Betrayal

30 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream about my boyfriend and a friend or ours. At some point in this dream I had found out that my friend was pregnant, and the father was my boyfriend. Him and her had been really close friends since a little after I became his friend, and they had a pretty strong relationship. My boyfriend and our friend had told me that he got her pregnant before we started to date, but don't have feelings for each other. He still wanted a relationship with me but also wanted to step up and father his child. I know that he didn't cheat and he was just being responsible for his mistake, but I still felt a sense of betrayal.

18 Oct 2024

Dream

I was laying between 2 men in bed. We were having a conversation about life and purpose. We also were discussing a person who recently betrayed me and I found out. I was asking if they thought I should give the person an opportunity to explain. The person on my left reached over me to the person on my right. Immediately, I heard in a form voice. "Don't give the devil any attention or time."

17 Oct 2024

Dream

I was a leader of a swat team during a zom bie pandemic. Members of my team turned against me so I had to get rid of them in various ways. One method pushing a member into fitment. I could see in third person. I claimed up a huge tower made up of Legos someone named John came to rescue me. Then when I got to the top of the tower there was a church service where everyone was singing worship songs.

11 Oct 2024

Dream

I met the princess if England, kate Middleton. We got along very well but she thought I was royalty. Little did she know I wasn't. But she really liked me. We talked a lot to the point she got personal and vulnerable with me. She showed me a glance of everything I would have if I were closely associated with her. And it was a beautiful luxurious skyscraper apartment. It was a perfect picture of absolute abundance and I got such a warm feeling. I was in love with it. I wanted it. I wanted the riches and security that came with it. No image brought me more delight then I could explain. The princess really liked me until somehow she found out that I wasn't actually royal. She was upset with me and left me. Then I ventured into the court yard to see if there was a way I could still gain riches. It was there I found out that my boyfriend was actually royality without me knowing it. I was about to tell my family. And I was happy that I was about to be apart of royality and be rich just as I wanted

6 Oct 2024

Dream

I was very angry and I saw a bunch of people during this dream who I'm angry at like my ex, or old friends who've done me wrong, people who looked aggressive, and my dad. I tried telling everyone off or cursing at them. But I remained angry no matter what I was able to say or yell at someone.

28 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream my first love was avoiding me and everytime I would call him he would answer then hang up. And he told me we were going to meet up but for some reason it did not happen. Then I saw a story of him thinking he was at the gym because I saw a stick on his locker I ended up going there and didn’t not see him at the gym anywhere. I felt hurt in my dream and felt like he didn’t want me or care about me.

13 Sep 2024

Dream

In my dream I was a small sprite, fae girl moved into a log cabin. The humans were hunting me. I’d watched the capture thousands of sprites of all ages and cage them in this chest that they would later attempt to drown in a dark summoning ritual. Hundreds of us. Some bounty hunters stopped the but some of those humans got away. Not without bullet holes. Blood was everywhere. During a storm. I wanted to cry the entire time. Forced into very dark places I met this fae man and we tried to run away together within the tree tops. It was super hard because of being of dark chaos, a snake like monster chased. We tried to get away but the raindrops would make us plummet to the earth. It was like nature itself was against us yet we used our abilities to hide within the groves of the wood. We’d talk to animals for directions but humans took up every street. We could find a safe place to reside. And then we were separated and I was no longer a small fae sprite but a tall humanoid unicorn. Once again I was running because dragons kept trying to capture me as a forced bride. I had been offered to a prince of some kind in a fae kingdom. I never met the prince but I might the princess. She was powerful and walk around with a sword and knights flanking her. There kingdom was so cleanly-sparkling almost. Like one you’d see in a video game. We’d met at another wedding, a forced marriage. And there they planned to exchange my hand to a king or something. Idk. People kept telling me I’d be with someone but didn’t say who and then treated me as more of a pawn then anything. Going about etiquette and low birth. How I must be trained in. And then they brought me to dark witches. Fae witches with wings or that could turn into spooky animals and they’d threaten me while taking my measurements. Show me strange things I couldn’t understand and praise me in ways to convince me to give them whatever I held on me. The wedding I had attended was between fae of some sort and a dark force had interrupted. Causing the walls to shatter and fall over. Something that could cause trees to rot with just a finger brush against it. And then there were more tests. Always testing me with terrifying things. Throwing me into natural disasters were the tsunamis would raise to the sky and I couldn’t escape the fall. And it would hurt and fear would be overwhelming but I forced my self to enjoy it. I was so afraid I was laughing like FUCK YOU GOD DO IT AGAIN. And the waves came again and again, and I ran and hide and took it like a champ. I didn’t want to be afraid and I was afraid. But I didn’t back down. Never in any of the challenges did I lie down and give up. I stalled but I returned too. A million times I was surrounded and beat by monsters, humanoid creatures. Torturers and I fought and ran, came up with plans to hide my scent or disguise myself. Unlike the others, my mind didn’t turn off in fear- no it expanded. And I fought wars, I watched civilizations fall and I was killed or eaten and I fought tooth and nail for every breath and the worst part is I never actually won so I can’t understand yet what I was learning. Because I fought against titans as a small little sprite, switching between veils and realms. And they chased and chasdied me and I didn’t die. And when I wouldn’t die I’d be given to someone. Or I’d be told that I’m to be married off. That soon a dark being would come for me. Someone who is cruel and kills all he sees and that would be my husband. And that happened a lot.

