Conflict

1 Oct 2024

Dream

הייתה ילדה בת חמש עשרה בערך שברחה מאנשי צבא בימי הבניים. הם רדפו אחריה עד שהגיעו לחוף הים. הילדה המשיכה לרוץ לכיוון המים, והחיילים עצרו, כי הם לא מוכנים ללכת לכיוון המים. המים היו קפואים בהתחלה אז היא רצה על המשטח הקפוא כמה שיכלה. עד שהרצפת מי הקפואה נשברה מתחתיה והיא נפלה למים. לאחר מכן היא ניצלת על ידי ספינה. רב החובל של הספינה היה ג'ורה מורמונט ממשחקי הכס, ומלח על היספון היה ג׳ופרי באראת'און גם כן ממשחקי הכס. רק שהפעם הם היו אנשים אחרי , ג'ורה היה רב חובל אחראי ואינטליגנט שדאג לנהוג ביד קשה בג׳ופרי. שבדומה לדמות שלו במשחקי הכס, גם כן היה איש רדוד ורע בליבו שאהב להשליט את כוח הזרוע. אך הפעם היה נראה שג׳ורה מחנך את ג׳ופרי כמו שצריך, למרות שהם היו דמויות אחרות הפעם, זה הרגיש כאילו זה עשה תיקון עבר למשחקי הכס.

1 Oct 2024

Dream

I’m a manager at dollar general and I was sleep with my girlfriend outside the store some how and this suspicious van pulled up I always see at the store and always felt he was up to no good but he pulled up to the side of the store and I was watching him but still trying to play sleep and hoped my girl wouldn’t notice so she wouldn’t over react he started to work is way in the store from the side of the building and I knew he was trying to break into the safe then he stared crawling back towards the wall where he broke in the store from my girl said she can see him and I just wanted us to stay unnoticed so I said stop looking and just lay there then she sat up and said I have to use the bathroom then I begged her not to go then she said what would you do if you had to use the bathroom and I said I’ll wait then she got up and walked into the bathroom door that was some how right beside us then I seen the man crawl under the bed then when I looked again he was standing and was holding a knife in each hand and started stabbing me in my side and everywhere else then I moved for the bathroom door my girlfriend was behind that he locked while he was stabbing me I unlocked it and was calling her name through the door and didn’t get a response so I positioned my self to where the attacker could only stab my legs and feet and stared kicking the attacker which also was holding a knife in there mouth along with one in each hand I couldn’t force the knife out there hand so I had a plan I stopped trying to take the knife out there hand and raised up towards the knife that was in there mouth and used my palm to hit it back I wasn’t trying to kill them just was trying to throw then off of holding those knife’s so tight so I could get one which worked and after I hit that knife deeper in there mouth I snatched the knife out there hand and in one swing spilt there mouth from one side to the other with that other knife still being in there mouth then when I looked at the face it was my cousin i barely talk to anymore

