Divorce

15 Oct 2024

Dream

The plane I was on had to do an emergency landing in a park near Dallas because the plane had overheated. On the way out of the plane I met a family who was looking for someone to stay at their house as they left for a family trip and I offered to do it for them. Arriving at their house the first thing I noticed was how nice it was. They had just bought two Spanish Serrano Ham legs and were cutting them up after having marinated and cooked them. I was impressed with their kitchen because they had big glass refrigerators with all this good quality and healthy food which I was excited to be able to eat as I stayed at the house. Talking to the mother I noticed that she was stressed from taking care of her two younger boys and a marriage that was falling apart. The husband travels a lot for work, most recently being Dubai and she already knows he has been seeing another woman so it’s just a matter of time before they get divorced. As she shows me around the rest of the house she started to show affection for me while she showed me the kids video game room. I acknowledged this but expressed how I didn’t want any part of this. The dream shifted to my cousin Alex and I playing a sort of PacMan game online with other people. We were having fun trying our best to win but the others we were playing again were more experienced. That said one of the games we played my cousin Alex won and we were laughing so hard. How cool and funny it was that he won against all odds. He won 2800 points and did it with these funny yellow circular hippie glasses on.

13 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was on a cruise ship of some type with my ex-husband and his dad and his stepmom and it was for the most part okay but there were a lot of moments that were awkward and tense period and basically it was the one part that I remember the most is where the cruise was almost over and his parents decided to grill me on why we are no longer together and they sat me down at a table and individually like interviewed me and asked me why I didn't want to be with him anymore and asked me all these other questions and then his dad sat me down in front of everybody and decided to go through a list of things that he got apparently from a lawyer where he was highlighting different categories of things like tests and there were tests and interviews of myself, my character and interviews with family and friends who know me and asking them basically questions about my own character and one of the questions was like me not knowing what a tent was in design terms which it was odd because I knew what that was and then they argued with me about it and then after that was interviewing my brother who testified that, well not testified but he wrote on this test really that I'm a really good person, yada yada but apparently his results, his test results were the same as my ex-husbands in terms of like the kind of person I am and then some friends that were tested which were not really friends of mine, they were more friends of his, were asked similar things and they didn't know what to say really and he just went through the whole list and like would ask me all these questions and then read the responses and stuff like that and then it was embarrassing and it was terrible and I woke up crying because I was like why is this even happening like it just was very upsetting the whole thing and then right before, well right before I woke up they asked me why did I want a divorce and a lot of other stuff and then they started to read out things that like characteristics of like things that he actually did so it was like I was being gas lit and everything that I ever said was like never believed and it was just the strangest thing and it was awful.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream Keith was driving my white Tiburon car, the car that I had gotten with my first divorce and he was on the phone with Dawn Martinez making arrangements to go see her and as he’s on the phone I went outside and with a red sharpie I wrote in big letters Dawn is a whore a home wrecking WHORE all over the car.in some point of the dream my mom tells me I should let Keith leave the home early enough so he can screw her on his way to work but that one condition is he has to pick up the kids on his way home.

13 Aug 2024

Dream

My parents went on holiday and ordered a load of wine, beer and spirits to be sent home and they delivered it to a customers house. When I got there I looked to see it all had arrived and realised someone had stolen everything and left only the boxes behind, but I was too scared to tell my parents it had happened. Later when they came home I was trying some different alcohols in my parents kitchen and I asked my little sister to put the bottles away upstairs. When I heard her go up I heard my mum speaking sternly to her so I crept up to listen. My mum said to my younger sister: "you need to be the mum of the house now and tidy and clean the whole house because it's a mess" My sister started crying so I ran upstairs and said: "leave her alone! She's just a kid! You're the mum and you need to act like it and tidy and clean the house!" I told my sister to get in my car and I would take her to my house and my mum laughed at me menacingly and said "you have no idea what you've done. Your dad says that if the house isn't clean before he gets home then he'll divorce me, so now you're causing dad to leave me" It's weird because my parents are still married in real life

