Bad

8 Jul 2024

Dream

An ex of mine was comforting me because something bad happened

28 Jun 2024

Dream

So this was a kind of strange dream. I dreamt that a large group of people, including me, were at some kind of concert. And we had VIP tickets. The way I knew this was because we also had the chance after the concert to hang out with the band or the performing artists. So what I remember after this is that I was very excited to hang out with the artists, but I was waiting in the red room and I looked very stiff. The dream skipped away. I was in another room where the three artists, the performing artists, they were all men. They were quite a bit older than me and my excitement seemed to drain as the time goes by because these three men, they started drinking and smoking and getting high and it made me feel uncomfortable. When I wanted to leave, the door was also locked and the red color of the room also started to irritate me and make me feel anxious. I couldn't get out of the room and as time passed, the lead singer, I think, of the band started making me more uncomfortable by touching me and being very invasive in my space. The next thing I knew, my father was there and he kept shouting at me, why am I with these people? What would my husband think? Everybody knows that the main singer is gay. Look at you, daughter, you can even make people change gender because you're such a bad person, slut. He called me bad, awful names and stuff like that. So, yeah, that was the dream.

31 Jan 2024

Dream

Bad grade and sadness

30 Jan 2024

Dream

Running from bad people i’ve never met but heard about

8 Nov 2023

Dream

I was separated from my parents as a young child and put in a lab to be studied for my powers but they seemed to disappear that same night and I was soon given back. My memory was completely wiped of this until I move back into the same town that the lab was in many years later. My parents are dead now and never could warn me about the place that they used to live. It's a small town but many things have been going wrong so many have moved away and I took advantage of this for cheap housing. When I am living in this town I meet a beautiful man and we fall in love. Strange things begin to happen and my powers return. Using them seems like the most natural thing in the world but everytime I cry tears of blood. It is not painful but terrifying. Then mysteriously my house burns down and my boyfriend asks me to live with him in his giant house. Then I found out that he knows about the lab experiment that happened 20 years ago and he has been working with many other people living in the town to stop the supernatural evil powers trying to destroy the land. When we begin to discuss it I start to remember many strange things. I remember a girl who I was best friends with who had the same powers as me was possessed by the evil power and the combination of her powers and his were unstoppable and I had to kill her to prevent anything bad forn happening. I only remembered it until now. Now the once happy and peaceful life I had living with my boyfriend came to a screeching halt because every night I have the same recurring dream of killing my best friend. One night I am possessed by the same evil powers that my friend was but I was the only one capable of stopping it. None of my boyfriend's friends were capable of doing anything despite their years of protectibg the town. When I am in the possessed state the evil power haunts me in this dream world where I am filled with guilt and regret of killing my friend. He almost uses this guilt to turn me to the dark side but I escape just in time. Much to the relief of my boyfriend and friends.

8 Nov 2023

Dream

So my dream started off with me at school, just an average day, nothing different than usual. Then, I get to one class, which is not one I usually have in real life, and there’s 3 main people in it, my friend, her brother that I’m also friends with, and then a third guy that’s friends with the brother. Anyways, the two boys are sitting on the other side of the classroom, and I’m sitting behind my friend and talking to her. Then, I hear my name kinda come from over where the guys are sitting, and look over, and the brother was like, “No no no, he was the one who said your name,” and proceeded to point to his friend, who looked upset that he said this. I just kind of turn back to talking to my friend cause I don’t know what’s going on, and I decide that I don’t want to know anyways. A minute or two later, the class is singing random songs, and then my friend’s brother ends up saying he has a crush on me- Basically when that happened I remember taking my hat and just like hiding my face entirely, kinda melting into the seat I was in because I don’t like him, but felt bad because of that. I don’t know. Next thing I know school is over, and I’m walking outside towards my bus, but on the way there I come across the friend, and he was like, “Hey how’d it go? Y’all dating yet?” and he like gestured to dab me up, and even though it’s not a normal thing for me in real life, I like dab him up and then give him a hug and tell him, “Nahhh, I don’t like him, but I also feel really bad because of it. Not sure what to do.” And the guy was all like, “Oh yeah for sure, that’s understandable. Byeee!” So that’s where the dream ended. I woke up extremely confused too.

8 Nov 2023

Dream

I was in my house but the landscape outside my house didn't look like the landscape looked in real life then I had a suden feeling of sadness and anger I ran outside the house balling my eyes out, my parents ran and tried to catch me. But I kept running and they were yelling at me my step dad caught me brought me back to the house then they started all over again but I took a different route each time the feeling is getting worse and worse until my legs felt like they were going to fall off and I couldn't run anymore. Then I woke up because I couldn't handle the feeling of the sadness and the anger anymore.

