Apartment

11 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a trailer I rented with my own money I felt happy, independent and mature. I invited a guy from a dating app over to hookup and we talked, offered him a drink from my favorite marvel related cup I had and he drank it then we head to the room for sex and I see a text from my mom she’s coming over to drop something off so I tell him and get my robe on. I tell my mom and she says she wants to meet him she seems happy so I tell him and he’s down for it, he gets dressed talks and introduces himself a bit and in this moment I realize wow he’s the one for me. Then we head back to the room, finish, he makes us nachos as we watch beavis and butthead and holds me in his arms as I sleep with him in a non sexual way after dinner

10 Nov 2024

Dream

This week I have been having vivid dreams. Still exploring in every one of them. I visited my old childhood apartment with my mom, significant other and our cats; But I noticed that there were other random people around us. We were allowed to look inside the apartment as it was empty. In a separate dream, I was with random people again and we were in boats. I was with a guy in one boat and his mom and friends were in another. As they sped by the man I was with got worried and we rushed to them. Their boat capsized and his mother flipped out of the boat. We jumped off our boat and crawled our way to the top of the side of the river. As we made it up, a policeman said there’s a woman who was impaled by metal. It was his mother. In a separate dream, I was in a hotel. It had old oak wood accents and an old telephone. I used the phone to call services because our sheets were dirty with makeup stains and dirt. I looked out the window and saw a breezeway with a friend of mine walking around trying to find us. Then in another dream, I always end up at my old job or school. It’s always dark outside and I feel like I’m just going through the motions.

10 Nov 2024

Dream

my daughter, her father and i all went to work with him. he works as a housekeeper. this is our first time going to work with him. when we got there, he took us in one of the rooms. He had to clean and let us sit on the couch and watch movies while he worked. we watched a whole movie and he stayed in the back rooms cleaning. he came out and said somebody was about to come in. I asked him if we needed to get up and leave so he could do his job and he said no it’s OK. Stay here. They’re just gonna be moving their things in. as we watched TV I could hear people at the door coming to move their things into the hotel room. it was a woman and two baby girls who were around three and four years old. the woman went to the back room to load her things into the closet. for some reason, I understood it was a hotel room, but she was taking my things out of my closet. her father, my fiancé spent some time in one of the rooms back there while she was loading the closet. then her father came in and told me that there was bad news and we had to move. for some reason, I was devastated as if we had to leave our actual home, almost like I forgot it was a hotel room at his job that he was cleaning. I started to get up and pack things out of the kitchen. then he said never mind. It’s OK we can stay. when I saw the lady I smiled and said hi. I also saw her kids and told them they were so cute. my fiancé said our daughter and I are OK to sit down on the couch again, and watch movies. the other kids gravitated to the couch as well. then, eventually, my fiancé, a.k.a. my daughter’s dad came and sat sit on the couch too. I noticed he pulled out his gaming system and started playing games on the TV from his PlayStation and got super confused. I asked him how are you allowed to play your games right now when you are working. he said no, it’s fine. I’m done with this room just waiting for my next and then we will move. I walked towards the kitchen, and the lady came into the kitchen to start cooking something for her kids and I looked over and told her her hair was pretty. she gave me a dirty look and I said do you do hair, I need my hair done. she said no very rudely and walked off. I looked at my fiancé, confused and walked back over to the couch with him, my daughter, and her kids just waiting to leave the hotel room at this point . I could see in a mirror where the lady was in one of the rooms, and saw her plop on the bed. her kids ran back there with her and jumped on their bed to be with their mommy. as I sat on this couch of a hotel room at my husband’s work with my child, waiting for his next room to come available for him to clean, her kids ran back in the living room and started hugging my fiancé. my fiancé gave them hugs kiss them on their forehead like they were his kids. at that point I was like what the actual fuck is going on. he looked at me and said I thought it would work. I said what the fuck do you mean you thought it would work. at that point, it dawned on me that he had a second life and tried to bring us together. I was pissed. I immediately started balling my eyes out and getting me and my daughters things together to leave. he stayed on the couch, playing his game with a small smirk, and an attitude like oh well. me and my daughter started leaving and walking down the stairs at the hotel as I’m crying and everybody in the hotel was leaving at that point. my fiancé, the woman, and her kids were walking far behind us to go to a car I imagine. I just bawled my eyes out, crying, walking towards my car with my daughter. and then I woke up.