25 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that everybody was being evacuated and we all had to go down to the local park and I just grabbed like a bag of clothes, I think Abbie had grabbed like a bag of clothes and my mum was with us and she had a few bits and we were walking down to the park and everybody was walking down and nobody really knew what was going on, when we got to the park there were these tables with food on like rolls and meat and stuff and some people were helping themselves on the way through, some people were just heading on through and we just headed on through and there were all these shipping containers but they'd been turned into like I don't know accommodation and they had windows and some of them were nicer than others and we walked through to try and find somewhere to go in, so we were walking through and a lot of them were full and we got right to the end and there was one that had two places in that you can stay and one of them had one and they were right next to each other so we said right we'll go in one and so me and Abbie went in one and then my mum went in the one next door so we thought we'd go inside and we said is there any room and these girls were there and they said yep there's two beds, one of them was a kind of like bottom bunk of a bunk bed and the other one was like just a bed on its own, so I went in the bottom bunk of the bunk bed and Abbie went in the bed on its own and we were there and we were talking and we said we didn't know what was going on and we were kind of looking out the windows and we could see all the other accommodation around us and then on the other side of the field there was like food trucks and stuff and I was like oh okay this is you know it's going to be proper food and stuff anyway and there was all this commotion and somebody started driving the container ships out and we were driving for ages and I was like oh right so we're not actually going to stay in Kings Park so we drove for a bit and we stopped somewhere with all these other containers and other places that people were staying and some of them were really lavish and nice, I mean ours was really basic it was literally just a couple of bunk kind of bed things and then a bed and other people had really nice big faces and I was like oh right okay this is interesting and we stopped for a bit and we were looking at all the people and all the stuff and I was like oh I probably should have bought some more stuff with us, we probably should have bought you know some stuff to do like I don't know some pens and paper, I should have bought my knitting and then we moved again and I was like what's going on and for some reason I got the feeling we were in Leicester, I don't know what gave me that indication and we stopped and we had an idea this was our final stop and when we got out of the kind of camp we were in it had like these little areas that had food, there was one that had clothes, there was one that had other bits and we got out and I was like oh there's pens and pencils and bits of paper because I really should have bought a book so I could have kept a diary or a note and I was like yeah that would have been a really good idea so we went out and I grabbed a load of paper and a load of pencils and brought them back in and then we were thinking oh maybe we should get some food and then we had a look out and there were these stalls that had clothes on and I thought oh I can do with getting a hat so I was trying these different hats on and then somebody else went to pick up some clothes and they said oh this is £40 and they said yeah and I was like oh we didn't bring any money and they said well if you can fix them then we'll give you some money for fixing them and then you can buy something so it was a bit confusing but I got the hat for free for some reason and then it was like I don't know there was a warning so we all went back in but it was a weather warning so it was like really horrible and rainy but I mean I'm not entirely sure why we were evacuated I don't think anybody really knew but it was like this little commune of people and nobody was really sure what was going on but it was interesting there were lots of different sized accommodation and people from different backgrounds in life but then I said to Abi I was like oh no granny because of course even though we'd all gone together she'd gone in a different container and I had no idea where she was I didn't know if she'd been brought with us or whether she'd gone off somewhere completely different because there just seemed to be these little settlements of people all over the place and people didn't really seem to be in any order so there was no real connection but it was really strange.

13 Sep 2024

Dream

I was living in a different part of Berkeley. I noticed some posters and signs at a bus stop that were created my old friend Renee. Seeing these made me feel worried and angry - I didn't want to run into her. I spent the rest of my afternoon seeking to avoid a run-in. I was hanging out with an unknown young woman. I was showing her around. I wanted to show her something in an IRL acquaintance's apartment. I wanted to just enter it, but she was concerned about us having permission. I assured her I would text my acquaintance, but then I didn't. I felt annoyed that she had pointed this thing out to me. The rest of the dream is a blur. At one point there was a conversation about how staffing to consulting projects works, and I was advising someone on the best dates to work to ensure that they got into the type of project they wanted? (in waking life, I don't know anything about this) Then I was walking my dog at night. It peed on a traffic cone.

