use to wear. I was also with a friend I met in high school but lost contact with right after high school until recently and we were dancing as though we were out at a bar or club-somewhere fun. This same friend has also shown interest in him and his wife bringing me into a polyamorous scenario recently as well. I seemed genuinely happy for a change too. The song ended and I woke up.

10 Nov 2024

Dream

i was in my new “room” but wasn’t my actual room, I then had a friend over about music and was meant to do music with them but we ended up having some sexual interaction but then my old abuser came barging in shouting and we stopped. Long story short, I was also applying for a graphic design job to a clothing agency, I had sketches and all and it was never going through, the application was saying error or something but i kept applying. I then went to a block party and Zendaya was there - we were talking and i explicitly said “i know being a black woman you have to do all this stuff and be the best at everything and i love your acting and that’s what makes you stick, but i’d love to see you down a runway” we were talking and she was so sweet, then her boyfriend Tom Holland came and basically she asked if i could have his jumper and he was like “no?” and she then looked at me and was like “we’ll get you a boys jumper!” and then walked away. Then cut scene into the dream, we were at another part of the party and Central Cee was there, and he was asking people if they wanted to come to the studio, me and my music friend rushed over and saw there was a group of girls. i then said, “i’m here for the music and the music only” they let us join. While we were waiting for Central Cee to get the cars, I saw Zendaya again and we walked up to each other and held each others hand and squealed like we were old friends - we then spoke for a bit then I started singing some Beyoncé songs on a mic and everyone loved it.

6 Nov 2024

Dream

I was in school and my favorite teacher was teaching us. I was sitting next to my best friend in class and all of the sudden my teacher put on the song “love is an open door” and me and my best friend were singing together in a Duett (its kind of our song in waking life). And I was so nervous and uncomfortable the whole time because of my favorite teacher, (fyi in waking life another teacher made a false accusation about me and since then my fav teacher and I aren’t talking anymore which really bothers me because he was like a father to me and a few days ago I send him an email drunk that it really bothers me that he doesn’t talk to me anymore and that I tried to kill myself but he ignored the email. After the song was over he passed out cookies to everyone but I said I didn’t want one and he said “just take one they’re delicious” and I said that they look disgusting and all of the sudden the cookie turned into bread and then I woke up

5 Nov 2024

Dream

On October 10, 2025, Aimee packed summer clothes to pack in Minnie Mouse suitcase, soaring by spring-like in October weather in 87 degrees because it's very toasty outside for jeopardizes America Sale at The Pool Place commercial on Wednesday's Chicken & Noodles meal at Siskin Pre-school are mentioned. It's not even chilly, because it's 1998 outside for the record breaking tie are baking outside from 1910. Aimee packed various shirts featuring Rugrats: Kimi, Tinker Bell, Betty Boop, The Little Mermaid (1989), Halloween Mickey Mouse, Snoopy, Alice in Wonderland (1951), Mickey Mouse alongside 8 pairs of capris, Halloween socks, underwear, bras, Halloween earrings, makeup, deodorant, body wash, shampoo, conditioner, pouf, soap, bows, Red perfume and Sesame Street pajamas, because we're going to spent 8 nights at Rockford hospital in Rockford, Illinois from October 11 to 20 with Disney's Encanto playlist. Aimee asked to go back home in October 20 with The Gibbens cat, Storm meowing as a melancholy. On October 12, 2025, despite baking outside, we visited Art & Renee and cats, Verity & Sophia Gibbens. On October 13, 2025, we visited Mount Rushmore especially 91 degrees outside is wearing a ponytail. Aimee cried because I wanted fall clothes for the trip. On October 19, 2025, she wears ponytails because it's baking outside until October 31, 2025.

3 Nov 2024

Dream

My friend Jenny and I were hanging out at my house. It was just us. I had a Bluetooth speaker and played 867-5309/Jenny by Tommy Tutone many times. We sang it every time. A few weeks ago I was singing that song to her just to make her laugh. Now she likes that song. How can you not? It’s a great song.

