Conflict

10 Nov 2024

Dream

my daughter, her father and i all went to work with him. he works as a housekeeper. this is our first time going to work with him. when we got there, he took us in one of the rooms. He had to clean and let us sit on the couch and watch movies while he worked. we watched a whole movie and he stayed in the back rooms cleaning. he came out and said somebody was about to come in. I asked him if we needed to get up and leave so he could do his job and he said no it’s OK. Stay here. They’re just gonna be moving their things in. as we watched TV I could hear people at the door coming to move their things into the hotel room. it was a woman and two baby girls who were around three and four years old. the woman went to the back room to load her things into the closet. for some reason, I understood it was a hotel room, but she was taking my things out of my closet. her father, my fiancé spent some time in one of the rooms back there while she was loading the closet. then her father came in and told me that there was bad news and we had to move. for some reason, I was devastated as if we had to leave our actual home, almost like I forgot it was a hotel room at his job that he was cleaning. I started to get up and pack things out of the kitchen. then he said never mind. It’s OK we can stay. when I saw the lady I smiled and said hi. I also saw her kids and told them they were so cute. my fiancé said our daughter and I are OK to sit down on the couch again, and watch movies. the other kids gravitated to the couch as well. then, eventually, my fiancé, a.k.a. my daughter’s dad came and sat sit on the couch too. I noticed he pulled out his gaming system and started playing games on the TV from his PlayStation and got super confused. I asked him how are you allowed to play your games right now when you are working. he said no, it’s fine. I’m done with this room just waiting for my next and then we will move. I walked towards the kitchen, and the lady came into the kitchen to start cooking something for her kids and I looked over and told her her hair was pretty. she gave me a dirty look and I said do you do hair, I need my hair done. she said no very rudely and walked off. I looked at my fiancé, confused and walked back over to the couch with him, my daughter, and her kids just waiting to leave the hotel room at this point . I could see in a mirror where the lady was in one of the rooms, and saw her plop on the bed. her kids ran back there with her and jumped on their bed to be with their mommy. as I sat on this couch of a hotel room at my husband’s work with my child, waiting for his next room to come available for him to clean, her kids ran back in the living room and started hugging my fiancé. my fiancé gave them hugs kiss them on their forehead like they were his kids. at that point I was like what the actual fuck is going on. he looked at me and said I thought it would work. I said what the fuck do you mean you thought it would work. at that point, it dawned on me that he had a second life and tried to bring us together. I was pissed. I immediately started balling my eyes out and getting me and my daughters things together to leave. he stayed on the couch, playing his game with a small smirk, and an attitude like oh well. me and my daughter started leaving and walking down the stairs at the hotel as I’m crying and everybody in the hotel was leaving at that point. my fiancé, the woman, and her kids were walking far behind us to go to a car I imagine. I just bawled my eyes out, crying, walking towards my car with my daughter. and then I woke up.

2 Nov 2024

Dream

上演一部舞台劇，一部有點年代的家庭倫理劇，我是飾演一位在婚姻出軌被老婆發現，然後老婆殺掉兒子，向我報仇的角色。 其實我並沒有背好舞台劇的故事脈落，但是突然間就要來一個預演。我在後台等待的時候，只是打開自己的筆記，看着自己的對白，而我的筆記裏並沒有其他人的對白，所以其實我並不會知道何時到達我的出場和如何跟對方在演繹上對接。 我在台面聽到他們吵吵鬧鬧，劇情危急，所女人我亦是憑直覺走到預備的空間等待自己的進場。台面非常空曠，充滿煙霧，暗綠暗藍色的燈，還有聲音在麥克風裏變得非常之散開。 在預演之前，老師看得出來我有點悶悶不樂，他叫我趴在地下，幫我推開膊頭和心胸的緊繃，我脫了上衣趴在地下，只餘下一件束胸上衣，他說，有些事情只能透過時間去推動，再多的苦惱也無補於事，只是庸人自擾。