10 Nov 2024

Dream

i was in my new “room” but wasn’t my actual room, I then had a friend over about music and was meant to do music with them but we ended up having some sexual interaction but then my old abuser came barging in shouting and we stopped. Long story short, I was also applying for a graphic design job to a clothing agency, I had sketches and all and it was never going through, the application was saying error or something but i kept applying. I then went to a block party and Zendaya was there - we were talking and i explicitly said “i know being a black woman you have to do all this stuff and be the best at everything and i love your acting and that’s what makes you stick, but i’d love to see you down a runway” we were talking and she was so sweet, then her boyfriend Tom Holland came and basically she asked if i could have his jumper and he was like “no?” and she then looked at me and was like “we’ll get you a boys jumper!” and then walked away. Then cut scene into the dream, we were at another part of the party and Central Cee was there, and he was asking people if they wanted to come to the studio, me and my music friend rushed over and saw there was a group of girls. i then said, “i’m here for the music and the music only” they let us join. While we were waiting for Central Cee to get the cars, I saw Zendaya again and we walked up to each other and held each others hand and squealed like we were old friends - we then spoke for a bit then I started singing some Beyoncé songs on a mic and everyone loved it.

8 Nov 2024

Dream

it started with me living with my mom again, but we were in these apartments, and I went to get the mail and somehow got caught up in my neighbors drama, eventually police were brought in and as they were going through evidence they showed video of me in my room through a hidden camera and I went back to my house and was trying to figure out where the camera was from the perspective and I had a few holes in my walls from where scres used to hold things and I eventually found the one with the camera and I decided to use plaster to discreetly cover it up so it looked like I was just watching holes in the wall so it wasn't suspicious to whoever was watching me, then i found a couple more around the house and did the same thing, after that I went out to lunch somewhere with picnic tables inside, and then police showed up again and arrested a girl and I realized it was Sam (she's been my best friend since 2nd grade) and I tried to stop them, then I tried to get into the prison to help her, it took a while to figure out how to schedule a visit but eventually I visited her and I told her I would come back with supplies to break her out, and there were stakes all around as I was leaving and everyone looked suspicious as if I was known for prison breaks, and the exit lead to a bridge that was really high up and there were wood platforms to walk on to get down and some were disconnected from others, they were all attached to these tall trees but eventually there was a part connected to steep dirt like we were in some mountains without all the snow or something, but the parts leading to the dirt path were more rotted and at some point some family had joined while going down this weird segmented wood path and they had two little girls who tried to go on the part that was rotten and it started to crumble and fall when the second girl went on it so I went grab her and drag her back onto the path and more of the piece fell away so I lifted her off completely and put her on the dirt so we could keep going but then I woke up.

7 Nov 2024

Dream

It was a dream where I was in my dream trailer in a nice trailer park, I had drove my car to buy some stuff on sale to decorate. I felt happy and relived I can be myself cause I’m aware from the personal restrictions I have in my personal life, I was happy and smiling something I never do, I even had a person come over and we had a at home date getting stoned and things progressed and we started dating after we had sex. It was a amazing dream I wish I could have again

5 Nov 2024

Dream

Another very mystical and powerful dream. I dreamed first that I was a prostitute in a society that truly looked down on those people like more than they do in waking life. I with a bunch of low life people and I wanted to bring them in my moms house but she was living in an apartment so I had no way to sneak them in or out. Then there was a man who was my brother and he only had one leg and was handicapped but he was encouraging me to face my fears and climb on these huge rock formations that looked like a natural alter to god in the sky carved by angels. It was breathtaking. I was singing and trying to learn a song I was supposed to perform on the top of this rock and I was afraid I would forget how it went. I remember looking at us climbing but from an aerial view like from outside of my body. I remember being so proud and amazed by my brothers ability to climb down with only one leg and here I was with 2 legs and fully capable of using my whole body but I was too frightened to climb down. Afte seeing my brother jump down with his disability flawlessly I was ready to do it too. I jumped down off the final platform and landed effortlessly on my feet.

