Crash

3 Nov 2024

Dream

I was in class and we took a bathroom break. The boys bathroom had some kind of bat. I went around it to another classroom and informed the teacher of the bat. We continued working until it flew by me and I hit it with my purse. Then I was fourwheel riding with my sister. We were going so fast we grabbed the fourwheel infront of us and hooki bobbed then crashed into the trees. I was checking on Yago at his job and he wanted to go for a ride and was driving fast that I got turned on. We stopped at a bridge I know to smoke some weed and dropped him off to his job.

6 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in some kind of desert with a boy that I shared my first kiss. Although it was not regular desert with a sand, it was more of a rock desert with rocks and stone, but same orange-yellow-brownish colour as the sand. We were in a car and he was driving really fast, I was next to him. I yelled at him to slow down because he was driving into one big rock. But be didn’t listen. I grabbed his arm and placed my hand on back of his neck and it felt so real. Then we crashed in that big rock he was driving into and I woke up.

21 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was driving a truck with my baby sister but the car was driving itself and I had the fear of crashing it onto ongoing traffic. We just kept driving on a very long road, roads that I know irl and some that I made up. I only had control of the steering wheel from where I was sitting because my sister was in the middle so getting to the breaks and accelerator was hard. But while we're driving I decide that we will stop at my grandmas house. In the middle of driving there is a hilltop and the truck slows down, so I get worried because I don't wanna get honked at, but noone honks and I keep driving. I decided to put on the hazard lights and pull over so I could drive. This means that I could actually use the breaks from where I was sitting. I realize that we drove past my grandma's house. When the truck stops at a remote location, I go out of the car to sit in the driver's seat and the dream ends.

10 Sep 2024

Dream

There are around five phases to this dream The first one is a dream about me being on an airplane It’s kind of cloudy and I’m at an airport at some misty foresty place Somewhere in Romania or Bulgaria I don’t know I just get the feeling that it’s in Europe And the plane does take off ones but then like lands almost crash lands back on the same airport like moments after they take off And when they do land this time around I’m at like Taiwan or some Jeju island-looking place The second dream is that I’m on a helicopter And I’m flying above some island, I think the god calls it Oki-no-tori-shima Island, or Minami-tori-shima island Or Ogasawara I don’t know somewhere remote But from the looks of things I’m at Shikoku(四国), Seto inland sea(瀬戸内海) The helicopter just came back to this Inland region from the remote Japanese island, I think I see an artificial or like artificially/naturally connected island(much like Enoshima, Itsukushima shrine or that one sacred rock thingy in Manazuru), the kind that you can go to via walk during the day but you can’t during the night because of the tides It’s sunny here and everything is peachy, it’s Seaside town, there’s hostels I can see inns I can see the docks to the small fishing boats I hear seagulls, and I can smell like some kind of tropical fruits, or some citrus fruits original to the region I think we’re eating it at the bay or in the helicopter Once we take off again we’re engulfed by clouds because the bay area is directly adjacent to some low mountains(like Kobe) Scene changes and now I am at Gotemba, near Mt. Fuji I think this is right after we got through the cloud via the helicopter past the mountain regions and all So I just basically teleported from West Japan to East-Middle Japan No I’m on a car and we’re driving through the fog, there’s needle-leafed trees and a bunch of deciduous trees; a mix of both We arrive at this Michi-no-eki or an udon restaurant at the base of the mountain bordering Hakone and Gotemba, or the one closer to Mt. Fuji(idk which) We stop the car, we as in me, Blade, and someone else(maybe Kurapika?), and go in The place is kind of crowded, and the staff comes to tell us that we’ll have to wait So we wait Scene switches and now we’re back at the car Maybe this is after the meal, or maybe we didn’t wait and came back after all We’re driving down the long winded road leading to the Gotemba city Now I’m some kind of like a fairy Apsara hybrid? I am basically seducing the standoffish, depressed, dead-looking(because he did die once in-game; then turned into an immortal via being fed mouth-to-mouth the flesh of an immortal monster by his male lover(both of these characters are heavily coded to be queer)) emoass that is Blade I don’t fucking know man I don’t know what’s happening but somehow this whole conversation turns into a discussion about enlightenment, Vishnu, samsara(what the fuck dude what is going on)(I mean the game did incorporate heavily some Buddhistic and some Hindu concepts into its world making when it came to this particular game region that he came from. But still why the fuck am I activating his kundalini) Somethings similar happened with Kurapika(since switched and now Blade is the driver) And I’m just like ‘dual cultivation partner’ or the ‘yogini’ to their journey of self-realization I don’t fucking know Apparently already got it(the self-realization) or whatever and that’s why I’m an apsara(?) Oh my god so fucking weird Why am I seeing train platforms Also we’re at Ueno station now, but it’s somehow placed at like the base of Mount Fuji