30 Oct 2024

Dream

The atmosphere was golden and very bright, everyone was happy for us, me and my crush were getting married, but when, the day came, she did some things I was sent okay with, but I just brushed them off and I barely even noticed them. But then it's like the dream restarted, and we had our marriage again, she went a bit too crazy this time, I remember seeing that she took her top off when someone was taking a picture of her and another man. so apparently I had a love rival who was my friend, he decided to run after me after I ran out the party, I ended up jumping into some bushes wanting to jump over a fence but thay didnt work. and then i go inside the wedding venue, to see someone's car getting stolen (inside the wedding venue). So me and this other girl break the car windows that the thief was trying to rob and we apprehend her. She looks scary and tries to run away, but I hit her head with a frying pan and she collases. I decide to put her in a pose on her belly, I sit on her legs and hold her arms out, this is the most effective pose to make a person not break free when apprehended. When she wakes, she gets out of my grip a little bit but she's still unable to run away. This wasent a part of the dream:A little backstory about me and my crush, so I remember her making me feel jealous once by talking about a guy, it seemed intentional but only because she wasn't sure if I liked her. The love rival kinda looked like him.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

l forgot a lot about my dream but still remember a few details. One I was doing a test in French while people were in maths since l was like keep highlighting but the teacher didn't allow highlighting (even in real life and they they came . Also like I was next to a boy I know irl but then he got changed place in front of the teacher but then so did I so we were again next to each other but I kept falling of my chair like not falling but almost and the teacher thought I did it on purpose but I didn't so she put me next to like three Asian girls. And then I was like it was in the end of the class and I was like I didn't know everyone in class but I had friends and they were Asian and there was also HYEJU (from loona) and I hugged her we were friends. I dreamt also that my sister crossed the road with a girl I knew but l forgot omg I'm so mad a lot of things happened but I forgot. But I also dreamt that there were like a closed thing a place and like boys were suffering more than girls I don't know why and like you couldn't see the free world and I think u got locked if you sing since it's illegal and I think like I got out but I went in on purpose but l remember vaguely •Also I dreamt that I was walking with my dad and my sister and I was talking about my book and then my sister sees a solider and tells it's like my dad and I was like no he only did his military service and all but there was big ass dogs and one escaped and started to chase after us. And weirdly we weren't at least my dad not worried and we started sprinting and the dog was there like I could feel his teeth he was so close but didn't attack and we went like in a big garden and there was hyenas and my dad literally made us run into the hyenas and the garden was also with a lot of big animals but my dad and my sister went into a safe place before me since I took another road and it was stressful but then we sat down next to two big animals since they were our neighbors (??) Yeah ik that's weird

25 Oct 2024

Dream

Luke, an ex friend, was after me. I knew he was after me because my friends kept tipping me off saying he was in town. I kept trying to out maneuver him. One time I even took my two dogs out with me and they acted as sleigh dogs but I was on skates. I went through town and then started up a mountain. It was snowy so I took my skates off and went into a cabin that was nice and warm. I received word that Luke was getting closer to me and apparently when he left town he found a vulnerable, older man, and convinced him to get married in the mountains. This was confusing as I know Luke was straight and only liked women. Something was off and I was trying to figure out what his angle was. I ran into this one guy there who’s energy was off. I knew then that Luke had somehow disguised themselves and was trying to get on my good side but I saw right through the charade and started yelling at him to go away. People surrounded us to see what was going on. I was scared that I was going to look crazy since I was the one yelling and he was calm. But everyone believed me and pushed him outside. Then I woke up.

22 Oct 2024

Dream

I was teaching music at a highschool I was having a lot of fun. But then a giant storm came and flooded everything. I made sure my students were safe and went to go help out others. A long the way the storm ended and I ran into people of my past. One who was an old friend I miss. One was a person who treated me badly. Another was my grandma in law who I love. I then found a cafeteria. I went to order food there were two girls there who were being bad cashiers. They tried to give me old sushi instead of what I wanted. So I yelled at them. They then ignored me and kept me from ordering any food. I then found people about to order and I told them to go somewhere else because they are rude

