Alone

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at the clothing store by myself, looking through shirts. For some reason I wanted to get a tube top, even though my boobs are WAY too big for a tube top. But, I was adamant, I NEEDED a tube top, no other shirt would work.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt with my cousin. Me and her had reconciled with eachother after a year of arguing and I was at my old apartment. We spent the entire day together and then she left. I thought she was going to sleep over but then I realized she was leaving and I was concerned because I didn’t want to stay alone at my old apartment.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I was driving down the highway, during sunset, alone in my car. I don’t know where I was going but it felt like I was excited and ready for an adventure. The wind was blowing my hair and my face hurt from smiling so much. The view was beautiful and I was the only one on the road. It was so peaceful and scenic.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

i was with my friend tristan as we were out in town and we saw my ex-girlfriend, savannah. we talked and tristan and i went into her moms car and went to savannahs house, where we hung out and talked as friends. some odd people were there, and savannahs parents didnt look the same as when i once knew them. the next day, i went back over there alone to talk with savannah and her parents

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I went to Ennis to stay and have a little vacation in a hotel. As I drove myself over there I was extremely tired. I parked my car and I was so tired. I went into the hotel. I ate dinner alone. I heard my granddaughter in the next room, talking to her mother and her mother‘s boyfriend and she was talking about drinking. She was with her friends. They were being very naughty. Then walked down to the lobby to leave and I saw my ex-husband and his friends. They all asked if I had been drinking. I said no I had a very bad headache. Then realized I had forgotten my sandals in the room. I ran down the hall very fast. Had to get my key because I’d already checked out. Then I went into the room and I couldn’t find my shoes. And one of the hotel staff was with me. They were my favorite Birkenstock sandals. then, just sat down on the floor and cried and cried.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I walked out of my bedroom into the living room of the house I live at, to find our parrot out of his cage, he’s aggressive so we don’t let him out unless we have all the proper equipment. I called for the other members of the household but nobody was home. Our parrot, Loki, started to fly around my head and I got scared so I sat down on the floor and just stared up at him watching him fly around me in circles.

11 Jul 2024

Dream

A man who I trusted was babysitting a very large cat. It looked like a lynx and the lynx was very aggressive but he wouldn't put it on a leash so it was allowed to just go around and up to people and it kept coming up to me and trying to attack me and I kept turning to the man and shouting, why aren't you helping me? This keeps happening and there were a ton of other people in the room too who I knew and I trusted. They were all people that I felt close to and the lynx was really only coming up to me and I felt like I was sort of on my own to like guard myself from him and at a certain point the lynx turned into a human, like a girl who looked like a cat and then back into the lynx and nothing happened, it didn't hurt me. I was able to like protect myself from it but it just didn't go away.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

Walking in a park and the people in the park would not look at me. There was young girl in her teens sitting alone. When i sat by her I knew instantly that she was my granddaughter who has passed away as infant , still born . We had a conversation that could not be heard. She had long black hair and was beautiful.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

Hello I wanted to say hi today and this is my waking life I had probably the best week and the best month of my whole year. My parents are gone for one more day and then comeback for a month and then go back to the Carolina’s. I had a good visit with my doctor and everything was pure class and happy. Had some crying spells 🪄 when I was thinking of Briggs my Neighborhood Dog that was so sweet. 🥹 I could just cuddle him right now like Pei Pei I feel emotionally charged happy excited and more full of energy and life as I’m off the Melatonin I can function better. Took my meds a bit late but it’s ok I’m ok. I had this thing I wanted to say… I was crying today after the day was over bc I’m home alone but I keep myself busy, I saw 👀 a cockroach 🪳 scurrying or climbing the wall, I usually smash 💥 em I got so excited in a sad 😭 way so melancholic I cried like a baby. I said to the cockroach 🪳 it’s ok 👍lil buddy I know what it’s like to be alone, and climbing the very obstacles in life but yet still alone sad 😭 and I’m crying now I’ve made it this far and I’m strong 💪🏻 and I feel the same for cockroaches as I’m spiritually awakened like a monk in a monastery. I feel so bad for those little bugs I’m alone and so is that thing I could use some company bc I miss my ancestors and so do they. They climb the walls like in the movie the mummy or Indiana Jones raiders of the lost ark. Same lighting and ceiling height. I’m so sad for those looking for their loved ones I feel the same maybe their happy or sad looking down on me. I sure hope they can see my overall achieved beliefs.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I was alone in a bar or a club, it was very low lighting and I was alone, dancing, by myself, surrounded by other people dancing. I was watching myself be so free from the air, like I was watching someone else live their life, but it was me. I was so free and beautiful. I was so happy and carefree, even though I was alone, I didn’t have a care in the world.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt I found this back alley road that was kind of like a portal or connection to another world that looked exactly like ours except the people were not normal, and they could tell when we entered and weren't one of them, I ran back and bought some friends with me again to the place later and they all freaked out and started running but I tried to get everyone to stay together because eventually everyone disappeared until I was the only one left with all these strange people who knew I wasn't one of them.

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in the mental hospital, but I was the only one there, no patients and no RA’s were there, nobody behind the desk, and all the doors were opened. But my anxiety was too high for me to leave, even though the door was open I couldn’t bring myself to go through it. I felt like I was doing something wrong but I just waited, hoping someone would come. Nobody did. I starved to death.