Aquarium

24 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream starts with me being in some abandoned house with a whole bunch of drug addicts doing drugs and exchanging paraphernalia. Then my mom picks me up from there and on the ride home, I see the sky is extremely blue and there are beautiful white blossoms all over the trees and everything is just vibrant and beautiful and I step out of the vehicle to really take a look and I say this is the most beautiful day I have ever seen in my entire life. and I hear something coming from around the bend so I follow it down and there's this little town from my dreamscape, one that I've been there before and my grandma's there too. A lot of the things are made of gold and like an aquamarine color swirled together with gem stones and marble all very regal and expensive and like they said I guess they were El Dorado hills gold and there's a lot of like Spanish type themes and big rock columns, Mediterranean style too. Again there's that horseshoe shape island with the beautiful homes right there that I've seen before in my other dreams. There are parades with exotic animals and water around everywhere and I am with my grandma and we are having the time of our lives. I reach for my phone to capture the moment and I begin to film but I am very worried about running out of room in my phone or the footage not being captured. Then I notice the water begins to dry up and all of the bright colors begin to fade and and beautiful and exotic animals turn to basic long horn cattle that are charging at us. I run and grab for a tree branch only to be relentlessly pursued by one in particular that keeps coming back and trying to gorge me. I hang on for dear life as the stampede slows down and only the clouds of dust are left. Then I call for my grandma. But she is no where to be found. I frantically call for her and still there is no reply. As I watch the beautiful scenery turn to a dull lifeless dried out desert rather than the vibrant beautiful oasis of life and culture my heart begins to fill heavy as I realize that my grandma is dead and that she was never really there to begin with. But then I reach in my pocket for my phone and I find that there is footage of her there which gives me a feeling of hope and happiness unparalleled by anything else. I frantically try to show everyone and I slowly realize that I am in a lucid dreaming state and that I can control the scenery or the people who are there and what is going on in the dreamscape around me. I bring back the beauty and the exotic animals and vibrant colors and my grandmother and I enjoy the small hidden pocket of life and culture that I have created just for me, even if it’s only for a fleeting moment and even though I know it won’t last. I am still saddened by this but I use it as an opportunity to see my grandma anyway and hold her and love her. Then there are some typed of pages I wrote that blow around in the wind and my ex boyfriend Chuy catches one and sees his name. Unsure and embarrassed about the content I snatch the pages back from him and try to make an excuse as to why they would say his name, I think I claimed it was a list of phone numbers. I begin to go back and forth between this hidden world tucked into the hills of the Altamont pass in my dreamworld and back to the abandoned house where trouble and conflict begin to break loose. I was laying down with Chuy and I said something and some large black man began to try and attack me and punch me but Chuy quickly responded and fought the man and overpowered him. I then began to have conflict with a group of African American girls who I think were related to the man. They out numbered me but I stood tall and firm and told them that they do not want problems with me and I bluffed about having more people to back me up than I really did but it worked and they backed down. Later one through a pancake at me but it looked very delicious and I just wanted to find butter and syrup to eat it. I run into some of my cousins there and the dream somehow takes me to the dining room on my aunt and cousins at my great grandmothers house that used to be a place of stability love and comfort for me growing up. We seem to be arguing about something small but we are bringing plates of lasagna to this large table for everyone, but I begin to understand that they don’t have anywhere to live and that seems to be a theme throughout the dream- many people being homeless and relying on me to help me in some way.

