Operation

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at my mums house with my nan who has passed in my waking life and my son, I was meant to have an operation done on my back that had been booked for ages, but I forgot until the day of the appointment. I called the hospital to explain that I had the following Mondays date in the diary as today was a bank holiday - I was telling a white lie. They said I could go down asap, I said I’d be a few hours due to having to sort out my son, my dogs, my husband, and my nan!… My nan laughed when I said what I did about getting her ready, so did I, but I did say that I had been looking after mum, whilst she had a broken arm and paul with his broken leg for the last 3 months, so it was kind of true - looking after mum and paul my husband actually happened in my waking life. I was calling my husband on his phone but it wasn’t connecting, so I rang his work phone and he answered, I asked him what was going on with his phone, he said he didn’t know. I said to him that it was strange how he had gone back to his home town and now there’s problems with his phone? - in my waking life, my husbands home town was a place filled with very toxic friends and people, he hasn’t been in touch with them for a long time. My husband was previously married to a woman from there who he consistently cheated on, took drugs and drank a lot. He was also quite violent under the influence of these. Now he is a very different man, we live the opposite end of the country and live very differently to how he used too. In my dream he was in hospital, but I’m not sure why? When I was getting ready to go to the hospital to have my operation done, I was doing my hair, trying on different weave, then remembered that I wouldn’t be able to keep it in, so took the hair out and had my own hair. Im sure I was walking to the hospital and I’m sure it was raining? When I would usually drive and I’m sure my nan and little boy where with me? I got to the hospital, I was looking for my husband, but couldn’t find him, it felt like he was cheating or lying to me in someway? I had the same feelings I did when I first started dating him in my waking life, anxiety, knowing he was lying and that I had to find out why he was lying and what he was doing? The nurse in the hospital showed me where to go to get ready for the operation. I have just had the operation my in my waking life, so I wasn’t sure why I was having another one in my dream? I just knew that I had to have it done to relieve me from pain - the same reason I had the operation done in my waking life….

28 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream reliving my c section operation again. In my dream I was awake and could see them giving me a injection into my hip. I woke up after this feeling rather worried. I used to have this same dreams over and over years ago.

7 Jun 2024

Dream

I dream about me and mom in the car and face death and my Spirit operation saw it

22 Mar 2024

Dream

This one was strange I was caught with things in my possession that I had supossedly stolen from my work. I was Trying to travel from one place to another with them but my operations manager caught me. My punishment was being shot. At the same time while this is all happening I’m trying to meet friends for a drink but in reality I was on my own throughout most of the dream apart from when I was being shot as a punishment. It was repetitive too.

