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8 Sep 2024

Dream

This is a historical period dream in many different times where women have dealt with persecution and abuse both sexual and physical, poverty and pain. It is set to almost a musical or playwright background in an entertaining and festive way to express the anger and heartache of woman from every time and place in the world, with real music and was choreographed and organized. It was spectacular and amazing and I could not believe that it came from my mind or subconscious alone! I woke up sure that the tv was on or radio but no, to my total shock and surprise it was all originat from my imagination. Multiple different scenes where women faced adverse living conditions and abuse, but all formatted in such a realistic historically accurate and theatrical way. From physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, to religious persecution, to poverty stricken starving and freezing inhumane conditions, their stories and voices and songs united together and lifted for the whole world and god himself to hear. To lovely old homes made of rock and stone being blasted open with dynamite and all their worldly comforts and belongings stolen, to lifelong friendships being tested and repaired, to odds beaten and obstacles overcome, to last resort rituals and witchcraft performed out of desperation, to higher educations, sexual encounters both sensual and pleasurable to violent and painful, to mothers protecting their daughters from the harm and greed of men, to a time and place where all women were afraid to show their faces at all and using one common phrase to describe what happens if they do - “significant damage” is how they describe why they must remain quiet and unnoticeable to men and the outside world, it was beautiful and heart moving and musical. With some big celebrities appearing. Crazy.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream this morning started off with me babysitting Jojo and Jay. These are Talia’s kids. Talia is Teree’s stepdaughter. Jojo kept running away from me. It was if he would disappear and then appear by the front door. We somehow ended up outside sitting on the porch. By this time my two granddaughters were there along with Talia’s kids. I was talking to my neighbors. Then I came back into the house to get my bag of sunflower seeds. I walked into my bedroom and saw that my bed was messed up. When I went downstairs I ended up on a meeting for work. While on the call I was looking out the window and this airplane fell out of the sky and landed upside down. The passengers started jumping out and running. I ran out of the house. When I ran out my house I looked back at my house and it looked like a duplex. The colors were white with black trim. One of the front doors was peach colored and the other one was yellow. When I ran away I ran towards the airport. Then another airplane fell out of the sky. This one landed on its bottom. When the door opened everyone on the plane was the whole cast of a movie. They were on air force one plane. I ran into an old classmate named Nakisa. We walked through the airport together. We ended up at a Southwest Airlines counter. The counter was high up. You had to step up onto a ladder to talk to the representative. When I climbed up on the ladder I still could not see him. So I stepped down and started walking back to my house. Then I woke up.

