Heartbreak

23 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt that me and my girlfriend were waiting for the bus to pass by and she was telling me about the bus stops in the city we used to live in. Then when the bus arrived I realized I hadn’t bought a ticket but I went on the app and I still had one that didn’t expire. When I got on the bus the driver was telling me that since I had bought two tickets earlier she would give me a transfer so I don’t spend more money. When I went to take a seat my girlfriend was already sitting down and I went to sit next to her but she kept looking at pictures and videos on her phone and she kept criticizing herself so I turned her phone off and told her to not do that and that we should do something else but this made her upset and mad and she started crying loudly on the bus. I was looking out the window and hearing her cry and then she told the bus driver to let off on the next stop but I told the bus driver not to because we were supposed to go somewhere together, but the bus driver still let her off the stop and she went inside some place and told me to not go in with her and that she didn’t wanna be around me. Then I was apologizing and telling her I didn’t mean for anything to come off as mean and I was begging her to let me talk to her but she didn’t and the lady in the place threw something at me to keep me away and broke the glass door. I went outside the place and it was like in our old city that we used to live in and I went inside some place that looked abandoned and I was crying very loud and screaming and I felt so heartbroken that she didn’t wanna talk to me so I kept crying and ripping my hair out. I went back to the place she was in and I saw that it was her moms job and all her coworkers were surrounding her and they looked concerned that she was crying and upset. I walked back to the abandoned place and I was really desperate so I texted her saying sorry and I that I really wanted to talk to her and then I called her and when I looked outside she was across the street and she picked up but looked at me at the same time and she saw that I was crying so she walked over to me and started yelling but I canr remember what she yelled about and then I was putting my hands above my face and head and I kept crying and I was just thinking about how we maybe needed a break because I was very distressed

17 Aug 2024

Dream

I remember being chased by something and someone was shooting. We were running away and I was hit in the neck but I was still alive and I couldnt feel it. I remember feeling emotional about something else, like a small heartbreak that I couldn't focus on at the time.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

i was sitting at a cafe with my boyfriend’s best friend and a girl who used to bully me, we where watching movies on my laptop when texts from my friends popped up on my phone i texted them back some mean things about the bully when i realized she could see what i said on the laptop she started crying and said “ i thought you where better than this phoebe ” my heart broke but everything i said was true

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in this mall or this really populated place with a lot of people. there is one girl that was being super mean to me and I remember being in the back of my sister‘s truck and she was having relationship problems and everybody was trying to help and I remember she was really sad. I remember it was getting out of the car after the event was over And I ended up stealing her Rapunzel figurine with gummy’s in a H-E-B bag and I remember being inside my house in the kitchen and I turned on the light wooden clip because the light was a wooden clip to turn it on. I don’t understand how that worked but it worked. I’m just sitting there right next to my other sister we’re talking about the figurines, but this sister didn’t know that I stole from the other sister and I remember being at the event and trying to flirt with this guy named Cameron and I was with Gavin and I still am but I was trying to flirt with him and get with him, and I kept pushing aside my feelings for Gavin, and in my dream, I basically broke my own heart the entire time I was flirting with him I just kept thinking about Gavin and then I woke up

22 Jul 2024

Dream

The high school bully boys and my first love were all together in this dream, i was head over heels with my first love still in the dream and was desperately trying to get together with him, but again there were many obstacle that seperates us. Despite the fact his genuine feelings towards me in the dreams brought me tons of comfort, and also wanting to get together. There was still a hint of passiveness in his tone that broke my heart a little. We were under ground going thru a freshly dugged tunnel and was trying to find our way out. Finally we reached above ground in a school canteen, and right when I was excited about to uniting with him, finally being together, I woke up.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in my old school. I think it was the first day of school and I met my old friends. Two of the friends didn't really care about me but I gave a high five to the other and she accepted it. They were both really sweet and caring despite having a traumatic childhood. And I meet with my other friend who is standing behind me. Her hair was really messy, but in the waking life her hair is straight. We did some questionable stuff together. She picked me up sideways. And later on, I met my ex-girlfriend with her siblings. She commented on my hair since it was short and curly (note, I have average wavy hair on my waking life). She then talked about the friend I met first that they were together (and that friend and her are together in waking life, I think). My ex-girlfriends mom was very supportive even though in the waking life she's against LGBT and dating at a young age. I felt my heart shatter, I think that I remember that in the waking life, my ex-girlfriend told me that she will never replace me after we broke up, but I felt happy for her, even though my heart shattered.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

