Marriage

11 Nov 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was swimming in a pool woth lots of broken glass inside it. I also dreamt that I went dress shopping and got a beautiful dress. I was married and my husband was wonderful and doting.

6 Nov 2024

Dream

Dream 11.6.24 I had a very interesting dream that I was living in Malibu and I had yachts and boats in front of my house and my house was right in front of the ocean and there are a lot of photographer. The were trying to come and take pictures of me and Jeremy Rayner was medley in love with me I was married at that time with somebody that I don’t remember who was my husband. I remember a lot of photographer trying to photograph me and a lot of time people will stop by my house to see my house from par and will come up to the island in Malibu and I would welcome everybody and tell them welcome welcome And I remember doing a lot of photo shoot I remember my dog Julie was with me. I was very high high position and my husband was very very very very very respectful like very royal and I was a queen in my dream and I remember photographers always trying to come and try arrange for the Shoots with me that The kept repeating in my dream And I was celebrating. I was very happy.

1 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a really good dream. I was on vacation, and my family were there. I was married at that time. I was very, very happy. My sister was there. Julia my dog was there, and it was just a very positive dream about vacation I remember being very excited that I achieved everything I ever wanted and more in my life and I felt that I made it and I can support my family, my loved ones, people, help people, and I felt like I was a queen of the world, like an angel, really supporting the community..

30 Oct 2024

Dream

The atmosphere was golden and very bright, everyone was happy for us, me and my crush were getting married, but when, the day came, she did some things I was sent okay with, but I just brushed them off and I barely even noticed them. But then it's like the dream restarted, and we had our marriage again, she went a bit too crazy this time, I remember seeing that she took her top off when someone was taking a picture of her and another man. so apparently I had a love rival who was my friend, he decided to run after me after I ran out the party, I ended up jumping into some bushes wanting to jump over a fence but thay didnt work. and then i go inside the wedding venue, to see someone's car getting stolen (inside the wedding venue). So me and this other girl break the car windows that the thief was trying to rob and we apprehend her. She looks scary and tries to run away, but I hit her head with a frying pan and she collases. I decide to put her in a pose on her belly, I sit on her legs and hold her arms out, this is the most effective pose to make a person not break free when apprehended. When she wakes, she gets out of my grip a little bit but she's still unable to run away. This wasent a part of the dream:A little backstory about me and my crush, so I remember her making me feel jealous once by talking about a guy, it seemed intentional but only because she wasn't sure if I liked her. The love rival kinda looked like him.

19 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in love with a white man, we had our own cuddling position, I felt super safe in his arms. I was forced to marry someone else but tried being in touch with the white man & met him secretly. We were about to have sex for the 1st time as it was convenient before I'd get married as the new guy was eager to impregnate me. The new guy constantly had me under his watch and I had taken 15 whatever currency it was to meet the old lover & he knew about it but I lied. I think I met his female family members, we were like hours away from getting married. I was escaping from people in a mall, I tried using the escalator and to my luck there were 2, one on the 4th floor & the other in 0, I made it & pressed 1 without really knowing where it'd take me. I was holding two large trees, eventually one of them timbered but it didn't make that big of a sound. I tried my everything to meet the old lover & to let him know I loved him. Before I was driving, we met, I was helping him with loading a van & we couldn't really talk because the new guy said he had eyes everywhere, there was a Caucasian Asian looking man inside the truck I was unloading.

18 Oct 2024

Dream

I'm sitting in a very comfortable room, like in a bookstore or lounge. I'm on a comfy red couch that has three rectangular sections. 3 or four others lay on the couch with me, sitting and watching a woman on the "stage" in the front give a man a blowjob. The thrill of a live sex show in such an intimate setting is very arousing. My attention turns to a young woman to my left who belongs to masturbate underneath her white pants. "yeah, get it girl" I say encouraging her. She looks at me with lustful eyes and begins to masturbate more vigorously, thrusting her pelvis into the air and grabbing her breasts. I suddenly realize wait I'm married what the hell am I doing here alone, she could start sucking my dick and fucking me at any moment and I don't want to cheat on my wife. I just came here to watch. I begin to masturbate myself and others seeing my openness follow suit. The couple being watched is turned on as well and begins to fuck in front of us. It's really hot. Suddenly I'm standing barefoot outside on a field of green grass. I feel the grass beneath my feet. I look at my watch it's 12pm. Oh no I'm late for work! I say. I contemplate just calling in sick, I could say my back went out. But then again, rolling in saying I was up late partying last night has a certain cool factor to it. I decide to go in and I just say I wasn't feeling well, but in a not very serious tone, and my coworkers smirk, seeing I looked like I was hungover and drawing their own conclusions. I laugh to myself. What an erotic adventure!

