Dream About Family Secrets And Responsibilities

I had a dream that I was in the house that I lived in when I was in my 20s with my mum and it was quite a big house. But in my dream, all the rooms, you could go in apart from one at the front and from the outside you could see it was a room but from the inside it was kind of blocked up. And in my dream I was in, there was a few bedrooms and one of the rooms wasn't in use and I said to Abi about moving her bedroom to that room because she'd get better internet signal and it was better than the room she was in, it was decorated nicer and it was just nicer. And she said she'd think about it. Anyway, for some reason I went into a room and she was in there with this guy that she was going out with before, had tattoos all over his face and he wasn't very nice but he was there and he was saying how they decided they were going to have a baby. And I was like, oh my god. So I then started saying, how are you going to look after it? Because neither of them had a job. And I was saying you need to be up early with the baby, you need to look after it, you can't sleep in late, you can't have a bad sleeping pattern because the baby has to have routine. And I was going through all the reasons and all the things that you have to do to look after a baby and they both sat there kind of saying, yeah we know, we know. And I was really trying to drill it home and I was getting quite angry because I thought this is not going to work out one bit. Anyway, I left the room and somehow I managed to figure out how to get into the blocked up room. There was kind of like a little bit of metal or something you had to remove and I went in there and it was really nice. It was decorated nice, the furniture was nice. There were all these kind of filing cabinets and I opened them and there were files in there about my family stuff that I didn't know. I was like what the hell, this is mad. And I then went over and I started looking at other stuff and it was about people at work and I was like, oh this is weird. And then I heard somebody outside the door and I thought, oh god. And I went and stepped by the door and I could hear somebody on the other side talking and I thought, oh no, somebody's going to find out I'm in here and I'm in trouble. And it was one of the managers outside of work and they were trying to push the door open and I was on the other side holding the door shut and I could hear them saying, I know somebody's in there. I know somebody's inside, maybe it should be inside there and I'd be just like, oh crap. Anyway, I was in there for ages and I thought, I can't just stay in here forever. So I thought, I'm going to open the door and she'll explain that I managed to get in. I didn't know what was in there but a lot of it's about me and my family, so I've got a right to be in it. So I opened the door and the manager was like, oh, it's you. And I was like, yeah, but it's my family. And then my cousin was there and some other people from my family were there and then people from work were there. And they all came in the room and it was really weird because in the window was the hip bone of a baby and it was really weird. It was like there was somebody in my family that had had a baby and it had died and the hip bone was in the window for some reason and all the files about my family were to do with this. And I was saying to Abi that this is what happens. It was almost like me trying to tell her not to have a child, but then all the other files were about my family. So I was like, I should have known about this room the whole time, so I don't know why I wasn't allowed. And then I started looking at the files of work and I was like, all these letters haven't been opened. They're letters that should have been opened. They're all about work and things that we should have done. And I think that was it.