13 Sep 2024

Dream

In my dream I was a small sprite, fae girl moved into a log cabin. The humans were hunting me. I’d watched the capture thousands of sprites of all ages and cage them in this chest that they would later attempt to drown in a dark summoning ritual. Hundreds of us. Some bounty hunters stopped the but some of those humans got away. Not without bullet holes. Blood was everywhere. During a storm. I wanted to cry the entire time. Forced into very dark places I met this fae man and we tried to run away together within the tree tops. It was super hard because of being of dark chaos, a snake like monster chased. We tried to get away but the raindrops would make us plummet to the earth. It was like nature itself was against us yet we used our abilities to hide within the groves of the wood. We’d talk to animals for directions but humans took up every street. We could find a safe place to reside. And then we were separated and I was no longer a small fae sprite but a tall humanoid unicorn. Once again I was running because dragons kept trying to capture me as a forced bride. I had been offered to a prince of some kind in a fae kingdom. I never met the prince but I might the princess. She was powerful and walk around with a sword and knights flanking her. There kingdom was so cleanly-sparkling almost. Like one you’d see in a video game. We’d met at another wedding, a forced marriage. And there they planned to exchange my hand to a king or something. Idk. People kept telling me I’d be with someone but didn’t say who and then treated me as more of a pawn then anything. Going about etiquette and low birth. How I must be trained in. And then they brought me to dark witches. Fae witches with wings or that could turn into spooky animals and they’d threaten me while taking my measurements. Show me strange things I couldn’t understand and praise me in ways to convince me to give them whatever I held on me. The wedding I had attended was between fae of some sort and a dark force had interrupted. Causing the walls to shatter and fall over. Something that could cause trees to rot with just a finger brush against it. And then there were more tests. Always testing me with terrifying things. Throwing me into natural disasters were the tsunamis would raise to the sky and I couldn’t escape the fall. And it would hurt and fear would be overwhelming but I forced my self to enjoy it. I was so afraid I was laughing like FUCK YOU GOD DO IT AGAIN. And the waves came again and again, and I ran and hide and took it like a champ. I didn’t want to be afraid and I was afraid. But I didn’t back down. Never in any of the challenges did I lie down and give up. I stalled but I returned too. A million times I was surrounded and beat by monsters, humanoid creatures. Torturers and I fought and ran, came up with plans to hide my scent or disguise myself. Unlike the others, my mind didn’t turn off in fear- no it expanded. And I fought wars, I watched civilizations fall and I was killed or eaten and I fought tooth and nail for every breath and the worst part is I never actually won so I can’t understand yet what I was learning. Because I fought against titans as a small little sprite, switching between veils and realms. And they chased and chasdied me and I didn’t die. And when I wouldn’t die I’d be given to someone. Or I’d be told that I’m to be married off. That soon a dark being would come for me. Someone who is cruel and kills all he sees and that would be my husband. And that happened a lot.

12 Sep 2024

Dream

I woke up with a dream that said bills to be voted are being pushed when the people of god are not paying attention because they are exploiting and trying to wear down common sense those detail weren’t made apparently. Then I was claiming to that hunting for ourselves man getting that opportunity than to would counter this attack on common sense. My name is Hunter Raymond Gutierrez Some of this dream is phrased in my reasoning mind so read between the lines or through them

12 Sep 2024

Dream

Seeing something entangled with a lot of hair. Then I decided to cut the entangling hair with scissors to free off the entangled object. Suddenly someone tried to stop me when I was halfway cutting the entangling hair off. So I told him that I would cut him too if he keep stopping me from what I was doing

10 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream which was set a few centuries into the future. The human species has evolved and found a way to inhabit every planet in our solar system. Now, I was working at a space station in the middle of the solar system as a kind of space order police. My job was basically to keep the order on the various planets. The way that would work is that my team and I would transport our consciousness into the bodies of people who would be present at a crime scene, or I would get more complex missions where I would have to send my consciousness somewhere on a mission to solve more complex crimes. This wasn't without any risk, in the dream it was explained that if the body of person died before we managed to transport our consciousness back to our own bodies at the spaceship, our consciousness would die with it. There was one mission where my team and I transported our consciousness to another spaceship which I'm guessing was involved in illegal activities, and after some fights and altercation we had no other choice than to blow that spaceship up. Now what's interesting is that there was one romantic interest involved in the dream, who could also transport his consciousness but he wasn't working with us or employed by the government, so it was illegal for him to practice that consciousness transformation, yet he still would do it since he was a criminal. Interestingly enough I did met his consciousness specifically on that one mission with the spaceship, and he was the one who blew the spaceship up in order to save me and my teammates. So after my consciousness was back in my body I had no idea if that "criminal" survived or not. Until one of the next missions, where our job was to retrieve something from an all-boys-hotel/orphanage, like basically it was a hotel ran by orphanage boys, and that was when I ran into that man's consciousness again in one of the boys bodies. He decided to once again, help me to retrieve whatever it was that I was looking for, which was kind of ironic since technically he was a criminal helping a space order police person, and technically I had the right to arrest him. Anyway, we did have a romantic moment in the hotel and then I woke up.

10 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt my friend shawn’s, who i know still holds romantic feelings for me, wife visited me and another crime of mine and was complaining slut their relationship. They caught eachother on the dating apps and that they almost broke up while she was 7 months pregnant. Then Shawn came to the house except it wasn’t him. He was a younger, shorter white guy with long blonde hair hair to his shoulders and blue eyes. The complete opposite of shawn but this was the Shawn the wife was referring to.

