Memory

4 Sep 2024

Dream

Dreamt I was a single mother with a baby girl roughly ate to 11 months old, but I had memory loss so I didn’t remember the father getting pregnant or even giving birth. I couldn’t even remember the first many months of my babies life or even what her name was, I couldn’t remember the father and my mom was with me. We ended up outside at night at some kind of fair or festival. My baby was in a stroller. My mom was clearly concerned with my memory loss and a baby out of wedlock, but she was helping me down to my panic and overwhelmed tears in my eyes and hugged her comforting her telling her it was OK— “it’s okay sweet girl” I remember how soft she was against my front in my arms.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I encountered a very close friend. In the dream she asked me some details about a traumatic time in my life caused by one particular person. Although in reality she already knew the details, I explained everything to her explicitly in full detail. The dream even revealed specifics that I didn’t remember, until I was awake.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

A super close guy friend, who isn't a real person in real life, and I are playing a version of tag alongside a bunch of other kids (I think I was my younger self here) in this house and I've been sticking beside them a lot however I got a little insecure whether this friend wanted to be arpund me sp I let them run off while I read a Superman comic, but my absence was noticed in the end and I stopped being doubtful of the friendship. Then in the present day as my adult self another close friend of mine, Naomi, and I were on riding the bus and reminiscing about our young selves and how puffy we were when we were in secondary school.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed of a late friend of mine who I actually had beef with and never got to reconcile with and in the dream we were back in a bedroom where we normally hung out as kids and young adults and he was telling me how he had three days to come back and see loved ones then he had some kind of trial or something before he would be gone we talked about a gorlfriend he had while we were still cool and how hereby loved her and she would walk in and out the room as if she was doing something but it was like he was just showing me memory’s of her or something we talked about a boat briefly but then we said are goodbyes I wished him luck then I woke up almost feeling like I had really gotten to reconcile with him

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I dream about, me and my bestie Berlie. At that time we were in an open arena, then suddenly a known group in zamboanga was goinb to perform. I was just sitting there and other friends with us invited me to have a picture with the band. I don't know the band but they all look attractive. Then when it's our turn to get a groupie, so many were still taking photos, and we weren't able to take one 1st, even if we set up a groupie position with the band. Few minutes later we were able to get a few pics, because berlie knows them and the ones managing the band. So as we about to say bye and leave the band to prepare for their performance, one member had told me suddenly "I remember your face" then I was abit flushed and i can't really remember his face. He smiled at me, he said "you didn't remember it was at the mall" but i said i didn't really remembered at all but I just told him "maybe I saw you in college somewhere? hmm" but then he just smiled at me. He looks simple, kind of just the plain guy but he look fresh, tall and kind of has squinty small eyes, he was wearing red polo shirt, and he just smiled back waving at me good bye.

19 Jul 2024

Dream

i dreamt about a big tower full of ballons and each stair was a big ballon with one of my real life memories also the last stair was the the most dangerous and when u put ur foot on it u fell down

