Piano

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a nightmare my best friend (we’re in high school) killed someone and so I had to go through this long process of killing her for it as revenge because I was forced to even though I didn’t know who it was. And we killed her by a piano falling on her. For some reason I didn’t cry, but my great grandma and my dog somehow also ended up being dead. And I went home, my dad and I talked for a bit and my friend made a group chat. I missed Merideth (the friend I had) and for some reason I could see the ghost of my dog and not her or my grandma, who gave me clothes for high school before she died. (I also remember at the very beginning something about high school being a 2 hours and 44 minute bus ride for me, which I wasn’t complaining about. So eventually I ended up asking my dad why I could see Libby (my dog) and not Merideth (my best friend) ‘s ghost, and he said he didn’t know so I messaged her old account thinking maybe I could get an answer despite her being dead. And she messaged back, “don’t you know, I’m not her….” And I woke up.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I screamed why can't this little girl give me the details of my assault? The father of my child and my father were keeping a little girl who witnessed my betrayal from my family who used me and abused me. It was the women in my family who stepped up to find the missing pieces and as we cleaned the church in purple and white with quarters on the sheets of purple and white this little white girl told me the pieces of the missing puzzle. We only allowed women in and current who tried to come in and take the child back to play the piano for them. Included my father, the father of my child and his friends, and my grandfather tried to stop Mr finding the truth

2 Aug 2024

Dream

I ran into this couple at the airport and I think the woman was the narrator of the audiobook I was listening to in real life. She was brown-skinned and looked exotic, like Mediterranean or Middle Eastern. Her husband was white. Later they came to my sister Emily’s house and had three children with them. I went to sleep on the downstairs couch where I’ve been sleeping for the summer in real life, but the kids got up really early and were very loud upstairs, and sometimes they were coming downstairs to play. I had to go into Tom’s room to try to get some sleep. When I peeked back out into the main downstairs area the kids were playing, the adults were laying on the couch, one kid was playing the piano, and the couches had been completely rearranged. I think someone brought the couches upstairs to create more hang-out areas for Emily’s family and this family. I was really irritated by this time because it was 3am or 4am and this entire family was awake and encroaching on our area. At one point all of them came into our private area of the downstairs. Tom was talking to the two adults and they were asking all these questions about our lifestyle and living in the van, traveling, etc. I thought they were very annoying cause it was too early for all of this. The kids were in our room being loud and causing chaos. One part of the downstairs had these beautiful vintage lamps with lampshades with those long strings hanging down. Beautiful lampshades the kids were playing with and turning off and on. At one point, my phone wasn’t working and had gotten so hot I had to take it out of its case so it could cool off, and I’d taken my earbuds out but even with my earbuds out I could still hear my audio podcast. I couldn’t turn it off and it was a very disconcerting feeling. I was also trying to find my clothes so we could leave this chaotic situation but I couldn’t find the right clothes anywhere. The woman told me her children always woke up at 3 or 4am and she was always exhausted. Finally we were able to leave the house and we went over to Jill’s house to find peace and quiet. The deck was rotted out on one side and we had to avoid it so we didn’t fall through the deck. However, when we turned back around this pitbull dog had fallen through the rotted part of the deck and was scrambling not to fall on these lower beams. I wondered if Tom would try to save this dog or if he was too afraid of dogs. Two times during this dream about the family in our basement and bedroom area woke me up and I was surprised it was a dream and I was sleeping on the couch. I was very disoriented because this dream took place in my current living environment.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

We were in a house and all of a sudden one piano came crashing out of a window and started breaking the ground beneath and then all of a sudden another piano came crashing out of a window and broke it even more and then the ground started falling away from the house and we went inside to grab our belongings and whatever was important to us and then the house started falling and then it finally stopped and then we had to get out of there and all the dirt and water was pouring in from all the cracks in the walls and the floors and we made it out finally and then finally the whole house just sank into the ground.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was dead, and an invisible ghost. I watched to see what people would do upon noticing I was dead and was appalled at what happened: Instead of having a funeral, everyone threw a party! My mom said to everyone how happy she was to not have to take care and homeschool a backtalking crybaby, and went back to work as an acupuncturist. My dad sold my piano and other belongings to buy another house in Vermont, as well as adopt a new son. And my sister was ecstatic to have a new brother, and said that I was the worst brother ever because I didn't play with her all the time. Then my Grandparents also said what they hated about me as everyone cut cake celebrating my death. I cried and went to what was left of my area of the bedroom, and haunted it. Then after a while I woke up and cried.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I have a very faint, partial memory of this dream.. I was playing the piano, my children were there and I was showing them a song, then it was like it zoomed right in on the keys that I was playing. That's all I can remember.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamed that there was an orchestra audition not for me but for other girls. I am already in and my violinteacher is the concertmaster. The conductor says to my violin teacher to lead example by playing the piano. In my mind, I thought that" I can play better and when it is my turn I will play Schubert".

