Fiance

2 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was travelling in a car with my mum, her boyfriend (she does not have one in reality) and my fiance. We were travelling in America and stopped at a adult males house he had teenage son and a young daughter. He said to use that we could stay at his home for free and all we needed money for was buying things and flight tickets. His house was the only one in the American countryside, blue sky's and male fields. In the home was creepy, kind of in disarray, he had a lot of cats. I started to feel scared, and one of the cats in my dream was possessed and went on to possess me. In my dream I was talking with a gruff voice, I didn't feel like myself. It took my partner a long time to wake me up to reality again.

7 Oct 2024

Dream

I was sitting on the street of an unfamiliar city with my fiancé Jenia and the sister of my ex-wife, Olivia. We were sitting in a dead end part of the street and had a normal every day conversation. We’re having good time and we were laughing. Two black guys with dreadlocks were passing by. and they asked if they can join us. They were smiling when they asked but there was something off about them and it made very nervous. Without waiting for us to agree for them to join us, they came to sit with us and the shorter black guy decided to sit directly behind me. I started to protest, but I felt that he is reaching from behind me and grabbing my throat. His hand felt cold and clammy. At the last minute, I grabbed his hand so he couldn’t get a full grip on my throat, but he already had a very firm grip. They said that if I don’t pay the money, the shorter guy will choke me. I was desperately trying to remember the martial arts move that will get me out of the choke hold but nothing was coming to my head. I tried to get his hand off my throat by twisting it and I couldn’t. I knew he will choke me any time now. I woke up from the dream.

21 Sep 2024

Dream

Dream In my dream, I was back in college and I was taking a class about the history of American cinematography. My fiancé Jenia was with me in the classroom. When my professor started talking about American revolution, I raised my hand and I shared with the class what I knew about the American Revolution too. I am very proud of the fact that I am Polish and I wanted the class to know that two Polish officers helped America to gain their independence. My classmate and the professor were impressed with my knowledge. After I finished talking and sat down I realized that I forgot to also tell that the American Cavalry has Polish colors as their standard because one of the Polish officers has created the American cavalry. I really wanted to say that, but I missed the opportunity to do so.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my parent's flat back in Brussels, Belgium. I was with my parents although I didn't notice my fiancé was there until the end of the dream. In this dream me and my parents were having a casual, civilized and typically boring conversation that our family usually has, this was taking place in our living room on the main couch. But this conversation comes to an abrupt end as all of a sudden a large group of old acquaintances I used to have in my life came into the house. I haven't spoken to any of these people in forever but I recognized a few of them. I ended up going to my old bedroom in the apartment. Over here some people were chilling. I decided to sit with these 2 girls who used to go to another school than mine and have a conversation with them. I forgot the details of the conversation but I was asking one of the girls some questions. I actually dont remember who this girl I was walking to was although her friend sitting next to her was Sophia, a girl a didn't really talk to much back then. Eventually this girl that I was asking questions left and opened a path to a secret room, which was hidden behind a wall. In this room was a gigantic popcorn maker that I never knew about. She started to make a lot of popcorn, it was very loud and apparently covered the entire newly revealed secret room. All of a sudden everyone was coming to my old bedroom and asking what was happening and saw the popcorn building out of that machine in that secret room. It was a cause for celebration and all of these old acquaintances were happy. Perhaps they were celebrating, it is funny because today is actually my birthday in real life. All the acquaintances ended up walking back towards the living room. After they went there I finally ended up walking towards the living room myself. By this point I couldn't see anymore of my old acquaintances. As I was going back to the living room. I saw the outlines of my parents sitting at the dinner table, calmly waiting for me. I was going to go there but suddenly I hear my fiancé who hadn't made an apperance in this dream yet calling my name. She kept saying my name, and this is the point at which I woke up from the dream.

