Heart

5 Nov 2024

Dream

Had a terribly nerve wrecking dream I just jumped up from. I’m not sure where I was for it but I was dressed cute. It was night time and the dream was long enough for it to turn night time. I was walking down a cobblestoned street and heard very close gun shots. I heard people screaming so I ducked to the left where there was a grey stone or brick looking wall but I saw whatever crowd of people running to follow behind where I was trying to hide and a woman was right behind me, screaming and trying to run but ran into the back of me. That’s when I jumped up from my dream. I’m trying to slow my heart rate right now and looking at my son is helping to calm my nerves.

4 Nov 2024

Dream

Lightning struck a strange new home I was living in and caused the doorbell to ring. I was spooked and closed the curtains. I tried to sleep but something was wrong with my heart and I thought I was having a heart attack.

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I was dreaming of a major event I was doing for one of my programs and there were so many people. They were enjoying the fun and activities that we had created. There was a scene were my dad was helping out in a major way. My heart was so very thankful. Then I was in a section with just the men and they were really doing the exercises and allowing theirselves to heal. As we finished up I was heading to the women and a few women stop me to congratulate me on such a unique and fun event. But this one particular woman stood out and she became emotional. She wanted to thank me for creating such an event that she could be free, expressing things from her heart and how I helped save her marriage. I began to cry and so did some of the other women and then a special guest came out. She was in a wheelchair. In the dream she had been a previous guest who wanted to thank me personally! My heart was filled with so much love. I knew this is what I was suppose to be doing! Then I woke up!

19 Oct 2024

Dream

Me(18), my cousin Raven(27), and her daughter Harper(4) were all on a bus to somewhere. Harper was excited and it was actually really cute. When we arrived to our destination which was a food court, i saw my grandma and my cousin Jessie building a rainbow house set for Harper. I looked at Harper and she was ordering her own food and i felt fluttering on my heart because she's actually so cute.

4 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in a hospital with this girl, we were sharing the same room and we were having some sort of treatment on our bodies, we had hooked up medical equipmemt. I decided to play a mobile game, which was mixed with the hospital. The goal of the game was to sink all the enemy ships and I was this submarine thing that had to sink all of the ships, I failed the first time I played it, so I talked some more with my friend and then I decided to play it again. I was actually winning this time, dodging the other ships bullets left and right, when suddenly I see that there is a ship all the way at the start of the stage in section two, so I torpedo there through the water, and the game starts to turn into the hospital I was in and I'm suddenly running through the hallway to the room I was in with my friend. I open it and see that she flat lined, I start calling over the nurses and I try do CPR. I'm unsure how to do it, because there is various equipment attached to her body, but manage to push it away so I could give her CPR. The thing is, no nurse came, even though I saw them. I thought she was gonna die, when suddenly some of them did come and were doing something off screen. I yell "code blue!" Signaling that a patients heart is not pumping, some nurses take that into account, but when they saw the room they decided not to help me. But a miracle happens, my friend I made, her heart started beating, but I pumped so much it was beating too fast, so I thought I was gonna kill her cuz her heart was beating fast but it actually normalized and she woke up. She didn't understand that I just saved her life but then when I told her, she didn't look extermly greatful, but she looked happy that I did save her. I explain to her that the game detected that her heart wasn't beating and navigated me to her. I wanted to tell everyone I know that I just saved a persons' life, this is definitely my low self esteem talking, wanting external validation, and in that dream I didn't get it, well I didn't get the applause I hoped for, sveryone was just mildly happy I did save her. This is definetly a symbol that I shouldn't care what others think and that their opinion of me doesn't define me

