Bad

16 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was visiting my friend who has 2 kids under 7. In my dream I was shocked at what a bad parent she was 😅

29 Jul 2024

Dream

In this dream i had to tell a story to some kids in a gypsy like shop that i owned and i told the story of how my lover named jack in the dream died he was played by a guy that i dated in highschool named Josh that i have always had a weird dream connection with. It faded out of the shop and into the story, there was a big bad man of town that everyone was afraid of and it got to the point where the people of the town were scared to do or say anything because he was so unhinged. When the shop faded away i was in a huge nice empty house almost apocolypitic and the bad guy knocked on the door, i didnt answer because i knew nothing good would come of it but the door was one of those doors with the long glass sides and he saw me. I immediately pulled out my phone to call 911 until it was dark outside and my fingers kept slipping and i couldnt get out of this long scene. The bad man cameback i tried to escape from the back door the scene jump cut and the bad men had caught me and i was in a tall parking garage and there were other people of the town being held hostage there some were knelt down and blindfolded and he was shooting them, I saw an opportunity to get away and ran to a car that happened to be running and in this dream i couldnt drive i had just never learned, I put it in reverse not understanding and ran through the parking garage barricade which was a couple floors up from the bottom so it was a big crash down to the first floor, my ears were ringing and i was out of it. The bad men where running down and i was able to get up and find another car, the bad men finally got down to the 1st floor and were assessing the car, the car was so mangled that they had to get close to see if i was still in there, so while they were confused and looking i just in a maserati and i still cant drive but this time i figure it out and drive off, somehow i heard of this safe place it was the towns elementary school, other people of the towns homes were boarded up and the school was boarded up, I had gone to the school specifically looking for Jack and when i got there Jack ran out hugging and kissing me desperately in relief so we went inside and were sitting of the floor of a class room there were other people and we were catching up on everything that happened. I guess i had lead the bad men to the school and while we were all huddled and whispering they had set up dynimite around the school. Im not sure how we found this out but at this point i remember that the leader hates Jack but Jack never told me why. So of course at this point everyone is panicking and trying to figure out what to do, but there’s seemingly no way out but Jack and i remember as kids we had a way we would sneak out but only we can go out that way for some reson and so Jack and I make a dsh for it and make sure we dont see any bad men so after confirming no bad men we are full on sprinting across an open field to a treeline, one bad man spots us and radios it in to the leader and he come sprinting after Jack specifically, i had a weird thought that i think the leader is actually Jacks dad and thats why he doesnt want to tell me about their issue and a really tall heavy set guy comes chasing me at this point we’re still closer to the building then the treeline and as we’re all sprinting the building explodes and I see as im falling Jack and the leader poof into fine gold dust, in this dream world that is just a weird as the normal world no one has ever died like that, I feel the deepest pit in my stomach my throat it tight and the only think i can relate it too is the feeling you get from your first heartbreak so as i fall the heavy set man behind me falls dead onto me protecting me from the full blast of the explosion, I crawled from under him and I run to where Jack and the leaders bodies should be and i just cry and cry kneeling on the ground, the story zooms out and fades back into me older in age telling the story to the children in my shop and the dream ended but in a previous dream I would where wear this neckless with gold dust in it trying to learn about the special dust and trying to see if theres someone who knows where Jack went or how to bring him back with this dust… but im scared that maybe Jack was actually obliterated or the dust is his and the bad man and if i follow that trail i may bring him back instead of Jack.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

An ex of mine was comforting me because something bad happened

28 Jun 2024

Dream

So this was a kind of strange dream. I dreamt that a large group of people, including me, were at some kind of concert. And we had VIP tickets. The way I knew this was because we also had the chance after the concert to hang out with the band or the performing artists. So what I remember after this is that I was very excited to hang out with the artists, but I was waiting in the red room and I looked very stiff. The dream skipped away. I was in another room where the three artists, the performing artists, they were all men. They were quite a bit older than me and my excitement seemed to drain as the time goes by because these three men, they started drinking and smoking and getting high and it made me feel uncomfortable. When I wanted to leave, the door was also locked and the red color of the room also started to irritate me and make me feel anxious. I couldn't get out of the room and as time passed, the lead singer, I think, of the band started making me more uncomfortable by touching me and being very invasive in my space. The next thing I knew, my father was there and he kept shouting at me, why am I with these people? What would my husband think? Everybody knows that the main singer is gay. Look at you, daughter, you can even make people change gender because you're such a bad person, slut. He called me bad, awful names and stuff like that. So, yeah, that was the dream.