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I just wake up because it’s crying in my dream. I was playing with some people and I knew some of them. We were playing kind of game with the plastic gun and water attacking each other. Some point I’ve been arrested and somebody’s really picking on me too make me with that plastic gun , nature pray between heels somebody called and told me that there is someone who needs me so to know who is that person? They told me that person it’s your help when I got in the house all the doors in the house has been locked from behind take me and start beating me up. It wasn’t that painful but I turned and saw that person who that person is my friends husband I was in shock why he’s beating me up a lot, different things always shows me respect me that much and she hates me. He put me on the ground sitting on my back and hitting me and shouting like a small child. I was very surprised by his actions so he couldn’t do anything I was paralysed and then when he hates me enough, he left me alone there and gone. I didn’t know what should I do? What? What just happened and why so in between the other friend of mine who I helped them a lot, also they invited us for gathering and having food together. They just moved to the new place and wanted to decorate the new home was helping her to decorate and where it could be better but I still was in shock from the happening in between the other friend, wife of that man who has beat me up came as well, she was seems like didn’t know anything. My heart was very heavy and full of cry so in between I saw other ladies who also is my friend but she’s kind of herself for a while and I haven’t talked to her. She was there and she was explaining about her situation and why she hide on what is her plan for future But she couldn’t concentrate on her because I was thinking what happened and sinking in my thoughts, Ola sudden I stand I went out I couldn’t be to sit there and listen to her anymore. The friend of mine who has the wife of that man who has beat me up came to me and Tolk very nice and smiling but I always feel that she’s just playing a role and nothing is really give me lots of respect but I feel is fake and then I couldn’t handle that anymore and I shouted on her and I said don’t you really know what your husband did and she said no I don’t what my has done I told her about crying when I told her the other people came around then I was crying what happened and then I came back and summer and it was something I don’t really remember what was that but I feel it was part that has been broken in that fight when he was beating me up so I put his number and burn it down and it was Bernie it was some candles around too. They were burning to put them in the fire and they were burning too at the fire and at the same time very deep I cried a lot until that wake me up I could sense my tears

25 Aug 2024

Dream

The dream started where I was on a water slide at a party, just sliding off the end and landing in someone’s yard 2-3 times because I tried recording it. I don’t remember anything else from that but then, there was a massive old building and I went inside of it and everyone, including family members and random people were fighting and killing eachother, most of them targeted me. There was this girl who lived on this thing I think it might’ve been a ship. She was happy living there, orange hair tied back and a bonnet type headband with a light yellow dress and an apron. She had these powers, one was a lasso that was golden and it would lash around you and come back when you least expected like a boomerang. There was one that shattered glass and did something else I forget. But this girl and everyone else was trying to kill me. I remember having a plan. I snuck up someone and everytime she would I attack me, I forget what I did but I managed to paint all the walls with her face (I wasn’t painting it was the plan or something) and some stuff happened, she ended up joining the cause and I made a simulation of her power to see how it worked. Then I shut it and she said “that’s good, let’s do this.” So I nodded and jumped into the massive crowd (they were fighting with pitchforks and knives, plus other stuff.) and I got stabbed quite a bit. I exited the building but they all charged after me, after being chased for awhile, I got back up to where she was before and I was wondering why she said let’s do it but failed. I’m not sure if I was betrayed or not. I’ve never seen her before so I don’t know. But then I woke up.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at some sort of either jail or military training. We were in a dark barracks room til eventually a guy walked, we expected the drill sergeants to kick him out since he was in the female’s space but the drill sergeant just stood there. Eventually this man comes up to me and I’m thinking he’s about to rape me so not wanting to make a scene and making everything easier for anyone I don’t move til he tries to murder me. Finally the drill sergeant steps in and takes him away. The next day in the same dream I hear my cousin and I get scared cause I had to idea who did that to me so I was very skeptical of all the males there. At night the same guy returns and he tries to kill me again, he gets taken away and this man looks like a guy I knew back when I was in Fort Lee for training, he was known for being a bad guy and he wasn’t liked at all, he was nice to me cause I tried to understand him but according to some people he was literally rubbing on me one time we sat down to play uno. That man had a list of people he wanted to kill, stabbed someone during basic training, and got reported to SHARP multiple times. In the dream I remember feeling betrayed because I tried to see the better in him and it felt like I was just being told I was wrong and that he never good

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I screamed why can't this little girl give me the details of my assault? The father of my child and my father were keeping a little girl who witnessed my betrayal from my family who used me and abused me. It was the women in my family who stepped up to find the missing pieces and as we cleaned the church in purple and white with quarters on the sheets of purple and white this little white girl told me the pieces of the missing puzzle. We only allowed women in and current who tried to come in and take the child back to play the piano for them. Included my father, the father of my child and his friends, and my grandfather tried to stop Mr finding the truth

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m on vacation and my friend is telling me that my flight is delayed because of snow at home. I start having a panic attack and hyperventilating because I didn’t think I had any of my anxiety medication. I’m in a tropical location heading home to snow. Someone asks me if I wasn’t allowed to wear my leg brace and I just shook my head no. I’m getting things straighter out at probation because there was an issue with my monitor again. My probation officer has to explain multiple times because I’m not understanding. In the end, it turns out I’m going to get extended on probation again. I start to cry as I’m leaving but I’m making sure that I’m turned away from her so she doesn’t see me. I’m riding in the front of the bus, right behind the driver. I notice his reflection in the giant rear view mirror- he looks serious. Not in a good or bad way, neutral and without much emotion. I’m watching another couple’s life. The girl could be pregnant and neither of them are happy about it but they’re trying to be positive and happy for each other. She drinks some shots of liquor and orange juice, her hands are shaking. They’re a good looking couple. Her friends walk in and see who she’s been hanging out with and they’re angry with her because they were wronged by the other person in the past some way. They’re are feelings of betrayal.