Mind

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in an old house on a university campus. I was taking a dr joe dispenza seminar. i was also getting my cowrie shells for the first time so i can begin asking my spirit guides questions. I went upstairs away from the seminar and asked seline to ask me as questions so i could cast and read the shells. She asked a silly question “ will me get me anything for my birthday?” She knows the answer to this since our mom don’t celebrate birthdays because she is a Jehovah Witness. The shells read a definite NO. My mom comes in and sees me casting the shells. She is upset by what I’m doing. I tell her it’s just for fun and I’m here for the dr joe Dispenza mindset, seminar. She is not fully believing me but leaves. Her And Seline leave. Then as i am preparing to go downstairs back to the seminar the house begins to shake. Like its foundation is moving. Then the house begins to slide down and crash into a body of water. All the windows shatter, im covering my head and face so i dont get cut in my face and eyes. Water rushes into the house and i know i cant eacape through the broken glass windows as water rushes inside. I go another way and find a way to swim to anotger side of the house where there are other people from the seminar. Some people are following me, some people are following others. A small group of us hang on for to something atached to the wall thats floating. At some point the water stops rushing un and we see there are areas of the lower level of the house we are stuck in that we can stand around and not worry about floating or drowning. We begin to get frustrated as we wait for help. I change my clothes infront of a man and i dont care that he can see me. I do it quickly but i am more frustrated by not knowing how this happened and how we are getting out

30 May 2024

Dream

I'm feeling drained. I'm tired of playing a game, that I didn't create. My mind feels like cheese. I'm without friends or immediate family. I need management now. I'm done. My turn.

3 May 2024

Dream

All the kids had superpowers. My dream definitely took place in Georgia. But at the same time was on some “Sky High” movie type shit. Vianni was in my dream with her baby, although I have no idea what super power he had. Never saw Vianni’s face…only the back of her head. She was walking in a crowd, heading somewhere frantically and fast. A little girl named Ava had a superpower that had to do with her mind. Telekinesis type. When she moved things is would radiate a pretty blue smoke glaze type of energy. There was a secret society trying to take the kids to teach them “bad”. They would take them into what looked like a normal classroom and dose them up with what looked like sprite. The substance made the kids kinda sleepy/high-drugged estate. Like they were up…but clearly out of it. Some kids couldn’t handle it and fell asleep. In Others… like Ava, it would take longer but enhance their powers in the process, making their powers equivalent to one of an adult. On the regular Ava could move things like her desk, pencil, paper. With the substance she could throw a car. 😳 Zahir (my son) had like pikachu lightening powers. He could zap with his eyes. His powers would enhance on their own based on if he was scared, upset or unsettled. I knew I needed to keep Zahir safe and away from those secret, evil people. Make people think he was “normal” with no powers.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

In my dream , First I was at my aunties house getting a takeaway with my friend Leah. Meanwhile my boyfriend was at a party which I didn’t mind. Then me and Leah got a phone call from my boyfriend letting us know the host of the party said we could also go. So then me and Leah set off to the party and as we got halfway there I called my boyfriend to make sure that everyone definitely knew we were going. He picked up the phone but it was not him , two girls said hello to me through his phone. I proceeded to calmly ask where my boyfriend was and they hung up on me. We got to the party and two girls were at the reception asking to make sure they didn’t let us in . I then calmly had a conversation with the reception explained the situation and ensured if we got asked to leave by anyone at the party , we would. As we started to look around , I realised my boyfriend was in a room with his friend and two girls. I then just left the room and stayed quiet. I then called my boyfriend again as he hadn’t noticed I was at the party and he picked up , I could hear him talking to my sister. My sister was asking him who the girls were and why he was with them and not me and he proceeded to make jokes out of the situation making it seem and claiming it was not a big deal. I then completely left the party without saying anything and I then woke up.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

My cousin brought every male friend over my cousin for a party and I was focus on one guy but I got uninterested he wasn’t my type anymore than they all went downstairs I was happy that I got a peaceful of my mind my feet was out but when the boys came back I hurried up and put my socks on my grandfather was yelling at them when they was downstairs then my cousin hurried up and brought them back up I was setting more chairs in my room when he got more friends I was interested in this Indian boy I have never seen before one girl spilled Mac & cheese on my bed because she was drunk my other cousin on my dad side I was talking to her and she brought her boyfriend but he was a little weird I was kinda judging him but I didn’t say nothing to her and I told it was one cute boy upstairs that I like and I asked her what did my grandma do for Easter