5 Nov 2024

Dream

This stream was a bit different. I was in this family and this girl who I really liked came in and said that she wanted to do a change. She’s doing a major change and everything and I said that well if you’re do change then why don’t you start with me and I asked her out on a date and she said yes, then I don’t know if time went by or not but then she’s like OK so where are we going to go and I told her we’re probably golden movies just gonna be me and you right and she said no it’s gonna be me you and two other friends another guy and another girl was nervous but I said OK so I pretend to make a phone call call calling an Uber and trying to find some right clothes to wear. I went into my room and saw a kid playing on my game cube and I asked him why he was playing and he told me that my brother and him were playing a game I wished in about to tell him something, my brother came in as like if you guys wanna use my system at all, please let me know all right even if you have to wake me up because I don’t like it when people touch my things a lot my permission, and then I turned and started looking for something to wear. Don’t grab anything as I got on and stuff like that. I heard that her friends came by and we were still waiting on the ride for us to go down and hang out, but never came so me and her friend went and grab a carriage that we would push and pull to bring our ladies to movies, but when they saw the carriage, they were like no I don’t think you guys gonna be able to bring us to movies then I thought of an idea that might’ve helped I sent any of you guys have any food at your guys house a surplus I can make you guys some dinner The guy friend said that he ladies in the carriage and brought them to his house. We got there and I said I got this. I looked around and grab certain things instead of beside spaghetti noodles and stuff and then the guy’s mother came in. She came up to me and said you guys gonna clean up after yourself right she was telling me certain areas to clean. I go when I clean. I do a deep clean of everything of things I’ve used so you have nothing to worry about and she said OK, as I was getting back to making the food, I woke up. I was able to go back to sleep to try to continue the dream and I did, but apparently I was gone for like years and my date finally came up to me as an old lady and said I waited for you. I came back every day to see if you would come back and you did, but it’s too late now I’m an old woman, I was scared at the moment and thought of some way to turn back the clock so I can try to salvage the date. I woke up again was to go back to sleep and this time I went back in time too about maybe a few years later after the start of the date and we were still in the apartment and she was a bit older than meand she said you don’t have to worry I woke up. I tried to go back, but it was no use.

5 Nov 2024

Dream

I was home getting to head to work, it looked like it could’ve winter outside as I was dressed warm and so was the client I’m assigned to. She came over to my address, which in my mind I was confused to how she knew my exact address and wondered if the agency gave her my address as in the past they’ve provided my old phone number to a patient but I wasn’t sure if they’d do the same thing with addresses. So, I left my home with the patient and my area looked different, the patient had this big bag and asked me to carry it in my bag she put it in my bag but surprisingly it wasn’t that heavy and she was assuring that it wasn’t and that it’s better I hold it in my bag instead. I was in this a apartment, I walked into the bedroom and it felt like it Jacob’s (the guy I was seeing recently) room as it seemed familiar. There was an apartment unit next to the room I was in and I thought it’d be a nice idea if I could be roommates with them one day, so I took out a piece of paper and while writing I’ve encountered something. It’s like I was watching something unfold without actually being, and it was an unserious situation going on as if they were playing a game plus a newly celebrity was involved and the game seemed a bit lustful. I was then at the park playing on the playground with the other girls, we were celebrating someone’s birthday. I decided to a store and used Google Maps to walk me there, I found myself in this building that I was supposed to walk through but I winded up getting lost inside the building but before I got lost I seen this little girl and her father together. But when I became lost, I seen the same girl close by calling out for him she looked scared and confused but when I realized she was by herself that’s when I wanted make sure she was okay. She said she seen her dad and pointed in the corner where I only seen a glimpse of him, and I found it eerie that he just stood there and looked like a completely black figure so I told the girl that it’s not him and tried to evade. We were running every door that could be closed shut but it wasn’t closing as the dad still managed to catch it before closing, until we got into another secluded room and I grew the courage to close it tightly with her help. He began banging on the door, and he started talking to the girl in a calm way but obviously angry but he started saying sexual stuff—stuff I wish he could’ve been saying to me in that moment as it was turning me on but unfortunately that was for his daughter who looked no older than 6.

4 Nov 2024

Dream

My friend Jenny told me she had a dream about me living in my own apartment. She then told me I asked her to come in. I said of course (which I would do in real life) she then told me we sat on the couch and talked. At some point she took her shoes and socks off and put her bare feet in my lap and rear my chest. She told me I started rubbing her feet. At some point she told me the topic of making love came up out of nowhere. She told me we started making love on the couch. Then she told me we went to my room and made love again. Then I asked her if she could be my girlfriend. She said yes. (I wouldn’t mind dating her even if she is older than me and has a kid.) she then told me we were holding each other while making love.

4 Nov 2024

Dream

I was at a place that looked like a mix between my apartment area in the courtyard and a school. I was aware after using my nose breathing technique. There were lots of people around and I remember seeing my dad in the distance with a bunch of kids or something. I went over there and they were all playing around. I remember seeing my mom and was talking to her and we pointed to Mike in the distance and he was playing baseball with some kids and running around. Everyone was happy

4 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was at target with Halle and a few friends and then she was also a surgeon on top of working in HR with me. She conducted my surgery for my thyroidectomy conducting surgery on Glen from Dancing with the Stars. surgery was connected in her apartment, which seemed weird. I was a shower curtain in the room for the surgery, but it wasn’t a bathroom. She did the surgery and I had a cut on my neck from my thyroid and then also a cut on my chin. Not sure what it was from but it had stitches in it and that came open at one point in time she had to restitch it Travis, Kelsie was there for some reason not sure why, he wasn’t doing anything. He was just present.