Abortion

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a big store that looked like Walmart. There were a few familiar faces who apparently worked with me, one of them being an ex-friend named Rosa. As I was sorting SIM cards, I run into a guy and a small child (toddler). He looked very familiar, I knew him from somewhere. He says hi to me and he tells his little one to say hi as well. We have a conversation and he tells me that I am the mother of his little one. I got caught by surprise because I didn’t remember ever birthing any other child but my son Issac. He looked a little hurt and asked me if I didn’t remember a few years back when he got me pregnant. Suddenly, I got a flash of memories. In the memory, I remembered that we had a one night stand and had an accidental pregnancy. I let him know about the pregnancy and that I was going to abort. He begged me to keep his child and told me he would take full responsibility and not ask anything of me. He just really wanted a kid. I was hesitant of keeping the pregnancy but he kept insisting, so I decided to have the baby and give up my parental rights to him. When I had these memories, I felt extremely guilty that I had a child, gave him up and forgot about him. I went over, introduced myself to the boy and gave him a hug. He looked so much like his father and looked only a little bit older than Issac. I let dad know that I was sorry for forgetting about our child and that I wanted the opportunity to be in his life because he deserved to have a mother. He seemed surprised by it but was open to it and then they left. I started to think about how I was going to break the news to my family, Issac’s dad and all my loved ones. Nobody knew about the existence of this boy and I had forgotten about it myself. I wondered how I was able to block the memory out of my mind for so long. I knew I had to make things right, let all my loved ones know about “my first born” and make up for lost time with this boy.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that me and my younger sister got pregnant at the same time and my mom said only one of us can keep a baby so I picked my sister and I went to the office to get a abortion.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

Dreamt that was on a gurney en route to have an abortion. I was about 15 weeks along. The guy pushing the gurney was zooming through the hallways. There was no emergency. I arrived at the OR and he was chastised by the nurse. They put IDs on my arm. I do not remember the actual procedure but I know it was done. I walked back through the hospital and ended up at a memorial for my old coworkers father. I stayed in the other side of the room speaking to the of coworkers then went to her table. We hadn’t spoken for years. I walked over to the seat where her father was represented and kissed the figure there. I also spoke and kissed her mom. I made eye contact with her cousin who I used to date. He was also the father of the baby I aborted. I do not think he was aware of the pregnancy. I eventually went to speak and hug my old coworker. I stood there for some time and eventually started to leave. I bumped into her cousin and said hello. I got a generic greeting. I mentioned it to him and he snapped at me and said ‘we don’t know each other’. This was more likely in reference to me never meeting his family. I looked back. I didn’t see that he was with anyone else. I turned around hurt to leave.l

31 May 2024

Dream

I was in the desert. There were crumbling buildings and people walking around naked. Some women walked around with aborted babies strapped to them by their umbilical cords like a purse. Men were raping women in public and nobody cared. I was terrified and wished I wasn’t there. I was confused as to why I was even there. I hated it

26 May 2024

Dream

Dreamed that spider watched a compounding pharmacist and asked for an abortion through spelling on her web. So the pharmacist compounded the hormonal abortion pill for the spider Then my mom and I were at a restaurant in the mountains and this waitress was rude and made her cry while 2 other waitresses comforted her. I left a bad review Me and my cousins were with out grandpa and he was married to one of my dads ex wife’s and they wouldn’t make food for us so we went to McDonald’s often and I didn’t like their McDonald’s bc they didn’t have breakfast all day Then I was in this supermarket with my 8th grade ex and it was weird because there was an AI preschool there and it was causing trauma to kids.

23 May 2024

Dream

Was in the bed with my husband and my parents were in the bed with us. They were sleeping. I was feeling in my husband’s penis and it grew really long. We were going to have sex but were trying to not be caught. We aborted that mission and then the scene changed. Now we at a gala and I am wearing regular clothes like a plaid shirt and a neutral colored skirt, while everyone is dressed up. I get approached by my ex boyfriend’s wife who decides she just going to be in my way. We start arguing back and forth and I say “and that’s why your husband keeps calling me” and I go to walk off. I’m taunting her saying “aha you mad cause your husband wants me”. She had three friends were tried to jump in and I told them “stay mad her husband doesn’t love her, he loves me and always have. That’s why she mad”. I walk off feeling good and smiling.

1 Apr 2024

Dream

Dreamt that I was feeling unsure of myself and the decision I chose. I was pregnant with my ex boyfriends baby. It finally clicked to me the responsibilities and challenges it would come with, and how my life would change forever. I knew abortion would be the smartest idea but I wanted to keep the baby because he was created with a person I love. I felt guilty for wanting to keep the baby but also it not being my ex boyfriends choice. And him being down or his life ruined because of the choice I wanted. It was a piece of him I didn’t want to let go because o found love in it. I laughed so hard I peed my pants a little bit so I had to go find a bathroom, it was funny. Started exploring cool dreamscape architecture. Slid down a steep hill. Landed in the city near a gym. Went inside. The basement was a library but also had research rooms. They had a psychology experiment room dedicated to studying the archetype of teeth in dreams. One of the research assistants looked familiar

22 Oct 2023

Dream

My dream started out with a leopard walking through the house my dad room the leopard went under the bed, and I tried to catch it when it escape the room and got lost in the house and I warned my cousins that a leopard was in the house. They still came inside and sat down in the couch anyway and I told them no you guys have to go back outside because there’s a leopard in the house and they said for real I thought you were joking and then I don’t remember anything else that happened. The dream switch to a concert. I was presenting an award by holding up particular sign. The stage was set up real nice . my class peers and the crowd was applauding then as I was leaving the concert I had a big bag of stuff. I remember sorting out my stuff and packing it in a huge bag just outside of the entrance on the grass, I remember changing shoes I think I had a fancy glass like shoes before and I was changing into a tall, black high heel boot shoes with the back of the ankles out. The shoes had red dirt in it and when I knocked the red dirt out of the shoe there, a small ants that came out and they started to bite me a particular guy I knew showed up name is Frank and he asked if I got the abortion yet I said no but I’m going to the next day. I showed up at work after getting the abortion and I do not speak to him. In one scene, I appear to be in a classic droptop car in front of a house a small house. The house is white. It was a green tree on the side of it. The vibe felt calming, and a lot of stuff was going through my head. I thought about my friend and how our friendship never worked out.