3 Nov 2024

Dream

i listen to myself talking to music to try to go back to sleep. i made connections using the memory of the day to form lyrics

1 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was at a theme park and I used all of my money to get into the theme park. And then when it was time to leave, we noticed that you had to pay $15 in order to leave the park. And there was a long line of people trying to get out because we didn't realize we had to pay $15 to get out. And not only myself, but two other people were very angry about it because we did not have money to get out of the park. I didn't know what I was gonna do and then my dream switched over to me being in a room where we had to give the performance to a man in order to get out to the room and move to the next section. The person in front of me was Allison who I went to school with in high school and we both were in a band and played the flute and there was one more person in front of her my other friend from high school named Marissa who was not in the band but I think she was in choir. I do not know who the man is that we had to perform for, or what we were performing for, or why we needed to perform. But Marissa decided to play a piano piece for her performance. When she got done, the guy who was I guess grading us told her that she did a good job and then Marissa started talking to me. but the way Marissa was talking to me was as if she was hitting on me and so I bent down and whispered into her ear I have three kids and a dog and then she looked very surprised and sat back and I told her I told you and then we both started laughing and then she moved on to the next room that we're supposed to advance to after we passed the performance. Next, it was time for Allison to perform and she decided to do a flute piece. She messed up the first time and then she decided to play something else and she passed. The man said that she can move on to the next part. While she was performing, I was trying to decide what I was going to do because in high school I wasn't the greatest flute player, but I got by and I could read music. Now it was my turn to perform, so I decided to do a flute piece from memory. I actually had the decision between a song from memory and a song that was sewn on a sweatshirt that I had. It was musical notes, and I don't recognize the song in my conscious life, but in my dream life I have seen this song before and have played this song before. The song I had memorized had been a song that I played in marching band so it's stuck and ingrained in my brain and I got like 30 seconds into playing and the person, the man that I was performing for he was like stop stop stop this is great you did an amazing job thank you thank you thank you please move on to the next round and then I started going into the next room where Allison was and we started talking and then I woke up

29 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was with a man who felt like my soulmate, we were dating and vibing to music and in the dream I felt so happy with him

24 Oct 2024

Dream

Another very deep dream. I was with someone and we were really in love. I made a kind of a treasure hunt for him to go on. We went on it together kind of. It was like actually the treasure hunt was on a T-shirt, but there were other things planted around what felt like a school environment. We decided we were gonna be together and we made plans to be together on a Thursday night. Then I remembered that I had plans on Thursday. I was a plus one on a ticket to see this band that was like a mix of Simon Lebon from Duran Duran and some other bands. The other band was The Clash. I had been given the ticket, but it was. I was also gonna be on a like a date, but not a date date it was like they had an extra ticket and I was gonna get it and be sitting next to this person, but we didn’t know each other. Anyway, somehow it was Thursday and I told my boyfriend I had plans that I completely had forgotten about. He was upset. I was like, “oh shoot I’ve got these plans”. I think a family member had set me up with getting the extra ticket. Then suddenly it’s Thursday and my boyfriend and I are standing outside of the event hall and the guy that I have the ticket/date with shows up. I said, “hey I’m your plus one.” He was a very snarky little man who was full of himself. My boyfriend‘s attitude completely changed. He ended up introducing himself to the guy, who was a small, thin man. Then my boyfriend went into this story about it being the anniversary of his father‘s death, and he got very emotional. He basically made me choose between going to the show or being with him and I chose to go to the show because it was Simon Le Bon from Duran Duran. But then I got really upset that I hadn’t chosen my boyfriend and he got really upset that I hadn’t chosen to go with him. And then I became really desperate to prove to him that I loved him. A messenger came to me and told me that my boyfriend wanted to see me in a room 138 or something like that the ballroom that the event was happening in was taking a long time to kick off. So I tried to find him and when I did, he told me how upset he was and How I had to choose again. So I went about trying to find the man with the ticket and let him know that I wasn’t gonna be joining him. So then the dream shifts and within the same facility I was invited to I was having lunch or dinner or something with Cassandra. I think it was Cassandra my stepsister. We got seated at this tall table where the table was taller than our heads and so we could see each other from under the table and we each got a glass of wine and I knew that I was sober, but I tasted the wine, but then I had to go because I had to fix the situation with my boyfriend. When I finally made the choice and caught up to my boyfriend, then everything shifted again and he was so like disrespectful of me like I needed help and he wouldn’t help me like with the laundry. The washing machine was really cool though. The basket was small so you couldn’t put more than three or four items into the basket, but you could see through it. You could see the laundry go through its whole process like after the wash, it would drop the items being cleaned down into another section and then you would use that to dry the clothes and it was really just kind of cool. It was like almost a giant portable washer dryer system. Anyway, Cassandra wouldn’t help me. My dad wouldn’t help me. It just became really frustrating. I had no support after I’d given up the ticket. The atmosphere of the dream was very like solid with gray tones. At one point my dad and I had gone to this market. It was very sparse though. It wasn’t like a market like I’m used to. He could only pick a few items and oh we got to the checkout and the checkout lady completely skipped to my dad‘s order. So she had to pull his one item out of this order that somebody else had made and check him out. He may not have been my dad. It could’ve also been, I don’t know, either my boyfriend or another relative but it could’ve been my dad too.