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in the car with my best friend from work. I was in the backseat, she was driving, and her fiance was in the passenger seat. I was assuming I was going to her place but I was unsure. I went to sleep in the dream, and woke back up just to see the car barreling down the road towards people in the crosswalk. I scream her name, in case that was going to do something, but it turns out that she was now in the passenger seat and her fiance was driving. He didn't slow down or try to avoid the people until the last possible second. I was screaming for my life, as my friend just woke up as well. She seemed to be yelling at him more fiercely, and you can see his eyes as he just sighs and jolts the car away from the crosswalk. I was in shock but it seems like this type of behavior isn't new according to my friend's reaction. One we get to their house, I was greeted with snarky remarks from the fiance and my friend trying to control him. I was trying not to cause any more issues by telling them that they don't need to feed me, but of course my friend was against starving me. It was a very awkward visit. She sighed and let me leave. A bit while later I visited again, but this time with many more people. Seemed like a party of sorts. I saw my friend was trying her best to control the situation but I could see fear in her eyes, like hoping that her fiance won't spoil it. I wanted to try and stay but I had things to do. I went to my boyfriend and we left. I looked over when I was driving and I saw him playing my favorite game on his computer. I was like "why'd you start to play this again? I know you hated playing it with me". He half shrugged and kept playing the game. Once we got home, I started playing the game too, but he didn't want to play it me. It seemed like he was in a group of random people and playing their game, but not letting me join. So I tried to join the same 'game' (session) they did, but from my computer. I tried to find them once I got in but I couldn't. Once I got in, I hid in an old mine building, since I didn't get to grab any useful weapons or items to help my survival in the game. I saw people under me, and people above me, but I was unsure on how to get there. There were teeny tiny ledges and holes that maybe a small child could fit through, but then again there was no definitive was down or up. Finally I just broke a wall and found a hallway. I tried to walk up the stairs but at the very top of the steps was a ledge to look outwards, and there stood a super cramped old colorful animatronic skeleton. I thought it was dead but it looked at me through glowing eyes. I tried to hide my fear but I knew if I climbed the stairs any higher, that it might follow me. Instead I went down the stairs, turning my back every corner, and warning others of it on their way up. Of course no one believed me, but it soothed my soul knowing I tried. Eventually I found my boyfriend in the old circus tent. I saw my cats with him, but it seemed like one was missing. He didn't seem to care, he just wanted out of the game himself, but I had to find the cat. I was running searching for the cat, but it was no where to be found. Then I awoke. It's good to note that I have never seen my friend or her fiance in pictures or real life before. Seems like my dream filled their pictures in for me.

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in bed it seemed like it was played out like how my grandma's bedroom was I could see the silouteet of I think it was my fiancé. Then remeber yelling and screaming and I woke up screaming. It took along time before falling back asleep

10 Aug 2024

Dream

Just woke up from a dream. Me and my sons were serving in the military. My fiancé’s son Aven was with us as well. We got orders to go to the abandoned village. We found an abandoned house and set up our base over there. The house was a mess. It was dusty and there was broken glass everywhere. I wanted to find a better house, but part of me felt comfortable in there. My fiancé Jenia and her daughter Dasha came to visit us, I was happy to see her. There was an evil person who wanted money. He was going to hurt Dasha with a knife. I really wanted to kill that person. I was just waiting for the right moment. I wanted to kill him in such a way that neither my fiancé nor Dasha would see it. I woke up anxious.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I was half in and half out of sleep. I thought the door had opened and my fiancée had come home from her night shift. Instead it was my friend Melanie. She was hired by someone to be Mary Poppins and come in and clean and take care of the kids. I thought I was awake. It was very unnerving.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was getting my hair done and getting new tattoos. I got one new tattoo and my hair halfway done and then I went back for another tattoo. It was so expensive and my fiancée tried to pay for it but I had to tell her not to. While I was finishing with my hair, I sat in front of the windows and all these people walked by after getting out of some kind of ceremony. They were all people I knew from different parts of my life and some of them caught sight of me and waved.

1 Aug 2024

Dream

Fiance and I were trying to go on our honeymoon but we couldn’t get on our flight for reasons I don’t remember. We had to take the flight the next day instead. We forgot a lot of our supplies and had to buy them at drugstores.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at my finances house and it kept being made clear to me that I exporoo much in terms of money. My partner’s sisters were struggling emotionally and I tried to help but made things worse. I moved things I shouldn’t and upset the order of the house. My cousin Julie was there. She is intellectually disabled and I couldn’t manage to take care of her.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

I overheard my fiancé and his mom talking and she brings up the fact that he has a tinder date, so I storm in to ask about it and he got upset. Later I ask him if we are done and he says, “yeah, for the most part” and told me I wasn’t getting my money for the car back which made me scream at him, hit my head against the wall and slap him in the face. Then for some reason I decided to go self harm by cutting myself in miscellaneous places on my body and actually bled a lot in the dream.