9 Aug 2024

Dream

Being on a low mountain, looking down at the city and the surrounding scapes from the woods near the top canopy The One-Night Castle ruins built by the Toyotomi’s force in their attempt to trick and shatter the Hojo clan’s morale I’ve already climbed to the top Being urged and pushed down the path because the pursuers are coming and we are not safe Tuatha De Danann, night in the Celtic woods, sounds of owl, croaking frogs and crickets Scene changes and now I’m on a tile of game map; flat surface and I’m watching my own avatar move from above and aside(third-person point of view) The sky is made of paper and is sort of gray(and dark yellow, like before the storm/hurricane), everything in the backdrop is cut out of paper, pretty collages and marble chess tiles, mainly white, black, brass and rose red/magentas, very basilica-esque And as the avatar I’m carrying and convversing with my younger brother, who had grown significantly compared to how he was the last time I saw him in real life; in this dream he’s around fifteen or so All the conversations I have with him come into my head like in-game dialogues while I run around outside in this beautiful gothic-lolita papier-mâché world and into some other scenes(game level) It looks like a mix of Stazione Centrale di Milano, Station of St. Lucia of the Venezia, some cathedral or a basilica, Vigrid station from the first Bayonetta, the blend of new and old architectures with still that exquisite, richly sepia-colored feel to it all We are having conversations about how mom is and our opinions on her; he’d been living with her for a bit after the divorce before he was taken into the state’s custody, and I’d known her and lived with her most of my life till the divorce He tells me how during her pregnancy(while he was in her womb), she would go on sometimes about how unreliable and absent(emotionally, physically or psychologically) her husband(our father) ‘because of work’ and ‘all the things that he had gone through’, clearly being at least a bit remorseful and bitter about it but still clinging on We(mainly he) calmly point out how despite knowing that the man was no good when it came to those important matters of heart and one’s development psychologically, she didn’t do anything that’d actually help and ended up clinging onto something that would benefit none of us, out of habit(she’s basically been conditioned her whole life to fawn for red flags, narcissists and abusers; by her parents, her family, and then by the schools’ lecherous teachers, and then by her ‘fiancé’s, her sexual assault experience, and her former lovers and the current one(our dad)) Meanwhile we talk, I fdash and sprint across the maps, zooming through the moving bridges and limbo sticks that’s on some gaping bottomless abyss cut right out of the marble structures, infinitely large and situating itself below our feet Once we’re back in the atria(the glass-dorm roofed mercato) we look for a place to eat before the train we’d like to get on leaves Two options among all others stand out: an old, traditional cafe-restaurant, or the new limited time exhibition of some ‘artistic’ cook’s inventions(course meals) We talk about wanting the first one but somehow our asses gravitate toward the newer stand At the table all the other customers(seems to be almost all white, so bougie and pretentious) greet us and carry the conversations while I lightly doze off on my younger beother’s shoulder while he curiously reads the menues and tries to match them by pictures and ingredient lists I’m responding to the Italian locals that are attempting to talk to us in simple, beginner’s level vocalilaries that I barely remember Pasta genovese and some kind of a canned oil-preserved fushes with some sliced and clean raw fishes

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I just remeber clips of this dream. It was dusk there was a guy he seemed familiar like I knew him in the dream he had set up a little tent in the back yard. There was an occasional lose animal. Like I remember caught a sedated a lioness. At the time I didn't know and I came running g out of the house into his tent and landed on it. I told him something like we need to get ready. I remember there was like bug out bags that we had ready in his tent. Then I was in a place that I've had other dreams it this farm and barn house and in past dreams it has always been lively and green now the field is dry and yellow and I over heard the wife say they are selling becuase the husband hasn't been around and she divorcing him. It made sense in the dream like if your spouse is gone for extended amount of time you can divorce him. I remeber being curious about it. The next clip was back in my yard and the tent guy and befriended a cheetah and it would run with a dog. It came up to me and started rubbing it's face on my neck like in a freindly manner so I did it back. It was night I was in the garden and orchard with brother Josh and his wife maria and the laudry was hanging gently waving on the line. We turn around d to walk back towards the house and there's a alligator swelling a terrier. I instantly pulled my gun and shot the gator twice, killing it. Josh pulled the dog out of its mouth alive and unharmed, just wet. I said he can salt and smoke the gator for food. We we're walking back towards the house and I was checking my gun and there was an accidently discharge into the clothes josh fixed my gun. The next seen was daylight it seemed time has passed my sister jen asked me about the animals we had. Which was an alpaca and the cheetah that got along and roamed the yard. I should her the the alpaca will rub it's face on your neck and lay down on its back. She thought that was cute.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