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I was rehearsing for a performance of a song I wrote in real life. I was playing it on the piano but was messing up the notes, so I had to rely on a demo CD of the instrumentals. I was trying to rehearse to that and the CD seemed compromised or recorded over because it was skipping. I was supposed to perform very soon, but I was hiding in a back room trying to sing along to this skipping CD. So I went back to trying to play it on the piano and I started singing a song by an actual music artist and felt like I was ripping off their song. A 90’s-2000’s television was playing Degrassi while I was rehearsing. When I was getting ready to be on stage I put in these hair extensions that were a different color (my hair naturally is black/brown but I dyed it strawberry blonde, and in my dream it was my natural color but the extensions were the strawberry blonde color and it wasn’t matching). Before that, my little brother was helping me do my hair and without me asking, he put extensions of a different hair texture in my hair (curly extensions on straightened hair) and I took them out immediately because it looked bad. I noticed my soulmate and his best friend were front row in the audience where I would’ve performed, the stage was like a festival stage with a ramp in front of it. But I went to the back when I left to rehearse last minute. I just felt so unprepared for this performance.

10 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was in England, on August 11, 2024. I was tired but kept myself awake while exploring Cambridge, Hadrian's wall, and Edinburgh. In Edinburgh, I watched a soccer game, and after that, I wasn't tired anymore! As soon as the game ended, I blinked and was standing in front of a calendar saying the day was August 16. On that day, I saw my friend Riccardo, who is from Sicily (the location that appeared in the dream from yesterday), and went to masterclasses for music. Afterwards I toured London while preparing for my concert, with my friend Riccardo.

27 May 2024

Dream

I was hanging out with my friends and getting ready before going to a birthday party. I drove all my friends and boyfriend in a convertible car to the massive party in a mansion. We all got there and said we would find the birthday girl and I ran into and talked with lots of old friends, finding out they had babies I didn’t know about and catching up on all their lives. I wandered through the massive halls bumping into familiar faces all over. I saw my high school best friend and she was wearing the same outfit as me! We both laughed at that cause it was such an odd colour pairing of neon pink gloves and a neon green mini dress. I found my boyfriend again and he was being a bit grumpy, but powering through the party best he could. Then I found a little room with some kids in it and they asked if I could teach them a song on piano which I did. They tried their best and thanked me and then I went back to the party but couldn’t find any of my friends, just my boyfriend who wanted to make plans to go home to which I said we could stay out late just one night. I tried to find my friends again before waking up. Was a very deep sleep and long detailed dream!

22 May 2024

Dream

so i was on a walk with my dog lola late at night and i saw a fox so quickly was running back home then i saw this little black kid from my street with his dog and i was tryna warn him but then he was running away frim me (cos it looked like i was running at him) but i said it again and he heard me and was running with me and turns out there were two foxes and we were running to my house and then we made it and shut the door as the twi were stood at the gate so the boy had to stay for a bit. i was talking to him on the sofa and he said do u want the big one i was confused i was like whats that and he said oh ive got a car but no lincence to which i said no shit look at the size of you and he asked me about my lessons. then i went upstairs a sec i came back down and theres piano keyboards all lying around and he said theyre passed down from his brother and do i want any i said no. then i saw his janky car outside . then jacek and max came i opened the door for them and they were asking me for a jibberish polish something (some kind of object but it wasnt a real word that i understood) that i didnt have then i asked my mum if i could skip college and she said yes

14 May 2024

Dream

I came home from college for the summer and went back to my church for the first time, and my mom and siblings came with me for some reason, even though my mom does not like that church. I was prepared to help in any way. I just didn't know what needed to be done. I assumed I would be playing the piano as I did every Sunday before I went to college, but no one had mentioned anything about it to me yet. I ended up talking with a few people I knew in the ladies bathroom. Then I flushed my phone down the toilet, and panicked, but I got it back. Then I did a couple things in the kitchen and looked for rice, but there wasn't any, so I dried my phone the best I could. It ended up working perfectly fine afterwards. Then I realized that it was one minute before the service started, so I ran over to the main platform. The other pianist, who is one of my closest older friends, was at the main piano already, so I went to the second piano, but she beckoned me over, and stopped playing and went over to the choir loft. I sat down, but I didn't even know what I was supposed to be playing. I looked at her and asked, and she told me the song, I started to just play a long intro so it wasn't silent, but I motioned to the choir director to wait because I knew I didn't have the music yet. Well, he started the so anyways, so I panicked and played the best I could without music. It was really bad. Then I did some stuff, started crying, his under the piano seat, and stayed there the whole service. Then my ex boyfriend looked at me and made a face of concern. Then he texted me and sent me some videos. He never does that, though we are pretty decent friends still. I was wondering if he was asking if I was okay, but I never looked at the videos to see. Then I woke up.