This was not my last dream but I know some people may relate to this. Once upon a time… I was on an island. But then I walked into town and it looked like Greece. Weird. I was walking down the path and made it to this pool that had a few people in it. They gestured for me to get in, so I did. But then I locked eyes with this guy. (Omg this sounds like wattpad I swear.) He was legit my type to a T. Like I swear this dude was perfect. He even had an accent. This dream felt really real to me because we were having flowing conversations, I could hear music, I could taste the food, it felt all too real. But then he said I have to go. Legit perfect timing because that’s when I woke up. But I felt heartbroken because I felt so close to somebody I don’t even know.

12 Jul 2024

Dream

We were in the yard of my parents house where I grew up, the yard between the front and back, between my house and my neighbors house. My cat Ringo turned into a tiger, foxy my dog was trying to fight him but he held his ground. Then my dad cut his back with a rusty knife. I felt heartbroken and rushed to help my cat.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream about a guy I used to like that broke my heart. In my dream he came back telling me that he missed me and that he couldn’t find anyone that compared to me. I felt really upset in this dream because I knew he only wanted to get back together because things didn’t work out with the girl he dumped me for. He claimed he just didnt pick the right one and wanted me back. In the dream I still had some feelings for him but I didnt tell him that. he kept insisting he wanted to be with me and towards the end of my dream I felt that I almost gave him a chance.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I had to move out of my apartment and into my sisters, my boyfriend who im dating in real life was in my dream and he got sick of me because one thing lead to another which I can’t remember but it felt like he thought I was having him do too much. I was heart broken over this until a day later I seen he had a picture of him and another girl on his profile picture and then something in me clicked, that I had been broken over someone who seemed like they wasn’t even mourning a relationship and had shady intentions all along. I remember her name being something similar to latil. After I seen that I began going out and meeting new potential partners and enjoying myself because it felt like nothing was holding me down and I could put my humor and beauty to the test, then he shows up again and this time I ignore him and his guilt tripping which does happen a lot in real life (the guilt tripping not cheating)

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I was watching a bunch of prestige researchers meet up at a conference. The main focus was on this couple who came together. But the twist was the lady after the conference broke things off and the guy started spiralling into heartbreak With his team , they rode a motorboat back to the research lab , which was a tower in the middle of the ocean and the boat hopped into the tower . Their next research and invention was just planned to overshadow the ex’s research .

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I was asking a room full of Asians what they like in men and I was told by them they want money 💵 🤑 💵 and to scam people and take their clothes jewelry diamond 💎 💍 and cars 🚗 houses 🏡 etc and they wickedly laugh at me. They asked what I like in women and I said I like playing the simp and hard to get method lol and the detachment method and defelctive tactic. I detach from them they always chase bc I’m in Zoloft and I look awesome and I can get anything and manifest anything at any time as a genie could in waking life and personal dream life. Also the treat them like crap tactic and made them feel horrible they started weeping and hitting their heads against the wall like Pennywise did in IT Chapter 2 when the clown 🤡 is in the funhouse just remarkably without care of anything because they’re always depressed in Japan and China. They said what do you mean? I said it’s a gregarious attempt to justify one’s specific romance life to show they don’t have what women have and men have it harder, but what women do crave is love 💙 and when men say too bad it’s too late you’ve been played I’m not going out with you on a date 📅 and get my heart break 💔. You ladies had your chance haha disaster averted and evaded the enemy which was being played and manipulated. I told them to stay the hell away from me and get the fuck out of my life and they keep asking day after day and week after week what did I do wrong Peter please talk to me and they couldn’t let me go and they kept on and on for years bc they see something different in me which plays a real life scenario of a problem it does happen in real life for months sometimes they can’t let me go but I don’t know how to deal with them so I ward them off and say bye 👋🏻 nice knowing ya. Later on a year or two later. One wants em so They started weeping and holding me and saying it’s ok 👌🏻 and cuddling me lol 😂 and then I slapped them with my 28 inch penis lol 🍆 they bowed and said “well go to work and clean the house Master.” And I said yay life’s not so bad and we had a massive 6 day orgy at hotel Le Meurice haha 🤣 with enjoyable consent and happy times bc they felt sorry I was a virgin til age 35z And got along for the rest of our miserable working lives haha not just kidding lmao 😜