Crowd

9 Sep 2024

Dream

it’s morning and I am going down the hill that is near the ocean the whole region looks like it’s around Yokohama I’m with people that I was classmates with during the fifth-seventh grade To name them, it’s Fumié, Maka, Sara, Mariko, and Hirai-san The hill looks a bit retro, a bit Showa-esque, like from the Ghibli movie ‘From Up on Poppy Hill’; it looks like a port town I see tin roof, laundry-hanging poles, the laundries, toy plastic hand windwheels, junk snack shops(駄菓子屋) We have a merry chat and race down to the bottom of the hill at some point When when we get to the base it looks like a mix of the area around the Tokyo station and Hachioji station(so there’s crowds of people, traffic signals, station malls, neon signs) When we look back at the hill that we came from we realize that it was far longer and far steeper from up top than we thought it was We go back up, at least up to the first and the second traffic signal on the hill slope that we see We enter the building owned by Hirai-san‘s family It’s old, the entrance is kind of narrow, there’s indoor staircase leading up to each floors’ entrance Most of the people I came along with already kind of went up before I could Me, Hirai-san and Mariko get back down to the first floor midway through because we wanted to go to the bathroom(I was lowkey peeing myself from holding it in for a while) I think the two noticed but they didn’t say anything about it to keep me from being embarrassed And so we finish our business, and here I kind of noticed that both of the girls are actually male anatomically And while I finish my business last and lightly runs my piss-soaked underwear, dirtied stockings and a portion of my uniform skirt(we’re all wearing the uniform from our Elementary school, the indigo-navy sailor uniform) I wonder if the rest of the group could secretly also be biologically male My mind wanders a lot more when the thought came to being about the possibility of Fumié being an anatomically male person(probably because I used to have a crush on her as a girl) So we finish our business and we go up while I sort of just keep wandering confused about why everyone is male

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamed Iwas with a group of people and their was a person who appeared to give my brother some type of black white and gold garment I felt it was a prayer shawl or what we call the Talit, as he was handed this prayer cloth from who the people in the dreamed I heard say it was Joyce Rodgers, Joyce Rodgers was a famous female preacher who passed away last year, the crowd ran towards her blocking me from getting to her and she disappeared, I then seemed to be riding on a backwards cow and there was a large half of fruit in front of me, the fruit color was purple, but it appeared to be eaten from the bottom to the top by these small mice, the mice started to appear eating through the top of the fruit, it was three of them from what I recall, the cows then begin to gather in a circle at this point I got off the cow, it was several of them and they appeared to fall out or die. I woke up from the dream confused

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I was stuck at a very big computer store because my dad drove me there. There were two men who were constantly trying to literally kill me and they used poison, blunt force, strangulation, but they weren’t working together. When i sent one away or rather when i defeated one the other would pop up. The store was operating and full of people. It was a bright and lit up with flouresants. The two men were my father, whose reason for trying to kill me was me calling out for his abuse and I wouldnt fall in line. So he hated me. Because i “defected”. The other was this crazy psycho white guy that looked like Ben Shapiro. I rejected him and he didnt like that. He just wanted me to give in and be with him. Everytime he would come back he would change his outfit and comb his hair and wash off most of the blood to show that he “changed” He also was racist and only fetishized black women because he ended up saying “all you black women are savages and difficult.” And when I asked him “then why are you trying to date one”. He replied “I love black women. I think they’re beautiful. I think you’re beautiful.” He was trying to stab in that conversation. It was in a consistent loop and no where wws was safe.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was going to watch a comedy duo that used to be on the TV years and years ago called Dick and Dom and I was going to watch them at Wembley I think it was and I had to go with people from work and we were taking clients from work so everybody that we were taking had a disability so we went down and we had to enter Wembley through a shuttle almost like when you go onto a plane so we were walking through a walkway into Wembley rather than just going up the steps to the door and I had to carry a baby with me the whole time that's who I was taking and we went there and there was a small stage and everybody was kind of seated around the edge so we went there and I was on this baby and Dick and Dom were on stage and they were just gay and funny and we were really close to them there was only about 40 people and I said to them I was like oh so you guys are really funny it's really good that we've got these tickets and we're so close and there's like barely 40 of us and they said oh yeah it's really hard to be funny to a large audience or a distance and I was like oh you guys are brilliant you're really good at your job you're so much fun it must be a really good job just messing around all day and they're like oh yeah it's brilliant and they were just I don't know jumping around and just being silly and we were watching them but I was having to hold this baby the whole time I was trying not to kind of get too excited and jump about because I've got this tiny baby in my arms.