12 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at someone else’s house. They had a lot of animals and I couldn’t breathe. The house was dirty and I was very uncomfortable. I kept having to use the bathroom. I found it really annoying because I just wanted to get out of there. I was in the car with my husband and kids on our way to go camping. We drove up a very steep hill at the top of a mountain. The place we were going to stay at looked like a rock with walls and a low ceiling like we had to crawl in. Plus we had to share it with other people. I immediately said “No we are not staying here” and got back in the car. We found somewhere else to stay by the beach but it looked like a school full of aquariums. When I laid down this black man came in and took my clothes off and forced himself in me from behind. I couldn’t get away from him and it felt like it took so long for him to let me go. We when finally finished I got up, I was crying and so angry and disgusted. I could feel his semen going down my legs. I started throwing things at him and yelling at him. I gathered my stuff and picked up my baby. I walked out of the room and this woman that looked like a counselor asked me what happened. I didn’t want to tell her because I was so ashamed. She said I was being rude to other guests for no reason. So I told her what happened and she said she believed me and they would hold a court hearing. I felt better telling her what had happened

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I woke up at 444 again. I just had a nap that I got lost in school. I was taking a tour of college and there was a situation where everyone scattered because we were in danger and ended up getting stuck in this large museum/aquarium. I was floating on this giant luxury bed with cloud balloons tied at all four ends of the bed I hopped off and walked around this giant white room and there were these little touch tanks spread out around the all white room. It looked like frutiger aero aesthetic. They didn’t have any glass around them and I can stick my finger through because there was no glass and all I touched was the water. They were filled with little versions of lakes with a streams and rocks and little mushrooms like a terrarium When I saw these little metal/ceramic animals I wanted to touch them and when I did they came to life. There were tiny fishes and frogs and snails and they were so squishy when they came to life on under my finger. There was this last one where where it was a paranah and another fish and a frog I pushed them all at the same time and the paranah just up and ate the other fish and it scared me and I didn’t want to touch it again because it would’ve bite me. I then wondered if there were more parahas anywhere else. Then I saw my other tour buddies coming in from both ends I told them that I was lost and they all weren’t really paying attention about what I was saying. My group leader was saying that they decided on getting DoorDash and I offered to use my membership to get everything cheaper but they found a way to say no even though it made no sense. We ended up walking back to the tour and I had to look for my class and then i read the paper wrong which happened today on the first day of school and was looking for the wrong class. When I turned around someone said to get out the way and I got embarrassed and woke up at 4:44pm.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that Rudy had a huge salt water tank maybe 1500 gallons. We were looking at it. I took one of the fish out because of some issue we were having which I don’t remember. I left the fish on the top cover. We kept talking about the issue and I completely forgot the fish was out of water for the last 10 minutes. I quickly put him back in. He slowly swam and was alive, but swimming a little sideways. I thought it would die. Then a white cat jumped out of the tank. We said NALA!!! (Our cat in real life). She didn’t look like Nala but it was Nala. She was swimming around in there eating the fish all night like a cat-fish. That solved our problem, whatever it was. She was the problem. Maybe we were wondering where some of the fish went.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that JP and I were married and went on honeymoon. We were visiting a huge aquarium.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my grandparent’s and my parent’s house. There were baby horses, many animals, I saved a tiny lézards I managed to keep in an aquarium with other tiny animals I saved. I told myself how amazing it was to follow the family lead and finally end up where I belong, like my parents did. A woman in the ancient time hit her head on a tree while happily walking, disappeared, gendered herself as a male and became normal again. It was really weird. Many old stories were told

