Audience

3 Sep 2024

Dream

In the dream I was greatly annoyed by what I perceived to be an injustice having to do with theatre, I think specifically Kingsmen. It was something like, I was told that if I designed costumes for a play, I would be able to participate, but not for my acting skill alone. This went around and around for what felt like hours, with me becoming increasingly angry towards Taylor and possibly Hadley? I had been writing poetry and was preparing to share it as part of an open mic night. There were several couples there, one of whom had a baby, and another gay couple who had a Labradoodle. I was also jealous of the dynamic between these couples. Envy played a massive role in this dream, as well as a feeling of unappreciativeness. Finally I got in the car and nearly sped off without Taylor just to show him how frustrated I was. We arrived at an outlet mall first, and then some kind of bar. I began to read my poetry, but it became a stand-up routine as I started making jokes about pets. All of my material was about pets because I told the audience it was a universal subject that they could all relate to. They didn’t all have kids, but they had all had a pet. To my surprise, the crowd responded very well to my act.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at kinda like a big mansion with everyone in my high school and we were all trying out to be a model and I was like one of the only people to get that Model spot and there was like a big line of people waiting, and I got to skipped the line for some reason. And then we ate at a really big buffet and I had a burger covered in a type of sauce that was mixed with alcohol and then it switched over to me eating a spicy burger and then I switched over back over to the other burger and then ate with some of my friends that I couldn’t really see who they were, and then I did lines in my car by myself of cocaine.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was running away from people a lot in my dream. The people I was running away from seemed to be people that I cared about and that cared about me. At one point, one of the people I was running away from was crying because they couldn’t find me, but I still kept running and hiding. I moved through different large buildings in big and small spaces. Some spaces had other people in them. Some spaces were empty. At the end, I found a concert with a lot of people in the audience. I joined the audience, but then I finally felt scared that the people who were looking for me wouldn’t be able to find me.

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I was like in a band on a stage with a lot of people but the stage was like in the air and after we finished playing we jumped off the island stage thingy in the air and pulled out a wingsuit and flew down to the ground into a bunch of bikes and we all got on them and drove to a desert and started playing around in the sand jumping over hills n stuff on the bikes

3 Aug 2024

Dream

A girl was putting on a performance about her life. She described how her mother forced her to perform and have sex against her will. Myself and the other audience members wondered why she was still speaking to her mother if that was the case.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream in black and white of myself talking to an audience, similarly found like a narration on a film like a Television character. I remember talking about my life currently and me experiencing strange dreams and each time I spoke about a different dream, my eyes closed and it would be acted out by shadow silhouettes on a white wall. The final time I had a dream, I woke up in colour and saw that I was wearing my regular black turtleneck, black checkered suspender trousers and black Doc Marten boots. I looked in the mirror on my white desk I was sitting at on my white chair to match. At first I saw my reflection and then my inner monologue further narrated with me not physically talking, and said “Because deep down, it didn’t matter how I appeared to people, because on the inside, I have always been a Girl of Sunshine”. And the I saw myself through the mirror wearing a yellow turtleneck, a red mini skirt, black tights and brown boots, in another dimension in outer space. The version of myself still in my room smiled at myself in space and the dream zoomed into the mirror like a camera changing focus of something and I had that dream again of my appearance changing. I began wearing a yellow turtleneck with 3/4 sleeves and a burgundy skirt with white tights and brown boots. My hair changed back to the hair colour it was when I was fourteen, a blonde balayage in the middle and bottom of my hair with dark brown on the top of my head. The blonde was similar to a honey yellow colour. My eyes were white though, I couldn’t make out my pupils. I fully remember that in this state of appearance, I was in out of space. Though it was full of colour, with pink, green, purple and blue colours found in the sky in space full of white stars. I had flashbacks of times I had with friends from college and I instead of sadness I saw beauty. In the background of all of this, Noel Gallagher’s High Flying Birds’ cover of the song Mind Games (originally by John Lennon) was playing in the midst of it. I looked like a writer. I looked like a girl of sunshine in space and now I feel different from my old goth self. I was just lost in the song of Mind Games and Noel Gallagher’s voice. And then these end credits rolled in my mind with my name being on every credit.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