22 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was taking a trip in a foreign place with a lot of kids. We were on a bus for an extended period of time. We had a lot of conversations and it felt, childlike. My dream quickly transitioned to me and a several people I knew, including Lachelle, her kids and her ex-husband. We were all prepping to fight some kind of war. I remember checking out all the shotguns to make sure they were in working order. As we were prepping for this huge battle, the kids were gathering food and eating. I remember Jay sitting off in a very far corner, not interacting with anyone, just careful observing my interactions with JB and Brooklyn. At some point Lachelle and I tried to display some affection toward eachother but it seemed like the opportunity never truly presented itself. I did notice a girl that I previous dated was on the trip, she tried to speak to me here and there but we didn’t have much dialogue. I remember wondering if Lachelle would be concerned about her, but she never showed concern. As we were traveling, a really weird thing happened… a movie projection started playing on a wall. All of the travelers watched this scene in awe and intuitively knew it was a movie projection being cast from Lachelle heart. It was a very subtle movie scene but very intense it is short span. It was simply a scene of a person intently looking a man that you can tell she loved, and in his very near vicinity was another man that she was very attracted to and intrigued by. No words were really said in this scene, you can just gather her view point, based on how the projection was being cast on the wall. I remember the majority audience viewing it like it was a the scene of some intense love story and I was viewing it completely aghast. It was in that moment I was receiving intense clarity. I was saying no matter how much in love with me she appeared to be, someone else would always have her slight attention. The next immediate scene was me stepping on to a platform in some place that could’ve been a church. I was headed up these steps and a few groomsman were filing in, one was noticeable not ready. I remember my bride walking in who was not Lachelle and she was just smiling. I remember feeling like this particular woman was totally and only interested in me. I did see Lachelle in the audience smiling widely and she seemed genuinely happy for us. As the ceremony proceeded, the preacher asked if there were anyone would wanted to object to our union. And some girl from my past yelled out something that turned everyone’s head and garnered a lot of whispers. So much so, that the bride openly asked her bridesmaids, “Was that one of DeAngelo’s exes, why is she hear and what did she say exactly”. As the bridesmaids were responding to hear, the preacher was giving her counsel on how to handle that moment and to proceed. She then asked me questions and I remember just looking at her feeling like that person won’t stop our ceremony. The bridesmaids starting asking questions, the audience expressed an unsettled feeling and we never concluded the wedding ceremony.

18 Oct 2024

Dream

I was playing Jeopardy with my own conscious and I was losing especially about questions about my religion, my daily life, my favorite things, and my last relationships damage and I kept losing a loud buzzer and a red light blinking as a warning and I then gave up.

17 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream about that I was yelling and talking to myself just standing in the middle of nowhere talking and yelling saying “I want what I want, the enemy always gets what he wants, am I the enemy?!!?!!” And then my other half side was staying silent very quietly silent. Then I kept seeing my face looking SO! Angry and then I calmed down. I don’t know what’s happening to me. And then I woke up this morning to hearing my voice echoing saying “NO! I want this! You know this LESLIE!!”