24 Jul 2024

Dream

WWIII but make it Hetalia and Fortnite Sub machine guns my hand as I navigate myself through countries with ppl I naturally tug along with I also have a tiny translucent octopus as a pet; I got her from a fish tank we stumbled upon in some rich man’s mansion we sacked; it was almost like a built in aquarium Bloodbaths after bloodbaths, glazed pool tile walls, shooting a guy who’s still in the bathtub We cross the borders across Switzerland and Italy and such I take good care of the tiny octopus as we go down south, then to Spain and such In one mission the octopus gets a bit injured and it doesn’t look too well(health wise) I release them into the coast of Andalusia or Gibraltar with its mate, hoping that humans won’t be able to reach them by the time we leave the ransacked seaside resort town I promise that I’ll see him soon/in next life Anthropomorphic America who’s in my team asks me why not when the war is over I only answer with a smile; It’s because I probably won’t be alive by the end of this whole conflict Scene switch Mission in Izu People do die but in very unconventional fashion Rotten balcony built by the open slope of the mountain facing the open ocean Someone steps through the rotten board and gets a wood plank stuck in his stomach and dies I proveed with caution Inside the loghouse is another pillaging subjects Another tournament(death battle) but it’s amongst the prefectural representatives and such In a school’s gymnasium My younger brother is here too Blood bath, chaos I’m the only one aware that I’m in a dream/manufactured narrative Moves about strategically to gather all the useful people Sharing the info with the select few I recognize Gets out of the gymnasium through the backdoor out the corridor where the bathroom is The whoel time we’re moving about I’m getting visions about how all this would unfold It’s a post-apocalyptic genre with too much world building for a cheap harem/thriller genre Outside is a lush green misty forest It seems it just stopped raining “Well what’s next” they ask I face them and give them details of my vision

30 Jun 2024

Dream

• Entered Loch’s car…their car was a Jeep/SUV • We arrived down a road similar to a rollercoaster going downwards • The road went into a car wash/aquarium? • We drove into the water as water flooded the area around us as we went deeper • Loch’s car despite my visceral reaction, wasn’t flooded and remained room temp and dry • Orange Gold fish passed by my face and windows • Swaying sea life and seaweed • The water was blue and easy to see through, clean and well • There was a Hafgufa (Giant flying jellyfish) floating upwards gracefully, singing the Songs of the Sands. • Only its song…cultivated to the wellbeing of the water and sea life around us as we drove through on a track

21 Jun 2024

Dream

it was about the Netflix series sweet tooth. in it continued the last episode I had watched, from what I remember I was in a boat, in the real series the boat was headed for another boat. Instead, we went to an island. (i was sweet tooth in the dream) we got off the boat and a person immediately greeted up and we went into this cave like structure on the shore. he welcomed us and started walking us through, I remember we came to an aquarium and I was amazed by the fish but the one doctor I forget the name of was suspicious and asked why the dude was doing all this, referring to the sick and hybrids. he responded he was simply curious about the animals, maybe something bigger would come on its own. it sounded a bit suspicious but we continued on. I think i started waking up a little but fell back asleep because the details are a bit foggy but i think he brought us to another cool room and ended up betraying us, we went through this weird obstacle course type thing and somewhere in there we ended up becoming the cast from dungeon meshi on netflix? I was marcille now so we continued to this one grassy area overlooking a huge cliff and cavern. we continued on, i think I asked about how we could see the sky or something, laios responded it was a fake sky, we continued and I think talked some more, some stuff I don't remember happened, harpies showed up, we fought those, I remember using magic there. then we saw a creature with the lower half of a dragon and feathered upper half and immediately thought it was falin and got excited, it flew over and was just a random chimera thingy. fought it, continued, real falin showed up. we ended up cutting off her human half and I became falin in the dream, I think I had been her for a while since I remember watching from a birdseye perspective. anyways they cut off the human part but for whatever reason I remain in control over the dragon half instead. pretty sure I immediately become sane and, somehow even though the part of me that had eyes was chopped off, i/falin rush over to this dirt area since I'm not in control of the part of me with a mouth. I think I panic and just wrote "hello" then they read it, got excited, i/falin returned to normal. I remember getting a weird feeling though and asked them "wait, doesn't this seem too easy?" or smth bc 1. mad mage hadn't showed up 2. the tactic they used shouldn't have worked 3. it didn't feel right. they were all obviously like "dude that don't matter you're back" and we went into town I think because I remember food stalls. don't remember anything else.

