Celebration

9 Oct 2024

Dream

I just celebrate that knowing that I’ve She helped me so much with my, with everything and I got to know her for two months and she helped me with everything when no one else would and I just still think of her constantly hoping that she's okay and that's why I think of her all the time. I hope she’s ok bec she means the world to me. I hope she's okay. Pei Pei

8 Oct 2024

Dream

At an informal social gathering. Tom Cruise the actors there. My wife Jackie is too. She goes off for a moment and Cruise and are face to face. I comment on his shirt as a great. Color of black for him with a little grey white in it. His hair is black. it. He looks at me quizzically. I let him know I’m straight even though that is something he says. That I have a takent for colors of clothes etc. I show him the picture if Jackie on her moms table. He’s impressed. I get ready to share that revised to go shopping together and I’d point out my views of what worked as an exercise in tantric energies. I’d then buy her the clothing. It was a celebration of her radiance. And great fun. I retained from sharing that. Upon waking I do have a mild sense that my biological father whom I barely knew and Jeff me at two years old had that kind of black hair the Cruise figured. But I did not have a sense that in the dream.

8 Oct 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was making fudge balls with secret gifts inside. They were a huge hit and restaurants started ordering them. I delivered them wearing an outfit I love, and I looked fabulous.

4 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a very interesting dream that I was traveling and there was some kind of event and there was a flame of fire and there was a fire falling from this machine and it actually touched my hand and my leg and I was like right away took it the fire out and then there were a lot of people like in this celebration they were celebrating something big everybody were dancing And I was traveling from one place to another, I was traveling all over the world. And there was a, in the middle of my dream, there was some kind of like a festival where my hand and leg started to go on flame, and it was a really weird feeling, but I felt very powerful actually, I felt like I am on fire, which means I'm very strong and I'm very successful and everybody knows me, and it was like a symbol that from head to toe I'm well recognized and a very established public figure. It was a very strong dream and very real.

24 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that there was a sign hand written out in a black marker pen on cardboard hanging up also I could hear people saying well done Dale congratulations celebration music and I was given a golden coin heads up

24 Sep 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was at a beautiful, secret sweet arcade. It was VIP only and I was very lucky to be invited.

22 Sep 2024

Dream

Can you help me understand my dream? Dream “My city left and came back with great distain” I was looking through Maia‘s things (my sister) because I had forgotten the papers that I needed to get my plane ticket and I misplaced my check bag. I had just found my carry-on where I left in the workshop room after I said goodbye to everyone I forgot my stuff. Luckily my phone was in there. It was my pink over the shoulder back like the very small purse that I have IRL. I was hanging out with Caroline Mroz (very old friend from 6th grade) and she fell asleep on me and I didn’t wanna move and wake her up but I kept doing that and then finally I left - the room - a big stadium where we were watching a show -and she wasn’t feeling well. Caroline represents someone who is very fickle to me, someone constantly dissatisfied. I had to catch a plane at 8 o’clock in the morning And I kept being like ‘whew’ what a way to start your day In Real life I thought that it was Monday, woke up a bit because the doorbell rang irl, but it’s Sunday (irl) I was running really late because I misplaced my luggage and I had to retrace my steps. I taken a cab there and it was a school. so back from Maia‘s room and my mom‘s house to the workshop room through like a lot of hallways down into the basement. Well first I had to go through the gym and all the big rooms. Oh A girl was playing the piano and it was like sounded like rain or something- a lot of like little notes, and the teacher was like ‘this music in the background is supposed to be able to place you.’ He asked ‘you’re gonna do that?’ and she was like yes she was like this is the piece - she was determined and The teacher said her playing was like a tarantula 😂and like he was implying that she was just dumb- like naturally gifted and didn’t really practice so her technique was really sloppy. (This was kind of me irl in my early 20s playing flute at uni.) But he made her change. He said he said no u cannot do that. It was the wrong background music choice for the group. She was playing the music for the dancers and they were having weird like AI hands and feet that weren’t right. They were just missing fingers and toes and stuff was weird. So they were practicing and they were standing in line to practice moves There was several of them doing like practicing a move at the same time and there were different groups doing different moves and using different equipment and I was like running kind of slow motion -kind of- I was trying not to get in the way, but I was so late, trying to re-trace my steps And then I had to get to the basement where I was dropped off before from the camp and I got into the basement room I Remember when I got dropped off with the cab or before that one friend gave me these papers that would get me my plane ticket like they had paid for it for me and Once I got out of the cab or like once I left them, I realized that I didn’t have my bags so Iwent back into the work room The workshop thing we were doing or learning There was a point when I went until like the transportation room -an area in the basement where they had a lot of, I don’t know industrial things. like there’s a big door with like big plastic things, and I had to move to get in And I thought I left my papers there because my suitcase wasn’t there. I like put the papers down looking for my suitcase and it wasn’t there. I looked at a picture, a photograph and it was all these people I knew posing in a group For me. I think it was a celebration for me but I couldn’t attend so I wasn’t there. There was 2 big guys who looked like Stefan (my boyfriend irl), one I had dated before I met Stefan. I was feeling like a little like I missed them. They hadn’t lost weight like Stefan had. I wondered if they liked their bodies more than Stefan- he hates his irl.

