Dream About Secret Love And Escape

I was in love with a white man, we had our own cuddling position, I felt super safe in his arms. I was forced to marry someone else but tried being in touch with the white man & met him secretly. We were about to have sex for the 1st time as it was convenient before I'd get married as the new guy was eager to impregnate me. The new guy constantly had me under his watch and I had taken 15 whatever currency it was to meet the old lover & he knew about it but I lied. I think I met his female family members, we were like hours away from getting married. I was escaping from people in a mall, I tried using the escalator and to my luck there were 2, one on the 4th floor & the other in 0, I made it & pressed 1 without really knowing where it'd take me. I was holding two large trees, eventually one of them timbered but it didn't make that big of a sound. I tried my everything to meet the old lover & to let him know I loved him. Before I was driving, we met, I was helping him with loading a van & we couldn't really talk because the new guy said he had eyes everywhere, there was a Caucasian Asian looking man inside the truck I was unloading.