While dreaming today I had many dreams but I’ll breakdown each of them, in my first one I stole my dream friend’s beautiful blonde girlfriend and kissed her with tongue behind her boyfriends back which was my made up friend for the dream. In another part of the dream I saw my older brother, my aunt and her children ie my maternal cousins with their father who live in California who were suprisingly sitting in my old residential building’s lobby in Boston asking me if I want to go on a trip with them I said no because the night before I ran away from home to bike miles until the afternoon of the next day which was when I came back because I am a teen in the dream still living split custody with my father being that my parents are divorced I was afraid of getting back home later and getting a bigger punishment so I declined the trip offer when I got home my stepmother told me my punishment of taking away my phone and IPad and also grounding me under supervison and told me my father wants to speak with me seriously when he comes home from work whilst looking around the house I saw my little brother playing with a Boy I don’t know and my step grandmother leaving my apartment’s bathroom who lives outside of the U.S then this part of the dream cuts off showing the cool trip my aunt’s family and my older brother had so since I’m a Muay Thai fighter I saw my coach training them and also bringing famous fighters like Jonathan Haggerty and Rodtang to train them and seeing this it leaves me sort of sad or maybe quite jealous that I didn’t go but they weren’t strong emotions and then finally the dream cuts off

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I had to dream in my dream. I saw I just divorced with my ex husband. We live in a big old house with huge shrooms and ended so after divorce my brother told me that you don’t need to leave this house and you can stay here and buy this house pay for the rent and maybe later you can buy it, but I wasn’t sure because I thought this is a big house , in the old style and lots of work and spare room don’t need it and the price is expensive so why should I pay for that? But my brother and my mother told me that Anna sports and help me was unsure what should I do in between my ex-husband nephew came on the door and ring but ring was broken. Might my brother told me why he’s here? I said oh I promise him to give him because we have had extra bread, So, but I’ve already given them but he came again so I’m so let me find something so I tried to find some more bread in the freezer and take them out and give them to him so I gave them the door and he has left the house and we talk about it so I told my brother that be careful this prices and electricity system in the house is not very well working and the ring Door is not working so let him know. Take care of the price to get some discount came inside and I was looking around in the house and said a huge house I don’t need this. This room are so big I saw my cousin and my sister were in the house so I was looking around a huge house that would be very difficult in winter time to warm it up and we are only three my mother me and my son so why should we have this house, but I couldn’t say no to my brother but I was thinking that would be much easier to have an apartment like clean tidy and modern apartment instead of house old house. It’s very difficult to take care of it was looking around and thinking and thinking should I buy a huge TV because this, house is big huge TV part I am in my hometown. It was Line people standing coming and living. My mother wanted to leave my mother in the queue trying to help her out but she was still kind of talking other side of the line all the people complaining I told them shut up here in masod we don’t do such a thing you are all tourist so she need to be quiet. We need to want to help how far to get free she’s stocked up so I came back to help my mother. Me and my sister are trying to set her free because she was kind of stocked that we were bending and trying to help her all of a sudden so my mother is not anymore I came out and try to look after my mother for my mother. I saw she is sitting in the bench the other side of the street, I was very angry and surprised why she didn’t tell me that she’s already free and we don’t need to work hard told my mother I never told you but you are a bitch. My sister was shocked by me saying that I was so angry and I said I never told you and I saw lots of think of you but I never told you but now I am telling you you are, really a bitch

19 Jul 2024

Dream

I was a male criminal named John making guns for the zombie apocalypse while living a town covered by a brick wall so Zombies never got it we only went outside the wall to get supplies and tbh I enjoyed being a criminal robbing banks and making police officers mad. I was speeding from the cops after robbing a bank or one of the officers used their car and crashed me into another police car and they arrested me and locked me up well I secretly became an officer in prison but continued to live as a criminal no one knew then I met this woman named Amy a former criminal and her 3-year-old daughter Jessica and I was completely in love with her but after we got married she started having an affair and she started going back committing crimes. Eventually, she divorced me to be with her affair partner and told the cops I robbed the bank so I arrested her and locked her up and continued my police duties and settled down in my new life happy and as the dream faded away I seen a water tower covered by some bushes, a dirt word in the middle of the desert.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

