Infidelity

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamed that my deceased husband had called me. And said that he was alive and he was back in his house and that he wasn't in love with me. He seemed like he was kind of laughing but I wasn't 100% sure. I started crying saying. How can't you not love me? How can you not love me and he goes? I don't know. I just don't love you. And I slept with this girl at a gas station which is completely out of his character. He would never do that and he just said I don't know.I don't love you.I don't love you.I don't know what to say.What do you want and I said all I want is you to be happy.And it was like alright we'll keep everything from the will and yeah I don't love you

29 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a party that my mother planned and I had 5 guys with me. My husband Liz, My best friend Zexa, and My 3 exes Kion, Jahziere, and Juu. They all joined me I don't know why my exes came but they just did. The whole group started to drink vodka and I noticed that all the men got touchy towards me within a short period of time. Like pinning me against the wall, choking me lightly kissing me passionately, and hugging me from behind. I never really paid them attention but I was conflicted so I started drinking again I didn't have a sense of judgment, So I talked to my friend Xen about it and my friend said to stay away from them a bit. I just nodded as soon as I did while I was talking to Xen, Zexa came hugging me from behind. Eventually, we went upstairs and we had sex. Afterward I fell asleep to wake up sober and go talk to my friend Xen feeling guilty about the infidelity I just committed while my husband hugged me but I froze up the look of regret on my eyes and I told him and he hugged me and I was confused and he just hugged me and said he cheated to its fine and it made me feel a bit better. So we ended up having a threesome with Zexa before I woke I was smiling sleeping.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream with my crush that he was tryin to remain loyal to his gf but he couldn’t resist me. He asked me to lay next to him and then he asked me to take my pants off because he wanted to have sex with me as I was taking my panties off I notice a small spot of blood on them. I told him well looks like I just started my period so we can’t have sex unless you want too. He kindly decline saying that he couldn’t as the bond between us was already strong that having sex on my period would only make it stronger and he definitely couldn’t resist. I asked him what was so wrong with him being with me I asked him why was he resisting his feelings for me and he couldn’t come up with an answer so I told him not to fight it and just give in. Then it turned to me taking a shower I was all in white and we ran into each other again. And I saw this room full of like old stereo equipment that had a record player cassette player and cd player that had every song imaginable. I saw his house and how creative it was and how it was everything I had dreamed off everything I had asked him to put in it he put it in this home. Also there was something about him having alfalfa sprouts in this one room and I took some but he was upset not with me but with his current girlfriend about her leaving her clothes behind saying that he guessed they were growing jeans now as well

27 May 2024

Dream

my brother killed a guy that i had killed in another life and i tried to help him hide the body, then i went to south dakota to a country thing where the lead singer got in trouble for being there when the guy was killed. I also had sex in a hot tub with the guy before he was killed and he had a girl freind.

26 Apr 2024

Dream

Been living with my partner for a few months. Suddenly I see he has another woman’s number in his phone. I scan the messages and see it was a number of weeks they were intimate. I’m destroyed, fuming, and in disbelief. I then see many other women in his phone of the same. Some I was even at an event with him while the woman was there too without me knowing who she was. I confront him and he tries to deny it, but then finally caves and tells me everything. He’s not bothered. He just sits there sheepish and distant, unfazed. I start panicking about all the things I have to move from him, where I’m to go with my son, no money of my own, and nowhere for all my business materials to store and continue my work. My life falls apart in seconds. He seems fine with everything, not arguing, just calm - his usual demeanour in confrontations. I remember when he once woke early and washed his genitals, which I found odd since he’d never once done that in the number of years we’d been together. I now knew it was because he’d caught something from one of the women he’d had intercourse with. I tell his mum because she would just blame me rather than her son. I tell my mum and go to move into hers but she doesn’t have room for all my business items and few possessions. Before I leave my partners, I speak to him about it all and how distraught I am. Again, he’s not bothered and almost seems to hurry me out, though he keeps trying to get me to stay too. I try to calm my building anger but I’m so mad at everything, I kick him hard in his genitals since he never gets consequences for anything he does wrong. Then I leave.

28 Jan 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I went to Sweden and stayed in this hotel by the sea. For the first day we stayed with this tour group which took us around our hotel. There was a hurricane so we had to stay in this emergency room. My boyfriend in real life, Eamon, was in my dream except in my dream he was a stranger and I was dating someone else. Eamon and I got really close in the dream and I began cheating on my bf with eamon. My mom was watching us the whole time ready to shame me for infidelity. Later in the dream after the tour group I was taking a walk around town outside. Whenever I passed someone it seemed like they’d say something to me and then act like they didn’t. I took pictures of the beautiful houses as they looked from a fairytale. I began walking back and as I approached the hotel and I could see the sea I noticed how scary the water looked. It was grayish green and the waves were incredibly aggressive. I sat and watched the water for a while. The waves got bigger and bigger until it looked like a full on tsunami. We were at the top of this large cliff but even then it looked like it could reach over it. I got so scared and ran inside to tell my mom but when I did she said it was fine and didn’t believe it was a big deal. I started freaking out and ran back outside to see if anyone saw what I was seeing, except, no one was there. I called my dad to talk to him about it and he said to find shelter immediately. That’s where my dream ended.

26 Nov 2023

Dream

I dreamed with ex husband he came in house that he came thru that wanted to talk. I was so surprised cause have huge ego. I anxious to know what he wanted to tell me I wanted hear him recognizing he left good women during my cancer journey and desrespecting me with other womens his infidelity that I saw with my eyesin the video. He video tape then sex gross. I will forgive him but just hear I can heal