7 Nov 2023

Dream

I was at Rathaus Steglitz and there was a secret room behind the subway station in the room there were Chairs, and some bags that people had forgotten Makeup brush which I picked up and Vapes there was also a pink bag I opened wich I found a phone and AirPods I took a hit of the vape next to me anf it tasted bad then I was with my friends and we saw my ex and one of his friends he was probably doing something that I didn't like so we started talking to him and then we were walking around we didn't really have any energy so my friends and my ex and his friend we all went to this big library-ish room you could get food in this room at the very beginning when you entered but the floor was bouncy house floor and the floor in the actual library was hard we got iced tea with ice and coke and some juice and chicken and fries as I wanted to eat the chicken a lady comes up to me and says I wouldn't eat that if I were you because they sometimes cook the chicken alive

6 Nov 2023

Dream

And the third dream I had, which I had this one last night, was basically just my boyfriend just there. And I have been talking to, like in real life, I have been talking to like a psychic, you know. And he's just, you know, telling me what his energy is, like, you know, he misses me. That his fist is bad, like he wants me back, that we're gonna do something soon, that he knows I'm his soulmate. You know, all those kind of stuff. And I texted him on, actually I sent him an email on Friday and he sent me back saying why am I texting him. But, it's clear that he doesn't want me in his life. And that I've hurt him so much and I know that I have. I know because I didn't tell him that I had a son, you know, because I was just scared and just afraid. And obviously because I haven't really come to terms with this child, you know. So, everything is just all over the place and I don't know. But then, the psychic is like, you know, he said all those things because he just remembered how much it is that I hurt him. And that he still loves me, you know, which, that's where the whole element of sometimes I feel like he does, sometimes I feel like he doesn't comes into place because that's how it feels. So, I don't know.

6 Nov 2023

Dream

I have an argument with my sister, I feel so angry about it, sister is my friend side not my side, I feel pretty bad, it's such a bad dream

5 Nov 2023

Dream

I was going to the teen center, and I walked through the boys and girls club and it was basically a scary nightmare in there. Everywhere you go, there's a creepy monster. I found the gym, and it was all neon lights and chairs so I couldn't see what anything said. A little boy started crying because he couldn't sit next to a boy named isaac. I told him to shut up because life's not fair and you don't always get what you want. Someone called out my name and said I was leaving. When I went outside of the gym to find my bag, the halls weren't scary and lurking with monsters anymore. I saw my crush Ethan, who was standing behind me. He looked at my bag and looked disappointed because it had a skeleton showing the middle finger. Anyway, I walked to find my parents somewhere outside and I found them. I asked if I was leaving and they looked at me Like I was crazy. They said no. And then I found these crazy huge tubes for a pool that they were blowing back up for the summer. I walked some more to where I found this wooden 2 story house that was right next to a pool. Most of the walls were gone though, so it wasn't really a house. I was sitting criss cross and I looked down to find Ethan looking at me and he was sitting at a table. He had a notepad and he kept looking back and forth from me to the notepad. I assumed he was drawing me. I went to sit somewhere more comfortable, on a bed. I looked around to make sure Ethan could still see me, and he could. When he was done, he showed his friends, but they weren't paying attention. I came down the 2 story house and ran at him to see his drawing. he covered it up so I couldn't see. Then I went to the parking lot of the market square and found my ex boyfriend, Gavin. I told him to come back with me and for some reason I was in a shopping cart. I told him that if I fall in the cart, to help me not fall. He said yeah sure. And under his breath he said, considering you dumped me. Eventually we got there and I found Ethan and some of our mutual friends walking towards us. Ethan said to Gavin that he wanted a few words with him. I can't remember what he said to him, but it was about me. I had never seen Ethan mad like this before. I was actually scared of him! Gavin just disappeared after that. One of Ethan and me's mutual friends named Isabelle joined us in a mini van where Ethan had candy. It looked like weird candy and I took a bite and it wasn't bad. I took 2 more so I had 3 in total. I walked around, and went to check up on them. That's when my dream ended.

5 Nov 2023

Dream

growing up, in reality, my mom and i never got along. She was a selfish alcoholic. Would stay out every single night, have parties regardless if we had school the next morning or not. So in the dream, I'm living with my mom. Ofcourse she decides to have a party with dozens of people when i have to work the next day. The entire dream i was struggling to atleast find somewhere to sleep. People were everywhere, even in my own room. I got into it with my mom several times telling her I absolutely need to go to sleep, i have to get up early in the morning. She finally pointed me toward a little shed right beside our house. I told her thats where all the kids are, cause the shed was full of toys, TVs and it was quiet for them. She's like "I'll see if i can find somewhere else to put them." After a long while of waiting, not hearing anything back, i check the building and its empty. I quickly lock up every door, every window i could find in hopes that i could keep everyone out. I finally layed down and went to sleep. About 30 minutes later, i hear a woman trying to get in for her child. I was getting more and more frustrated, i rudely said the building is occupied and she would have to ask Amy (my mom) where she can play. I went to sleep a little longer, woke up from having to go to the restroom and had to go the other house to do so. As i walked outside, there wasnt a soul in sight. Everyone was gone. To me that was both good and bad, because A. It was quiet and B. Who knew what they were doing. But that wasnt my concern, i had myself to worry about since nobody else was. I went to the bathroom, walked across the lawn and into the other building. As i opened the door, SEVERAL people had found their way in. I was so incredibly angry and frustrated at this point that i literally screamed at the top of my lungs "GET OUT!" I was pushing people out the door, grabbing them angrily, trying to get them out. After they were finally out, i finally layed down and went to sleep. About 2 hours later i was half awoken to what sounded like cops. I opened my eyes and saw a cruiser outside. The only thought i had was thank God, maybe its finally over. And went back to sleep.