Diana, the dream you shared unveils a rich tapestry of emotions, connections, and perhaps unresolved matters in your waking life. Let's delve into it together.
The beginning of your dream, where you were supposed to meet a friend but ended up never seeing him, could symbolize feelings of disconnection or missed opportunities. It might represent someone in your life whom you feel distant from or a part of yourself that you feel is not being acknowledged. The appearance of your mother, aunt, and Annette, all leaving together in one car instead of two, suggests a merging of familial influences or responsibilities. The scooters they had might indicate a sense of independence or freedom that they carry with them, but also a sense of unity and shared direction.
When you saw your girlfriend settling into her apartment and chose to leave her alone, it could reflect your respect for others' personal space and transitions. However, the encounter with the rude black joy who shoved you might indicate underlying feelings of being overlooked or disrespected in your personal space or endeavors. This interaction could be highlighting areas in your life where you feel marginalized or unacknowledged.
Your girlfriend's revelation about her past abortion and the emotional response she had when discussing it with you could be a manifestation of deep-seated emotions, either from your own experiences or a fear of such situations. The financial detail of the abortion cost suggests a weighing of emotional versus practical considerations in life decisions. Her regret and emotional response might mirror your own concerns about choices and their long-term impacts.
The confrontation with the student who grabbed your leg and your subsequent aggressive reaction might symbolize a struggle for personal boundaries and respect. The lack of assistance from others in this scenario could reflect a feeling of isolation or the need to stand up for yourself in challenging situations. Your mixed language response, cursing in both English and Spanish, may indicate a fusion of cultural or personal identities and the need to assert your full self.
Helping a friend with babysitting and ensuring the baby had clean clothes might suggest your nurturing side and a sense of responsibility towards others.