24 Oct 2024

Dream

We went to Korea and saw a famous ship which was a tourist spot statue. It was the jyp building. I passed the audition online and was choose. To be a trainee. I was only able to speak little Korean. The teacher came and was friendly. I said안영하세요 저는 달시카입니다. We chatted for a bit and then we were about ti go for lunch when the airplanes flew across the sky. It had the flag colors of Korea in smoke. There were many other trainees. Tye teacher made a joke and said a 아까 리아 이렇게 했어. I wanted to ask what she did but didnt know how to in korean. So i said 음… 쟤는… she understood what I meant and showed me. She bowed down to the airplane because she thought we had to do it as a sign. Of respect. Then we went to lunch. At lunch I got my food which was a very small portion of food but I was still happy. I walked around the canteen trying to find a seat. But everything was taken up. Then I found one seat but it was beside a bunch of Korean trainees. I went to the seat and said very softly 여기 먹을 수 있어요? They were resply cold, mean and shy but nodded yes. I ate and afte rthat walked around the builiding. I saw it was really dark. I was happy that my dream of being an kpop idol was coming true. I saw groups practicing in the huge practice rooms. I then went to a room that was white in color filled with trainees and teachers. My teacher came to me and we sat down. She told me its a personal quiz. In that activity I pasted a music genre from a newspaper cut out. She asked me 너 아메라칸 펖도 좋아해? I said 아니요. 케이팝 좋아요. Then after that we went to our dorms. W had to sleep on the floor. There were all koreans and exchange trainees. We slept. I keot thinking about how my dream of being a Kpop idol was about to come true.

23 Oct 2024

Dream

Had a small home almost like a studio apartment, but a house the bedroom was not in the main area, but it was very tight. I decided to have friends over but it was just a small group. It was myself Caitlin, and another individual who I don’t know who it was , then Brandon showed up odd because we don’t hang out and I haven’t seen him in a very long time. We were having a conversation when Caitlin and the other girl decided they needed to leave. Brandon said he was going to leave but he had a ride there for him so he was leaving his car at my house and that they would be back and when I looked out the window, the ride picking him up was Jackson and Jordynn, these are individuals that I am not close with but I know them Jackson used to and I do miss that friendship when they left Family showed up at my house for the party and then some friends and my husband and then Jackson and Brandon came back, but Brandon left Jackson sat on the loveseat under a tall island counter was pushed up against it, and I saw on the other side of the couch. We were listening to music and talking multiple times. I got up randomly to go do something in the back room or help a kid or help someone with a drink And just stay on the couch ask for a change of music so I get changed to country. There was an intense amount of eye contact and even though we were talking, there was something that wasn’t being said I could feel the tension of something that needed to be said, but wasn’t and then I woke up.

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I saw old friends from high school and grade school: Jubal, Kat, and a few I didn’t recognize. They were following me up a mountain on car but I was scared it was someone after me who wanted to hurt me. I was scared when they got out of the car because I couldn’t see their faces since their headlights were in my eyes. Once I saw them I was elated and we caught up over some soup. It was soup I made but they gave it to me as a gift. The music they had going from their phone was not the mood, so I recommended they put on a rock band with similar vibes, but way better. Then I had the idea to open a restaurant called “What’s on the Menu?” Since my mom always cooked without a recipe growing up, but it always turned out delicious, it would be a restaurant where the cook made 3 dishes all from scratch with no recipe. It was nice to see everyone even though I had a falling out with each person there. Idk why they were there wanting to talk but it felt nice and comforting.