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a big store that looked like Walmart. There were a few familiar faces who apparently worked with me, one of them being an ex-friend named Rosa. As I was sorting SIM cards, I run into a guy and a small child (toddler). He looked very familiar, I knew him from somewhere. He says hi to me and he tells his little one to say hi as well. We have a conversation and he tells me that I am the mother of his little one. I got caught by surprise because I didn’t remember ever birthing any other child but my son Issac. He looked a little hurt and asked me if I didn’t remember a few years back when he got me pregnant. Suddenly, I got a flash of memories. In the memory, I remembered that we had a one night stand and had an accidental pregnancy. I let him know about the pregnancy and that I was going to abort. He begged me to keep his child and told me he would take full responsibility and not ask anything of me. He just really wanted a kid. I was hesitant of keeping the pregnancy but he kept insisting, so I decided to have the baby and give up my parental rights to him. When I had these memories, I felt extremely guilty that I had a child, gave him up and forgot about him. I went over, introduced myself to the boy and gave him a hug. He looked so much like his father and looked only a little bit older than Issac. I let dad know that I was sorry for forgetting about our child and that I wanted the opportunity to be in his life because he deserved to have a mother. He seemed surprised by it but was open to it and then they left. I started to think about how I was going to break the news to my family, Issac’s dad and all my loved ones. Nobody knew about the existence of this boy and I had forgotten about it myself. I wondered how I was able to block the memory out of my mind for so long. I knew I had to make things right, let all my loved ones know about “my first born” and make up for lost time with this boy.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at the park next to the primary school I’ve attended, the sky was cloudy, the air was warm, and yet I had on my grey hoodie with jeans that had folded a little above my ankles. I sat there watching other children playing, there was this one special playground activity that looked fun if you put your mind to it, though it wasn’t desirable plus it was pretty high in the air where someone could easily fall off of. I pictured my 7-10 year old self playing there, with some girls whom I wish I could’ve connected with back then (when I think about them now, I mean) just knowing I can’t change back time.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a war with this guy that wanted to erase his daughters memory and everyone else's. He sends out goons trying to stop me, I took them down fast, and I stole his memory remote. He decided to hypnotize my mother into giving me donuts outside. I ate them and it became suspecious. I ran away and then saw a mysterious guy sitting at a desk that told me why he wants to erase his daughters memory. I was all due to a Christmas event that traumatized her. When the stranger disappeared, goons came along and tried to get me. I grabbed a gun from one of them, I shot, I missed them, but I think I shot the father or the daughter.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I am barely waking up from my 'main' dream and then I feel my eyes closing again and I fall right back into a deep sleep. I feel like at the same time I can see all of my surroundings in real time around me in real life, I am also just not seeing anything as far as dreaming it is like a shade of blackish dark grey. I hear a clear woman's voice and a clear man's voice, neither of which I recognize. Immediately I feel like I know the situation, being the lady acting seductive and friendly/charming in attempts to lead the man somewhere she can kill him. I had barely heard the woman start to speak when I felt like that was the situation at hand, as I listen to their conversation, I am hearing another conversation/interaction with them from what sounds like sometime in the future from the conversation that I am hearing a little bit louder and clearer, first. As I hear one (more dominately heard) conversation with both their voices I am at the same time hearing a (less dominately heard) interaction between the same two ahead in the timeline of the other conversation. Throughout my listening, it seemed like my first suspicions/feelings of the situation were true and quite accurate as with the beginning conversation sounding like their idle chat the led them to (in the other interaction) what sounded like her murdering the man. I didn't hear any screams but I could hear some slashing, and objects being interacted with, and silence from the man, no longer hearing his voice at all. The dream felt short and this was a first that I didn't necessarily see anything and couldn't move but could vividly hear others speaking to each other like in a movie where it already happened and it's like watching a memory through some perspective, except also the first time I heard both interactions/conversations from two ends of a timeline between one bigger event involving some characters or people or something at the same time.

5 Jul 2024

Dream

All through last night and this morning I have had a recurring dream whereby upon my awakening, there would be conditions to my waking state. This happened at least four times that I remember vividly. It was strange because upon waking up I could not think of anything I had to remember that held such importance in the dream

20 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream where it looked like I was in my partners bedroom, (It was not my partner in real life though). I was getting ready for a wedding until someone whom I do not know interrupted my process by asking me questions, something along the lines of “do you really want to do this?” In my dream it made me think about my partner and how the relationship effected me. I felt like I had lost memory which started between the time I started dating them all the way up to the wedding, in my dream I immediately assumed I was on drugs which lead me to forget. The room started to look messy and I began to change my mind and the person who originally questioned me brought up another different person who likes me who arranged a secret wedding to take my hand instead which I started to quickly rush to get ready for, scouring my room to find any rose themed accessories. I assume I knew the person who arranged the secret wedding.