23 Feb 2024

Dream

The scientist was watching the subject, lowering her guard as the child did nothing but play with toys. On her tablet, the scientist lowered her guard, playing a sound she couldn't have realized set her off. It was the last mistake she'd made, as playing that sound angered the child. With snarling teeth and a thirst for blood, the child ripped the scientist apart. In a school built flat and plain, a young girl spent her days with only one friend, always feeling different. At lunch, she'd often go to the side of the building and sit at a bench beside many trees, singing to herself. She noticed there was always a teacher or adult of some kind watching her, but she knew only to trust one. She called him Uncle, as she had no family as far as she knew. She lived in a spare hotel with a strict woman and a few other girls, sharing a room with her one friend. Despite having what she needed, she longed for freedom outside their watchful eye. One day, a new teacher appeared, a man with a tricky smile, the girl immediately refused to trust him. She felt something off about the man and decided to prove she was right. During one lunch, she followed him and watched as, with a fellow student in hand, went down a hidden elevator. She waited, watching the elevator close, but when it opened again, it was the man standing alone. Noting her findings, she untrusted her friend with the info, but she thought it was an overreaction. Frustrated, she turned to Uncle, who was just as worried. Pulling her into a separate and secluded room, he told her that in order to keep investigating, they must keep everything a secret. Upon agreement, he gave her a phone with sole access to him. He said to be careful and never let her guard down. Just as quickly, lunch was over. She spent the next few days watching the suspicious man, bringing another child each day down the elevator. With some guidance from Uncle, she hid until dark, watching the elevator. Unexpectedly, the man showed up again under the cover of night with none other but her friend. She knew once the elevator doors closed that she had to do something, fearing that all the children were murdered by the man. After a few silent minutes, the man came back out and left her with this chance. She snuck into the elevator and quickly closed the doors. Inside were three buttons; 1, 2, and R. Without too much thought, she pressed R. Suddenly, the elevator started to plummet. Fearful, she pried the door open and jumped into a slight cubby in the wall, she watched as the elevator continued passenger-less until she couldn't even see it. Looking up, she knew the only way out was to wait. After seemingly hours, a speck of silver could be seen rising. Swiftly, she jumped on top and played flat in hopes she wouldn't be crushed. Instead, the trap door opened and she saw a familiar face. Her friend somehow knew she was there and took her inside. Pressing 2, she explained that the school was just a cover up for a secret lab underneath. Upon the elevator opening, immense deja vue washed over her. Scientists were watching the kids, every one she saw go down the elevator and more. Her friend walked her to a room labeled "Beast" that was sectioned off. She felt something pull her inside, feeling as of she knew this place. One inside, she saw a familiar face. Uncle was sitting as a desk, the walls covered in her pictures, even ones she drew. The few screens in there showed her life playing like a movie. Uncle explained as much as he could, but in the shock it was hard to believe him. She was the beast. Ehebthen showed a video of her childhood. The violent attack on the scientist, showing the girl her own snarling teeth and sharp claws. Uncle told her everything, that he was her scientist. The fifth one she had, the rest ending up in funerals. As it turns out, she hated the sound of of sirens and babies crying, according to studies, but above all she distrusted any female scientist. That's why Uncle was so special. She had no memory of the events, but slowly she was getting flashes of such anger. She was the beast. And the suspicious man? He was her birth father, the leader of the operation, and her as the reason it existed in the first place. Her live changed from there but she knew that is she could control the beast inside with training under Uncle, she could do so much good. With a smile, she was determined to do just that.

19 Jan 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was taken down the mama and his company. He had these robotic insects(bugs) but they could be controlled by whoever controlled the Queen. I was shooting people to get to the big man but I didn’t get to kill him. I was got if guns and. I did get to takedown his operation by stealing the robotic insects with some help but I did get got caught. They tried to take me down to the basement but I ran as a was running I saw some cookies and stuffed four in my tiddies two for each one. Then I kept on running made it to the elevators and got in. I rode it down to the exit a getaway driver came and pick me up. When I got in I took the cookies out of my bra and ate one as we was driving away.

27 Nov 2023

Dream

i was part of a choir team with some girls at my school, we travelled to china for some kind of audition? we were in this huge building like a maze and everything was elegant and we were in black dresses with our hair done up. but the building was huge, we had to hop through stairs and ginormous elevators and just a lot to get to the audition then when we get there, there's a boy band that we go against in terms of our performances and they r the WORST fucking sportsmen EVER. and they're not even that good looking. we learn that the chinese govt is heavily managing those boys and everything they do is like an official action?? and if we win the audition we have to go thru that scrutiny as well while me and my team are thinking abt this someone (not on the team) DIES and we have to go to the funeral. the room is big as hell. at the funeral i bump into a friend and she sticks with me then, the next day, cuz my team doesn't wanna be OWNED by china they get on the plane and leave. without me. i have no contact with any of them so me and the friend i met at the funeral go and find one of those tiny ass apartments, and we live there cuz we don't know what else to do. and THEN there's like this chinese military operation in brazil that they lose and the economy COLLAPSES in china. u can't even buy coffee or anything anymore. so me and my friend survive off fish that was in the freezer.