12 Oct 2024

Dream

So just before I slept. I was lost. I wanted to cry but couldn’t. And it was because my day was foggy and I had a brain fog (where I’m just in my head or on my phone most of the time) because I was missing some parts of my pasts while remembering some bad stuff that happened too. And I wanted to cry I wanted to feel something because I had my parents loss their affection on me. And my little siblings were the only ones in my life have they been giving me hugs and kisses. And I wanted to feel something, to feel loved to feel pain to feel like I’m loved. So I tried to cry to feel something. Since my parents didn’t gave me the affection I needed anymore, I kinda lost the need to cry or to feel this love in my chest. So it was hard to cry whenever I wanted to. I did cry but only a little. Till…I had this dream. I think I had a dream before this dream, but I forgot about it already and it’s not important anymore. But this dream was. As I had a horrible time with myself, I had a dream where I was in this place as a kid. And there were other kids. And it seemed like there were these adults who were watching us? It kinda felt like an expiriment on the kids. So me and not a lot of kids just a couple were like in this HUGE circle room where the walls were high and was made of glass. I think there were adults at the glass watching us but I didn’t pay attention. And there were very few adults in this glass room with us. It seemed like there were only 4 maybe?? There might be more but I wasn’t also paying attention to that. That’s when I think something happened to the place and I think I was trapped?? But I managed to escape and I’m not sure where the other kids were. I’m pretty sure there were somewhere but I didn’t pay attention to them because I saw this- kid. They were trapped under a table with something small with them. I think it was an infant or a little dog? I do think it was a baby dog because of something that happened later on my dream. So I saw them, and I went to try and help them get out. I think there was an Earthquake because I remember seeing stuff falling from the ceiling and the ground shaking kinda. So I tried to helped them out but I think I was struggling a lot. I also think I remember having an adult come up behind me and started to say how I was so weak because of how much I was struggling and while giving me answers on how to free them but in a tone as if they saying “oh my gosh you don’t even know what your doing let me just tell you the answer if your that dumb” And I finally got the person trapped out. But I also think the adult that was talking to me was in my head maybe and not came behind me?? I dunno. But the person who was trapped was thankful that I freed them and didn’t react about the adult who talked to me so maybe it was in my head? I believe we escaped the place with the little dog and I believe something happened after that- and I may had forgot but there was a next scene and it seemed like I was in a house. I think I was now a teenager now like I am in real life. Dunno if in my dream I was a bit older. But the person I saved? We apparently build this house I’m in and now we’re living together. And now there’s this big fluffy dog with us. Seemed like it was the baby dog earlier on. And we were just living in our house together in peace. We were happy together and had a close friendship. But maybe our friendship was more or maybe it was just me in my dream. I remember there this moment where we were both sitting together doing something (I forgot what it was) and I think I managed to lucid dream here or just be able to control myself in this dream in this part only. And I may had found out I loved her and that if I did, I should make sure she knows. And at this moment I managed to control myself in my dream and moved my head to see her face. I remember her having short hair that seemed that she had cut it. It seemed like a messy haircut but it seemed to fit her. I don’t remember much now of what she looked like but I remember just staring at her and thinking how beautiful she is. Maybe she saw me staring and I went back to what I was doing or she never looked back at me and I just stopped staring. But then I lost control to my dream and a next scene came. It showed what our house looked like outside. There was a balcony that I was in and we were both outside because there was something going on. Our house at first seemed like it was floating- and maybe it was floating. But I remember seeing a thin wooden line that connects the bottom of our house to the grounds that was covered in snow. And maybe that was what was keeping the house standing, or it was a rope and our house was indeed floating and the rope was keeping the house from floating away. And just beside our house were a few other houses (I remember seeing 3 but there could be more) that were also having something below them like ours did. Me and (my friend? Lover? Our relationship was weird. We were friends but it seemed like we were in love with each other but didn’t said anything yet) friend- went to the balcony to see what was happening on the ground below us. And it seemed like our neighbors were doing the same too. It seemed like people- adults or kids?? It was foggy and there were dressed in something that made me not be able to see what they were. But they were bothering us. And annoying us because I remember feeling annoyed. But it seemed that it was common to have them come and annoy us because we were just whatever about it along with the neighbors. I think me and my friend went back inside- till a next scene came. I don’t know if me and my friend went out or we were just inside our house, but someone came. We didn’t knew who this person was and I had forgot how we found this new person, but they were a stranger to us and we didn’t trust them. And they seemed like they didn’t trust us too but they said they needed something/help? I forgot what it was, but the three of us went out to find what the stranger needed. Me and my friend had our guard up the whole time. We reached to a place where houses were never on the ground but were either floating or had something to let it stand. But I couldn’t know what it was. I guess when I was in the dream, I knew what everything was so I never questioned it. But since I obviously don’t know this world now that I’m awake, I’m unfamiliar with it. But me, my friend and this stranger went to this house in this town? City? It seemed urban like. And the door opened. An old man came in view, I don’t remember what the old man looked like now but I seemed to be familiar with him in my dream. Me and my friend were behind the stranger who was in front of the old man. We didn’t say anything till the old man spoke. He said “What are you doing here?” He asked the stranger. “I know who those two are-“ he nodded to me and my friend. (Remember I said before the scene where it’s after we escaped the place and I said there maybe was something that happened after that and then the scene of me and my friends in our built house came later on? That’s when I think something did happened when the old man said that) “but who are you?” The old man finally asked suspiciously at the stranger. But then I unfortunately woke up- It seemed that either I forgot what happened after what the old man said- or nothing didn’t happen afterwards because me waking up interrupted that.