14 Oct 2024

Dream

I was preparing to get married. The groom was a very handsome guy with a nice beard. He was told and with a strong body. I couldn’t believe I was about the married this guy. We were were rehearsing the wedding, how to put the rings, etc… the day of the wedding came, everyone was getting ready but for some reason I was not getting ready, I was not sure if I even had a wedding dress and nobody seems to bored to help me to get ready. In my mind I was “I still have time” but inside of me was like a voice telling me “ hurry up, get dress, you are going to be too late” and no one es helping me

5 Oct 2024

Dream

A man i really liked proposed to me and i said yes, but it sparked a war between families and everyone started killing each other. I saw people get blown up right in front of me and buildings get bombed. All I wanted was to just be with my fiancé but in the end he was too traumatized to be with me.

5 Oct 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that JP and I were married and on holiday at the coast together. It was wonderful.

28 Sep 2024

Dream

My ex’s sister came to visit me and told me that he had gotten married. I was terribly upset. She then showed a picture of his wife and she looked like me. It was unsettling. I asked if he had stopped drinking, and she replied no. I called him a drunk and that he would never get his life together. She stormed away mad.

25 Sep 2024

Dream

some man told me he and his mom wanted to visit me, I was confused as they were sitting sideways from me on what looked like a bench, they weren't facing me. I told him just because you're coming to visit me, it doesn't mean we should get married. When they finally did, the mom was shocked how messy my apartment was. My mom told me she had been to therapy in China, I had a lustful, sex filled night with some man in a hotel and my mom wanted to take me or took me to a Chinese buffet, octopus & English salmon were in one plate, I touched the salmon but didn't dare to eat the octopus. I ordered beef again.

13 Sep 2024

Dream

In my dream I was a small sprite, fae girl moved into a log cabin. The humans were hunting me. I’d watched the capture thousands of sprites of all ages and cage them in this chest that they would later attempt to drown in a dark summoning ritual. Hundreds of us. Some bounty hunters stopped the but some of those humans got away. Not without bullet holes. Blood was everywhere. During a storm. I wanted to cry the entire time. Forced into very dark places I met this fae man and we tried to run away together within the tree tops. It was super hard because of being of dark chaos, a snake like monster chased. We tried to get away but the raindrops would make us plummet to the earth. It was like nature itself was against us yet we used our abilities to hide within the groves of the wood. We’d talk to animals for directions but humans took up every street. We could find a safe place to reside. And then we were separated and I was no longer a small fae sprite but a tall humanoid unicorn. Once again I was running because dragons kept trying to capture me as a forced bride. I had been offered to a prince of some kind in a fae kingdom. I never met the prince but I might the princess. She was powerful and walk around with a sword and knights flanking her. There kingdom was so cleanly-sparkling almost. Like one you’d see in a video game. We’d met at another wedding, a forced marriage. And there they planned to exchange my hand to a king or something. Idk. People kept telling me I’d be with someone but didn’t say who and then treated me as more of a pawn then anything. Going about etiquette and low birth. How I must be trained in. And then they brought me to dark witches. Fae witches with wings or that could turn into spooky animals and they’d threaten me while taking my measurements. Show me strange things I couldn’t understand and praise me in ways to convince me to give them whatever I held on me. The wedding I had attended was between fae of some sort and a dark force had interrupted. Causing the walls to shatter and fall over. Something that could cause trees to rot with just a finger brush against it. And then there were more tests. Always testing me with terrifying things. Throwing me into natural disasters were the tsunamis would raise to the sky and I couldn’t escape the fall. And it would hurt and fear would be overwhelming but I forced my self to enjoy it. I was so afraid I was laughing like FUCK YOU GOD DO IT AGAIN. And the waves came again and again, and I ran and hide and took it like a champ. I didn’t want to be afraid and I was afraid. But I didn’t back down. Never in any of the challenges did I lie down and give up. I stalled but I returned too. A million times I was surrounded and beat by monsters, humanoid creatures. Torturers and I fought and ran, came up with plans to hide my scent or disguise myself. Unlike the others, my mind didn’t turn off in fear- no it expanded. And I fought wars, I watched civilizations fall and I was killed or eaten and I fought tooth and nail for every breath and the worst part is I never actually won so I can’t understand yet what I was learning. Because I fought against titans as a small little sprite, switching between veils and realms. And they chased and chasdied me and I didn’t die. And when I wouldn’t die I’d be given to someone. Or I’d be told that I’m to be married off. That soon a dark being would come for me. Someone who is cruel and kills all he sees and that would be my husband. And that happened a lot.