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I was going around Tampa, but for some reason I didn’t have a car, and was getting around on a makeshift motorbike that was very low to the ground, as if I was in Mario kart… I only remember bits and pieces of the beginning.. i believe i was sort of bar hopping one moment, and then in some sort of 420 friendly seance room where we ate and smoked and had spiritual conversation. I don’t remember leaving but ultimately when I did, I missed an exit and took an exit to a super long bridge that was getting backed by traffic, and the only way around was to u-turn where I was, or suffer through the hours of traffic. As I decided that I wasn’t going to wait, a car in front of me caught fire, only giving me more reason to get out of there. But other cars had the same idea, and ultimately, trying to escape the hoards of other cars, I crashed by bike, and it had landed on top of a dirt path that I could barely get It down from. I had to run and over around the ramps to push my bike down, and once I did get it down, it slid down to where I couldn’t even find it. I called my ex, instead of the guy I’m currently with. And when he answered he was quiet, preoccupied, and seemingly laughing at me. Once I’d explained that I was hurt in a crash, he asked the friend that he was with for a favor, but I’m unsure if the favor was to save me or not.. as the dream ends there.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I would fly around the Universe and crash into the earth. I kept doing it over and over and every time I crashed, it would hurt more and more because i was becoming more carbon based.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in an old house on a university campus. I was taking a dr joe dispenza seminar. i was also getting my cowrie shells for the first time so i can begin asking my spirit guides questions. I went upstairs away from the seminar and asked seline to ask me as questions so i could cast and read the shells. She asked a silly question “ will me get me anything for my birthday?” She knows the answer to this since our mom don’t celebrate birthdays because she is a Jehovah Witness. The shells read a definite NO. My mom comes in and sees me casting the shells. She is upset by what I’m doing. I tell her it’s just for fun and I’m here for the dr joe Dispenza mindset, seminar. She is not fully believing me but leaves. Her And Seline leave. Then as i am preparing to go downstairs back to the seminar the house begins to shake. Like its foundation is moving. Then the house begins to slide down and crash into a body of water. All the windows shatter, im covering my head and face so i dont get cut in my face and eyes. Water rushes into the house and i know i cant eacape through the broken glass windows as water rushes inside. I go another way and find a way to swim to anotger side of the house where there are other people from the seminar. Some people are following me, some people are following others. A small group of us hang on for to something atached to the wall thats floating. At some point the water stops rushing un and we see there are areas of the lower level of the house we are stuck in that we can stand around and not worry about floating or drowning. We begin to get frustrated as we wait for help. I change my clothes infront of a man and i dont care that he can see me. I do it quickly but i am more frustrated by not knowing how this happened and how we are getting out

13 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in the store with my parents, my dad and my grandma and my mom. I was all like going to the store but the store people were gonna get stuff instead of boxes. They did not want us to get any items so you know what we did we started everything and we were give us the items that we had to check. It was real and it was. Where we met a man this man told us about this awesome train I did The train but he told me it was a little game so I went when I got on the train. I had to pull the side of the wall just move it and I was in the back driving and my dad was driving and it was so fun. It was so scary at first, but after that I got into a boat into the water I started driving, and then I got on the platform was the boat crashed when the platform we had to figure out what our skin color is and my mom was white the dream ended

