Overdose

11 Aug 2024

Dream

For context, I am in recovery and used to be a fentynal addict. Last night I had a dream that I was in a strange place and ended up in a little corner with a few people. I had a giant bag of fentynal and gave it to everyone to try and did some myself. I then narcaned the few people who tried it because they started to overdose and I flushed the rest down the toilet. I then called my sponsor crying begging her to not make me re start my day count of how many days sober I had. And I was extremely worried about losing my job due to relapse.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

My bf overdosed o

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I took to many Benadryl pills and was scared I was gonna die but did it know for sure I also was talking to my parents begging me please don’t send me away for life

11 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was praying and just simply said, “Lord help me, please,” and instantly fell over with an intense overwhelming sensation like I took an overdose of opioids, only I wasn’t dying. I remember waking up still greatly drunkened and my hands were wet. I went into the bathroom and my hands were leaking honey. Christina was in the dream, and I felt her vibe—she was a real one. Her guidance in my life, albeit brief, made a profound impact. She told me to see a doctor to verify it was honey and oil just so I knew it was a miracle; she said that’s what she does. Then I was with Brett, a former pastor and mentor, at church. I remember talking to a buddy of mine, David, and he wanted to come. He said last time he was there, you all were in the house. And I was like, "Haha, fun, but this time I ain’t touching your feet." Apparently, he was dropped off in a field, and John and I carried him to the house for church. Dave weighs like 260 pounds—haha, in the dream, I held his feet. We had a feast at church, and then I was at a storefront, and a heavier-set lady with black hair said that after Brett fed us, she felt compelled to give him $620 as an offering, to which I laughed and said, “Oh, he will be buying A5’s with that.”

29 May 2024

Dream

Me and all my friends were out eating and my friend Aidan’s dad came to pick him up and he kept insisting that he was overdosing but everything was fine so I was confused. Then it was his graduation party and I drove past and his parents were crying, I rolled my window down and Aidan came up to me and gave me a tangerine with a rose attached to it

9 Feb 2024

Dream

My boyfriend Luke who passed away was the main element in this dream I went to visit him because he was healing from an overdose that caused him to be immobilized I was swimming in the pool near his home and before I went to visit him I spoke in a group text with his sisters and mom to make sure I was able to see him they said it was fine when I arrived his bedroom door was cracked as I stepped into the room two beds were set beside one another leaving enough room for a small night stand between each bed as I look at each bed I see Luke and a clone of Luke both asleep I couldn’t tell which was actually him and which was a clone of him the real Luke opened his eyes and began to laugh he joked and made fun about how I wasn’t able to differentiate between the two of them we talked about how the clone was so he could continue living life such as keep Up with school and work so that he could rest and recover from the accident his mom was in the room and she kindly signaled that she wanted Luke to get sleep and rest for the remainder of the night Luke gave me kiss and hugged me neither of us wanted to let go of each other but we did I woke up after leaving his home

9 Feb 2024

Dream

My cousin that I was very close to dies of a drug overdose it was heroin so I was very hurt ! In my dream I was somewhere hanging with some people they were about to do some heroin all the sudden my dead cousin that overdosed pops around the corner dressed in all white peaceful look and very young face not what he looked like when he died. So I yelled out his name and I was so happy to see him so I ran to give him a hug and then I woke up

28 Nov 2023

Dream

I had a dream that I was in bed with an old friend of mine. I was confused on why she was there, but I saw it as an opportunity to find out why another old friend of mine stopped talking to me years ago. At first she didn't want to tell me, but then she said that my other friend stopped talking to me because I didn't take the friend I was in bed with to see Tangled when it came out. I was flabbergasted and said we were never going to and that she didn't want to go see it. She agreed. The dream then transitioned to me trying to prevent a stranger from having a drug overdose. The drugs however were actually cheese, and they were designed to look perfectly as things such as dice. Then it ends.