15 May 2024

Dream

My grandma had a much bigger fish collection, like going to the basement felt like I was at one of those aquarium places but smaller than that, but it was all decorated and everything so not all normal tanks, but the one tank by the stairs I noticed there was a fish on the floor, so I tried to pick it up and put it back in the tank so it wouldn't die but I couldn't get a hold of it cause it wouldn't stop flowing so I kept dropping it, and then there was more fish on the floor so I grabbed a different one that was bigger (like the size of my palm) and then I put that one back with a little struggle to hold it, and then I just kept trying to grab fish off the floor and put them back and they kept trying to flop out of my hands and at one point one thing I grabbed was actually some tiny snakes (probably baby snakes) and I put them back in the tank and then I looked and there were these big eggs in the tank and the snakes broke right through them and I thought "uh oh, that probably wasn't right!" But then I saw a bigger snake in there and assumed it was the mama so I was like like "if they weren't supposed to do that she wouldn't have had them in there already, right?" So I went back to trying to put all the fish back and struggling with each one especially the little ones cause they were all different sizes, and then a saw one of the tanks was actually just a barrel, and I saw some fish in there that weren't as bright and for some reason I thought the small one of those should go in the big tank I was putting other fish in so I scooped him up and moved him and went back to getting fish off the floor and then I went "Oh no! I can't put him there that was a freshwater fish! This is a salt water tank!" So I tried to get that little one from the barrel tank out to put him back but he was flopping around at the top of the water and he was flopping so much I couldn't catch him and I couldn't hold him and he wouldn't stop no matter how hard I tried I couldn't catch that fish again to put him back.

6 May 2024

Dream

I was in my room somewhere not where I’m at right now. I was about to leave and looked down and said my gosh my dad didn’t and noticed my dad had got me an aquarium but the Aquarium was at an awkward place. It was like in the bottom corner of my wall. I went to feed the aquarium with fish flakes and as I got closer I noticed the aquarium was overflowing. There was a giant crab inside crawling out which scared and disgusted me. As I fed the aquarium more crabs came overflowing and crawling out of the tank towards me. My shoes were getting soggy from the water. I found a pair of tongs and picked up the crabs and put them back into the newly fed fish tank and they chased the food back into the tank finally. Suddenly I was a worker at a pet store and my coworker was mad at me for flooding the fish tank area and so I said put me in another area just not one with snakes or reptiles of any kind. So I went from section to section of this pet store which was more like an animal zoo in different cages with different sections. I hurrried past each section trying not to get stuck in the end of each section bc the animals seemed to be getting out of their cages which I didn’t like. There were these little bears and wolves. Then there were these big birds with big beaks that I didn’t like and they kept pecking me in the head. So I hurried out of there to the dismay of my coworkers and soon enough as I going back the way I came out of there suddenly my coworkers are letting a big snake out of its cage and then there’s another one on the floor and I say nope nope nope and start hopping and running back the way I came as more snakes get out of their cages and other scary animals and I wake up disgusted and scared.

29 Apr 2024

Dream

I was out side one of me old jobs; and aquarium/pet store. I walked in and began to mingle with the guests inside. The store was much bigger than in real life, the tanks were full of exotic fish. A black and white marble stingray, an eel packed with super sharp teeth, and a few large clown fish. I was explaining to the guests the best way to care for each one. I was in a scuba suit and dove right in, inspecting each species in the tank. I got out and walked over to the reptile/amphibian sector, looking in each tank and seeing what each requires. Most of the tanks had the required foliage, rocks, logs, and hiding places. I rummaged around and completed the tanks. It was odd because none of these tanks needed heat lamps. Out of the corner of my eye I saw my ex Girlfriend Delia; it was brief and I looked at my work- she was gone. I opened the tree frog exhibit and they kept trying to jump out, one that I named grandpa frog; got out and was hopping around. I checked the next tank over and they were these colored bugs- they were iridescent blue and green with neon yellow antenna. The reason I even opened the container was because I saw they had a lot of decor that the frogs may enjoy. I touched the decor and woke up.