6 Apr 2024

Dream

I dreamt about my old coworker Liz, who I became super infatuated with. I always wanted to get to know her on a deeper level, but her professionalism kept that wall up between us. I once invited her to a birthday party and she declined because she could’ve gotten in trouble for hanging out with me, as it would break the rules of her job. I couldn’t help but feel a flirty tension between us though constantly. Unfortunately nothing ever happened between us, and I moved away a few months later. In the dream, however, we were paired together on the job like we used to, except this time she was going through struggles with her boyfriend, and I leaped on the opportunity. We crept around behind the scenes and hid from familier faces like Miguel, and Illiana, our store managers. The environment kept changing though, we weren’t working at Hollister but more of a Walmart/Sam’s club like store. And we hid in the isles and got to know each other well. When I was finally ready to make my move I kissed her. I felt as if it was real, every sensation I remember from my first kiss flooded my mind. Then I woke up not too long after…

5 Apr 2024

Dream

This dream was very different. I had this dream 2 to 3 years ago but I still remember it as clear as day. I see myself floating in a white void with gray smoke like swirls being the only thing in the void, besides me. I'm just slowly drifting while in a deep sleep, but I can feel that I'm at peace. Sensing myself at peace, it was the greatest feeling. While still dreaming I suddenly start to hear someone call my it sounds like whisper is at first but then it starts to get louder and louder. eventually this makes me open my eyes so I can find who it is calling after the third time my name gets called everything goes black then I started the first blink was nothing but a bright light and blurred visions, second blink the light is brighter and the blurred vision start shaping like people. the third blank was when I started hearing the voice calling my name but it was very muffled. Before I got to the 4th blank The voice started becoming more clear and when I opened my eyes to faces started to appear. I wake up and what looks like a surgical room with two mercenaries trying to wake me up and guided me through a mental wake up. well they were doing that all of these doctors and scientists were around me unplugging neuro plugs from my skull and spineI making sure my vital signs were okay. One of the mercenaries was just messing with me which kept pissing me off while the other one was making sure he didn't have to step up and do something since he thought my Powers were out of control, even though I still didn't know what they were. After I get cleared from recovery I get sent to bed with a group of people and we walk to our one room that was filled with military like bunkers. We all get to bed and I keep getting questioned with what happened while I was in my simulation that needed so many extra mercenaries around me. but I just tell them I don't know, roll over throw the blankets over my head and go to sleep. the next morning at 0500 hours, a hurricane alarm goes off and we all started getting up making our beds getting dressed. A tall fit Asian man starts playing music from his clock radio to get everyone excited for the day. We're almost done getting ready all together then a woman wearing a white medicine jacket with a clipboard starts calling out our names to make sure no one's missing. After she's done doing a roll call we have to put these metal electronic collars around our own necks then we line up single file and go to the cafeteria to eat breakfast. When I get to the cafeteria there's a whole bunch of adults and children there but only from the ages of 6 years old too 34 years old but we were all divided by different categories. After we finished our breakfast me and the people that are sitting with me got brought to a room that looked like it was set up like one of those chairs from The matrix. Asian man that was playing music in the morning to wake everyone up sat in the chair and all these people gather around and started attending to him. I then go with the woman in the doctors jacket and get taken to an examination room. I'm wearing a white gown sitting in a chair while I'm getting poked and prodded at quite different scientists. They are trying to get me to activate my Powers but I was having a difficult time doing that. I'm doing a physical exam and due to boredom I look out in the hallway, but to my surprise I see a group of children that look like they're around the age of seven and nine being led by men with guns. That's the last time that I ever see those kids. It's the next thing in the dream I start getting into an argument with the lady in the white doctors jacket telling her that we need to stop what we're doing because this is becoming excessively wrong, but she just ignores me. The next day in the dream I noticed that the bunk beds in the rooms are becoming more and more empty and in that morning of breakfast time I'm talking to a tall muscular Asian man named jet, a blonde Russian girl named Anaya, you're handsome but scruffy brunette man named Jackson, and my cousin Tony, trying to convince them that we need to get out of here and take the kids with us and without hesitation they were in with the plan. The next day in the dream we're doing our usual stuff and I notice these twins that are new to the groups. One twin is a girl and the other twin is a boy and the girl carries around a gray rabbit with her at all times. When I saw these twins I started feeling worried and angry. When our scheduled examinations were over I had a conversation with jet, Anaya, Jackson and Tony and we planned to leave that night. Thing skip forward to that night and we're all running down a pitch black alleyway with the kids we tried to escape with. The female twin with the bunny rabbit trips and falls from trying to keep up with us. Jet sees her fall and immediately runs back to try to go get her. Jackson is losing his mind Aunt jet when he turned around to get the girl because we were in a very specific territory that we were not supposed to be in. this area was worse than the place that we were running awat from. I keep trying to tell Jackson to calm down and to make sure the other kids hide at least while jet gets the girl but as soon as Jet got within arms reach of the girl these Bright lights like there were multiple cars lit up at the little girl and Jet. This weird gang of super mutants came out from the lights and almost killed the girl and jet. I got scared worried and heartbroken because of anything happened to those two I would have been lost. I hear guns finishing loading and saw them aiming at jet and the little girl I screamed out loud to make it stop then everything went pitch Black. We were still in the alleyway because I heard jet running towards me with the girl and he whispered in my ear thanks for saving me. Now that we got rid of this crazy gang we all made a run for it we're trying to go to the ocean but at the nick of time we get caught by the people who were trying to experiment on us. Helicopters and military grade everything just started popping up out of thin air surrounding all of us. They take us down one by one and make sure that we couldn't speak or touch anyone. They had us locked up as if we were the most dangerous beings on the face of the Earth. The next day I am so angry that I'm just screaming and yelling and fighting with every person that is a part of this facility to the point where they had to put a specific collar on me that continuously injects me with a sedative. When Anaya saw this she was not happy about it at all and kept finding a way to stop the collar from activating but when the white jackets found out they killed Anaya and locked me in a water tank with an oxygen mask and a straight jacket. I can see through the glass as if I'm looking through a window and I noticed that they were going to take the twins. And when I saw that they were going to take them my eyes turned white with fury, I break the tank that I'm in and then I start to absorb every ounce of water within a 10 mi radius formed it into a 87 foottallbody and start attacking everyone while I was slowly walking to the city. At that point I had lost full control over myself because I was full of sadness and rage. The last thing I remember seeing this dream was the government response teams pointing every weapon they owned at me firing them at me and watching all the bullets tanks and missiles turn into dust as they try to hit the water body that I had stuffed myself into

