Amputation

21 Jun 2024

Dream

for preface; this is a reoccurring dream— this being only the second time i had it and i’d only remembered having this dream after i had the second one because the plot continued. the first dream: so there was this nightclub run by this evil guy. he had tricked a bunch of midoriya’s friends into working for him (from my hero academia i love that anime) and they were all so excited but little did they know he injected a poison into them that killed them very slowly. but he “injected it” by welcoming everyone to the club with drinks— however, midoriya knew that and his mission was to infiltrate the place and make sure his friends were safe but the boss man caught on and said if he told any of them that he’d kill them all with the poison right away. so i basically had watched midoriya try and protect his friends while also simultaneously being under constant scrutiny by the boss. i don’t think midoriya took the poison though… that was the first dream i had days ago. the second dream started with me being in there with them and they were my friends i think, or maybe i really just wanted to save them but the boss man knew that i knew aswell and he told me not to tell them either or they’d all die. anyway, in this dream the nightclub had this theatre room area where he would have midoriya and i’s friends preform. (it looked like a bunch of fortnite skins and emotes on the stage.) but todoroki (on multiple occasions) kept leaving the stage mid performance cause he was sick or something and he would hide behind this pole (he wasn’t hiding very well) and when i would look over to boss man, he looked at todoroki with an angry expression because todoroki was blowing his cover. and once, a different day in the dream, i was walking into the nightclub (it looked like the entrance to my house) with this girl who said she was going to help cause i think i told her everything about everything and especially about todoroki. and she was like “DONT WORRY I GOT THIS” and she ran in ahead of me and i lost her. and so when i went inside i was standing with the group of people (just like midoriya was in my first dream, trying to play along but also discreetly find an exit for everyone, however midoriya was nowhere to be seen in this dream…) but when i was standing there with them there were these two shorter brown skin girls. they hated me. the one on the left started explaining why she didn’t fuck with me and she said it’s because i “talked to her man.” or that i “wanted him” and that was just not true. i was like “who’s your man?” and she was like “malik.” AND THAT WAS AN ACTUAL GUY I TALKED TO WHEN I WAS LIKE 14… SO I SAID “girl i promise i don’t want him” but she kept cutting me off and saying that i did. and the girl on the right was just like “yeah i don’t fucking like you either.” and i was like so confused cause i didn’t want him at all… and i said “when did u start dating him” and she was like “february 2024” or something. and i talked to malik in february 2020.. so i was like “… so when we talked.. he wasn’t your man..” and she cut me off like “BITCH FUCK U THATS MY FUCKING MAN” and i was like “okay what fucking ever bitch bye.” and that was the end of that so i walked into the club and like i was sitting in this booth by the back… i don’t remember really what happened back there. i remember a bartender lady who was looking my direction but that’s it. then skip to the theatre room again, they were all performing again and todoroki went off of the stage mid performance again. and the performance was really good, he was supposed to be front and center but he ran off and boss man was so fucking mad. BUT THEN… THE GIRL FROM EARLIER WHO SAID SHE WAS GOING TO HELP… she came out dressed as todoroki (again this specific law of physics was for some reason like fortnite so she just changed her like character to look like todoroki.) and she was doing the dance, but she wasn’t exactly doing it right at all and she wasn’t even on the stage but just right beside it.. i assume to buy him some time but bossman could tell it wasn’t actually him. i just remember the rest of the performance being really good and then at the end everyone was clapping including me. but then some girl from the crowd, which looking back i think was the bartender, had randomly stood up and said “oh by the way everyone, he’s forcing all of those people to work for him. he’s injected them with a poison in their legs that will slowly kill them over time.” and me and everyone else on the stage started clapping and cheering for her and the bossman was like “ahhh i gotta go!” and ran away. then after that he was like banned from the nightclub or something but he kept coming back but he was like a lowlife. so everyone from the performance and stuff was kinda just living their own lives, only being connected by the fact that they were all manipulated and poisoned. i spoke to a few of them, they were each like super emo or something i don’t really remember i’m sorry. but then.. cut to the future and to a different scene.. todoroki was laying on a gurney in the hospital. this part i wasn’t there, but it was more so just letting me know that this was happening while i was elsewhere. like a cutscene. and he was laying flat on his back and he looked very sick, and he was asleep. then he slowly woke up and as soon as he opened his eyes he started to slightly panic (which is out of character for him since he’s typically very calm and quiet) and he like sat up and ripped the blankets off of his body and one of his legs were amputated. he looked horrified and all he could say was “DO YOU SEE THIS??? DO YOU SEEE??” to whoever was with him (the doctor or his parents? i’m not sure.) i remember there was a lady in the hospital specifically that was like helping wheel his gurney when he was asleep and she was kinda rude that’s all i remember. what the hellllll is that about??

