Acting

2 Nov 2024

Dream

上演一部舞台劇，一部有點年代的家庭倫理劇，我是飾演一位在婚姻出軌被老婆發現，然後老婆殺掉兒子，向我報仇的角色。 其實我並沒有背好舞台劇的故事脈落，但是突然間就要來一個預演。我在後台等待的時候，只是打開自己的筆記，看着自己的對白，而我的筆記裏並沒有其他人的對白，所以其實我並不會知道何時到達我的出場和如何跟對方在演繹上對接。 我在台面聽到他們吵吵鬧鬧，劇情危急，所女人我亦是憑直覺走到預備的空間等待自己的進場。台面非常空曠，充滿煙霧，暗綠暗藍色的燈，還有聲音在麥克風裏變得非常之散開。 在預演之前，老師看得出來我有點悶悶不樂，他叫我趴在地下，幫我推開膊頭和心胸的緊繃，我脫了上衣趴在地下，只餘下一件束胸上衣，他說，有些事情只能透過時間去推動，再多的苦惱也無補於事，只是庸人自擾。

19 Oct 2024

Dream

I acted like I knew it was a dream telling my dream characters that they were my dream characters and but I wasn't lucid. It was like it was just the dream my mind decided to play. I remember being amazed when talking to them about their memories and that they remembered other dreams but I can't remember any details. I think I thought that I had multiple dreams but it was just one so when they remembered between dreams it was just bc it was all in the same dream. But I had a girlfriend and it was a girl from my high-school who used to flirt with me in my computer class. I remembered controlling the attitude and thoughts of people in the dream. There was a moment where a group of my dream characters ran to me across a small wooden bridge and I wanted to be alone with my gf so it told them they liked me so much but they wanted to run from me likeba game and then they did. I specifically remember the face of the child I told that to as he was the closest in to me in the group and he ran back over the small wooden bridge looking back smiling. Me and the girlfriend were walking together a lot in the dream and I believe we met at a party in an apartment. We were in bed once but no sex, just laughing and enjoying each other's company.

10 Oct 2024

Dream

Spa trip to what looks like the hotel my and my auntie’s family stayed at during the Kansai trip in the New Years It also looks like the spa facility close to my house(Asakusa) Teal bath space tiles, fogs from the showers I’m here with either my former crush(Fumié) or my aunt living in Italy We’re talking about the kind of food we want for lunch while we bathe/shower to bathe naked in the shared space(this is a Japanese spa facility we do not gaf we all get naked in onsen/spa) I mention a pasta of some kind, genovese or some green, lemony stuff The scene vacillates between this spa and us walking through the streets of Ura-Asakusa(near Senzoku, where my great uncle lives), ‘thee downtown’ vibes We’re not looking for lunch it seems but we are looking for a place to eat at, or something Everything is teal and cloudy Scene changes and now I’m back at the hotel the spa was in Now it looks like the retro futuristic beachside inn from GATTCA, the one with the classic car; the one the heroine and the protagonist had sex in I wake up before daybreaks, right next to my lesbian crush naked Everything is blue; it’s the blue hour It seems we are in the middle of a school trip, the members the same as the one from my 6th grade school trip I wait till they wake up We get ready and such, get dressed Scene changes again and now we’re at a theater The lighting is dim and incredibly blue We’re going to be acting something out apparently, but we are to remain in the seats until instructed otherwise I get the role of a ‘mad’ king, the protagonist with a lover Very Macbeth-like Again the scene vacillates between me on stage being caught in the crossfire of arguments between the other ‘actors’ and that of me sitting in the seats being handed what looks like a Hartford pistol A few others(7-9 people) are handed something similar, but while theirs at least look somewhat camouflaged to seem like cameras and other tools, mine is completely undisguised, straight up just firearm We disassemble and reassemble the parts while the act goes on Soon it’s the intermission The slideshows on the screen turns blue and white along with the flag of Israel As the hosts fill the intermisisoon period with their ‘talkshow’-esque presentstion most of us with the ‘guns’ are called to come forward to the stage And all of us just so happened to ve in a vehement disagreement with the way Israel is moving about in the Middle East We all exchange smug looks before going down the audience hall I’m just about to finish reassembling my gun but I don’t manage to pick up the parts I dropped in my seat so I can only return the half-assembled stuff to its original owner We go thru the stage curtains and it directly leads to some lush, raining countryside somewhere in Kyuushu It looks also like Senjogahara wetlands in Nikko, Tochigi Rice paddies, thick Koku-do(‘Country’s Road’; equivalent to the ‘Route No.~’s in the US) Being led to some kind of a well, outdoor It’s roofed with stone tiles, and beside it is the big road There’s a statue/artwork of a lone girl looking out towards the big road The explanation stone tablet says that it has to do with the Olympics in Tokyo around the 50’s Some kind of a legend about the girl who faithfully waited for her ‘Idaten(athlete runner?)’ to come home

3 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream where the black tar in it was literal acid, it was eating my bed and my bedding stuff. I also dreamed that it tried to eat me and was burning my flesh after I fell in. After, there was this whirlpool that me, my mom and my mom's boyfriend we're going down but me and my mom's boyfriend got out. I didn't see how he or I got out but we were both walking around. I didn't see if Mom got sucked down or got out. Then as I was walking there was the famous celebrity Patrick Stewart just talking in third person about himself, he was acting like an impersonator and didn't look fully like himself.