My wife, Christi went to visit her old Nanny couple at their home to catch up. When she arrived the husband was livingroom and the wife was upstairs doing something. My wife was talking to the husband and catching up on old times. She had on a dress I thought was a little too tight for her to be wearing while conversing with the opposite sex alone. I bought this up to her and she said, "oh it was just Chad, he's innocent." I thought if the roles were reversed, I probably would talk to the wife in the livingroom while the husband was upstairs. Then we were in another home and it appeared my wife and were divorced and in new relationships. The four of of were in the home, but only one couple lived there. My new partner was lovey-dovey and very touchy in a loving and caring way. The guy that was with my ex-wife could not believe that Christi and I were still such good friends. He wanted to know how we were able to remain friends without having animosity. I did not have an answer for him. For some reason Christi and I drove the Jeep into town. I didn't recognize the town. Maybe we were on a vacation? we're going to go out to eat and I was indecisive about where the park the Jeep. At first I parked at the end of the corner and then a vehicle behind me moved, so I changed and parked in the middle of the block. Then a police officer came and advised me to stay clear of the fire hydrant zone. So I moved forward again to make sure I was out of the fire hydrants zone. We went inside and I wanted to order a special drink I had on a previous vacation or dream. The drink had a little bit of apple beer, bourbon and pineapple juice. I recall really enjoying the drink but was disappointed that he give me such a small amount in a tall glass. Then I was upstairs in a room that looked like a dance studio with desk atound the perimeter. I saw a extra large greeting card on the table. I opened the card and inside there was information about my surprise birthday shout out. I quickly closed the card and acted like I didn't see the information. The build was on a campus that reminded me of my alma mater, Dana College campus. I believe it was Welcome Week because there were all kinds of clubs and organizations present with their information table set up outside. There was going to be a special moment during the activities that day, when they were going to surprises me and sing Happy Birthday. I remember going over to one of the tables trying some type of new food it. It was a sweet gelatin in a square shape. Inside the gelatin was 2 or 3 various insects. The combination of insects in each square varied slightly. the gelatin tasted sweet and masked the bitter taste of the insects. The treats were supposed to be a healthy dessert option. I remember having two of them and they were so good I went back for two more. I had to get off a chartered bus parked on the campus. We were loading up to go on a trip. WhennI returned to the bus, I saw an old female friend of ours from the days our boys played youth football. I gave the lady a hug and asked her where husband was. I was standing in the aisle talking while she was sitting down by the window seat. Our conversation was annoying to the people in-between us. She stood up and asked to switch seats with the guy sitting on the end so we didn't have to converse over the other people. We started to talk a little bit and then another guy got on the bus. He looked just like Jim Belushi's character John "Bluto" Blutarsky from the movie Animal House. He began singing and drinking a beer with his moth open. His mannerisms were 100% like John "Bluto" Blutarsky. We were astonished and how he could take a big sip of beer and sing without swallowing the beer. When I was on the bus earlier it seemed like folks were taking window seats and putting their duffel bag next to them in the middle seat. Towards the end most of the seats were filled and and it was getting closer to the time for them to sing Happy Birthday to me.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

We are Moving out of Karratha. Lived at a house looking like the chalet from reunion where grew up. But the place is owned by Richard and Britney fiends in Karratha. Britney was there and I said I needed time to move things out this morning. She was in conferences and left me to it. The house a swimming pool. While packing I saw forgot a lot of item in the corner of a room looking the room that I had when was child back in reunion living on my parents chalet. Britney had a dog and was scared of it when she was not there. I found some pants and 2 chargers and 2 sthill batteries in the corner with a divorce looking like a converter not sure what it was. I got anxious because I felt I should already be gone. I was sure where Britta was.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in my childhood home and my mom was asleep in bed, but she was rousing so I sat beside the bed and began talking to her. She was waking up but not speaking much directly to me, then my dad walked in. He sat down near me and began talking to my mom. I don't remember the exact conversation, but my mom remained turned away from us while my dad was speaking. They began having a conversation that highlighted all their most negative qualities. Ultimately the reasons they got divorced, but this dream was before that. My mom was cold and unloving like normal and my dad was emotionally stunted and unwilling to fight or care about anything. He is very loving as a person, it's almost as if nothing matters enough for him to stand up for what he wants so he never fought to save his relationship with my mom. Eventually, he stands up and leaves the room. I begin to cry quietly to myself as not to disturb my mom who is trying to go back to sleep. The conversation they had was a perfect representation as to why they are now divorced. The dream then skips to the future and I am driving through my home town. I am married to the girl of my dreams and life is what I've always wanted it to be, but the conversation my parents had comes back into my mind and I begin getting angry, but the sad kind of anger. I begin to lose hope that my relationship with my wife in the dream will work out and that she'll eventually feel like my mom and I'll eventually feel like my dad and there's no point to trying to love someone. This crushes my soul completely and I think the only thing a person can really have is themselves, but not around other people and that I should be alone the rest of my life because everything is pointless without love. So I break up with my wife and move away to the most secluded place I could find on the outskirts of a small town in Alaska. I'm secluded and not happy with life. But I feel like I did myself a favor by started my suffering earlier by moving out there and breaking my own heart before it could be broken by someone else later. As I am in my home I am attacked by a bear. I am almost always killed by bears in my dreams. It was a black bear. It catches me outside and I can't get back inside or call for help because I am isolated. The bear leaves but I still can't make it to any kind of help because I am alone. I just lie there waiting to die and regretting my decision to be alone and I miss my wife. Then the best comes back and finally kills me and I wake up.