Confused

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in a far away land looking to attend a Catholic Church for the Mass. I arrived at a large chapel in the middle of nowhere. During the Mass so much was diffrent than my normal Mass. Everything was in English and the Priest looked very strange but from where I sat I could not get a perfect view of the priest. The Liturgy was very very diffrent and all in English. I thought maybe it was because I was at a norvous ordo Mass and not my normal Latin Mass. But even then the Homily was strange. I went to a after church meeting. I realized that the priest was a fat Gay Woman with a beard. And the rest of the Priests and Decons where all Gay and looked sickly. I finally saw my usual priest at this meeting. Father Chris was there and he told me that he was an anglican! I was shocked I thought how sacrilegious this all was a Practcing Catholic Priest worshipping in an Anglican church. He then told me that both me and my wife had been going to an Anglican Church the entire time and we had never even actually been to a catholic church at all. I was broken I felt I was living a lie.

19 Oct 2024

Dream

I saw in my dream that my brother was on his laptop he had glasses on and he was typing on there fast and acting like he was an expert. My grandma walks in and she looks at him, he starts to point his finger to her to go away through the door that’s in front of her. She got confused and her eyes were wide open not blinking but her eyebrows were down and confused and walked away. And I woke up.

12 Oct 2024

Dream

i had a dream at work that one of my coworker got sent home because she was too slow at typing. a little after that i got handed my check, she was a little confused bc she mentioned that someone has the same street address. and my boss give me a little gift for my upcoming birthday. i opened it and it was a sunglasses with pink trimming.

2 Oct 2024

Dream

I’m stuck in this room observing animals get slaughtered for food. One at a time an animal enters the machine and I can hear and see them get torn apart. I’m horrified and disgusted. They won’t let me leave. I wake up feeling scared. I’m in a parking garage with my friends. We’re trying to leave but more roads in the garage keep being added and we can’t get out. Time keeps going backwards. We stop trying and explore by foot. We walk into an arcade. It’s very bright and colorful with lots of games. I have my bag of stuff but when I look inside all of it is gone. I wonder how I’m supposed to leave. Me and my friends are still confused and lost. We climb up to the top of the building hoping to get out. There’s nothing but a strange fat man talking to us. I find myself alone in a new atmosphere, I’m on an island with a huge building with beautiful architecture. I’m walking through and I find my boyfriend, Mike. He wants us to sit on the edge of a railing but I’m scared we would fall. As I’m talking to Mike a kid with a broken leg walks past us, he happy and singing about his broken leg. I still want to leave.

13 Sep 2024

Dream

I woke up in the bed of my high school sweetheart’s old bedroom in house he grew up in. I don’t know how i got there. When i woke up, he was sitting on another bed across the room, with his wife and their baby. They looked at me, confused, the wife looked pretty upset and i felt quite embarrassed, not sure how to explain myself. I’m sure they could see the confusion in my face as well. The scene jumps to me being outside at night time on the old street of the house I lived in when i was dating him. He was helping me get into my old house, but i think we were trying to break in. I have no idea what for. My stepdad at the time was home, but it was late and he couldn’t hear us knocking and i think that’s why we were trying to break in. I called my stepdad on the phone to wake him up, then he came downstairs and answered the door. I can’t remember the rest