3 Sep 2024

Dream

I went to a famous boys concert and I was in the middle row with a friend and ended up getting pushed by some people in the crowd, I ended up pushing another girl that was a little bit older than me. She had been drinking and her and her friends got really mad at me. The boys concert ended and he ended up seeing the older drunk girls try and beat me up so he went to me and stopped them. The girls got pulled away by the officers. I tried to say thank you to him and then all of the people at the concert started trying to grab him. He ended up running so I called my stepdad and asked him if he could do me a favour, we followed the famous boy and then distracted the girls to get them off his trail. I got out of the car because the guy had decided to hide and I decided to go look for him. I found him told him what we did and then got to thank him for the girls bothering me, I also apologized for all of the people that started chasing him around the city. He said that it was a tie and we both did something for each other, he asked for me to give him my phone and he exchanged numbers. The famous boy who actually is my age which I forgot to mention, told me that to call him the next day and if I wanted to see him he’d help me out by getting to him. The next day we talked and then hung out with each other afterwards, I showed him around town and then thanked him again for everything he’s done for me. He looked at me and smiled , then out of nowhere he kissed me.

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that my adult children were showing me a video where there were people crowded on a porch and someone trying to push their way through the door fell backwards. They asked a rhetorical question then the scene started over and they were younger and we were driving past the house and witnessed it. Then they were even younger and it started again. This time we lived next door to the house and there was a parkway with woods behind our house. I was walking with the kids. The person who fell was a teenager but in this version of the dream he jumped and a bunch of people followed him like lemmings. He ran when he hit the ground and they ran after him. A border collie was in a yard with a white fence. The white fence had a big whole in it. When the dog saw the boy running it got upset and ran at him. She jumped to try to stop him from running and accidentally nipped at his face. The boy didn’t appear to be hurt but the boys family who ran after him including a very big, fat older man with a mustache and beard threatened to sue to have the dog put down. Each time my kids were younger they had different questions. When they were younger they weren’t rhetorical. I was anxious trying to explain things. The last situation I got involved in trying to defend the dog. The woman had two dogs that she struggled to control with the chaos. I asked if the dog had a rabies vaccination. She said no that those were horrible and I should never give a dog that shot. I said that was too bad that she thought that way because now she might have to quarantine the dog at a vet for 10 days at her expense of there’s an actual bite

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night. I was in the bus and going back to my own country Iran to have old city name Bucan. I don’t know why I was there. I was walking in the street and the street was very old and people were in the street lots of people were in the street they kind of were in the different group giving for Hosin that has been person in Islam who has been killed. very fascinating old city and houses, shop which I have seen long time ago in the citys long from the big city's in Iran. I was visiting a family there and it was a handsome man came to help me and be my guide.we went on the balcony with him and he showed me a very beautiful view in that view. I saw from above after the houses It was a forest down there but on fire , I saw the jungle has been on fire so sad when I saw the huge fire down there I asked him why the forest is on fire why the government doesn't turn off this fire and he said that’s the kind of government we have they don’t care they just let it burn until everything burned,I told him that maybe comes to the city and he said yeah, we don’t know, but we don’t hope that. i ask him about the place I wanted to see but I didn’t remember the name and I asked him I have heard there is an old place probably a grave for some important person but I don’t remember the name. he showed me the mountain in front of us and he told me on that on the top of that mountain is grave for a very great poem from long time ago and that’s very famous and people walking all the way up to visit the place.i ask him, that’s very long way to climb up. Is there any way that we can use drive to get there? He told me there is but it’s from the behind the mountain. so he wanted to show me I told him that: I think where I wanted and heard there is some religious placed but I don’t remember the name, but he didn't know that. so when I was coming inside the house to put my shoes on to go out i saw my sons girlfriend and her sister came in to try to take of their shoes. I asked her what are you doing here why you came all the way here. she said because I heard you came here we wanted to check. in my dream I thought she’s from that area and she was worried about Maybe I found something about her so that’s why she came all the way down here. but in real life she’s from different country Ukraine. I ask her where is my son then and she said he’s at home. the other guy was guiding me was kind of surprised that I have a son. so while I was talking to her and surprised by her that she came all the way down here I woke up.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was at a big event and I was running late. So I sat up front with my ministry school class. An elderly woman asked me to get the attention of Mr Alex son. But he was a distance away. She seemed to get upset with me bc I couldn’t reach him. So I got up to go to him but I didn’t know who he was so I asked an elderly man he pointed him out. But when I got to him I decided not to worry about it. So I went to look for my friends so I could sit with them. But all of sudden everyone was walking to the stage which bombared me. Then I pushed through that then I got to the row where my friends were sitting and I seen my ex jealous friend who I don’t talk to anymore and she says there are no seats but clearly there were. So I continue to look for a seat. Also my granddaughter appeared on my back out of no where. So now I have to tote her around which is uncomfortable! Then I seen my ex friend sister and she said she couldn’t talk to me because of my ex friend. Then I see another friend I no longer talk too and she starts singing great people! Then from the stage the host calls my name to come on stage to bless me for my accomplishments! The light shines on me and every thing! Then my friend gets my daughter and I step on stage and the crowd applauds!!!!! I’m smiling! I get my roses and gifts!! Then I wake up

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with my brother and sister walking towards a little hole-in-the-wall place to get food. They made duck tacos in a brown sauce topped with honey, white cheese, and cilantro and also some kind of pancake bread with different colors. They poured the batter from a tube into the shape of a rectangle, doing the outline first then filling it with red and orange batter. It rose about 4 inches then they flip it to fry the other side. I was watching them make my food then crowds of people came in wanting to place orders