9 Sep 2024

Dream

Shorten this but with complete details: Dreaming about two half siblings and their father. I do not know them. They are like having Arab blood because of their features. The siblings are not old yet. They are 10-12 years old. They are talking about being a benefactor and the one receiving that benefactor. It is a toy that they are trying to exchange. The two siblings shared everything in half. It is always equal. I feel like I am closer to the brother than the sister. It feels like there is tension and I am there to save the brother if there is going to be a conflict. Their father is kind and reassuring.

9 Sep 2024

Dream

The extension to the story of the manga HUNTER×HUNTER I’m standing under the roof of the entrance to the underground railway concourse of Marunouchi/Tokyo station It’s raining, and it feels a bit like the end of spring(beginning of summer) or autumn We go into the roof where the ground level stations concourses are Leorio and Kurapika leads the way, I can hear Killua and Gon chatting Something about the aerial route and the maritime route to get where we need to get to Somewhere around the Mediterranean sea The whole place has this blend of the atmosphere around the Yaesu entrance of Tokyo station and of Ginza station There are people around us, specifically what looks like a lot of officials and diplomatic figures Who I figure are getting on the same ship As we pass by them I nearly bump into one of them And glean the big wide strip of Israeli flag on the back of one of their shirt So naturally I try and kill him because I think Zionists shouldn’t have a place on this planet(there’s a visceral, almost instinctual reflects to just fucking grab that motherfucker by the throat and kill him; it doesn’t even feel like anger, it’s pure killing intent) I only stop because Kurapika and Leorio is holding me back The person goes away and I’m just like standing there processing while the rest of the group basically goes on with their discussion about the roads they could take to get where they need to be(albeit with Killua now glancing at me in an unsettled look) The conversation shift to being about this deluge or tsunami that is bound to destroy this place And some thing about zodiacs because water and water signs Kurapika shifts the focus as I am kinda nudged to explain to myself and them the reason why I, as a Pisces, envy and detest Virgo qualities and traits And I kind of figure out the stems from this constant struggle I have with reconciling the physical reality and the reality that I perceive Kurapika, the Aries of the group, gives me a pretty grounded insight and advice on the subject-matter and how I could go about navigating through it

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt about my old boss. We had a shared friend and they wanted to have dinner but wanted me there as a buffer to keep the conversation going. My friend made me stop at their house first to help her get ready, then insisted we drive over together. The dinner itself went okay, we just hung out at his house. Then she started getting kind of crazy. Making side comments and twitching. I think she threw something of mine in his room and I was forced to go get it, and I found a weird ring buried in the carpet by the wall. I dug it out and brought it back to him. It looked feminine but I wasn't sure so I just handed it to him. He handed it to our friend, who hadn't been in his room, and it clicked for me that they had slept together before. She started freaking out because he didn't say it out loud. Like, CRAZY freaking out. Mascara running down her face crying, messing up her already super short hair, throwing and breaking things, screaming. Because she wanted something serious and he didn't. I tried to stay calm, but she brought up some stuff to me about how she got an ex of mine to cheat with her and tried with another that turned her down. How guys had crushes on me and she would sleep with them to get them to ignore me again, like she had with this boss. On and on about all this awful stuff she did. Eventually my calmness wasn't getting through and I snapped. My boss had already told her to get out of his house and she wasn't listening and her blatant disrespect flipped a switch in me. I started yelling back, but not uncontrollable screaming. It was a deep commanding voice that I'd never used on her and she wavered, but still wouldn't leave without me since we'd come together. I tricked her into thinking I was going, and then shut and locked the door on her. It was awkward for my ex-boss and I since she was still pounding on the door screaming and I was now locked in his house with him after she confessed he liked me, but I wasn't going anywhere near her. He called the cops to arrest her for trespassing and destruction of property. It was really cold out but I had to walk back to my car. He offered me a ride and I declined, so he walked with me instead. It was kind of nice to talk with him like that on the way home.