15 Jun 2024

Dream

There was a lot going on and I don’t remember all the details. I just remember my sister being there and I haven’t talked to her since she moved out in March this year. We were running from something or trying to find out way out of a building, I’m not sure. The most vivid point of my dream was when my oldest dog, Bently, fell from the second floor where we stopped to figure out our next move. He had fallen before and just got back up but this time he landed on one of the machetes someone put on the ground. I ran down to check on him and saw that his whole front leg was cut off. I woke up hyperventilating

14 Jun 2024

Dream

I got into an accident and had to have my leg and arm amputated. However they were replaced with a robotic leg and arm. These turned out to be much better. However I had a lot of difficulty accessing different areas due to the presence of metal detectors. However I was often able to convince the guards to let me in once I showed them my robotic arm and leg.

18 May 2024

Dream

Had a dream that people were kidnapped and their limbs were amputated

11 May 2024

Dream

I was in a sort of big underground basement, and I don't remember why I was there, but I know it was dangerous down there, it was like a big, big maze, and I don't remember what I was doing, it's not clear in my head. I remember I got shot, I was caught in a explosion, and my arm fell off, my feet, my hands, like I was amputated, not amputated, but many parts of my body were just ripped off, so I found some parts, I don't know why, but apparently there were parts of human in the basement, and I sued them to me, and I went back up, but by the time I was back at the surface, it was infected, it was disgusting, it was hurting, and I just thought, okay, well, I'm gonna die, so I just continued on walking, but I don't remember who found me, well, if anyone found me, but apparently I was able to go to the doctor, and there my wounds were treated the way they were supposed to be treated, and so the doctor sued me some parts correctly, and it wasn't infected, but now my body had like many, many, many scars, my arm had been ripped of to to the shoulder, so I had a whole arm put back on me, and so there was many, like, scars, you saw where the doctor sued. To my little toe, there was a thumb, because apparently the doctor was out of little toes, my hands, yeah, my thumb was also sued back, and I think there was other parts, I just don't remember, and so I went back to my house, and we were living in, um, in a van, not an actual house, like a camping va, and I went back to my mom, I don't know where my dad or sister was, or even my dog, it was just my mom, and I don't remember what we did, but like, she was super supportive, and she made me feel much, much better, uh, after that, I decided to go see my friends, Allison and Alexia, to kind of show them this, like the big new scars and tell them the new, it was weird, I was feeling sad, but not that sad, but it was hurting, I had to move very slowly and carefully, like, I remember in my dream, the,feeling of pain every moment of my dream, like, there was always a feeling of pain all through my dream, and so I told the news to my friends, and they were like, oh, okay, and they didn't react at all, so like, it hurted me so bad, because, bro, I was, I just had so many parts ripped off and sued back, and like, they didn't give a fuck, you know, so my mom arrived for, I don't know, I don't remember what the reason, and I started to cry, um, I was just feeling really sad, and I was so confused in my head, so I went back home, well, to that sort of van, it was pretty outside too, it was a beautiful day, and I don't remember the rest, I think my mom comforted me and all, but I don't remember the rest, oh yeah, I know I asked her if, through the times, like, these parts that was sued in me are gonna, like, my skin is gonna end up really connecting them,and yes, she told me they're really gonna become back parts of me, so yeah, this world, it was, um, a different way to heal people who had missing parts of their body.