29 Sep 2024

Dream

In my dream i was being explained to by somone vocieless - that i need to do my affirmations like Mohammad Ali. And i saw him bold, and sining about himself. And his passion. And i had a vision of markong waynes wanting to let his hair grow long and he had started dreadlocks. But the message was this was the way to do it.

9 Sep 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I did a PRINCE tribute sgow and called it QUEEN 😂 It was wonderful

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I was working as an actor at Nordhoff High School, where a new film was being filmed. The setting was post-apocalyptic like Fallout, and most of the school was underwater. Whoopi Goldberg and other famous directors were working on the film shoot. I was an extra and didn’t expect to be featured that heavily, but I was shocked and full of pride and excitement when I noticed the directors following me around with the camera in an effort to capture as much of my work as possible. In the film shoot I was dressed like a mermaid with the coloring of a lionfish. I swam around underwater ruins and had amazing breath control, hardly having to come up for air. I was also able to do graceful dances in my mermaid costume. I felt beautiful and magical, and it also surprised me that I wasn’t afraid of being underwater.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

In this dream, I was Lois Lane from the Superman comics, and I was in an unfamiliar place, a tropical town in a foreign country. I think I was maybe there as a reporter. But then it got weird, when an animatronic version of Dory from Finding Nemo, which was sentient, talked to me. We talked for a while, I don’t remember about what, and then… we kissed? Then the dream skipped back to the street of the tropical foreign town, and Superman flew in wearing all white instead of his Superman costume, he scooped me up and we flew away.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

So I dream that there's this guy outside, dancing with a famous actor I've seen on TV. Then, I remember the guy going to his house, taking his phone out and locking himself up.. he's also acting strange and mumbling...His appearance is not bad looking... Black hair,eyes, mustuch, cloth, he looks Asian and In he's 20's or 30's...But he seems anxious about something....so let's name him Jack Then, he got up and went to the window, and there were these two vendors (men) the other one is short and looks like an Asian let's call him Lee, the same goes with the other guy but he's taller than the other one and let's name him Eli. They're dragging some baggage that I'm guessing they're selling something inside, And so they were called up by Jack and Downstairs Jack bought a piece of bread that Lee and Eli were selling. After that I remember a toy room/shop it's dark inside.... Then outside the classroom... It's also dark and raining a little heavy... And Jack was walking straight ahead with his umbrella.... The air was kind of gloomy and cold... While there are dim lights and so... And I also remember an intense scene with a woman and jack... They're seem to be fighting/arguing.... This woman is kind of familiar... Probably I saw in a series or what... But they're outside and it's probably raining/light rain and I think there's a black car park near them...

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I was teaching a class at this creepy, dark complex somewhere in the Arctic circle, but no one was showing up to class, so I decided to leave. Lots of people were in this main market hub, on a dock right next to a frigid sea. Some of the dream involved me diving into the sea and swimming with ocean creatures, though I don’t think I was actually doing this in the dream but rather just imagining what it would be like. There was a creature like a narwhal that I kept referring to a “sea goat” which was aggressive towards the other local wildlife and being reined in by trained swimmers. I was in awe of this and wanted to witness it for myself. I spent a good deal of the dream imagining swimming with them, which greatly surprised me, because I am terrified of sea creatures and being underwater with them. At some point I imagined giant sea monsters, and was afraid that they would attack beachgoers. Andrew Eiden was there, and I was attracted to him, although he was hanging out with other women who were a lot more attractive to him. We ate dinner together; they were all eating seafood but I declined. I thought about how I could be a much better actor if I would just stop trying so hard, and I told Andrew this and he didn’t indicate if he agreed or not.

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt a friend and I opened up a camel farm but then it wasn’t a real camel but someone just in a camel costume

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was in the Amityville Horror house as a little boy. I walked Into the basement and suddenly saw red exit light and it turned out that it was really a stage for acting. Then I walked out into the front yard and all of the actors were chanting "encour encour" then I started acting out my last scene about flying away. I was waving my arms to fly, but was only acting. In the the dream I vividly heard the sounds of birds flapping their wings.