10 Oct 2024

Dream

Dream 6 Oct 2024 Group Dynamics,Powers,+Shape-Shifting Shows(+ Wolverine,Woody,+Leather Jackets) Group of people trying to accomplish something while staying away from the bad guys. Different scenes, here’s what I remember. The group is talking right before a concert, reviewing videos. One woman unexpectedly berates another woman (who is showing signs of early pregnancy) regarding another dude. The guy has powers reminiscent of Doctor Strange, but not quite the same. After reviewing the video, one of the guys, who seems to be in teaching mode, says, “Now, why did that happen? Why did she take this particular time to lash out?” A couple of people offer different answers, including that maybe they had animosity before, or that everyone has been stressed and tired, culminating in her yelling at her. I half-heartedly say that “maybe the woman liked him before, but as a celebrity-from-afar crush, and it wasn’t until she actually met him that he became “real“ for her because it was an in-person interaction, so then she felt more animosity towards the other woman who I think she called fat or something to insult her.” My groupmates turn and give me a semi-skeptical, semi-tired look, and I note again that this was a stretch, but I wanted to mention it to provide another option. In the next scene, this guy is about to perform on stage (I can’t remember if it’s the same Doctor Strange-like guy or a different person from our group). His stage manager (who we haven’t interacted with much) goes out first and shape shifts a bunch of times to warm up the crowd, which starts ramping up. Then our guy goes out on the stage, and the crowd gets even wilder. He continues the shape-shifting a couple of times on stage before shifting into the image of Wolverine and jumping off the stage to crowd surf. The scene switches for a few seconds to slow motion, and, at first, I’m not sure if the crowd will catch him—but then they do. Then he shifts into someone else, and the game is to see who he Shifted into. His power now is to make eye contact with someone and shift over into them, transporting himself and temporarily taking over their body. I look around and realize that pretty much everyone at the show is in costume, from the X-Men to a couple of guys dressed as Woody from Toy Story, and a bunch of other characters/costumes. I realize that everyone here must be consenting to this, or how else would he be making eye contact? We also realize that the bad guys are somewhere here (or maybe we always knew they were here, but now we realize that it’s time to make moves), so it’s important for our guy to keep shape-shifting so they can’t grab him. I think this was part of the plan for the beginning of the concert. He transports into someone over to the stage left amongst a couple of people, then goes rapid-fire around the front of the stage into different people. I also realize that he has started specifically targeting guys wearing black leather jackets. I guess it’s going to be time to get away. He goes into a couple more people, then I out, flags to the left by this tall, beefy-built guy in a black biker jacket. I follow them out—cut scene— Now we’re in the car discussing the concert show. One woman (who reminds me of the doctor from Daredevil/Luke Cage/Iron Fist) is saying that she definitely doesn’t mind this new look (implying that she thinks she’s handsome), wild play, play elbow, and him in the seat next to her. We’re figuring out what to do next, but I wake up. Overall mood/context: adventures, group dynamics, working together, collaborative, curious, magic

9 Oct 2024

Dream

Greedy fruitshop I am done doing an exam, I am a senior, and I met a junior student. We became friends, and then he invites me somewhere, we happen to cross my female friend's class, the Junior's name is Yousef, Yousef goes to the female classroom and greets the teacher there, so I did the same and all of the female students were watching, we then went outside of the school to an abandoned construction site, there were only pillars and ceilings but no walls. There Yousef said that there was a delicious fruit that his shop made, his shop was in an abandoned site. But there was no fruit, the fruit actually has been disposed and decomposed in a composter. The composter is white and has a hard fabric texture. Then we went to the other area, and I saw 3 small colorful buildings, the buildings were very dirty, and then next to it I saw a huge ditch. In the ditch there were 80 expensive cars, while Yousef went to the his house next to the colorful house, I went to the ditch and 80 expensive cars. There I saw his father, his father is greedy and loved to look at expensive cars without even using it, I confronted him and tried to open his mind, but he just laughed at me when I told him to stop being greedy. And then I saw the void for an unknown time. And then I was in my mother's car, there we passed a familiar road, and there we saw 2 Israel hotels being bombed by the Indonesian government, because the Israelites were the genocide Zionist that killed many palestinians and made them suffer.