Alone

29 Oct 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that there was a huge celebration, it almost felt like the end of the world. Everyone was drunk but I was sober. There was chaos and mess everywhere. I was alone and in control.

25 Oct 2024

Dream

I was alone in a hilly grassland at the break of day in an area that connected to other grassland areas by way of hiking or aerial rope systems that seemed to connect in an octagon grid pattern. I had heard to come me here by others. I climbed a hill that had some type of tarp over it. After reaching the top I noticed a large rotating watering device that was watering a food crop I assume. I couldn’t make out what was being watered. I decide to exit down the tarp covered hill on other side and ended up at a covered storage entrance or tunnel. There I found a mama horse and her foal laying down. It was like they were taking a break under cover during a rainy night. They didn’t seem startled by my presence, although I kept my distance. I didn’t think anyone owned or operated a business here but someone had added the tarp, covered roof area and watering system. I woke up before I could explore any further.

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I saw that we were going for a school trip toanother country by the plane. For some reason I had no one to sit with even though I have many new friends since I entered high school(in middle school all my friendships fell apart) so I had to sit alone behind two weird girls which I dont feel fond of. It was rlly uncomfortable, I couldnt even fit to the seats,the area was way too small. I was really sad since it was my first trip with a plane and it was about to be rlly bas

9 Oct 2024

Dream

I was playing outside in the schoolyard of some school. I was kind of alone and there was this other gangster guy who was by himself frustratedly playing with a ball. He was mad bc the adults were punishing him for his bad behavior a lot. I didn’t have a ball to play with and he was kind of hogging the ball so after he threw it to this trash can to make a basket and it bounced off I grabbed it and started playing with it which drew his attention toward me. When the ball that o threw had bounced far off in the field I noticed him notice me isolated and alone as I went to go get it. On the second time the ball bounced far away over a fence into a barranca beyond the field I noticed him follow me out to get the ball. He was looking around making sure nobody saw what he was about to do with a evil violent grin on his face as he came towards me. He took his time seeming to help me look for the ball and I couldn’t figure out how he was going to hurt me so I asked him “you’re going to try to kill me now aren’t you?” And he said “ look at your hands.” He showed me a plant and said “ this plant paralyzes your limbs and neck so you can’t scream and fight and all it takes is a few pokes from the plant” I looked at my hands and they had five or so poke marks in them. I tried to get back to the school but I couldn’t move. I started panicking and the more I panicked and struggled the more I turned into a child, a younger child that wasn’t me and I dissociated and saw myself from above, almost like through the gangster bullies eyes but couldn’t do anything while he was about to murder me. The child me flapped his hands kind of like a bird trying to get move while crying and then I was woken up by someone in real life.

8 Oct 2024

Dream

Had a dream I was navigating through dark rooms then ended up doing a American ninja warrior course and nearly beating all of it then I was swimming again in the pool I use to swim at in highscool and was with my swim team friends also after that part of the dream I was killing zombies with my brother like a game then was on a bus and someone mentioned I was isolated

20 Sep 2024

Dream

A rather chaotic dream of trying to address some of my health issues, and seemingly going in circles for answers. I had some lab work done and was told that this girl would be helping me. She was supposed to send my results back to the doctor. I spent hours waiting to hear from her and she kept telling me she had everything taken care of. Some time had passed and i had the feeling of just waiting around for nothing. I somehow run into the doctor and he reminds me that the the girl is responsible for sending my results back to him. I called the girl from my phone and caught her voicemail. frustrated, i yelled FUCK! And she started giggling, revealing to me that the voicemail wasn’t prerecorded, and she was trying to trick me and obviously was avoiding me. It was very obvious at this point. She was laughing facetiously about it. When i finally got ahold of her to ask her about my lab results she seemed like she was lying about everything, like she didn’t want me to get any help. She was kind of being a bully. Then I’m alone wandering around aimlessly again. I’m in a semi dark empty house where a man and a woman are exiting through the front door. The man tried to lock the door but after he left i noticed the door wasn’t locked. So i tried to make sure it was locked before i left, but the door wouldn’t lock. The lock just kept turning, like it was broken. I gave up on the lock and began walking outside to the left, towards a golden sunset. I dig through my pockets to look for my air pods and begin to stress when i realize i don’t have them. I’m walking along a lot of empty concrete which makes me wish i had my longboard. It felt very lonely. I get a snapchat from my old friend richy who I’m not friends with anymore in real life. It was a picture of him in a courtroom and he said something along the lines of “wish me luck”. I immediately replied, “What happened”? Eager to know what was going on and if he was okay. I felt extremely lonely thought out the entire dream.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

First my mom died and then somehow a friend from School I went over to her house and lived with her and her and her mom left the house and left me all alone the window was open and I was by a computer I must have watched an a really creepy episode where these people where on a game show but It was real too it was part hospital as well and a morgue I seen scary stuff like dead body’s chopped up and other scary stuff and some lady at the hospital had something in her arm me and the friend I was with at this point took out of her arm and started running threw this big hospital

8 Sep 2024

Dream

It was night time , I was feeling lonely so I draw a stick man on a wall . I saw that I was hugging a drama character do do jun . When I saw him I just hug him so tightly and we fell on bed . I was on him tightly hugging him feeling so good . In dream I was reading something and I forgot my name . I also saw a phone in my dream

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I was sleeping alone in a dark house. All if a sudden I wake up being very scared. I hear something. I get up and I bump into my husband. I’m really startled. I’m so angry that he didn’t say something when coming in. That he didn’t alert me.

6 Sep 2024

Dream

Dark. Quiet. Empty. Crying echoing, screams of loss and despair. My person, always in the distance, no matter how hard I run to him. He turns away, not acknowledging I am there. Cold. Alone. Him calling my name, and I am unable to answer.

3 Sep 2024

Dream

I discovered a secret underground bunker crawl space. It was dark and dirty and i even found a muddy, sewery bathroom with several stalls in it. I could even smell the stench. All i can remember is that i kept retreating back to this space. Sometimes alone, other times with someone with me.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

There was a triangle named isocoles that was the curator of an art museum. He was two dimensional. He searched for other shapes that were alive like him but could not find any. The art was not alive. The frames they were in, although they looked like rectangles, could not respond to the triangle. The doorknobs that looked like circles were not alive either. The triangle was alone in his museum.