Lonely

14 Jul 2024

Dream

In this dream, I was a real life dragon again- a pure white one that could transform into a human girl at will. The blank dragon kept chasing me around everywhere, saying he was in love with me. Scared the crap out of me- idk why I didn’t try to hear him out I just felt so unsafe near him. One of the times I was running from him I saw a man with pretty blonde hair, he tilted his head at me as I jumped into his arms, cuddling him. Idk but I felt if I stayed close to this man the other guy wouldn’t hurt me. But something about cuddling into blonde had my body melt a little and it was kinda soothing. I just wanted to keep hugging. It seemed everyone I met in that dream was some form of a dragon. Eventually the black dragon chasing got so much I ran away from everyone to the hills in dragon form and tried to blend into the environment. It was so very lonely but also pretty. I wished I could have a friend. I wonder if the blonde guy would have went with me if I asked?

6 Jul 2024

Dream

I had been driving along a lonely road in a desolate place; it was dusk suddenly I found myself outside of the vehicle in the road. There were about 3 vehicles stopped in road, making a sort of blockade. I noticed one vehicle to be a very old Saab model. I felt nervous and fearful about someone or something approaching in the opposite direction. Indeed in the distance a vehicle was approaching and we scrambled into our vehicles to move them and make the road passable. I recall my brother being one of the people being there and voices yelling out that the cars had to be moved. Later in the dream I am in one-half of a duplex. I am in a bathroom of sorts, fumbling in what looks like a small, horizontal cabinet hung on the wall at eye level. Upon opening the hinged door upward, I see three compartments each stuffed with papers, letters and other indistinguishable items. I felt flustered by it all and had a looming feeling of fear of someone in the distance I needed desperately to get away from. On the other side of the shared wall of the duplex I heard banging and male voices. It startled me and I was rushing to get out of there, fear taking over me. It was the thing I needed to get and stay away from.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at my old middle school, in the girls bathroom with two of my old childhood friends, doing last minute touch ups with our makeup before the big game. I had just finished my eyeliner when I looked up and realized I was in the bathroom alone. I tried opening the door to leave, but I was locked in and there was only one small tiny window above the sink, I definitely couldn’t get out that way. So I started yelling and banging on the door hoping someone would come let me out. But nobody came. I sat on the bathroom floor for hours, that turned in days, that turned into weeks. I felt hunger I’d never felt before. And I was so lonely. I eventually lost track of the time I spend in the bathroom. One day I woke up and there was a hand gun laying on the floor next to me. I ran to the door to see if I could leave. Still locked in. I picked up the gun and checked if it was loaded. It was. So I took the gun, put it in my mouth, and then I pulled the trigger. I watched my skull spray out onto the walls and my body fall over limp and make a soft “thud”. I watched my suicide from what seemed like the air itself that was in the room with me.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

In my dream I saw myself, or at least who was supposed to be me, like watching myself from someone else’s eyes, like how you watch a movie. I don’t remember much, what I do remember is that the person I saw (me) was sitting by an half empty pool, cleaning out debris and filth. I somehow knew I had a purpose doing this. It was really disgusting work. I was interrupted continuously with other things to do, other things that took away my attention and I forgot about the pool and the filth. And then in the middle of the dream I remembered the pool and that I needed to clean it out and I was taken back there in a blink of an eye, like I had never gone in the first place. This continued on for most of the dream, and it was only when I was by the pool that I saw myself from an outside perspective. When I was pulled away by other things I was myself and experiencing things as myself, not outside my body. I felt a lot of frustration and stress and guilt in this dream. A feeling of not being enough and doing enough but also a feeling of being very lonely.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

My mom , my sister and I broke into a house . anyways there lived an old and he wanted to kill us for sneaking into his house . We were in the living room as my mother told my sister to jump out of window. She made it and was free . Then my mother in I tried to escape to but the man trapped me in a room so I was alone with him . Then I woke up

21 Jun 2024

Dream

My husband and kids leaving me on an island, not waiting for me to join them. My husband being cold towards me. Trying to follow them while also bringing with me our heavy bags which they left behind with me. I lost sight of them, the road kept changing, every time I took one road it led me somewhere else. I felt anxious and scared and like I was failing, like I was never going to make it to my kids. Like he was taking them away from me. I also felt very lonely.

11 Jun 2024

Dream

I was packing my stuff in my house preparing for college and I'm still 15 in sophomore year of high school. Mom drove me over there and I unloaded my stuff and walked on school ground to the front office. I went in and saw everyone from my school and other kids in the district. I went to my dorm room and saw 2 friends as my roommates. The first night was long and we didn't start school yet. I went down to the lobby and saw my 2 more of my friends. Then the office lady started announced a girl that did something good back a my last school. And her name was Scott. Were all applauding and my friends were talking how cool and lonely she was. One said she's lonely because she doesn't trust anyone. Then the other friend said she will trust me with my life. Then the friend tried to bring out her phone and breakfast started. I went to a giant cafeteria full of kids in high school in my district. I sat down next a roommate and ate bread.

5 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in outer space in some sort of cube. The cube was like a mirror maze, but it was made up of various red and pink colors. It was like a glass cage I could see out of, but I couldn’t leave. I felt lonely and distressed. I couldn’t find any other signs of life. So I just spent it aimlessly searching while crying.

30 May 2024

Dream

I was at my dad's house. It was night time and the new neighbor had like a hundred super cute golden retrievers. I was walking around petting them. The the next day came and it was my dad's bday. The celebration was huge and there were big time music stars there like kenny chesney and a few others and some where performing. Everyone was happy but I felt a little alone because I never had parties like that or wanted to celebrate my bday. Usually my real life stress and concerns don't show through my dreams, I'm usually the same person but without concerns but not this dream

27 May 2024

Dream

I was in a different country and I was at work at an IT company. I hated it. I went out for lunch to a shop with other people and quit my job. My boss was there and I stuck my middle finger up at him and told him to shove his job. I walked away and got completely lost as I was new to the area. I saw 2 men and a few children playing in a field near a housing estate. I explained to the men that I was lost, it was getting dark. The men were police men and helped me find my work address as I forgot what it was called. 1 man, who was gorgeous walked me to the train station, got on a train with me and took me to my block of flats. I asked him if he wanted to meet sometime and he said he couldn't. I let myself in the flat and tried to find my apartment. The place was very small and there were so many doors. I explained that I had my own business but I had to be in the country for so many days before I could trade. It was 9.50pm. I remember being at work earlier in my dream and pretending to work. There were other people around but no one was a friend.

20 May 2024

Dream

My ex Jeremy and I were spending time together. But honestly the whole time I felt this deep sadness and lonely feeling. This ache in my heart that wouldn’t go away. We were having a conversation but I couldn’t remember exactly what about. We were laying in his bed, the room was a bit dark and the door was cracked a bit with some light shining through. I missed him. But I never wanted to feel that deep pain again.

13 May 2024

Dream

I was racing in the track and won the race but nobody I’ve known came to cheer me on but I did not mind at all