31 Jan 2024

Dream

Bad grade and sadness

30 Jan 2024

Dream

Running from bad people i’ve never met but heard about

8 Nov 2023

Dream

I was separated from my parents as a young child and put in a lab to be studied for my powers but they seemed to disappear that same night and I was soon given back. My memory was completely wiped of this until I move back into the same town that the lab was in many years later. My parents are dead now and never could warn me about the place that they used to live. It's a small town but many things have been going wrong so many have moved away and I took advantage of this for cheap housing. When I am living in this town I meet a beautiful man and we fall in love. Strange things begin to happen and my powers return. Using them seems like the most natural thing in the world but everytime I cry tears of blood. It is not painful but terrifying. Then mysteriously my house burns down and my boyfriend asks me to live with him in his giant house. Then I found out that he knows about the lab experiment that happened 20 years ago and he has been working with many other people living in the town to stop the supernatural evil powers trying to destroy the land. When we begin to discuss it I start to remember many strange things. I remember a girl who I was best friends with who had the same powers as me was possessed by the evil power and the combination of her powers and his were unstoppable and I had to kill her to prevent anything bad forn happening. I only remembered it until now. Now the once happy and peaceful life I had living with my boyfriend came to a screeching halt because every night I have the same recurring dream of killing my best friend. One night I am possessed by the same evil powers that my friend was but I was the only one capable of stopping it. None of my boyfriend's friends were capable of doing anything despite their years of protectibg the town. When I am in the possessed state the evil power haunts me in this dream world where I am filled with guilt and regret of killing my friend. He almost uses this guilt to turn me to the dark side but I escape just in time. Much to the relief of my boyfriend and friends.

8 Nov 2023

Dream

So my dream started off with me at school, just an average day, nothing different than usual. Then, I get to one class, which is not one I usually have in real life, and there’s 3 main people in it, my friend, her brother that I’m also friends with, and then a third guy that’s friends with the brother. Anyways, the two boys are sitting on the other side of the classroom, and I’m sitting behind my friend and talking to her. Then, I hear my name kinda come from over where the guys are sitting, and look over, and the brother was like, “No no no, he was the one who said your name,” and proceeded to point to his friend, who looked upset that he said this. I just kind of turn back to talking to my friend cause I don’t know what’s going on, and I decide that I don’t want to know anyways. A minute or two later, the class is singing random songs, and then my friend’s brother ends up saying he has a crush on me- Basically when that happened I remember taking my hat and just like hiding my face entirely, kinda melting into the seat I was in because I don’t like him, but felt bad because of that. I don’t know. Next thing I know school is over, and I’m walking outside towards my bus, but on the way there I come across the friend, and he was like, “Hey how’d it go? Y’all dating yet?” and he like gestured to dab me up, and even though it’s not a normal thing for me in real life, I like dab him up and then give him a hug and tell him, “Nahhh, I don’t like him, but I also feel really bad because of it. Not sure what to do.” And the guy was all like, “Oh yeah for sure, that’s understandable. Byeee!” So that’s where the dream ended. I woke up extremely confused too.

8 Nov 2023

Dream

I was in my house but the landscape outside my house didn't look like the landscape looked in real life then I had a suden feeling of sadness and anger I ran outside the house balling my eyes out, my parents ran and tried to catch me. But I kept running and they were yelling at me my step dad caught me brought me back to the house then they started all over again but I took a different route each time the feeling is getting worse and worse until my legs felt like they were going to fall off and I couldn't run anymore. Then I woke up because I couldn't handle the feeling of the sadness and the anger anymore.

7 Nov 2023

Dream

I was at Rathaus Steglitz and there was a secret room behind the subway station in the room there were Chairs, and some bags that people had forgotten Makeup brush which I picked up and Vapes there was also a pink bag I opened wich I found a phone and AirPods I took a hit of the vape next to me anf it tasted bad then I was with my friends and we saw my ex and one of his friends he was probably doing something that I didn't like so we started talking to him and then we were walking around we didn't really have any energy so my friends and my ex and his friend we all went to this big library-ish room you could get food in this room at the very beginning when you entered but the floor was bouncy house floor and the floor in the actual library was hard we got iced tea with ice and coke and some juice and chicken and fries as I wanted to eat the chicken a lady comes up to me and says I wouldn't eat that if I were you because they sometimes cook the chicken alive

6 Nov 2023

Dream

And the third dream I had, which I had this one last night, was basically just my boyfriend just there. And I have been talking to, like in real life, I have been talking to like a psychic, you know. And he's just, you know, telling me what his energy is, like, you know, he misses me. That his fist is bad, like he wants me back, that we're gonna do something soon, that he knows I'm his soulmate. You know, all those kind of stuff. And I texted him on, actually I sent him an email on Friday and he sent me back saying why am I texting him. But, it's clear that he doesn't want me in his life. And that I've hurt him so much and I know that I have. I know because I didn't tell him that I had a son, you know, because I was just scared and just afraid. And obviously because I haven't really come to terms with this child, you know. So, everything is just all over the place and I don't know. But then, the psychic is like, you know, he said all those things because he just remembered how much it is that I hurt him. And that he still loves me, you know, which, that's where the whole element of sometimes I feel like he does, sometimes I feel like he doesn't comes into place because that's how it feels. So, I don't know.

6 Nov 2023

Dream

I have an argument with my sister, I feel so angry about it, sister is my friend side not my side, I feel pretty bad, it's such a bad dream