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in charge of taking care of either kittens or young children - some kind of symbol of helplessness - and Michael Estwanik, who has long been a villainous figure in my life, was trying to steal one of them, which was maybe Pixie in this dream. I had to take great pains to make sure that he didn’t get his hands on them and it caused me a great deal of stress. We were supposed to be transporting them into a new home along with some adults, and the process of moving so many things was frustrating and tiresome. I ended up not being able to transport a lot of my own things because of the distraction of trying to save Pixie, and realized towards the end of the dream that I didn’t have a lot of important things I needed. The setting felt very distinctly European, like a very old city; in the first half of the dream it was more like a hostel but then it became a fancy resort. In the second part of the dream, we were at a resort floating down a lazy river, and Joaquin Phoenix was part of our group. I complimented him on the recent video of him saying something very professional and polite, and he told me about some upcoming theatre projects he had. He was very laidback and friendly. I reached out to a couple of friends who were excited to hear about these things. I had a hard time finding all of my folders and binders because of the moving fiasco, but I found a series of printouts of the developing Joaquin Pheonix and added a new page to it.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream was about me auditioning for a small part in a live tv show. I was getting ready for the part and then I realized some of my scalp was showing so I tried to hide it with the rest of my hair, it worked for the most part. You see I have a hair disease and no one knows where it came from, my doctors are still trying to figure it out. So I was just about to head out when I heard yelling, both of the actors who play the main characters were yelling at each other, you see they were dating in real life and on tv, but it looked like they were going to break up. The girl named Bridget but in the show is named gale, ran out and told one of the stage helpers to let the produce know she’s not coming back. I sort of opened the door and walked by the boy, his name is Tyler but in the show he’s Bryan, I walked a little fast and he looked at me strange. I went out on stage and saw the guy whisper in the producers ear about “gale” gone, he was really angry and freaking out. Then he noticed me and asked why I was there and I said for the auditions and that I wanted to be one of the extras in the show, then he noticed my hair which everyone always does and asked one of the makeup artists to put a wig on me so he could see me better, he put a black wig on when I’m a brunette. I asked him why but he didn’t answer, he gave me a scoot and told me to try it out, it went well. The producer was thinking and whispering to the other judges, he smiled and said I was going to be the new “gale” which I freaked out because that’s a main role and I’m not so great at being in front of the tv all of the time. I told him that and he said that I wasn’t going to be gale cause I didn’t look anything like her but that I was going to become Bryan’s new friend/girlfriend instead and that we were going to let Tyler know now. They took my wig off and he was shocked and didn’t like the plan at all, he didn’t like how I looked at all and that he didn’t even know me at all either. The producer gave us a week to get to know each other more and Tyler still didn’t like the idea and he went with it. A couple days later he told me that he might know a way to fix my hair but wasn’t sure if it would work and if he was allowed to use it. Turns out his father has this cream that he uses to make sure his hair doesn’t fall out since he’s getting old. He brought me to his house and introduced me to his mom and she was astounded that he brought a girl home, turns out he never brought Bridget to his house before, right away she thought that I was his girlfriend. I hid behind him cause I got really shy and embarrassed when she said that, Tyler explained to her what the situation was and asked where his dad was. His mother told him he’s in his den like always, turns out his father was a scientist and loved to make things that weren’t invented yet. We went down there and I asked Tyler if it was ok to be in his den, he said hopefully he doesn’t get mad about it. I saw him and his things I was shocked they were so cool, Tyler asked his dad about the cream while I hid behind him again then he told me to show him my predicament and then let us try and use it, Tyler’s father let us know that it should work in a couple hours. Tyler and I just hung out around the house talking and I was fidgeting the whole time cause I was shy and his house was really big. After a couple hours I was told to go wash my hair and see if it worked. It truly did work and I was so excited I accidentally hugged Tyler and his father which made me blush completely, the mother was freaking out excited because I hugged Tyler and she whispered in Tyler’s dads ear and then Tyler’s ear. Tyler started to blush and said that he didn’t know me very much yet, I grabbed his arm and asked him what they were talking about but he said to mind my own business so I let go and went to look in the mirror again. The next couple days before the first show I was going to be in I was having panic attacks and my mom was worried about me so she said maybe I shouldn’t do it but I had already said yes and I need to try and get out of my shell. I went to Tyler’s house everyday and we talked a lot and told each other things about ourselves which helped each other laugh. Behind us was Tyler’s parents just smiling and hoping we would get together because turns out Tyler hasn’t been this way in a long time, Tyler’s parents told me that and I then kind of hoped he would ask me out. We did our first show I kind of messed up a little bit where I stopped to think about my next line but managed to get through the whole show. Tyler lifted me up and said that I was great and he said he was surprised that I did good on the first day. The producer came over and said he was happy and asked if I could do it now for the rest of the show and I said yes. When we went back to our makeup rooms Tyler and I were giggling then he stopped for some reason, he hugged me really tight and it was surprising because it was usually me who hugged him first. He offered to take me back to his place again because I guess it was a fancy dinner night. After food he showed something I hadn’t seen yet and it was on a balcony which I’m not good with heights so I was kind of scared, he asked me to take his hand and then showed me the coolest thing ever which I was like crying. I turned around to say thank you and he then asked me if I’d be his girlfriend which then my mouth was like to the ground shocked because I thought he was just getting to know me cause the producer told him too cause at first he didn’t like me at all. I said sure that would be nice and then he kissed me.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

Floating around a space station looking for pieces of something. I was moving around like swiming in water. I remember seeing a piece far below me and I was afraid to go far from the station. There were no stars. Then I found myself at a party at some party school or something and there was this super tall black guy that was a rapper but we had the rapper Eminem in our group so people were excited for that. The party was packed with people. There was a second party going on at same time but ours was way better and all the people were coming to ours. All of a sudden the party calmed down and some people left. I asked where'd everyone go. There was this girl that came up and was like hey. My friends were like, she was here the whole time. I was thankful and she was pretty cute. She had tan skin and long black hair. Then we turned around and it turned into a bar with a big square bar with seating all around and football and other sports were playing on tvs. There was an older lady that I was resting my leg against and then one of the guys I was hanging out with was gonna sit next to her and then he said something to her and I commented on it saying g he was a kind gentle soul and he looked at me like, hey, that's nit true and said you don't know me. I laughed and made a joke about it. Then the guy called the football play that was occurring like he was narrating it but wasn't even looking and I thought wow, that's wild.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I befriended a girl in my neighbourhood who doesn’t exist and she had a little sister. She was rather girly and loved taking selfies with me. I then went to a college party that me, Clayton and famous singer Rihanna went to. Clayton no longer goes to college so this felt strange. It was then revealed Clayton and Rihanna were bullying the younger sister of the neighbourhood girl I befriended and I was a bystander as the mum of the girls and the staff of the college scolded the pair. I didn’t know where to put myself. The mother then said that I could leave now. I then woke up from the dream.

27 Aug 2024

Dream

had a dream I was in school, dreamt of my favorite singer and someone got to win a date with him instead of me and I tried to be patient about it. I checked my bank account to pay off some bills but everything got hacked and I was frustrated, I left school at the end of the day and couldn’t find my car at all I nearly broke down crying and frustrated until two friends came up to me to see what was wrong they didn’t really comfort me just heard me out and then I tried looking for my car again. I woke up annoyed and angry.

