Cuddling

23 Sep 2024

Dream

I was hanging out with Ricardo talking to him about relationships and he was saying he was ready to get into a relationship. I was surprised and told him when we first met he didn’t want to be in one and he said he changed his mind. We went to his apartment to chat and I sat behind him and was holding him and rubbing his back. I asked if that was okay. He said, “why have a relationship if you can just cuddle and be touched by a friend?” Then he asked if he could have sex with me and I said yes. He was behind me and he put his dick in and it was amazing and erotic. I knew I was cheating on Tom but I felt okay about it. I told him this was between us and to not tell Salvador cause I didn’t want him thinking anything differently about me. Ricardow as asking me where to meet women to date and I said dancing is the best. That there are super hot women in tango but the men are really dorky and he would stand out cause he’s so handsome. At another part of the dream I was in a class and I was instructed to give a 45 minute or so presentation on Mexico. I asked Ricardo and Salvador if I could ask them some questions about it for my presentation. I was thinking of focusing on the Sea of Cortez since a lot of people don’t know about it. I was in the car with them both and it was very different cause Salvador and I never get close or touch. Ricardo and I weren’t trying to make it obvious that we were hooking up cause I didn’t want Sal to know. In another dream I was reliving this tape of a hot air balloon crash. We were up at the top of the hot air balloon where there was a young man operating it. He was using his phone and apple watch. Something went wrong and the balloon plummeted toward the ground and landed on a sidewalk. Him and a woman got out and were okay - I thought they had died in the crash. Ricardo told the woman to run cause the balloon was going to explode. She almost didn’t believe him but they ran and hid right when the balloon exploded and sent tons of thick smoke into the air. They survived cause they ran and hid.

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I had an dream throughout the night with an on going plot even though I woke up multiple times I fell right back into it. I met up with a guy who I thought was very attractive which is rare for me. I met him at his house for a date. He showed me around and we talked lightly. Then he took me to his backyard to meet his friends who were all there hanging out. He walked accross a pond full of gigantic black slimy crabs. He walked accross the sunken stepping stones with ease but when I put my foot on the stones the massive crabs grabbed at my toes. I looked to my left and saw a clear grassy path to go meet up with them instead. I wondered why he walked accross the dangerous pond which was the long way around. I knew some of these girls in the group from high school. They were all model looking cheerleaders and their respected boyfriends. They had never talked to me before but because i was with their beautiful friend on a date and he liked me, they were nice to me. Me and him spent the whole day together and as the day went on more and more people appeared. We watched a tv series for awhile with a group of his guy friends land I fell asleep on my dates chest drooling. I was naked in just my robe the whole time and my the top kept sliding off exposing both my breasts but no one ever said anything. Everyone was very welcoming and kind to me. More and more people kept appearing in the living room like a full house of extended friends and family all sitting around and talking. Me and my date ended up curled up on the floor cuddling in the corner. At midnight he took me back to my house. This was a house I lived in many years ago in high school. The streets were full of cartoonish zombies with a variety of one specific kitchen Utensil as a head. A spatula man attached me and my date saved me. I was sitting in the back seat and he drove. The streets were a sheet of ice powdered with light snow. He dropped me off and I went straight up to my old room. Someone has rearranged my room, there was a baby cradle in the corner and a changing table where my fish tank used to be. Everything was Lacey white and glowing in a fairy princess type of way. I went to my bed and pulled out a gift my date slipped into my pocket without me knowing. It was a thick letter and notebook about how much he adored me. I was trying to read it but realized I was dreaming because I couldn’t read. I willed the dream to stay even though I was conscious now and lucid dreaming. Things got dark and fearful and I saw myself in a black mirror looking back at me. I looked out the window and knew I needed to make the sun rise. A female voice in my left ear sang “hopeless” “it’s hopeless” I ignored the song and willed the sun to rise. It was day time and I woke up.

