Feeling

5 Nov 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was dancing and a mean girl made fun of my ranking. I was one of the worst in a class full of begginera where I used to be the best of the best. I clashed her real bad. I put her down. I told the story to a friend who didn’t really listen

3 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a baby boy with a friend but then the baby died and I ran away from the hospital (I was in a hospital gown etc) and he came after me and I was hysterically sobbing and telling him that people don't get it and they'll never get it and they'll never get me and he just kept telling me it'd be okay.

27 Oct 2024

Dream

I remember being in a small and quaint town. Something I would picture to be like Oregon with the trees and the hills and the small shops filling the small roads. It was muggy out. I walked into a donut shop and I visited this spot along with other donut shops multiple times throughout the dreams trying to find the perfect jelly donut. When I walk into this one shop I see an old friend Eva, and she hands me the donuts. We chat for a bit. She tells me it’s Valentine’s Day and I look at her in shock! Is it really Valentine’s Day already? That would mean its Andre’s birthday, and that I need to message Mrs. Moore. I felt bad that the only times I message her are on those hard days like Andre’s death date and his birthday. I do start to suddenly feel his presence. I start looking for Andre around me but I can’t see him, just only feel him.

27 Oct 2024

Dream

So I was invited by mrbeast to an online challenge where I wouldent have to go to America to participate. I was put in a group with two other contestants. This all happend at my old house in Ireland. Mrbeast told me that I should get a suit, while the game was being hosted. So I quickly go look for my suit and there's a timer ticking down, signaling how much time each group had to finish the first challenge. Each group went one by one. I wore most of the suit when I realised I didn't have my sweater. So I take it all of and I look for it. When I don't find it I come downstairs and my whole suit is gone. I yell at my mom "where is my suit" in an angry tone, I'm afraid she's gonna yell at me back for yelling at her, just like in real life. But she says in a voice like she didn't care "it's in the laundry, I spilled some wine on it", so I run to a laundry place which turned out to be a wheat field with a dark sky like it was about to turn into night, yet the sun was out and I was actually teleported there. When I get my whole suit, the 1st challenge is already over and I didn't participate in it, thankfully my group passed without me so I was alright. So I run to my house and teleport again and at the last second I make it to the second challenge to help my teammates. I go on my iPad and mrbeast tells me that I can talk to my teammates with a microphone. I press 'enter lobby' and I hear one of them say "where's the other guy?" Refering to me. Then the challenge started. I was supposed to click the pictures with green colour. I slip up first but then I getthe hang of it. At the end of the challenge a pie chart is displayed with our scores, first it looked like my score was 7 right pictures and 7 wrong, but then it changed to 12 right, 1 wrong and 1 unanswered. My second teammate got 14 right. I felt bad because I could've done better than I wouldeve when I saw my teammates score. But then another teammate got 3 right and 11 unanswered, so I felt better about myself.

14 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was intimate with my husbands cousin. He is a handsome man but I’m not romantically attracted to him in my conscious life. In this dream my husband was in the house. I also decided to cut my hair in the dream. I cut off my locs, combed and blow dried my hair, and straightened it. My hair was a short bob. And I really liked it but nobody in my dream really noticed. Then I also dreamed that my husbands cousin was getting ready for his wedding. We were helping him get ready but the strands part was we were getting ready in my childhood home, which was my grandmas house. I used to have dreams at my grandmas house a lot. The ceremony was very in organized and I felt bad. There was supposed to be a musical performance and it was terrible. Then the coordination was off and everything seemed like it was planned last minute. I volunteered to take the newly weds pictures but no one answered me. At one point it seemed like no one knew I was even there. Then the couple decided to do an anime type fight choreography with two friends instead of their first dance. And then I woke up.