21 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamed that i cheated on my boyfriend. We had some kind of celebration and were in this church that was on my aunt's property. I saw that guy that i had a crush on and we kinda started dating but he didn't really try to keep in touch, so i got together with my boyfriend. But the day of the celebration, the guy found me again, or i him... And we hugged and kissed in the church, but in that moment my boyfriend walked in and simply said "okay" while walking to some backrooms. I tried to rush after him and explain but he told me "i knew you would cheat on me"

1 Sep 2024

Dream

jacob was extremely uninterested in me and once again i felt alone. i was the president of my high school and it was leaning towards the final days. i had reached out to all the students bc i had loved them and they had loved me. i felt very much known and the spotlight was very much on me. i liked being the president, i got to be close to my peers. what i didn’t like is how it wasnt that much on a personal level, more as them fan girling over me. my good friends taylor and lily were hosting a kissing booth for the last assembly. as the president i was expecting to have a big part of the assembly bc of my title, but my principals didnt reach for me that often which made me feel disappointed. when it was the kissing booths turn they performer their dance which led to them sitting on the chairs. while they were dancing taylor reached for me to join them and every student cheered for me. i remember i was wearing all black from head to toe, my makeup was done nice and pretty and dark. i wore fishnets, short shorts and a black top, i had my hair curly and flattering. the contestants that were picked to kiss us while we were blindfolded (everyone except me because i didnt work the booth) were getting ready to get up to the stage and taylor sat me down on a chair and told me to close my eyes. i was peaking and saw that taylor had been kissed by a boy as a boy and giggled to myself. he opened his eyes and noticed right away, i wanted to make sure he didnt kiss me after him because he was kissing lots of people especially men😭 then a white boy (like jacob) with tattoos and pretty blue eyes and pretty blonde hair, overall a pretty beautiful boy came my way. i was excited as hell and happy he came to me and immediately closed my eyes, im sure he saw my smile. anyways he kissed me and it felt like the best kiss ive ever had in my life but it felt so fast even though it wasnt. it was so passionate and the fact that the tension was obviously there for the both of us made me want him even MORE. the principal saw how intense it was getting and out a stop to it and that was that. i remember opening my eyes completely and being satisfied.

1 Sep 2024

Dream

A blend of what looks like the condo in Italy my father’s side aunt’s family lives in and my oldest uncle on my mother’s side(the oldest of three, my mother is the youngest) My whole family(including father) is preparing and packing things It’s going to be a stay-over We pack some kind of a box package of some nonalcoholic, sparkling, fancy muscut grape drink in those green glass bin bottles with those gold film wrapped around the cap We leave at dusk, arrive there at night The lightings are nice, pebbles fill the parking lot It looks so much like the fancy condominium my family used to live in back when I was around 8-10 We greet uncle, auntie and their kid We unload and unpack all the food we brought Others of the greater part of the family relatives will come along later Cut to the inside of the house There’s a counter kitchen Idk I carry the box of the bottles of the sparkling sweet beverages and put it down on the floor in the living/common space connected to the front door I watch them roll out of the box that had been sort of peeled and parts broken off from the bumpy ride on the way We have prosciuttos and some fancy snacks, have fun, and the night passes Few of the beverages end up not being consumed, left over Or maybe we mever really evem brought it to the place at all, maybe I hallucinated it

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in a musical scene. I was wearing my black gothic dress with fishnets and Doc martens and I was in a grand white mansion with gothic architecture. I was surrounded by outcasts, weirdos and misfits and they were all singing ‘One Normal Night’ from the Addams Family musical. I was singing a bit too but I looked like the leader of this get together and I stood tall on the main balcony with stairs as people were dancing on tables and swinging on chandeliers. It felt strangely good.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I remember sitting in a circle speaking with an Orthodox Archbishop about welcoming queer people. For some reason, we were singing our responses to each other. The man said something that implied Christians outside Orthodoxy weren’t part of God’s Church, but I didn’t argue with him. The scene shifted to Trinity College Toronto, and I found myself greeting my friend Giacomo, who was preparing for a service that would reinstate him as an Orthodox priest. I accidentally called him Fr. Giacomo before the service, and he corrected me. (He was illegally deposed 20 years ago for coming out as gay to his bishop.)