Memory

8 Nov 2024

Dream

I was at a waterpark that reminded me of somewhere I've been as a kid and I was at the top of the water slide. I was chatting with a whole bunch of people who would go down the slide just to grab something on the other side. And the only way out from the other side is to come back up the waterslide. So people would impossibly go down one by one and come back up while other people were on the slide still, and they were begging me to go with them. But I remember having this dream before and I didn't fit into the end space so I drowned and I was afraid of that happening again so I just stood there being scared. As I was standing there, the people would look at my legs and knees in disgust. I looked down to see tattoos all on my legs, colorful and glittery. I was also disgusted as that was not my style. I was also super scared because I didn't remember getting the tattoos at all nor being at a tattoo shop. I kept telling the people how scared I was because I was losing my memory and it seemed like no one cared, as more and more tattoos popped up on my body. When I looked up again, all the people were gone, and my internal voice was telling me to go down the slide. Again, I was scared, but without people judging me, I went down. I found myself at the end of it, able to fit into the caged box at the end of the slide. I thought that it wasn't as fun as it was when I was a kid and able to fit down here, but it was cool that I made it. But I wasn't able to travel all the way back up the slide before I woke up

3 Nov 2024

Dream

i listen to myself talking to music to try to go back to sleep. i made connections using the memory of the day to form lyrics

1 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was at a theme park and I used all of my money to get into the theme park. And then when it was time to leave, we noticed that you had to pay $15 in order to leave the park. And there was a long line of people trying to get out because we didn't realize we had to pay $15 to get out. And not only myself, but two other people were very angry about it because we did not have money to get out of the park. I didn't know what I was gonna do and then my dream switched over to me being in a room where we had to give the performance to a man in order to get out to the room and move to the next section. The person in front of me was Allison who I went to school with in high school and we both were in a band and played the flute and there was one more person in front of her my other friend from high school named Marissa who was not in the band but I think she was in choir. I do not know who the man is that we had to perform for, or what we were performing for, or why we needed to perform. But Marissa decided to play a piano piece for her performance. When she got done, the guy who was I guess grading us told her that she did a good job and then Marissa started talking to me. but the way Marissa was talking to me was as if she was hitting on me and so I bent down and whispered into her ear I have three kids and a dog and then she looked very surprised and sat back and I told her I told you and then we both started laughing and then she moved on to the next room that we're supposed to advance to after we passed the performance. Next, it was time for Allison to perform and she decided to do a flute piece. She messed up the first time and then she decided to play something else and she passed. The man said that she can move on to the next part. While she was performing, I was trying to decide what I was going to do because in high school I wasn't the greatest flute player, but I got by and I could read music. Now it was my turn to perform, so I decided to do a flute piece from memory. I actually had the decision between a song from memory and a song that was sewn on a sweatshirt that I had. It was musical notes, and I don't recognize the song in my conscious life, but in my dream life I have seen this song before and have played this song before. The song I had memorized had been a song that I played in marching band so it's stuck and ingrained in my brain and I got like 30 seconds into playing and the person, the man that I was performing for he was like stop stop stop this is great you did an amazing job thank you thank you thank you please move on to the next round and then I started going into the next room where Allison was and we started talking and then I woke up

30 Oct 2024

Dream

People were stuck in a city or city district but didn't know it. If they tried to walk out they'd find their path obstructed and have to walk away. The commuter trains operated as normal, but if you boarded one out of town it would glitch out -- like something out of a computer game or The Matrix -- and the people who were on that train would reappear around town with no recollection that they needed or wanted to be on the trains.

9 Oct 2024

Dream

I’m in England where I grew up, I’m at my grandmas house, but she’s dead already. Her sisters are there, who don’t even live there normally. Everything’s the same, so I go upstairs to retrieve something of my dead grandmas to remember her by. I open the door, the room has a sunken in hole in the floor. Surrounding the room is bookshelves full of trinkets of hers. I have to find a way to get to the shelves to gather what I’d like to keep.

2 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my friend Asia and I were in a field of Koi ponds, that looked like a scene out of a scyfy movie. And in the dream I was telling her about my past and my abusive relationships. We jumped into one of the ponds and this deep blue and purple koi with gold tipped scales swam up to us, the fish almost looked like a night sky and it showed us my memories. It showed a memory I had of another friend named Madi and how she helped me through a rough time in my life. After showing us the memory I hugged the fish and thanked it for holding all my worst memories and watched as it swam away.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

Dreamt I was a single mother with a baby girl roughly ate to 11 months old, but I had memory loss so I didn’t remember the father getting pregnant or even giving birth. I couldn’t even remember the first many months of my babies life or even what her name was, I couldn’t remember the father and my mom was with me. We ended up outside at night at some kind of fair or festival. My baby was in a stroller. My mom was clearly concerned with my memory loss and a baby out of wedlock, but she was helping me down to my panic and overwhelmed tears in my eyes and hugged her comforting her telling her it was OK— “it’s okay sweet girl” I remember how soft she was against my front in my arms.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I encountered a very close friend. In the dream she asked me some details about a traumatic time in my life caused by one particular person. Although in reality she already knew the details, I explained everything to her explicitly in full detail. The dream even revealed specifics that I didn’t remember, until I was awake.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

A super close guy friend, who isn't a real person in real life, and I are playing a version of tag alongside a bunch of other kids (I think I was my younger self here) in this house and I've been sticking beside them a lot however I got a little insecure whether this friend wanted to be arpund me sp I let them run off while I read a Superman comic, but my absence was noticed in the end and I stopped being doubtful of the friendship. Then in the present day as my adult self another close friend of mine, Naomi, and I were on riding the bus and reminiscing about our young selves and how puffy we were when we were in secondary school.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed of a late friend of mine who I actually had beef with and never got to reconcile with and in the dream we were back in a bedroom where we normally hung out as kids and young adults and he was telling me how he had three days to come back and see loved ones then he had some kind of trial or something before he would be gone we talked about a gorlfriend he had while we were still cool and how hereby loved her and she would walk in and out the room as if she was doing something but it was like he was just showing me memory’s of her or something we talked about a boat briefly but then we said are goodbyes I wished him luck then I woke up almost feeling like I had really gotten to reconcile with him

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I dream about, me and my bestie Berlie. At that time we were in an open arena, then suddenly a known group in zamboanga was goinb to perform. I was just sitting there and other friends with us invited me to have a picture with the band. I don't know the band but they all look attractive. Then when it's our turn to get a groupie, so many were still taking photos, and we weren't able to take one 1st, even if we set up a groupie position with the band. Few minutes later we were able to get a few pics, because berlie knows them and the ones managing the band. So as we about to say bye and leave the band to prepare for their performance, one member had told me suddenly "I remember your face" then I was abit flushed and i can't really remember his face. He smiled at me, he said "you didn't remember it was at the mall" but i said i didn't really remembered at all but I just told him "maybe I saw you in college somewhere? hmm" but then he just smiled at me. He looks simple, kind of just the plain guy but he look fresh, tall and kind of has squinty small eyes, he was wearing red polo shirt, and he just smiled back waving at me good bye.

19 Jul 2024

Dream

i dreamt about a big tower full of ballons and each stair was a big ballon with one of my real life memories also the last stair was the the most dangerous and when u put ur foot on it u fell down