22 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a car with my mom, step dad, and brother. I was in the back seat on the right with my brother on the left side, my mom in the passenger seat and my step dad driving. It was dark and rainy outside, probably around 11pm. We were driving back home I believe after meeting mom at a restaurant I believe, and we drive down this main road in a town that’s got an event going on. On the little hill by the stoplight, there are people sitting in camping chairs and bleachers wearing merch for this guy that wants to ask his crush to be his girlfriend. The shirts were white with red writing on them, some had blue. There was gallons of cute water bottles for sale that were gradient colors, like the ones we sell at dollar tree. We come to a stop at the stop light, and the guy who’s hosting the event of him needing moral support to ask a girl to be his girlfriend appears by the street light. He’s wearing a yellow cylinder costume that almost looks like a fire hydrant or a rocket, the top and bottom of the costume was red, and the costume had bullet points that were colored red, and blue lettering, or the other way around I don’t remember. But the bullet points were saying reasons why he needed moral support and why this girl should be with him. There was a conversation going on in the car, but I was kinda zoned out and sort of disassociating unintentionally, almost having a disconnected reality sort of experience, and all I picked up from what my mom said was “someone needs to show this guy how to live legally haha”. Everyone was laughing, the light was taking forever to turn green but the man in the costume was waving at us and getting the crowds attention on us, and he eventually waved his arm in a circular motion suggesting that it was okay we go on. The crowd started cheering as we drove past the red light, and all we saw behind us was the man jumping up and down in excitement.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

So I dream that there's a Dog who's chasing me. The Dog was drooling so much that it looks like he has rabies. He also got that fierce look, like he's going to eat me alive.. Of course, I feel threatened by my safety and I go up to the double deck while the dog is trying to get me. And then I almost fell to my doom but luckily I managed to grip something out, maybe a piece of cloth or whatever it is... But it looks like it's about to give away any minute... And so the Dog keeps barking at me fiercely and is about to get me... Then, the Dog is like speaking to me and that he's gonna cook me and eat me and so... Like, literally. And I also noticed that the Dog's fur is dark brown.. He's eyes are black or dark brown as well... But the Dog definitely hates me... And so, the dog finally got me... And so he cooked me into pasta and sprinkled something on me. But apparently, I'm still alive... Then, as a pasta when he's about to eat me... I attacked him and the fierce fight went outside and the rain was pouring heavily and I turned him into a headset... Then, I stomped at the headset and let him get wet... Which makes him groan... I then make sure to crush him. Then, I open the gates lock and run away... But he's still following me with that fierce look and continue barking at me.. After that, I dream I was on a roof, and someone is chasing me. Both female and male adults. So I keep running and since I'm tired of all the run, I wished in my dream that I would fly... And Then, I fly! But, Barely... Since I'm not used to the wings and I'm having a tough time controlling it... And the people who's chasing me is about to get me... So I was really struggling... Then, I remember in the dream that I saw a people line up... They all look professional, but the one who stands out most is the Woman who has short hair and looks like someone from the female character from the film I watched. Then, this woman have a child... And in the line, she's looking at something far ahead... like, she's looking for her husband... Then, this husband of hers is somewhere far away along with the other fellow men's...I then saw a crowd of men... and it looks like they are in an Army or something... But the air was so.... Masculine? The Aura was rather "Manly" and so Serious and so.... Weird... Like Men are... So this Men's is on the outside...and I saw this potato looking man.... walking straight ahead.... Then there's this another masculine man around with his men on the corner near the post... And he looks intimidating and serious, Like there's this Aura around him just like in the old films from 90's...But anyway... In the end this Potato looking man and the Intimidating man just shake hands... The shake hands were firm and like a form of friendship? Beginning? Trust...? I'm not sure... I guess it's just what men do... And then, back to the potato man... And the crowd... The potato man, was moving so slowly.... They are all moving slowly like a turtle/snail! And the Graphics looks like a Pixel or some sort of videogames... And it looks like this Potato man is trying to get to the old man in a straight line ahead... Moving very slowly.... And... Back to the Woman.... And so this Woman looks like she turned back time... I don't know but I feel like she is... And I'm trying to help her remember what happened then... And making her get into nostalgia or something... Which made her distracted during work...and so that went on and on until she met her child... A young girl in the Mall... And it looks like her husband has a mistress! Anyway, then.. for some reason there's this young beautiful lady in a corner... Blond hair and a sexy body... Almost like a doll... She's wearing something light blue or so... Then, when she tries to approach the little girl.. the woman suddenly gets protective of her child..

20 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night, I dreamt that I was inside some kind of compound. It seemed I was running for office there were People outside in a line waiting to get in. There was a bouncer for some reason. The line wasn’t moving, even though I was a candidate no one seem to know who I was. Strangely, I still wanted to sneak out or felt I had to sneak out. There was some kind of scandal that broke. It was upset about the scandal except that scandal seems to give me some degree of notoriety, which was actually good the crowd started to like me they knew who I was in the line started moving or something about a stray kitten I was trying to catch I was also aware an alligator