4 Apr 2024

Dream

i was at work ringing people up, and this woman comes over to me and says “could you move your guy’s stuff off the floor so i can stand on the vent to cool myself?” i said “no we can’t, we don’t have anywhere else to put our products. i can grab you a chair to sit if you want though!”. she looked so pissed at me and left trying to find a manager. i went over to brandie, one of my co-workers who’s a manager, and i told her what happened, then asked if she could get a chair out of the office incase she changes her mind. the woman comes back up front and just says “i’d like to sit now” as she looks at us with a weird smile. she starts to limp and fall over, so i catch her and said “come i’ll help you to the chair.”. she puts all of her body weight on me, almost crushing me. i sit her down, and she gives me a nasty look so i give one right back. i shut my register light off and help unload her cart onto the conveyor belt. the register lights 2 3 and 4 were on, and there was a long line on each register. something similar happened in the waking world yesterday, an older woman comes up to my co-workers register panting, and looked like she was about to crash to the floor, so my co-worker says “do you want to sit down? i can grab you a chair.”. she leaves to go get her a chair from the office, and has her sit down while i put her stuff onto the conveyer belt. we moved her over to the coin machines so more customers could check out after she pays for her stuff, and she was there for at least 15 minutes until her ride came to pick her up.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I visited my grandparents and they found out I was taking testosterone. My grandma got livid angry and tried to call doctors, asking them to get blood flowing to my brain. I got angry, told her my brain was working just fine and pinned her to the wall. She continued to say something was messed up about me, and I may actually need to get lobotomized.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