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a guy coming over to see me and I’d checked with Tom and he said it was okay. The man was a huge black man that looked like Willie but was better looking and really gentle and kind. He was tall, broad and had a round face.We’d met online to have sex I think, and we both knew Andrew, Tom’s brother. He said he wanted to text Andrew our location so someone would know where he was which I thought was cute. I also said I’d let someone know where I was, but I guess we were going to head to the house where Tom was? Tom didn’t want him to tell Andrew why he was here cause he didn’t want his brother knowing our sexual stuff and wanted to be private. The man was young and was going to enter the NBA. He was under the sheets and said he was naked and ready. We didn’t have sex or do anything in my dream but he was very kind and loving to me, holding me, staring at me, not wanting to be away from me. We were in an Uber riding somewhere and the Uber driving couldn’t figure out how to back out of a driveway and kept getting stuck and he seemed really annoyed. Eventually he figured it out. Me and this man were cuddling in the back seat the entire time. I had this thought that he was going to be rich someday playing in the NBA. He said he wanted to get a house just that was what I wanted, in the country but beautiful inside. I was very tempted to be with him. I was i nature riding my mountain bike down a rugged dirt path. Apparently people had found a body down there in the weeds and now cops were everywhere blocking my path. I was stopped by the cops and they were questioning me in a friendly banter sort of way. I forget what they were asking but I told them I used to be a journalist in hopes they would let me go past and continue my bike ride.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in what was my home in the dream, and my feet felt like they were in cement so it was difficult to move. Then my arms started feeling the same way, and that's when my deceased soulmate came to me and began running his fingers through my hair to soothe me

2 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamed about a lotta shit tonight but I’m so happy. I was cuddling on his chest again. I missed it so much. Also I saw this pedo father that raped his daughter yet everyone treated her as crazy for it. And he’d touch her inappropriately. But he wasn’t just a pedo. He met this lady with a really sexy body that had antlers and other cool features. She was tryna seduce him which worked easily but she gave off really scary vibes to me. Like she was a killer. But if she saves the girl maybe she’s not horrible. Tho she seemed like an abusive mother too.

26 Jul 2024

Dream

Sal was lying in bed next to me or maybe it was Tom or both. We were very close and cuddling and I was so very happy. I wanted to have sex with him but for some reason we couldn’t but it was still very erotic. I thought I woke up and texted Riki all about it but I was stil dreaming. I was at a big party with tons of tango. But I was running around so much and then had to poop and the poop was so messy I ahd to keep wiping and wiping. I had to take a bath to get the poop off and people were nearby and I had to tell them to leave. There was a big grassy lawn and maybe Tom and Alan were sitting out there. Then the tango event was done and I’d missed it and was very sad. I told Tom I was sad to not to be able to dance but I don’t think he cared that much.

22 Jul 2024

Dream

I totally cuddled with an alligator! I was swimming around in a shallow river deep in the woods on a sunny but shaded day. It came up to me, kinda hugged me, and we just chilled, relaxing the rest of the dream

21 Jul 2024

Dream

Last night I had another dream about my ex girlfriend. In that dream we were dating. We also went to visit some of my family in Texas. One of my family members had a get together and some of my aunts, uncles and cousins attended. After talking to them for awhile my ex and I were sitting at a table eating. She told me she enjoyed meeting my family. While we were talking she took one of her shoes off and gently put her bare foot on me. I started rubbing her beautiful toes. While I was rubbing her foot I told her I love her more than anything. After we left that get together we went back to our hotel room and cuddled while watching tv. We looked in each other’s eyes and she told me she loves me. I held her in my arms the rest of the time.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

In this dream, I was a real life dragon again- a pure white one that could transform into a human girl at will. The blank dragon kept chasing me around everywhere, saying he was in love with me. Scared the crap out of me- idk why I didn’t try to hear him out I just felt so unsafe near him. One of the times I was running from him I saw a man with pretty blonde hair, he tilted his head at me as I jumped into his arms, cuddling him. Idk but I felt if I stayed close to this man the other guy wouldn’t hurt me. But something about cuddling into blonde had my body melt a little and it was kinda soothing. I just wanted to keep hugging. It seemed everyone I met in that dream was some form of a dragon. Eventually the black dragon chasing got so much I ran away from everyone to the hills in dragon form and tried to blend into the environment. It was so very lonely but also pretty. I wished I could have a friend. I wonder if the blonde guy would have went with me if I asked?