26 Aug 2024

Dream

In the first part of the dream, I was a vampire and I could leap up and fly over great heights and distances, but despite being a vampire I never actually hurt anyone. At one point I was distributing gifts of clothing to people, one of them being Emi Schurmer. We were at an amusement park, which must be linked to our recent county fair experience and my water park experience over the weekend. There was a Barbie-themed attraction where several celebrities who were in the movie were working and I asked them if it was different being in the public eye now. I was in line with my friend Alexis for this attraction, and she was doing her usual Alexis thing, finding mundane things hilarious. In part of the dream, I was at my own house, and Kiki the cat was still alive, although she was incredibly old. It’s possible this reflects my growing anxiety over my cat Zoey’s old age. I was on my phone combing through an app where we kept track of her toys, because my parents were worried that one of them was going to harm her. Towards the end of the dream, I was sitting at very dirty cafeteria tables at this amusement park with a family. One of these people I was on a date with; he was a young attractive black man whom I didn’t know in real life.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in school of some sort and we had an assignment that we had complete and then present in front of the class. I knew exactly what I was going to do but didn’t have my laptop, so I had to leave to find my laptop and be back within 20 minutes to present. After retrieving the laptop, I kept making wrong turns and somehow walked into a movie theatre where a bunch of children were running out of the dark afraid because they just watched Beetlejuice. I bumped into Michelle Obama when I was leaving. At this point, I knew I was now past the 20-minute mark and was rushing to get back to class, but kept getting lost and couldn’t find the classroom again.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was with this guy, he told me to play a game with him which means I had to act seductively as if me and him were about to do naughty stuff. We were in a bedroom, I picked up something that resembled a thong and went towards the bedroom door looking at two people who chatting in the living room. I gave them a mischievous smile while slowly closing the door and dropping the thong-like item in front of the door before finally closing it. I walked up towards the guy, and I laid him on the floor flat then straddled myself onto him while expecting nothing more and just a fun game he winded up taking it there. He got up getting towards me and unzipped my sweater, I started feeling excited but I kept it chill and still consented. After he unzipped my sweater he started looking at my breast, I think we then started making out and we did some other things I don’t remember, I think we both knew we didn’t want to take it as far as we did but I do remember when he was on top of me and he was between my legs I couldn’t help but acknowledge our genitalia was so close to each other even though we have clothes on but I really liked this. I then found myself on top of him, he was sitting up against the wall and I decided to start kissing his neck though I wasn’t doing it great enough. I was in this nice area with a lot of white people, I was with this one white lady we went to this restaurant and we met a celebrity who was eating with us.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

The first part of the dream dealt with me working at a performance venue for an awards show. I saw lots of celebrities there, some with a lovely attitude and some completely rude. At one point we saw Pedro Pascal go by in a vehicle and he was friendly and smiling. Throughout the show, there were areas where little eggs started hatching and out came animals - not just animals that should have come from eggs like birds or reptiles, but also tiny kittens and puppies. Being around too many animals and being afraid of harming some of them is a recurring theme in my dreams. In the next part of the dream, I was with Taylor as we were auditioning for a professional musical. I felt anxious to be there and like I wasn’t up to par with the other performers, but at one point they allowed me to be part of a group exercise and had a good reaction to my acting. A part of the dream also took place at a school with many winding corridors, where articles of clothing came alive and we had to fight them off. It was more of a nuisance than scary, but I was annoyed that I had to fight them off alone while Taylor was in the bathroom. I saw some old friends in this dream; at the audition space I saw Mayu from college, and at the school I saw Emily Lobba, who has passed away in real life, but in the dream she was still alive and her brother Marco was not. This was a jarring encounter within the dream. At the audition, my mom decided to be there as well, and Taylor was talking to some people about his own self-journey and wanting to consider neurodivergent male and female roles for himself.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

We were at our old house again only this time it was different. I was spending time in my parents room because my room was a mess, clutter everywhere. It looked like I was moving things around and got tired. I was getting upset with my parents they kept having people over, never quiet. Then someone brought over a dead horse and my family insisted we eat it. I was disgusted and went back to finish moving around my room. Ended up going to some kind of zoo and aquarium. I was waiting for my friends to get there and I wanted to see the great white shark they had in captivity. My friends didn’t seem excited to see it, and I told them it was okay and that I had already been there once to see it and it was fine. It took them forever to get there but they finally did and we made our way over to the shark tank. They were still pretty uneasy, but once we started to see the shark in action they were impressed. Things started to feel ominous, and so we decided to leave and made our ways to the giant glass doors. Someone was standing too close to the edge, and people told them to move. The shark came and grabbed them. Everyone started to panic after that, and we all fought to get through the door. My friends and I made it, and we kept running to get out of the shark exhibit. But then we heard a loud boom and then soon water came and began to flood everywhere. There was a little kid all by herself and I picked her up. We ended up still stuck in the hallway of the exhibit. We ended up hiding in what looked like a meeting room. It was completely underwater and we had to hold our breathes. A shark came in, not the great white but another that tried to take a bit out of us but its mouth was oddly shaped and couldn’t get us back into a corner. Once it gave up, we snuck out and managed to get out of the shark exhibit. Unfortantely it was chaos everywhere. Injured people all around, I was still holding the child, I’d say was about two years old with all my might. We were being evacuated but people in a panic kept pushing and climbing over one another. I saw an opening to cut through the people and begged for someone to help lift us up. Someone finally heard and brought us up. It was Hugh Jackman. I woke up.