9 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at a party & my friend Eli who I haven't spoken to in years was there. I was having a good time & he was actively & openly calling out things to embarrass me, which annoyed me but I ignored him. There was then a random person that got stabbed and we encouraged them to pull the knife out similar to the scene in 21 jump street with Jonah hill. A bit later Eli & I were in the same vicinity & I noticed that he got stabbed, but it was concerning to me yet others were encouraging him to pull it out. When he did, it had clearly been deeply lodged in his heart & when he pulled it out the room's energy instantly changed when we realised. He then bled to death in 7 seconds & I saw his face change colour to blue. It was like he was looking right at me but his soul had already left his body. A bit of context from my actual past is that I ended my friendship with Eli under the assumption that our values didn't align since I wanted to chase monetary success. I also saw a girl when I was in grade 9 or 10 crushed under the wheel of her brothers car in a freak accident. She had a very similar blue, dead look to what Eli had in my dream.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was back in high-school, my old best friends were having a sleepover and my mom took us to school late. It was 9am and we start at 7am. Then I saw this guy with long hair crawl out of his car, a senior, we started laughing at him because we figured he sleeps in his car. Then we walked inside and a new teacher wrote us up for being tardy, I talked her out of the write up by saying that we didn't need a harsh punishment for the first day back to school for being late. So she decided to throw away the write ups and give us a warning. Then we walked into to class and some students were celebrating something. They brought candies for everyone. I ate some and then I ate one I didn't like. So I got up and brought it to some of the stoner kids, they laughed and asked why I didn't just hand it out and I told them I didn't have that kind of energy. I returned to my seat which they stood up and yelled out thank you, to which I simply nodded in response. Then I saw Josephine walk in the room, she was a girl in high-school that I fell in love with, we never dated. I felt butterflies. Then I pulled out a confession note and a card wrapped in a red ribbon. I was contemplating whether or not I should give it to her. To which I had decided I would, so I started walking around the halls and was looking for her to give her the note and card. I saw her in the hall walking alone and my heart dropped, I stopped and was looking at her holding the card. I never got the chance to give it to her however. Because I woke up

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream about being at a burlesque show. I think they were doing a rehearsal. Bc i was the only other person in there aside from the dancers. I walked in and on stage i saw a grouo of girls in blue fringed outfits sitting in a circle on stage. A hispanic woman appeared from behind the curtains. She began to dance in a seductive manner. She would make eye contact with me and grab her chest/heart.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

Rijal Gerend Streetfood I was sitting with gerend and rijal in the corner of a street food tent, it is beside the road. Our school classmates are also here, Sister Anjani, my teammate is also here, I saw her walking away going to her seat. Because we're literally beside the road, we got heavy smoke in front of us and we had heavy coughs, so I advise my friends to go somewhere further from the road like, like in the middle of the street food tent being cool gentlemens. My 2 friends, Rijal and gerend agreed, but rijal didn't want to sit with gerend anymore, they had an argument, but I calm things down, we then set up the chairs like a heart, Rijal sat at my right, I sat at the middle, and gerend sat at my left, I am in between gerend and rijal. Saksi and others looked at us and though we are cool, now we can sit without coughing anymore. After that I went to the school library and read some books about geology, rocks, and trees. I found a page about hard metals and weak metals, Azzam questioned me about what a hard metal looks like, but I didn't really know. So he pulled me out of the library with the book, and tried to find a hard metal item, in the book, one of the characteristics are a red ladder. Then I found the same red ladder in the school hallway, where I found 2 construction workers sitting on the red ladder, then after founding it, I went to the ground, zap some shoes on my feet, and walk a few meters from school until I hear intense door knocking till I woke up.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was on the street and I remember seeing my brother and a lady next to a car and feeling very uncomfortable and scared. I looked towards my brother and I remember seeing the lady and a man dressed in all dark clothing to conceal his identity shoot a gun and the bullet went through her head leaving her body limp and sliding down the front of her car. I was filled with extreme fear. Then I was oddly in my grandma’s white Lincoln and she was driving wearing some black outfit. She parked and took me with her to a front door of brown brick building with a black door and knocked. It was a funeral parlor and though she didn’t tell me I knew she was trying to schedule her death. No one answered. I could feel my heart beating through my chest and tears filling my eyes as I heard her continue to knock no one answered. I knew I didn’t want her to go in there and I didn’t want anything to do with all this loss. Everything went dark and I don’t know if my grandma ever walked into that building.

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I met a guy. We got to know each other then I started to feel happy again. He made me feel so warm. He made me feel safe and cared for me. He protected me. Somehow we got into a conflict with some other people and they showed up with guns. They were shooting at us. We shot back but unfortunately one of our opponents shot at him right to heart and it went out the other side. I was anxious, scared and crying as I picked him up to get him to the car to drive him to the hospital even tho in the back of my head I know there’s no saving him because the bullet went right through the middle of his chest and came out the other way. I wasn’t gonna give up until there’s nothing left to do. Got him in the car crying as the life is slowly draining out of him he looks at me with so much pain and love as if he wanted me to not be in pain even as he was dying. Got in the driver seat with him in the back and started driving to the hospital.

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was watching my fiences name that is tatted on my chest was engraved into my heart like a hot iron in the same font as my tattoo but each letter was spelled out slow into my heart it looked like it hurt but it felt good and I woke up smiling