13 Aug 2024

Dream

A railway running through a cloudy, misty mountain range in the rural Kanagawa or Hakone Pine trees, evergreen or deciduous, every kind of trees are here, rusted guardrails Changing cabins in a lightning speed every time the train slows down to a halt at a station, operating basically in the Creative Mode pov in Minecraft Strange sense of urgency, premonition of an earthquake Time limit Rushing into another cabin, sitting down as the train departs yet again Being call to by a person sitting on the window seat(I accidentally sat on a box seat for five or six people) Turns out she is Lightning Farron from Final Fantasy XIII Next to me is Sephiroth Across me is Mo Ran and Chu Wanning Most of those characters are either sort of aloof, cold, stand-off ish or proud(Mo Ran is a bit more extroverted but still very haughty) They converse about how the train will probably be taking us into a dangerous place, or how it’d crash and burn before it can even get there because of the imminent earthquake I ask them what they intend to do They each give their own answers, but are kind of agreeing on that they would get out of the train with their superhuman agility and speed first and foremost

6 Aug 2024

Dream

The love of my life and I were on our way to a shopping outlet type thing and we decided to valet for once since it was a special outting. Next thing you know, people start turning one by one and attacking each other. We try to get our car but the valets gone and everyone’s manic. I end up losing my boyfriend and I start freaking out. My mom calls and I tell her to stay home with the dogs, it’s not safe outside. Then I’m in the car with Taty and her mom and Taty starts freaking out because there’s an ant in her eye and we almost crash. So I get out start running towards the house. Making and losing some friends along the way. I finally make it home and as I’m talking to mom about a plan, karmelo runs outside. When I go to grab him I see one of them but our door is broken and won’t close. I don’t think we made it because then I started seeing things from another ladies point of view. I woke up telling my boyfriend we need more guns and I don’t feel safe here and then started crying for how many fights I’ve caused lately with my attitude.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was driving (I don’t have my licence or have really before but know the basics) in my dream I did alot better than I usually do in dreams, except for a second I forgot which gear to put it in because the letters didn’t make sense. So I kept switching it while I was driving but thought if I didn’t have it on the proper one I would crash.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a nap after I got home from work today. My day today at work, in real life. I had a good and productive day. O wore a nice dress since it was hot weather. I had filing to do and a couple meetings. When I came home, I felt tired from a long work week. So I napped. In my dream, I was working. The work I was doing still involved people I knew in real life. I still had my current job in my dream. However, the environment was different. In real life, we are living in a forest area, on my dream we are in a more tropical area. So I was driving to this house that had a short and narrow bridge that goes over a river that flows into an ocean. I was going to meet someone at this house. When I got there, I seen framilar people, and I stayed until the sun started to set and the house was on the beach, and a deck that stretched over the water a little. I was exiting the house on the deck, and it had a glass door, the door was clean and I was able to see my reflection. In the reflection, I seen a small glimpse of a doll. But the doll was mostly green, and had black pony tails. I never seen a doll like it before. But it scared me because when I turned around, it wasn't there, and when I looked back at the reflection on the glass door, it had vanished. I tried to tell myself that I was just seeing things and that I really need to go into my jeep and go home. So I get into my jeep, and I was talking to someone on the phone and I told them that I would take a photo or video of the bridge. When I got to the bridge, I went half way and stepped out to take the photo. When I got back into my jeep, I was still recording but I did not start driving yet. I was ending the video and explained on the video how I needed the person to check on me after I get home and they can tell me if the video was cool or not. So as I was ending the video, I took a glimpse in my rear view mirror to check if anyone was approaching, I didn't see anyone but I thought for a moment I saw the green creepy doll again. In the mirror. But I thought maybe I am just scaring myself for no reason. So I started my jeep again and started driving. When I was almost at the end of the bridge there was something blocking my path and unfortunately I did not see it in time so my jeep crashed into it and ruined my jeep. I however, was unharmed. But when I realized what happened. I was trapped in my vehicle and I remember checking my phone to call someone for help. But first I decided to look at the photos and videos I took that day. And in mostly all the videos I recorded at the house and the one I took on the bridge. I could see glimpses of the green doll in it, and it kept turning its head at me in the video. That's all it did, was turn it's head. I believe in my dream, the doll was trying to kill me or set me up to kill me but I didn't notice it right away Like I should have. When my parents saw my vehicle crushed, in my dream.. they arrived to come help me. And we don't know how I survived. Then I woke up