I was trying to get off the titanic with a group of people and one of them was an old friend from high school I haven’t seen for over a year. I remember running around the ship trying to find stuff then trying to escape through a window that we broke because that part of the ship went underwater. I remember thinking it was weird I could see underwater because it was supposed to be night, which it was but I could still see underwater which was convenient. Once we got to the deck of the ship, the climbed up to the back of the ship that was still above water and I had the thought to do what they do in the titanic movie which is so jump at the exact time the ship goes down so that you don’t get pulled under with the boat. My friend Will was suddenly also there and we jumped to avoid getting sucked under as far. I could see his legs underwater so I swam up and over towards him and was able to reach him. Then I asked him where Landri and Luke were at (my best friend and my crush) and he said he hadn’t seen them for awhile and last he saw they were in the ship. Then I saw my aunt and uncle who I hadn’t known were aboard and swam over to them and their kids and found my grandparents were also over there. I told Will that my uncle Tony couldn’t be there cause he was supposed to be one of my pallbearer, which was a conversation me and Will had had in real life. My uncle Tony had a camp chair he put on a beach towel and somehow this made it float so his four kids were on top of him and his wife was also on a camp chair but hers was half sinking. My brain tried to explain this by deciding to put a large rock underneath Tony that his chair was half on so that’s how it was staying up. I told Will that we needed to go look for Luke and Landri and he said it was dangerous because if we stayed totally in the water for 15 minutes we had the chance of getting hypothermia and wouldn’t be able to recover no matter what even if we got saved but I told him we had to go so he told me he’d go with me. I could feel in my heart what direction to go and quickly found Luke (my crush) next to some driftwood that Jack and Rose from the titanic movie (who in this dream I knew we had been friends with especially Luke) were also hanging onto. Luke had been in the water for about 15 minutes and I was scared had gotten hyptothermia so me and Will dragged his half passed out body over to the rock where my family was. There I took off half his life jacket and also mine and since he was sat on the rock I sat on his lap and hugged around him trying to warm him up. Will asked if we should go back out looking for landri and so I asked Luke if he’d seen her and he said he didn’t know if she’d made it off the ship and I knew it was a lost cause to go looking. Even though I wanted to be sad I was just numb and couldn’t really feel anything. Nothing really felt that serious. Eventually an hour later a life boat came to look for survivors, and they picked up Rose just like in the Titanic movie and then came our way. I waved them over and they came to save me, I was also still across Luke and told them to bring him in the boat too. Will was floating nearby and I told the people in the boat to grab him and they told me he was dead, but I told them sometimes he just looks really out of it even if he’s not (which is something he will do in real life with sleeping) so they grabbed him and he was alive and my brains logic behind this was that he is an outdoor nature guy and kind of built so he just survived. In real life 6 people were saved from the water after the titanic sank so I had the same logic in my dream and my uncle Tony and one of his kids were still alive and able to be saved. The next morning came and I was talking to Will about the events of the night before and Luke finally came around and I was relieved because he was going to make it.

28 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream about a new house. I had a dream about this house before and it's a really beautiful house. It's very large. and In the dream I had before, there was an old family, like 1800s, who had started the house. And he had built the library that is still standing in the house that we just moved into. Or we're about to move into. It's a beautiful little library with a very beautiful tile floor. But the way they made it had some sort of gas coming into it that was flammable. But they thought it was medicinal and helped your brain remember things. In this dream we knew of the explosive capabilities. in this dream I got to explore the rest of the house as well, mostly the living room. The house was weird architecturally, it was not a typical looking house, but it was very very beautiful. It was in New Mexico, and it was in Adobe, but it somehow was also right next to the ocean. And I'm texting one of my friends, and one of my friends is at the beach, so I walk down the beach and I find my friends. And so I start hanging out with my friends, and we're having a really good time, and I tell them my house is right there, they can see it from here, and they really like it. And I keep playing and playing and playing. I have two dreams, the first one and here's the second one. I'm going on a road trip with my parents and my grandparents. We have a different car, it's much older, it's a van of some sort, kind of like a VW van. It doesn't walk or anything, but it's a good car to drive as well, put a lot of stuff in it. So I'm on this road trip with my parents and we stop at this museum. I'm with my friends with some kid and we're hanging out in the rooms behind the museum. There's one kid who keeps trying to pull pranks on us, he's trying to pull two pranks on us. I don't remember the first one, which was when he pulled on my new friend, but the second one was a camera that was just supposed to randomly take a photo of us. I don't see how that was a prank, but I knew it was there. It wasn't hidden or anything. Later we leave the museum. We end up going to a store like, with clothes, like fabric for clothes and stuff like that. And I start just putting on a pair of clothes that they have there. I'm wearing a pink strapless top with a grignola, a pink grignola. Just like a hoop skirt. My friend tells me that we can't do that, but I do it anyways, and I encourage him to do it. So he does, and we have a good time dressing up, having fun. And I go to put my clothes back on, but I can't find which ones are mine. There's a bunch of my clothes there that I didn't put there, but they're there anyways. So I'm looking for my clothes, and I finally just grab a pair that look like mine. So, me and my dad walk back to our car, and we head back to the house. We stop at a restaurant on the way, where when we get out, someone robbed our wallet. I pick up the wallet, and there's my uncle's driver's license, and my friend's driver's license, and a bunch of photos of me, a couple kids I know, and it's just very creepy. It's like someone documented everywhere I went. It was like someone's been following me, which creeps me out. The lady comes back to her car, and this was next to the car, so I asked, told her, you dropped your wallet. She's like, oh thank you, yeah. I'm like, there's a bunch of photos of me and my family and my friends, and you even have my Uncle Trevor's license. Who are you? Stay away from me, stay away from my family. I don't ever want to see you again. I'm just screaming and yelling at her at this point, and she just seems bewildered, but I know she knows what I'm talking about. I can see the recognition, like, she nods her head, but she's still, like, dumbfounded. I head up to dinner with my grandparents and my dad. My dad leaves for something, a restroom or something. And my grandparents haven't come up the stairs yet. So, I'm sitting at this booth and I can see my friends who were in a couple of the photos. That lady's wallet too. Laila, Camilla, and Kaylee. And they're sitting in one of the chairs in one of the booths near me. I smile and wave at them, and then go back to the menu. Although I'm not really looking at the menu, but I'm looking around. I see the lady who I yelled at in her car, go up the stairs and start talking to the girls, telling them that they need to go home. And I assume that's one of their sisters or their mother or something, which is confusing to me, so I start thinking. Maybe they are one of their parents and are just concerned about where they are, but then why not honor everything i do? The woman leaves and then an angry girl comes up and starts yelling at them as well, I assume it's her little sister or something, her daughter, and eventually they get up and go with her.I had some trouble with the van getting here. I couldn't fit in it or something. So I had to live in here with my grandparents. That was an experience. My grandparents were tired and exhausted and just wanted to go home. So I'm glad we stopped at the restaurant. Because they seemed much happier afterwards. On the way back I decided to ride with my dad. I sit in the car, in the back of the van, and people start just grabbing stuff out of the car. They did when we first pulled up too, like when we first started walking towards the car. Like, people just start grabbing things out of the open window of the car. There are antiques in there for some reason, and my dad starts yelling at them. Not because they're stealing though, because they're not taking the good things. Like, it says to one person, who grabbed a very beautiful, very old music box, who's like, you have to have the certificate of authentication for that, or you're not gonna get the right amount of money. Why not take the certificate with it you’ll get much more money for it? What are you a Dumbass? And that's the end of my dream