Last night I had 2 dreams. The first dream was there was a teacher doing an activity with three young boys. These young boys were given three types of flowers and they were to offer them to members of an audience in the theatre. Once the boys had given out these flowers, it was time for a swap over so more people could do it. My second dream was that I was sitting in a theatre with 3 friends and my husband, we saw a projection of an animal film on the stage. This was also an interactive film so there were gonna be some jump scares. As the film was playing, when the snake bit came up, you could see snakes crawling on the walls of the theatre. There was also a bit where a lion came to get someone, next thing I felt and saw was a lion had tipped my chair back and was looking at me from above ready to maul me to death, I wasn't too terrified but it ended with me fainted in my husbands arms outside the theatre.

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I was rehearsing for a performance of a song I wrote in real life. I was playing it on the piano but was messing up the notes, so I had to rely on a demo CD of the instrumentals. I was trying to rehearse to that and the CD seemed compromised or recorded over because it was skipping. I was supposed to perform very soon, but I was hiding in a back room trying to sing along to this skipping CD. So I went back to trying to play it on the piano and I started singing a song by an actual music artist and felt like I was ripping off their song. A 90’s-2000’s television was playing Degrassi while I was rehearsing. When I was getting ready to be on stage I put in these hair extensions that were a different color (my hair naturally is black/brown but I dyed it strawberry blonde, and in my dream it was my natural color but the extensions were the strawberry blonde color and it wasn’t matching). Before that, my little brother was helping me do my hair and without me asking, he put extensions of a different hair texture in my hair (curly extensions on straightened hair) and I took them out immediately because it looked bad. I noticed my soulmate and his best friend were front row in the audience where I would’ve performed, the stage was like a festival stage with a ramp in front of it. But I went to the back when I left to rehearse last minute. I just felt so unprepared for this performance.

7 Jun 2024

Dream

I felt as strong 💪 as Kanye West Yeezus when he was on stage at the 2016 Grammys I feel I'm as good as him everyone cheering me Ye that's right Ye

7 Jun 2024

Dream

I was working on something with a group of people and then suddenly a band showed up to perform. It was a band I later found out I didn’t care for. I was being forced to stop what I was doing to listen and view the live performance. Someone had to be outside though on rotation I think. Eventually, I was pulled away from the audience and pushed to be the one outside. After a while I started running around to different shops (it was like setup like a strip mall) and different rooms. I mingled briefly with people I knew in classrooms before running again. Eventually, someone was after me but couldn’t catch me. I didn’t go back to the place I initially started in

13 Apr 2024

Dream

I'm on stage dancing to swan lake. I've never danced before but somehow I knew all the steps. I can hear the audience awing as spin and jump at just the right moments. Just as the song ends the room changes. I'm driving listening to music as the turns become sharper and the speed increases. Suddenly and harshly the car jerks to the opposite side of the road and I crash into a river.

13 Mar 2024

Dream

So I had a dream about a person that sexually harassed me today. I was in a hotel with my cousin and my boyfriend, I was asleep in the same room as my boyfriend and shared a wall this guy that said he was a superhero. When that happened it was the days after I spend time with my cousin's friends and him, we had so much fun and then when I came back to the hotel, I was just waiting for my boyfriend, but before Damian came back , the guy knocks the door and said that he was just like trying to make friends. Suddenly I don't know why, he grabs me by the breast and he starts to like, touching me and I'm like, I don't want anything, the problem is that he was super more strong than I, and then he tried to make curfews with me and my friend, he started to control over some of my life. I asked my boyfriend for help because I made a mess on the bed and I had to clean it, it had red stains in it, so I used that opportunity to escape and tell Damian what was going on, and he accepted to help me. The last day we made a panel that I was part of, a panel that was supposed to talk about how super heroes have the ability to make normal people have power without having, but unfortunately I didn't feel like I could, and I told the person that was directing the panel that I got harassed by the superhero. She gave me the small smile and said "this is your story, you can do whatever you want with it, and if you want to tell them, tell them, don't stay silent." So I said "good morning to everybody here in the UA. This was supposed to be a place where everyone feels safe... Well I didn't anymore. " And and then I told everyone that I got sexually harassed, and the audience was shock, so I was crying and the presentator came to comfort me and then my boyfriend, and then I woke up.