9 Sep 2024

Dream

it’s morning and I am going down the hill that is near the ocean the whole region looks like it’s around Yokohama I’m with people that I was classmates with during the fifth-seventh grade To name them, it’s Fumié, Maka, Sara, Mariko, and Hirai-san The hill looks a bit retro, a bit Showa-esque, like from the Ghibli movie ‘From Up on Poppy Hill’; it looks like a port town I see tin roof, laundry-hanging poles, the laundries, toy plastic hand windwheels, junk snack shops(駄菓子屋) We have a merry chat and race down to the bottom of the hill at some point When when we get to the base it looks like a mix of the area around the Tokyo station and Hachioji station(so there’s crowds of people, traffic signals, station malls, neon signs) When we look back at the hill that we came from we realize that it was far longer and far steeper from up top than we thought it was We go back up, at least up to the first and the second traffic signal on the hill slope that we see We enter the building owned by Hirai-san‘s family It’s old, the entrance is kind of narrow, there’s indoor staircase leading up to each floors’ entrance Most of the people I came along with already kind of went up before I could Me, Hirai-san and Mariko get back down to the first floor midway through because we wanted to go to the bathroom(I was lowkey peeing myself from holding it in for a while) I think the two noticed but they didn’t say anything about it to keep me from being embarrassed And so we finish our business, and here I kind of noticed that both of the girls are actually male anatomically And while I finish my business last and lightly runs my piss-soaked underwear, dirtied stockings and a portion of my uniform skirt(we’re all wearing the uniform from our Elementary school, the indigo-navy sailor uniform) I wonder if the rest of the group could secretly also be biologically male My mind wanders a lot more when the thought came to being about the possibility of Fumié being an anatomically male person(probably because I used to have a crush on her as a girl) So we finish our business and we go up while I sort of just keep wandering confused about why everyone is male

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in school taking a test, and it was a multiple choice test. I finished the first page and turned it over where there was a weird picture and some questions accompanying it. I didn’t know anything about the question, and I looked at the girl next to me and made a confused face and mouthed “what the fuck?” To which she began to quietly explain what the question was asking. But then a teacher came and grabbed my test from me and told me I had failed for cheating, and even when I tried to explain I didn’t intend to cheat and I was just rhetorically asking “what?” to myself about the question. She said she didn’t care and that I failed.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream my grandma died, someone had told me the news by phone call. I don’t remember who it was. I was in the room with someone else as well, I think they were my bf or fiancé, I was a bit older I believe, because I was in a condo in a building in the city. After being told my grandma died. I was in shock and confused.

1 Sep 2024

Dream

I keep falling, and falling, and falling. What is happening? It all goes purple, somehow, I heard a thud, I see a perspective of me opening my eyes, I find some girl who reminded me of Herta from Star-rail, she says "You fell off a cliff, are you okay?" And here I couldnt say anything, it wasn't a lucid dream, "yeah, who are you?" I told her, she responded with "its fine, you'll know later on." And right then and there I woke up. I still don't know who was she.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

Me and my mom taking pills and drinking, then I lost her, couldn't find her and thought something horrible happened, I cried to a police officer about it then found her, she was confused and nonchalant about my emotional distress.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream many people were dying and I was helping a girl who was being hunted. She had been kind to me and felt like a sister. Towards the end of the dream, I sought help in a house, and the girl I was helping began exhibiting signs of having multiple personalities. This caused the person I sought help from to become scared. When I inquired about what was happening, she told me that the girl's other personality was coming to get us. I was confused until the girl started exhibiting erratic behavior. The person I asked for help began to pray and call for assistance, causing me to run and lock myself in a room. That's when I woke up.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

I saw an opportunity to go back to Job Corp but this time I went back to get my GED. I met some girls we all stayed in an apartment building in New York. I barely got along with anyone and we just threw a party for everyone boys and girls. It was like your average party but some girl told me she had seen my ex Tywon talking to Sandra and they were going to the bedroom but I didn't care but after the party ended the supervisor of the apartment told me about it and the girls that I was cool with gossipped about me being an inconsiderate bitch because I didn't stop them from sleeping with my ex and I went to my supervisor calling her mom and crying apparently she adopted me and I never knew so I started crying and I told her what happened and she comforted me but went behind my back talking to the girls kinda laughing and shaking her head then pointed out who she seen Tywon with another female behind the building fucking her. I was confused but she laughed saying I should've kept him and I didn't like that so I glared at her and stormed off but when I went into the room my friend Sandra told me. “Hey Momma, I miss you, I'm tired now, Good night Mama.” I just pat her head as the dream dispersed quickly.