28 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a very odd dream with a negative undertone. When I woke up, I felt like, whoa, that was a weird dream. And, yeah, it didn't wake me up, but it was very weird. It was kind of dark, and it was in a place that I don't know, and I was dressed kind of in rags. And everyone just wanted to sleep with me. There was this dog that was outside and I was I was going through I was sitting in this one place and I looked outside and I was like wow that's one of the places that I was supposed to see that's one of the famous places. And Marek, my colleague that I like a lot, he's really nice and a very genuine person, was in my dream too. And he looked outside and he was like, oh yeah, that's one of those places and it had a dinosaur with a number 33 on it. And then I was like, oh cool. So I just started walking outside and decided I'm gonna see the place. So I went through the restaurant and around. and out and there was this beautiful courtyard and apparently there was like a theater show going on but the artists were outside just chilling on one of the benches and they were Polish and I could understand them But everybody else wasn't polished so they couldn't understand. But I didn't say anything I just listened to what they said and they're just talking about how tired they were Nothing spectacular. They're old men Not very old, but like in their late 50s, and they were just chilling in the sun and not caring about life. and there were some big swings and I just decided that I'm gonna go swinging because it seemed like a nice place to look out at the rest of the courtyard from. so I was swinging and there was this dog sitting there and he started looking at me and I thought that's a cute dog it was a kind of bulldog but I didn't see the evil in him I saw the good But after looking in his eyes, I realized that he also wanted to sleep with me. And everyone in the dream just had their, they were different kind of things but behind the eyes there were people and there was no rules. They were all just people but in different forms. So this dog wanted to talk to me, but when I realized that I just jumped off from the swing and I was running and I ran through the house, closed the doors behind me until I reached this one closet. and there was an Indian lady there and she was like hide here and I will tell him you're not here and then I was looking around and I realized that I was wearing Converse all-stars and I need to go deeper into the closet because the dog's eye is lower and the door is not so... there's a hole in the door which you can see through. So I went deeper into the closet and I was worried about spiders being there. But I just thought I will not think about it. So I put my hand down on this wood and I was just in the closet hiding. And thinking about other things and trying not to think about spiders being there. and the dog was walking around and suddenly my mind changed the dog into an older Indian lady. And she was looking around and kind of looked into my eyes while I was in the closet because there was glass doors. But she just kept walking and I don't know if she saw me or if she pretended not to see me. She really didn't see me. And then she just grabbed her jacket from the closet where I was in but she didn't look at me and went away. And the other Indian is like, hey, what he what the fuck And I didn't say anything because I was like, the lady fucking hasn't even left yet. Why is this idiot bitch talking to me right now? I can wait. So I waited a few minutes and then I answered and I was like just leave me alone and then I woke up.