28 Sep 2024

Dream

I lay back and it’s like I teleported into another world. I’m going down a road, then suddenly I’m painting the picture I was just in. Slowly I’m smoothing out lines and covering small pieces as if to make the smoothest line. And everything is dark, I feel strange but it doesn’t settle in just yet that I’m actually asleep and that I feel off even in my dream. I walk to a friends, even though I don’t really ever see someone I actually know but I feel safe. He’s sitting on the floor holding a video game controller. I slide down to the floor I’m feeling defeated and tired like I did when I was awake except I even feel it in my sleep. But weirdly enough that strange off feeling is intensifying, I grab my friends hand, rest my head on his shoulder, place my phone in my lap face down. When he goes to start the game a surge sets off the screen goes blank but the tv is not completely off. It’s like an invisible bomb went off and that off feeling intensifies but what’s even weirder is i feel like im high and like im having a seizure except I’ve only read about these I can’t actually say I’ve ever had one. But I feel like I just got high and my brain is pulsating, not like a headache but I feel dizzy, almost like I’m high however I haven’t even smoked or taken anything that would make me feel this way, and when I try to say something I can’t. Then I tried to move and I can’t, I’m paralysed, terrified and I desperately want to ask for help but I can’t do an anything. But as soon as I get restless and wanted to be unstuck I wake up. I finally come to and realise I’m not dreaming anymore and my heart is pounding. And I’m just scared but I’m struggling to recall all of the dream. The last thought I remember having is how I miss being touched and how I want to be intimately touched again. Like I haven’t felt anything genuine in so long I’m craving that and sex.

28 Sep 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I landed a huge huge corporate client- The Barn Café. I felt exceptionally prpud and elated.

12 Sep 2024

Dream

I went to a party at a friends house who I haven’t been to before. Their house was huge and like a maze. I didn’t really want to be there, I was so tired. I then found that all the girls were playing indoor tennis. I began dancing. I liked this guy there but he liked someone else. This guy ended up having sex with me even though he liked someone else. It was good and then in the middle of having sex, he just left. Then I think I went traveling. I was in Indonesia, in this beautiful place with this long spiritual ancient cave. There were rooms you could stay in near the cave. I left my room door open, not afraid of anyone going in and I went into the caves. There was someone in front of me telling me to follow. There were all these beautiful materials hanging everywhere. I felt home. I then ran into this somewhat known influence who is a beautiful women known for her art, beauty and hosts women’s retreats. We talked and we hung out and it was beautiful. I felt like equals.

1 Sep 2024

Dream

Feeling weak ,Dizzy and fainting

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was having this sleepover with a friend and they knew that I had a crush on my best friend Ron and I thought they were joking when they said what if he's here they said as they were looking behind me in a joking tone but I looked behind me and he was there I turned around to look at them but they were running away I looked at Ron and got super nervous he got closer and sat beside me I we both said hey to each other and were both feeling aroused he started to lean in to kiss me I hesitated for a moment but let in and kissed him back and he ended up on top of me while still kissing me

20 Aug 2024

Dream

A team leader for a business that I am an Independent Contractor confronted me at a huge event, telling me I was not of any relevance as a consultant and that no one cared for me as a consultant. She was really critical of me. I attempted to ask different leaders and consultants if that’s how they felt. Everyone appeared shocked at the the allegation but no one actually denied it. I was awakened but when I went back to sleep the dream continued.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m at a party, a big family reunion or high school reunion. I get a phone call from my boss but I can’t hear him because it’s too loud and the cell service keeps going out so I tell him I have to call him back tomorrow. There are kids there and also people drinking. I have a really bad sore throat that’s swollen and makes it difficult to swallow so someone finds a doctor at the party and he swabs my throat and sends it to get tested and it come back positive for pseudomonas. I’m reassured that I can still go to work but another doctor looks in my throat and says there’s a Christmas tree at the back of my throat. I go around colllecting my things from the party- clothes, shoes, an iPad. I get the feeling I’m not welcome at the party, not because I’m sick but because I simply don’t belong.