7 Jul 2024

Dream

July 5th I had a dream I was in a large canvas like white showing classroom like in a foreign country still with many people from my own country and others and there was like tables of students in college in a widespread tall white classroom with the sun 🌞 shining brightly in through, at the end of the dream 😴 🛌 💭 It’s nap time 💤 and everyone’s asleep 😴 and I’m on the right side and turned away from the window but I peek over and guess who’s cuddling with me on my shoulder? Pei Pei and she’s snuggling and sleeping soundly with me xoxo 💋 xoxo 😘 xoxo 😘 she hasn’t forgotten about me. But what’s really funny was a year ago near the 4th of July I stopped and she stopped communication with me. But this dream happened a year later and we were like at Beacon and just like that classroom set up she was comfortable and happy and content and possesively satisfied almost certain as if she didn’t want me to leave her snuggle and cuddle in our nap 🥹🥹💖💖💃🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💋💋💋🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💙💙💙💙💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that I'd been away somewhere. I think, I think I was at a hotel and I think it was like a dream I've had before where the hotel was also a college or a university and I was having to walk through places to try and find a room and then the room was really small, almost too small, and then I was getting the train back and I was really looking forward to going home because I was so tired and I sat on the train and I was thinking I was going to have to get the train miles away from home and it started going down the road where I used to live when I was a child and I was like brilliant I can get off early. So I rung the bell, got off the train and it stopped just after the bridge and I got off the train, although it was more like a bus because it was on the road, and I had to walk over the bridge to get back home and I remember I was dragging my feet because I was so tired and I was barely making it over this bridge and I went across the road at the top of the bridge and there was loads of emergency vehicles driving down and I had to really time it right to get over the road because I couldn't go very fast but I only had a small gap so I got over the road, walked down the old road where I used to live and walked down this little thin alleyway that was there and I walked in the back garden and my mum had been in the garage and she came out and she goes, oh we weren't expecting you and I said oh I've managed to get the train closer to home. Anyway, I dragged myself inside, put my stuff down, dragged myself upstairs, I was so tired and I went to see Abby in her room and Abby wasn't in her room, there was a boy in the bed, paddling this blonde girl and I recognised the boy as Abby's boyfriend and I was like I don't know who she is. So I finally said hello, he said hello, I went round into the next room and Abby was in there and I said oh Abby, you're not in your bed, she said oh no my boyfriend's in there and I said okay who's that with him and he said oh just a friend and I said well who's cuddling her and she said yeah I know and I said well that's not right is it. So I was like I'm not having this. So I then went back into the room where the boy was cuddling the girl and I threw them both out and then I said to her I was like right I'm going to sort this one out once and for all. So I got her phone and I started recording voice notes to him saying how it wasn't appropriate that he was doing that and even if Abby was alright with it, it wasn't alright and he shouldn't be doing it and I left about fifty voice notes and she was just like oh right okay and I was like I can't believe this, I've come back and I'm so tired and I'm having to sort this out.

23 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream i was dating this guy, he was south asian with dark skin, he was handsome. I was comfortable with him and was at his parents very large home, me and his parents got along well, with them even buying me coffee - an iced latte. I was cuddling and holding hands with my boyfriend, he was definitely loving all of me, including my personality. It was then time for me to go to work and he, his parents all took me to my job, it was a complete new building for my job but with the same co-workers, we ended up going out for some drinks, hanging with my work bestie, it was very nice. However, it was close to starting the shift! so i left my work bestie in the bar and rushed past my manager, who was saying it was 7:55 or 7:45 and my shift started at 8pm then it was time to start working, it was me and my other work bestie, we were walking up and down the new building that had like 3/4 floors downstairs, it was like an extreme basement - anyways each way down, there was animals and like the levels, with plastic toy models, in blue and yellow - i got to the lowest level and saw fish was one of the lowest animals, i picked up the toy and it was cute, i loved it. However, looking at the time when walking up from the levels and getting back to the shop floor my manager looked at the watch saying it’s 8:18pm, im late and my work bestie who was at the bar was also late, even though i was already working and was getting stock from downstairs. I then woke up